Tuesday, May 26, 2009 Y
為由對自己撒謊，才有勇氣繼續前進。唯有不悲傷往肚子裏吞，才有能力繼續下去。別人的話我可以不信，即使是真相，我也寧願相信你的謊言。是我笨，是我傻，但若不這麽做，我總會不知所措。
I need to change, and I need to start everything again...
and I miss you already
7:35 PM
Friday, May 22, 2009 Y
I keep wanting to think, that I can hold you here with me... ):I hate one person, and that's me. =x
and I miss you already
7:21 PM
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 Y
Maybe we are drifting apart, we're just communicating for the sake of communication, chatting for the sake of chatting or maybe even, just to know each other presence? I don't know what I'm doing any more, neither do I know whether what I'm doing is right or not. Gathering and everything, people still seem close to each other or even continues to communicate with each other, but me, I feel as if I'm in my own world, living in my own pace. Maybe what they said was right, I myself is a hypocrite who doesn't know that myself. The best, I hate hypocrite is equivalent to hating myself which is true. Maybe that's why I'm trying to escape from reality, escaping into the game world, which is BAD! ):
-&just when will all this end, with me moving on...
and I miss you already
9:17 PM
Saturday, May 09, 2009 Y
Just put it this way, I don't even know what I've really want. I'm feeling so lost and confused that I just want to start everything again, re-make all the decisions, correct everything. But, I lack the power, nor the strength to do so. I'm just a weakling, and everything that I've every wanted is just so far away.
I've really wanted to have you here with me...'Imeem' isn't working. ):
Far Away - by NickelbackThis time, This placeMisused, MistakesToo long, Too lateWho was I to make you waitJust one chanceJust one breathJust in case there's just one left'Cause you know,you know, you know[CHORUS]That I love youI have loved you all alongAnd I miss youBeen far away for far too longI keep dreaming you'll be with meand you'll never goStop breathing ifI don't see you anymoreOn my knees, I'll askLast chance for one last dance'Cause with you, I'd withstandAll of hell to hold your handI'd give it allI'd give for usGive anything but I won't give up'Cause you know,you know, you know[CHORUS]So far awayBeen far away for far too longSo far awayBeen far away for far too longBut you know, you know, you knowI wantedI wanted you to stay'Cause I neededI need to hear you sayThat I love youI have loved you all alongAnd I forgive youFor being away for far too longSo keep breathing'Cause I'm not leaving you anymoreBelieve itHold on to me and, never let me goKeep breathing'Cause I'm not leaving you anymoreBelieve itHold on to me and, never let me goKeep breathingHold on to me and, never let me goKeep breathingHold on to me and, never let me go
and I miss you already
8:28 PM
Sunday, May 03, 2009 Y
只想留在此地，不想離開夢境。需要慢慢的將所有的顧慮放下，做回原來的我。我需要的是時間，把你給擱下，讓自己解脫。有時有股衝動，享有再見到，想要回到以前的時候。經管事實已擺在眼前，我只想逃避。不想長大，不想成熟，不想失去，有太多的不想了。現在，只想停止自己的思考，讓自己冷靜下來，或許會比較好。
and I miss you already
4:30 PM
Saturday, May 02, 2009 Y
I feel like screaming all sorts of vulgarities out now. Say I'm throwing temper, who's the one who's giving me F***ing attitude? Keep complaining that I inform late when I inform the minute I receive the news? Don't come kp me when it's not my freaking fault, blame the right f***ing person. I'm not the kind of person who won't retaliate, and neither will I lose my own composure in front of you when it will just signifies my defeat. Think I got not attitude, try to anger me and I can will you, I'll definitely flare and show you MY attitude and that's it for you, I'm so going to make sure that you won't want dare to irritate me again. Think I'm what, miss 'friendly'? Sorry but I'm miss 'Scary' instead. I feel like tearing some people alive now, so what now? >=@
and I miss you already
5:03 PM
Macbook Pro(13 inch)
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