Gone forever!?

Thursday, July 31, 2008 Y

原谅我
请不要分了以後还记得亲吻过的承诺
你的永久已不属於我
默默低头那时我很多话梗在喉咙
你的笑你的快乐不是我爱太多想太多
我能感受他比我适合
爱放了手我伪装冷漠比你先说分手
请原谅我原谅我不成熟
不爱你是藉口好让你离开我
请原谅我好想自私将你占有
一个寂寞就给我承受换你过更好的生活

请不要分了以後还记得亲吻过的承诺
你的永久已不属於我
默默低头那时我很多话梗在喉咙
你的笑你的快乐不是我爱太多想太多
我能感受他比我适合
爱放了手我伪装冷漠比你先说分手
请原谅我原谅我不成熟
不爱你是藉口好让你离开我
请原谅我好想自私将你占有
一个寂寞就给我承受换你过更好的生活

爱过恨过哭过也笑过
亲吻过你的脆弱
其实我比谁都要懦弱

原谅我必须假装爱错
别让时间倒流我怕说不出口
原谅我没有解释太多心痛
别无所求彻底忘了我爱原来要舍得
我难过
我才懂

This song is nice. (: 'Forgive me' if direct translated. (: Nothing much to post, just want to post the lyrics. (:

-&everything will come to an end soon.

and I miss you already

6:47 PM

Wednesday, July 30, 2008 Y

Gosh, reaching home late this few days. Feeling sad. Was told that I've to change my sleeping time. ): I like my sleeping time! Got people sleeps even earlier than me all right! So, don't say that I sleep too early today. Was informed that my reading improved a lot. So the 'th-' training was worth it, especially when you read one time get criticized one time. xD

Tomorrow, AMC. Gosh, really wonders why did I even bother signing up for it in the first place. =x At least I escaped the SMO. xD

I'm starting to hate studying, but I enjoys staying in school. Why? Think about it yourself. (:

- There was this girl, who was a crybaby when she was young. She would cry over a small thing that occurs. Every time she cried, her parents would cane her with a cane, until she stops. Her Grandfather was her only protection, as he would stop them from caning her. He would listen to what she wants to say, he was the only one that recognize her existence in the whole family. When he left for the next world, she cried and cried, until her tears went dry. This time, there was no caning, for they knew any child would cry when their close one left them. When she went back to school, she realized that she was being betrayed by her closest friend. No one would talk to her anymore and she was left alone. As time went by, she was used to it. Others talking bad about her, no one being her friend...

and I miss you already

8:01 PM

Tuesday, July 29, 2008 Y

Stupid day. Flunk my English. And I think all my results lose to one D7. That was all you care right? Crap. ~~No mood to update. Update tomorrow.~~ >=l

One of the few failures in my class. Class position sure lose to See Yuan now. He passed English at least. Then, if my average is really that high and L1R5 is that good, I'll really go and celebrate. Sad, its not that case. I'm telling, if my average is really that freaking high, the rest of the people sure curse me one. Why? I failed two subjects, which MUST be calculated in L1R5. In the end, L1R5 19(fail). Stupid results.

I never complete Mathematics, I'll be honest. So, don't come nagging about why must we do Maths. Free A1, that is all Maths is about to me.

- the never ending sufferings.

and I miss you already

8:53 PM

Monday, July 28, 2008 Y

As expected, I failed Humanities horribly. Oh well, I got to work hard if I want to go into NJC. =x 5 points, freaking hard to achieve. I realized that I got lots of new enemies all of a sudden. Don't really know why, but heard is because of my Additional Mathematics result. Oh well, If you guys want that result, then take it. It doesn't really matters to me, for no matter how well I score, I've never receive the reward that I was hoping for. I really feel like giving up. Four years, three years, after seven years of struggling, I'm tired from all of it. Just a little bit of recognition, that aws all I wanted all this year. Never, NEVER did you gave it to me, even when I really did well. All you ever did was, just a nod and no more. A nod that I passed, thats all. I really want to cry, really. But all those tears that managed to flow out, were they real? I don't know. When I was injured, were you there? No, you just tell me to take the medicine and apply it myself. That was all you did, when I asked you to apply it for me, you say I'm old enough. What about him? He's older than me! You treat him like a gem and me? Like a dirt that can't be scrapped off. Do you know that I was really hurt? I'm not a robot. I had feelings, I had an innocent heart. But it was shattered by your cruelness. To me, feelings is just a word. A word in the dictionary, a word people says about themselves. Next time when you guys want to talk about feelings, define it. Then maybe I can search through my memories for it before relating it to you.

