Gone forever!?

Sunday, December 28, 2008 Y

我以爲我需要時間，我以爲我需要勇氣，我以爲我需要忘記。
但實際上，我需要回到那時候，還沒改變的我。
因爲那時的我，擁有著我現在需要的一切。

給我一首歌的時間
填詞 : 周杰倫　作曲 : 周杰倫　監製 : 周杰倫

雨淋濕了天空　毀的很講究
你說你不懂為何在這時牽手
我曬乾了沉默　悔的很衝動
也只是怕錯過

在一起叫夢　分開了叫痛
是不是說　沒有做完的夢最痛
迷路的後果　我能承受
這最後的出口在愛過了才有

能不能給我一首歌的時間
緊緊的把那擁抱變成永遠
在我的懷裏你不用害怕失眠
哦　如果你想忘記我也能失憶

能不能給我一首歌的時間
把故事聽到最後才說再見
你送我的眼淚　讓它留在雨天
哦　越過你劃的線我定了勇氣的終點

哦　你說我不該不該　不該在這時候說了我愛你
要怎麼證明我沒有說謊的力氣
哦　請告訴我　暫時算不算放棄　我只有一天的回憶

and I miss you already

8:36 PM

Friday, December 26, 2008 Y

TEN ARE YOUS

1. Are you single - Obviously not?

2. Are you happy - Never I guess?

3. Are you bored - Not really, going out to return comic soon?

4. Are you fair - Which meaning? Tell me the meaning and I'll answer, though it might not be the one you wished. (:

5. Are you Italian - Definitely no.

6. Are you intelligent - Absolutely NOT! (don't argue with me. =D)

7. Are you honest - Depends on the situation I'm in.

8. Are you nice - Nope. I'm mean, my name already said so. =D (hui min = 会(will) mean)

9. Are you Irish - No.

10. Are you Asian - Yes.

TEN FACTS

1. Full Name - Mitchelle Chua Hui Min

2. Nickname - There are too many, but I like people to call me 'CHM' or 'Mit'.

3. Birth place - Singapore.

4. Hair colour - Dark brown I guess, not turning white yet. =D (There's no such colour as black. -Mr ???)

5. Natural hair style - Good question, I don't really know.

6. Eye colour - Dark brown I think.

7. Birthday - 18 September. Buy me presents?

8. Mood - Depends on what has been happening.

9. Favourite colour - Blue and white! That's why I liked the sky. (:

10. One place you'd like to visit - Japan.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE

1. Have you ever been in love - Nope.

2. Do you believe in love at first sight - Kind of.

3. Do you currently have a crush? - Maybe yes, maybe no. I'm not very sure myself.

4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Maybe yes? Maybe no. Who knows? =D

5. Have you ever broken some one's heart - Don't think so.

6. Have you ever had your heart broken - Maybe.

7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - Of course, if not how can it be called crush? =D

8. Are you afraid of commitment - Not really.

9. Who was the last person you hugged - Can't remember. I got serious Short Term Memory.

10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - Can't remember. Or maybe even no one since I'm not one who expresses my feelings well.

TEN THIS OR THAT

1. Love or lust - Love, it's better I guess.

2. Hard liquor or beer - Beer, won't get drunk so easily.

3. Cats or dogs - Can I choose none? Both animals hate me. ):

4. A few best friends or any regular friends - A few best friends.

5. Creamy or Crunchy - Depends on the food.

6. Pencil or Pen - Pencil, I can erase off the mistakes.

7. Wild night out or romantic night in - None?

8. Money or Happiness - Happiness. Cause there's a saying that goes like this, 'Money can't buy happiness.'

9. Night or day - Night, I don't need to fret so much.

10. IM or phone - Handphone, there's game.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER

1. Been caught sneaking out - Nope, I hardly goes out.

2. Seen a polar bear - Pictures, yes. Real life, no.

3. Done something you regret - Yes.

4. Bungee jumped - Nope, Singapore got bungee jumping first.

5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - Yes, you wash the food the most before you eat?

6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - What's that?

7. Been caught naked - No comments.

8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - I don't even have a bf before, how to have him back?

9. Cried because you lost a pet - I don't keep pets so how do they die?

10. Wanted to disappear - Yes.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER

1. Smile or eyes - Smile.

2. Light or dark hair - Depends on the person's skin colour.

3. Hugs or kisses - Hugs I guess.

4. Shorter or taller - Taller, otherwise how to lean on him.

5. Intelligence or attraction - Attraction.

6. Topman or Zara - What does it concern with partner?

7. Funny or serious - Depends on the mood for that day I guess.

8. Older or Younger - Older, I'm too childish.

9. Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing I guess.

10. Sweet or Bad - Sweet, but not too much.

TEN HAVE YOUS

1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Yes, and they are for stupid reasons.

2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - Nope, I'll go mad I guess.

