Living as i like it....

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Whao... seriously on the day of reckoning.... especially when its a good reckoning... its a nice feeling... the sun feels nice on your skin, the sky feels bluer, the air is sweet and light... you kinda block out the nasty stuff which use to bother u.

Anyways MIS is cool... i got a tinkerbell pen(which lights up when u write) and its so cute... Tks Jason n Su! hmm... well guess its time i stop my currypuff, sardine sandwhich, brownie meal routine .

Hmm... what else, yupz pretty cool to meet up with kenny, jon, gek n alvin after so long. haha though i think i got kinda rusty in the conversation area after being silent for long periods of time during my 3 mths stint @ Amoy Street. haha anyways we went to bedok 85 for supper... Jon Drove! haha but i gotta admit, he's good .... wonder if i can drive like him in the future haha. A pity kenny removed his hair pieces.

ANyways, we celebrated the belated but nevertheless long awaited birthday of TAN HUITINg...

VENUE: TOP ONE, Bugis

Time: 11 -6pm

gosh thats the length of time we sang, and i can guarantee our voices were hoarse by the time we are done. oh well great stuff anyways... n the dry ice machine didnt work... sobs think it would be cool haha... n L4- i'm still da Best DJ!

haha hmm after words went to CHangi V to have dinner with b3 n karen... nice stuff n its delicious .... =) nice weekend before we trudge back to poly again =x hmm hope everything will be smoothsailing now and time will slow down .... i dun wan to end sch so fast =x

~3:18 PM

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Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Hey hey...

guess thats how it will be when everyone is gone huh?

got MC for tues cuz i was down with fever on mon n tues... hmm its nice to sleep on my mushmellow bed beyond 7.30am haha but oh well hey presto im left with two days of SIP... since im suppose to clear my stuff i remember i still owe my supervisor some photos...

(not those two above... i took it when i was bored)

THanks Jason for that brilliant appraisal! owe u a nice big chocolate muffin

Thanks Huiling for that nice fererror... i'll eat it when my voice is back..

Heez i think i can safely say i wont be eating tuna sandwhich, tuna currypuff, potato currypuff, samosa, brownies in a long while (that's wad i've been eating to console myself with- refreshment leftovers)

anyways i turned down huiling's offer to extend my sip ... haha personal reasons of course... lolx i'm so going to miss aunty... she's so cute.... and vivian as well as baron n sue... plus my two v nice supervisors... =)

______enough of MIS, some picts for jason's(coincidently the same name) birthday _______

~10:08 PM

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Thursday, November 20, 2008

i admit that im paranoid... but i can't help but feel that i've been banished to the abyss, hmm... anyways apparently supervisor wants to extend our sip... should i or should i not... was looking forward to the last of the 6 days... now extend it is like .... ahhh!!! sians.... haha but sup poor thing lei... 1 woman show.

anyways.... cant wait for sch... i've said it to my friends, i've said it in my e-journal, i'll say it here I CAN"T WAIT FOR SCHOOL!!!!!! haha...

miss everyone....

sianz

~3:39 PM

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Thursday, November 13, 2008

I was just surfing facebook and i came across this profile which was talking about signing a petition to take off this artist's work off the 2008 art festival somewhere....

Apparently, what this artist did was to catch some stray dog (who was ill-treated in its original environment), tie a rope to the neck of e starving pooch and leave it there.... put some fancy name to that room and call it art....

his motive was supposed to be a cry for us humans to pay attention to the number of strays on the street that are dying everyday, out of starvation, abuse, and what not..... as well as the hypocrisy of men.

Although that dog i think escaped =x (from what i saw from some of the posts... some said he died... it interest me to do some research .....) i think its a crazy thing to do .... i dun suppose you would chain an African child, starving and dying maybe of malaria, TB, HIV, to raise the awareness of the tragedy in Africa rite?

i mean.... animals stray or domesticated... they have their own instinct for survival. He may be trying to drive a point.... i applaud him for his original agenda. But, seriously you wouldn't know what that pooch is really thinking do you. Shocked or otherwise, fed or otherwise, refuse to eat or what not... if its left in its original surroundings, the dog would have a choice to live or give up and die (starve itself)

when i see a dog nowadays i think of shota.... and yupz... i doubt i can stomach it if shota is caught, tie up while he starved (either left to starve or he starved to death)

anyways just got some work cut out for me ... think i'll research this interesting issue later or something

~11:03 AM

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Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Heex finally changed my blogskin... was quite irritated with some of the fuctions from the old one... anyways i just picked randomly so yupz... simple n straight...

