Hi bloggie,

I arrgghhhhh ...... sian.
Maybe i should just get rid that thought of mine,my dad always think that i'm nicer to my friend than to my family.

Ok that 's true , but i'm trying my best to show love to them as well but i think they just don't see it but they want more of it when they never even think where the problem lies , but they just keep on nagging at me , scold me to discourage me. Right now i'm lost towards my future , they are there asking me to look for full time job , can't they just give me some time... i want to go for what i really want too..

I'm not a person who can really express myself through words , i guess my dad as well , i think this cause a communication breakdown somehow. Often when he starts to repeat that i'm nicer to my friend i really feels like voicing myself out but i didn't , i don't want things to get worst. They are always asking me the same Q , often thoughts like '' can u ask smth else? is that all u can ask abt me? '' came and i feel angry. They are always so discouraging..... don't even feel like telling them more...

I know there are things i can change too
-Be more patience towards them
-Though they keep asking the same Q , maybe i should just answer it willingly
-Be more excited when i talk to them & share with them more after a long day outside

Hehe secretly happy , they rmb !

I guess nobody will know if i say it here.

Hi bloggie , i'm back here again to tell u smth .
I miss you , it's been almost 1 yr since we crap and msn in the middle of the night , i miss thoes days , the never ending lame joke & how we laugh infront of the computer.

Few more weeks to 1 yr , i love how you contact me that night & appeared suddenly , wanted to travel home tgt but failed. I love how we go crazy over that little stuff , i love how you rmbed me when we waited for soooo long , really appreciates. I love the surprise you gave on that special day. I miss how we had dinner tgt b4 class & how we met into one another..

Things changed after all, we stop contacting though.
Hah i know this is not love but i just miss the days ... & guess what ! your name keep appearing everywhere! like really everywhere ! even in the toilet on the water tap today =.=

I guess you won't know i'm talking about you.
This is not love.

Hi bloggie =D
I miss you after so long , I miss blogging here =)

I miss the times where i used to blog my thoughts here , be it friends , be it God.

Bs was great , a step of faith frightens us , but Lord i want to live by grace to overcome.
Let me continue to walk like how I 1st started.
Keep on gg in the spirit ...

Thank you Lord , you've touched me once again, I really need you more and more .

You are my strength when i'm weary.

I miss blogging

Let me type smth

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