3. Ever tried walking on your hands - Nope, I'm too heavy for my wrist to take the weight.

4. Ever been to a rock concert - Nope, no money to attend. ):

5. Ever been on a cheer leading team - Nope, though my voice can compete with them(girls).

6. Ever been on a dance team - Does kindergarten counts?

7. Ever been on a sports team - Yes.

8. Ever been in a drama play/production - Yes, for my computer grade in Primary school.

9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley - If I drive, you'll see the car accidents in Singapore shot up high. (:

10. Ever been in a rap video - Nope.

TEN LASTS

1. Last phone call you made - Sara I guess, to tell her to get out of her house.

2. Last person you hugged - Can't remember, short term memory.

3. Last person you hung out with - Sara, drag her to accompany me to locker.

4. Last time you worked - 24 December at Takashimaya! I missed working there. ):

5. Last person you talked to - Mum.

6. Last person you IM'd - Does WLM counts? If yes then it's Wei Ting.

7. Last person you texted - Denise~! (:

8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - Can't remember, been a long time since I last went to watch a movie.

9. Last person/thing you missed - Maybe it's him, or maybe it's you?

10. Last website visited - http://www.blogger.com/

TEN PEOPLE TO DO THIS

1. Anyone

2. Who

3. Is

4. Bored

5. Are

6. Welcomed

7. To

8. Do

9. This

10. Quiz

&one by one, I'm going to erase off everything.

and I miss you already

1:21 PM

It has indeed been a while since I last blogged. Work has been enjoyable, though it has come to an end. Most probably I'll work again next year(it had been really fun), but everything still depends on the result. The managers are nice, with the presents and stuff, but sad I didn't get to work on Christmas day, so no present from security guard. ): But still, it was nice to receive presents from people. I'm so going to go crazy with going out! I want to watch twilight! The book had been super interesting. (: I need to go to the library, I want to read books. (:

Tags replied:
huiling :D - wasn't working on that day. either way, thxs for having that intention. but there was a senior there too, did you see her? she's from chior too! (:
beatrice: Merry Christmas to you too! (: meet up some day to exchange our gift ba. (:
chubby: relinked! (:

and I miss you already

12:24 PM

Wednesday, December 17, 2008 Y

Sometimes, I wished I could be the stubborn girl, who refuses to accept all these reality that are happening to me. Sometimes, I wished I could be the playful girl, who does nothing but playing to escape from reality. Sometimes, I wished I could be a normal girl, who can open up to others easily. How I wished, but none of them are going to come true. At times, I really wished that nothing has happened at all, or even let time reload back to when I had known nothing, knew none of them in the first place. Maybe this way, the torture might be lesser. Crossroad of life, I've never left that place before. the moment I left one, I reached another. Maybe that's way people says that life is a long journey, where people have to keep making decisions to continue the long road ahead of them. You pause for a moment, you ponder for a while, you think for a minute and you get lost to the ground. You won't know which should be your next step. Maybe when one thinks lesser, they will have an easier life. They won't think whether had they made the right decision just now, or which would be the right decision. Life would definitely be easier if one just follows his or her heart, but the moment they start thinking, they might found out that they had been doing the wrong thing and in the very end, regret all the doings. Still, no matter when and where people starts to think, there are bound to stop in their tracks for a moment and that might caused them to be unable to move another step in their life.

&alighted at the wrong stop of my life.

and I miss you already

10:49 AM

Saturday, December 13, 2008 Y

Haven't been blogging for a long time, maybe just a week plus? Went for CCA gathering today, it's quite all right I guess, playing pool and bowling(but I'm a complete noob for all). Received a call from HR(work), was asked if I can work until the end of the month, was like sure. At least I'll be able to earn a bit more, just a bit more. Hope I'll still be at the same place until the end of Christmas, the workplace is fun! (: Change of uniform, I don't want to be a cashier! =x

and I miss you already

7:00 PM

Monday, December 08, 2008 Y

It's been a while since I last updated. Working is really tiring, but at least there are still some fun and hilarious part during work. Shalln't type it down, since it's really kind of hard to relate in words. Till now, no nasty customers yet, but the queue is super long! Not because we wrap slow, but everyone comes our level wrap. Other level have no/little queue. Then the customers all just come our level to wrap, including those items where the level itself has a wrapping counter. Super tired. Either way, baked a cake today with the new oven. had a bit of help from mum here and there. Turns out quite nice, but not very sure that tomorrow will have the same taste as today.

13 december is my next off day, going to be very busy that day. Best start planning for that day. I'm so going to go to school to find one particular teacher to return her her papers and a booklet. Totally forgotten about it. Wonder will people still remember about the CCA gathering? Later, it's cancelled and I'm not informed. ): Hope everything will turn out right on that day. *.*

I'm still in the process of forgetting, but the end just seems to keep drifting further away from me.

and I miss you already

6:57 PM