Never say you'll understand me, for you are not me. You may have experience similar things, but they'll never be exactly the same. Sufferings is what helped me grow, pain let me become who I am.

and I miss you already

5:56 PM

Saturday, July 26, 2008 Y

I can't believe that I'm actually starting to be organized. Must be due to the environment I'm in. =x Been getting lots of sleep, it feels good actually. (: At least no more irritating headaches and my eyes are no longer being 'overused'. xD Don't ask me what I'm actually talking about, but you get the meaning I hope since I can't really expressed it out in words this time. (:

I'm feeling like this drawing! xD I think I lost my foothold on the steep mountain route, thus I'm staring to fall! (: Although the drawing doesn't really shows, but through my description you ought to know. (: The 'stickman' is falling! Get it? (:

Tuesday, doomsday. Hey, it rhymes. xD I want to loosen my tense feelings down. (:

- 'But knowing what it feels like to be hurt is exactly why we try to be kind to others. That's what make us humans.' Read it in Naruto Comics. It's kind of true? =x

and I miss you already

9:28 AM

Friday, July 25, 2008 Y

Got back Physics result. Got a B4. Better than a fail grade. (: Left with Humanities and English results. Think I'll be very disappointed when I get them back. I studied the most for these two subject. Honest. I doubt I've ever studied that much for other subject. Just a pass I'll be satisfied, really. Either way, there's a high chance I'll only required to go for Humanities and English focus only, so lesser days for me to stay back.

Got to plan a revision schedule. surprising that I'm actually planning right? I'm such a disorganized person to begin with. Well, thats one of the homework set for me, so don't really have a choice do I? xD Hope it really helps me for studies, then maybe I won't slack too much. And I'm not hardworking! xD I haven't touch the homework! DIE! Got to start soon, maybe later after surfing the net for a while. xD I'll start practicing my English Oral, since I need an A1 for English to get into NJC. (:

-If you never try, you'll never know the results of it.

and I miss you already

4:19 PM

Thursday, July 24, 2008 Y

One day, things will get better, believe me. Falter now is better than falter later on. (:

It started from nothing and it shall end with nothing. (:

Nothing much to blog, just typing for fun. Been doing lots of quiz this week. =x

and I miss you already

4:23 PM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008 Y

This post is to motivate everyone! (: Cut off points for JC(2007) and Polys(2008). xD Lets work hard for the JC you want!

L1R5 Aggregate Scores (With Bonus Points) of Students Admitted To Junior Colleges In The 2007 Joint Admissions Exercise (JAE)

S/NO	Junior College	Arts (Cut-Off Point)	Science/IB (Cut-Off Point)
1	Anderson JC	10	8
2	Anglo-Chinese JC	8	7
2	Anglo-Chinese School (Independent)	-	7
3	Catholic JC	12	11
4	Hwa Chong Institution	3	3
5	Innova JC	18	20
6	Jurong JC	13	14
7	Meridian JC	10	10
8	Nanyang JC	11	10
9	National JC	5	5
10	Pioneer JC	17	17
11	Raffles JC	4	3
12	Serangoon JC	18	20
13	St. Andrew's JC	10	8
14	Tampines JC	13	14
15	Temasek JC	6	6
16	Victoria JC	5	5
17	Yishun JC	20	20

http://sis.moe.gov.sg/schinfo/html/JCAggregateRange.htm

Courses available in 2008 and the JAE 2008 Cut-Off Points (COP)
COP indicates the ELR2B2 aggregate score (after deducting CCA bonus points) of the last student posted to the course under the 2008 JAE.

Courses by Group

Poly

Course Code

2008 JAE COP

A. BUILT ENVIRONMENT
Architecture	SP	S66	17
Civil & Environmental Engineering	NP	N47	21
Civil Engineering & Management ¹	SP	S68	20
Facilities Management for Business	NP	N40	16
Integrated Events & Project Management	SP	S50	13
Integrated Facility Design & Management	TP	T28	16
Intelligent Building Technology	TP	T29	21
Landscape Architecture	SP	S94	18
Property Development & Facilities Management	SP	S95	17
Real Estate Business	NP	N48	18

B. BUSINESS, FINANCE & LAW
Accountancy	NP	N51	12
Accountancy	SP	S75	12
Accountancy & Finance	NYP	C98	14
Accounting & Finance	TP	T02	12
Aviation Management & Services	TP	T04	10
Banking & Financial Services	NP	N53	10
Banking & Financial Services	SP	S76	11
Banking & Financial Services	NYP	C96	14
Business Administration	SP	S71	13
Business Management	NYP	C94	16
Business Studies	NP	N45	12
Business/Logistics & Operations Management/Marketing	TP	T01	15
Business Process & Systems Engineering	TP	T43	18
Communications & Media Management	TP	T40	11
Culinary & Catering Management	TP	T18	14
Customer Relationship and Service Management	RP	R34	22
Financial Business Informatics	TP	T17	13
Financial Informatics NEW!	SP	S46	13
Hospitality & Resort Management	NYP	C67	14
Hospitality & Tourism Management	TP	T08	12
Hotel and Hospitality Management NEW!	RP	R37	18
Tourism & Resort Management	NP	N72	10
Tourism and Resort Management	SP	S55	11
Human Resource Management with Psychology NEW!	SP	S48	11
Integrated Events Management	RP	R28	20
International Supply Chain Management NEW!	NP	N80	14
Law & Management	TP	T09	13
Leisure & Resort Management	TP	T19	14
Logistics Management	NP	N58	16
Marketing	NYP	C99	16
Media Studies & Management	NYP	C93	15
Retail Management	TP	T39	16
Sports & Leisure Management	RP	R27	26
Sport & Wellness Management	NYP	C81	17