So fast Nov is here... today its 111108 a pity its not 2011 if not its 111111... cool eh... haha. anyways... missing alot of things, alot of pple. Ystd i found out that im gonna live quite long (acc to karen on palmastry) but the bad thing is i worry alot which means ... well haha worrisome old me.... gotta relax...

like old joker says : "why so serious?"

haha just found out from gek that jon passed his driving test.... CONGRATS!

i hear he may drive us on fri... hmm (remind me go buy insurance.... top up my premium...)

dunno... im feeling alittle irritated for some odd reason.... feel like im being pushed to do something again..... haha hopefully that will pass... rite rite?

lotsa things to do.. but i haven't got it started.... anyways here's the pic for kang's birthday... im obviously the photographer... haha ... so yupz explains y im nt in... =x pretty girls rite? Anyways its a great dinner @ Astons Grand Cathy....

nth much to say.... signing off with

一句一伤歌词：
作曲：关大洲作词：方文山编曲：屠颖制作人：王治平

要多少斑驳青苔才会入墙
多少雨你才会撑起纸伞

落花再亭外又依稀了几番
流水送走呼唤我不忍想

风惊扰河岸也唏嘘了垂杨
你低头唏嘘了那些过往

夕阳映屋檐斜照木格子窗
悠然的旧时光我却黯然

一句一伤无话可讲
你坐看缘分了断
当意念已转再多遗憾
也只是空谈

一句一伤无话可讲
我起身安静拈香
我停止想像你的模样
闭上眼倔强

~9:27 PM

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Friday, November 7, 2008

YJ] Project don't complete = Don't ever DREAM of stepping out of NTU says:
yo, if u dun move u will cause traffic jam leh

<> i'm not moving... cuz one day u wake up n find that ur missing me..... says:
yo. lolx, its a song lei. haha

[YJ] says:
oh ok, did that singer get summon from LTA? hahahhahaha...

<<>> says:
haha, in america mayb have. haa, kenna sued perhaps

[YJ] says:hahaha in response to ur song hor i gt another song for u, Rain's "Move On"

<<>> says:haha, i repond by saying "beat it" michael jackson. lolx

[YJ] says:beat who? "billie jean"

<<>> says:lolx, "dun wanna miss a thing" aero smith

[YJ] says:ok den my response is energy de "miSSing you"

<<>> says:hhaa, whaa miss until "ai shi kong" . lolx

[YJ] says:den i "Bu zai hu you mei you yi hou", WAHAHAHAH!

<<>> says:its our "bu neng shuo de mi mi", lolx

[YJ] says:can you "gei wo yi shou ge de shi jian"?

<<>> says:can i have some "an jing?

[YJ] says:"shut up"

<<>> says:cannot only got "4 min" to talk

[YJ] says:hahahahaha, tick tock tick tock tick tock

[YJ] says:aiya cannot continue le. brainblock. im gg to post this convo on my blog WAHAHAH!

hence to provide some amusement to myself n others .. me too =D n i win!

~2:53 PM

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Monday, November 3, 2008

bored.... v bored... n v sleepy... tk god still have 1 hr 16min more... if not.... brrr.....

~4:43 PM

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Sunday, November 2, 2008

i realised... im not good in anything at all... haha always playing the 2nd fiddle to someone else... neither good in school, nor music, in work, or anything else i take up on or take an interest in... sometimes i realli wonder what's the pt in trying so hard...? haha i know, its to let pple laugh and insult me for what's worth...

its seriously not fun to be insulted (intentionally or otherwise) week after week... to be honest i dunno how i can stand it other den having a black face... i was sure if i dun get out of her hse i would hurl some obscenities and that will be the end of our teacher-pupil relationship.

how she adore my sis i realised... haha she playing the wrong note would just get a soft remark or two(prob cuz she's still a kid). i listened to her advice last week for not trying to play too loud to cover my sis part in the duet n i end up being shoot that i wasn't in class as long as my sis so i dun understand my teacher... brilliant... absolutely bullshit... n what do i get in return? 45 min of insults n her attempts in trying to inflict physical abuse while 'correcting' my hand posture... bitch. damn bitch.........

seriously i felt like telling her i wanna quit today....i just can't stand it anymore... its never enough..... but i just can't stand giving her the satisfaction that she triumph over me, that i give up defeated....

i wonder how long it will be before i find my own domain... im tired of this lifestyle.... seriously sick of it.

~11:17 PM

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