Friday, February 27, 2009 Y
Lets just say, my tutors(teachers) aren't that bad, but I still feel that CT's are better. At least, I get to joke and fool around better. Seriously, I learnt a lot of new things and my GP teacher is a total sicko. Guess I still can't avoid getting more and more polluted in mind while I'm in this class.
I guess no matter how much a person can change, the inner personality can never change. I still can't bond with a class, I still can't be more open up, I still can't get my habit(sleeping) changed! I'm currently suffering from serious lack of sleep. Homework are TONS and the deadlines are so close to one another and can hardly find a time to rest, including my weekends! This is so horrid. I really have the urge to transfer to poly but I've spent like lots of money for JC already. ): At least, the only compensation is that lessons are interesting?
I want to go out! Kbox(the real one), movie, lunch or anything! Some friends just ask me out! Any Sunday or Saturday! I'll try my best to make it, I'm seriously being suffocated by the stress.
I'm starting to loathe school, how? ):
and I miss you already
7:46 PM
Thursday, February 19, 2009 Y
Seriously, I think I've took the wrong turn and yet, I couldn't U-turn anymore. ):
Things just never seems to go the right way now. ):
and I miss you already
8:22 PM
Monday, February 16, 2009 Y
Yes! Found those lyrics! Credits to liangqian's and glenice's blog. (: Lesson is still all right now and remember me, the girl who loves to skip steps for mathematics and the teachers keep saying NO? Now my mathematics tutor is actually like me! Skipping steps all the way! But he knows what can be skipped and what cannot be skipped though. (: Has I mentioned that I regreted complaining about CT's chinese lesson? For now the chinese lesson are way more BORING and it makes me feel that even _____'s teaching and _______'s teaching are way more interesting(you can figure out real easy you know since they are like the only chinese teacher that are left in the school after teaching me, so so I think for the rest left before I graduated so you can't really blame me for not knowing whether have they left or not)? Either way, I don't think I'll join AVAC although it's nice but I just have more passion towards acting, chinese riddle(灯谜) and entreprise? So, sorry. (: Sorry if I bored you. (:
I hold you close,
I hold you near,
It may not be forever.
But when I have to let you go,
My heart it hurts me so.
You turned around,
And walked away,
And tears flowed down my cheeks.
As moments turned into memories,
To memories we'll relieve."
and I miss you already
6:16 PM
Sunday, February 15, 2009 Y
Finally, took the liberty to change my skin. Liked this designer's skins a lot. It's really nice. (: There is so much lessons that is going to be conducted now and I don't really like it at all. Still haven't purchased the economics notes, better buy it soon before it goes out of stock. (: I need to buy balloons! That is if I want to give people. =D Still can't decide yet.
&maybe i have mistaken about us, but it just hurts so much when i think of you...或許是我誤會了你，但我並沒有誤會我自己...
and I miss you already
3:04 PM
Y
Aerosmith - I Don't Want To Miss A Thing
I could stay awake just to hear you breathin'
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure
Don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wonderin' if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever
I don't wannna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time Yeah yeah yeah
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I Don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
the sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
And I don't wanna miss a thing
and I miss you already
2:05 PM
Saturday, February 14, 2009 Y
Camp was really fun. Though I'm like alone but it's all right! I made new friends and the guys in my class are really really gentlemen. I'm serious! Not just my class, a lot of the guys and including seniors. A few sad points about the camp, super irritating soap getting into my eyes making it red, ______ making me starting to dislike ___ already by bugging/irritating me too much and ________ is really really scary, can go crazy any moment(threatened to kill the whole J1s yesterday night in the afternoon...) and expects people to treat ___ like a king and ___ class is just beside my class(but my dear friend is inside too). ): Not to forget, I got super duper serious case of sun burnt. My face is completely red yesterday(excluding the area where I put my spectacles on)! Not is turning tanned but it still hurts(going to expect the skin to peel now). Did I mentioned that my class has only 5 girls while 19 boys(heard that there are even worse class with only 2 girls so, can't complain much)? The camp is completely different from other camps, there is no campfire! It's sort of replaced by a concert held in the hall. Was fun. There is just way too much mass dance steps to learn and did I say, the leaders can really coordinate the dance steps very well. (: However, there is seriously lack of space to dance! =D The class seems very bonded now, so it's good? Maybe if they excuse my then is really a very bonded class since I'm like super anti-social girl remember? JJ is really nice, hope the lecturers will be nice too. Oh before I forget, I LOVE the son singing session(There was credits to CT's choir you know so cheer choir people)! The songs are so nice and people really do the actions for the song, well not all but majority and I'm happy to have some around me! And there is a lot of PTPS people(through carmen) there but I can't remember their faces! ):
Enough about JJ. Let's not forget my dear dear CT! (: CT is having her carnival and speech day on the 18 April! Think I might want to go back and watch but let me see whether I'll be free a not first since there is seriously too i'll try my best to be there. (: I miss 4D1! Especially the fun, joy and laughter that we shared! (: outing next saturday? I'll try my best to see whether or not I'll be free. I'm really really sorry for I still don't know the CCA timing and stuff well enough, since there's the SYF coming up? ): Hope I can join. =D 2B1? Any events must remember to inform me! I'm like leading a very busy life now, there is just too many things going on.
Lessons officially starts on Monday and there's PE already? Don't really understand the timetable(found on the noticeboards located at the concourse) and there is no legend found on the noticeboard as well! S: Super tired now, going to charge my life battery up. (: Till next time. =D I need people to help me correct my lyrics! D=
you turned around
you walked away
tears rolled down my cheeks
as moments turns into memories,
momories that we'll relive...
and I miss you already
7:49 PM
Friday, February 06, 2009 Y
One week of school has passed since the admission into JJ. Fun? It's quite all right, people are really nice there. Been having mass lectures(at least 200 plus students in the lecture theatre) for three days and realised that the lessons are manageable. Some of the teachers there are really nice. They crack jokes too. (: When there's good/interesting, there will bound to have the opposite, boring. Some of the lecturers teach, the information goes in my ear, one round in my head and out it goes. Don't understand. Lucky the notes are understandable. Class will only been known next week, hope there'll be people I know in the class. Not to forget that I don't wish to re-buy the lecture notes. (I opt for H1 economics and H2 physics as first choice while the opposite as second, been having lecture notes for first choice course.)
Next week, camp. 15 mass dance,it's crazy. =DD Oh, and I drew my own cover for Mathematics notebook! (:
But it don't look like a notebook any more. =D
and I miss you already
8:20 PM
Sunday, February 01, 2009 Y
Oh well, guess this is how things are going to end out. I was never close to my aim at all. Moving left and right, thinking all those silly stuffs, but still I ended up in JJC. How to relate my feelings, emptiness I guess. Don't feel happy entering JJC, and neither do I feel sad. I guess I'm really numb towards everything now. To tell the truth, I thought I'd end up in NP more den in JJC. (Cause I dreamt about my results and my life in NP but then again, dreams ain't reality and would NOT become reality) To tell the truth, I think I'm really starting to wake up from my silly dream, where everything owned becomes nothing belonged. At the very least, there's company at JJC. Let's just say, I've never worked for what I've aimed so I deserved to feel disappointment. I've been taking too much things for granted and now, I get my own retribution. Lesson learnt: Never be complacent...
-&i'll strive hard now.
and I miss you already
10:19 AM
Macbook Pro(13 inch)
That Headset