Living as i like it....

Monday, December 29, 2008

I'm suppose to stay back to do my projects... haha but look what i'm doing lolx think i shld get a bachelor in procrestination or something. LOL

Taking pictures of my partners-in-crime....at Lab 5... all using the pc on the pretext of SIP projects... but secretly we're just using facebook, msn etc...

and well i'm blogging =x

Guess who i got my music list from today.... can you guess who's blog this is??

While i was scrolling through my hp for picts i came across the following picts..... Its taken during our latest project meeting.... apparently someone was *aheming* someone..... can you guess who is who???

"i wonder if its murder or RapE?"

~2:30 PM

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Sunday, December 28, 2008

Haha ... Gek sent this to me over msn ... n i realli felt motivated.....so for those who needs motivation, feeling a bit low or something PLAY IT & PUMP iT

Sch starts in like 7h 15 min yawns*** nitez! Hopefully life from today onwards will be smooth sailing...

~11:24 PM

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Friday, December 26, 2008

New Year Resolution

To get my projects done & pass extremely well (if its even possible)
To revamp my bedroom (haha tall order)
Learn a new language, or read up on photography
Spend more time with my family
Earn money amap
New clothes
Exercise
Go out n see the world, do some travelling (cuz i miss out alot this year)
Emotionally Stronger (so i wont anyhow cry when im drunk)
Reflection & Anger management (so i wont get cancer)

Think i'll make it?? lolx, i'll prob blog abt this roughly the same time next year haha.

~12:15 AM

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haha, i've always been bothered by the lack of personality... like for instance for some pple its easy to know one factor and like him/her for it. can't really say the same for me... i only can say im boring and prob an idiot when it comes to socializing....

i realli feel sometimes tat im out of touch with society, its kinda difficult to click with people nowadays... ask myself what is my passion, and the first tot is a blank. Really can't wait to graduate, somehow i tell myself that with more free time, i'll be able to find myself, yet another part of me fears that i wont, even with all the free time on my hands. fear fear fear, n u wont be able to do anything

i'm having some problem telling if people are true or false too... its hard to see if people realli dun mind being around u, or they are just faking it. is it because my 'eyesight' is failing or people just become better actors?

i think my main issue is i care too much of everything and its wearing me down. mitch just shut up.

~12:01 AM

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Thursday, December 18, 2008

Dear God,

Thanks for sending me such complicated classmates to train my endurance level. Thanks for their pettiness which showed me how other friends seem better. Thanks for this recent spat of events to prove that the others (and my decision )was right.

Lord, if they can just take their spite away for a moment, they will recognize their business oppty- to teach others how to backstab and take care of their own interest.... this is a skill still waiting to be mastered. With their setting up of this business, im sure they will be millionaires soon.

Hence lord, i thank you for giving such classmates to show that however lowdown i am, i cant be any worst then dem.

bless those who are only innocent by-standers lord.

Amen

~12:25 AM

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Sunday, December 14, 2008

haha these few days i've been bz meeting my friends so that i can retreat into my cave and start on my projects tata !

Friday - Meeting with L4
I went to meet huiting & jin Pei @ Hougang Mall, we ate Qiu Lian ban mian.... hee soup so shiok . =)

Later we go to the driving centre to book our advance theory .... on our way dere we decided that the bus ride was too long and we took some crazy shots of ourselves. haha

Haha lucky we made it in time... a few more minutes and the office would have closed... no thanks to the two slow poke *opps* =x haha but seriously i think the aunty next to us must have thought we were crazy when we were making those funni faces haha .... jp almost started a racial riot. =x lucky we were outta da bus safe & sound

@ the driving centre, i realised to take up the school practical driving lessons cost 2k... got a shock of my life... now i think i need to think of ways to come out with the cost.... any part-time job come look for mitch please! thank you thank you

think those counter pple must have thought we were nuts or something, haha we're bz taking more photos while waiting for our turn. haha

Later we headed to JP house, and i learnt how to make sushi from the two masters....(Even Yijin agrees it has improved drastically since the previous attempt ) haha now that i know, in the future i can do that for our lunch heh heh... our apple muffin wasnt too successful.. but none the less its delicious =) nvm dears we can always make improvements to it in the future

Today! Outing with April & Huiyu

erm... april just came back from australia, so i thought what better time to meet haha... since everyone's been saying to organize something... but nth came along.... we went to eat sakae sushi (again) haha ... later we hopped on to the next jap restaurant to have some of those nice ice-creams huiyu was raving abt... a pity sarah didnt go... another time perhaps...

haha the girls were quite fun to b around with... glad that they are happy with their bfs.... =) hopefully can meet up soon enough... =D

~10:32 PM

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Saturday, December 13, 2008

betrayal.

person who blew the whistle

good or bad?
___________________

supporting ....

betrayal?

good or bad?
___________________

life can be easier if we just heck care alot of things...
just realised that the grey shade between good and bad realli exists

~11:48 PM

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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

hmm... to be honest, my main goal for this sem, is to be as cool as a cucumber, complete all my projects, exams, hw and erm say goodbye to TP, hopefully leave with a nice memory of this school which i've been in for 12x3 = 36 mth.

10 wks to go... n here i am... panicking like shit... so many projects, so many hw blah blah blah... i dunno how i always end up in some weird crap... but i think like what jon says...
" you gripe too much" so yupz im not going to complain here... it ain't n wont make matters btr.

i just wanna do my thing n leave. n i knew wad i did today made some pple displeased with me... i apologize for the inconvenience, to those who were around me today, sorry to have you guys hear my whinning... and frowning n whatever nots... i hate confrontations and you guys know it... it appears in such a situation, no one is a winner. So yupz... lets move on with what we have and hopefully no more tsunami(either manmade or natural) knock us over again.

i just wanna say one thing " No one is indispensable" , n i know i sure am dispensable. i just wish everyone knew how good they are.... all of us have room to improve and excel... lets not waste time arguing and rob the chance to excel yea?

Peace out mates....

hopefully everyone will chill n start singing again

"I love you ,You love me we're a happy family "

"with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you. "

"won't you say you love me too"

~7:36 PM

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Sunday, December 7, 2008

its funny how everyone complaints to you
yet no one listens

its funny how everyone laughs
but not with you

its funny how its normal to think of every bad scenario possible and call it risk management
but how its called negative if expressed

its funny that problems are only problems when they are yours
but to the rest- a joke during conversation

But the greatest joke of all....
is the claim that no man is an island.

~12:53 AM

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