C. CHEMICAL AND LIFE SCIENCES
Applied Food Science & Nutrition	TP	T26	17
Baking & Culinary Science	TP	T44	17
Biomedical Informatics & Engineering	TP	T38	17
Biomedical Science / Biomedical Laboratory Technology	NP	N59	10
Biomedical Science	SP	S98	9
Biomedical Science	TP	T27	13
Biomedical Sciences	RP	R14	23
Biotechnology	RP	R16	26
Biotechnology	SP	S72	13
Biotechnology	TP	T31	15
Molecular Biotechnology	NP	N49	14
Molecular Biotechnology	NYP	C74	16
Chemical & Biomolecular Engineering	NP	N56	15
Chemical & Pharmaceutical Technology	NYP	C73	18
Chemical Engineering	SP	S70	14
Chemical Engineering	TP	T33	19
Chemical Process Technology	SP	S64	18
Environmental Science	RP	R29	26
Food Science	NYP	C69	18
Food Science & Technology NEW!	SP	S47	14
Horticulture & Landscape Management	NP	N57	19
Materials Science	RP	R17	26
Optometry	SP	S67	12
Pharmaceutical Sciences	NYP	C65	14
Pharmaceutical Sciences	RP	R22	26
Pharmacy Science	NP	N73	11
Veterinary Technology	TP	T45	10

D. ENGINEERING
Aeronautical Engineering	SP	S88	12
Aerospace Avionics	RP	R20	26
Aerospace Electronics	NP	N75	13
Aerospace Electronics	SP	S90	13
Aerospace Technology	NP	N65	12
Audio-visual Technology	NP	N76	16
Bioelectronics	SP	S96	19
Biomedical Electronics	RP	R15	26
Bioengineering	SP	S58	17
Biomedical Engineering	NP	N60	17
Biomedical Engineering	NYP	C71	18
Business Process & Quality Engineering ²	NP	N52	18
Civil Aviation NEW!	RP	R39	23
Clean Energy NEW!	SP	S45	17
Computer Engineering	SP	S53	19
Computer Engineering	TP	T13	18
Digital Entertainment Electronics NEW!	RP	R38	26
Digital & Precision Engineering NEW!	NYP	C62	14
Electrical Engineering	NP	N43	24
Engineering Common Programme	NP	N71	22
Electrical & Electronic Engineeringnurs	SP	S99	17
Electronic & Computer Engineering	NP	N44	22
Electronics (Aerospace Electronics)	TP	T11	14
Electronics & Communication Engineering	SP	S62	23
Electronics, Computer & Communications Engineering	NYP	C89	26
Electronics / Media & Communication Technology / Computer Engineering / Microelectronics ³	TP	T05	23
Environmental & Water Technology	NP	N74	15
Environmental Management & Water Technology	SP	S52	14
Experience Design (Interaction & Product)	SP	S51	18
Industrial & Operations Management	RP	R11	26
Information Communication Technology	SP	S85	20
Manufacturing Engineering	NYP	C88	26
Mechanical Engineering	SP	S91	20
Mechanical Engineering	NP	N41	23
Mechatronic Engineering	NP	N50	23
Mechatronics	SP	S73	22
Mechatronics	TP	T06	23
Mechatronics Engineering	NYP	C87	26
Media & Communication Technology NEW!	TP	T12	19
Micro & Nanotechnology	RP	R30	26
Product Design & Innovation	NP	N68	18
Resort Facilities Services and Management NEW!	SP	S49	15
Supply Chain Management	RP	R21	26

E. HEALTH SCIENCES
Dental Hygiene and Therapy	NYP	C72	14
Health Sciences (Nursing)	NP	N69	28
Nursing	NYP	C97	26
Outdoor & Adventure Learning	RP	R33	26
Sports & Exercise Sciences	RP	R26	26
F. HUMANITIES
Applied Drama and Psychology NEW!	SP	S43	12
Business & Social Enterprise NEW!	NP	N79	13
Chinese Studies ^	NP	N70	14
Early Childhood Education	NP	N66	15
Psychology & Community Services	NP	N77	10
Psychology Studies NEW!	TP	T48	9

G. INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY
Business Applications	RP	R18	26
Business Computing	RP	R13	26
Business Enterprise IT	NYP	C68	18
Business Informatics	NYP	C78	18
Business Information Technology	NP	N61	14
Business Information Technology	SP	S82	14
Business Information Technology **	TP	T36	16
Cyber & Digital Security	TP	T15	16
Digital Entertainment Technology	NYP	C70	21
Digital Media	SP	S57	17
Engineering Informatics	NYP	C80	25
Engineering Informatics	NP	N62	23
Enterprise IT Systems NEW!	NP	N81	16
Game & Entertainment Technology	TP	T16	16
Infocomm Security Management	SP	S54	13
Info-Communications	TP	T37	23
Information Technology	NYP	C85	22
Information Technology	NP	N54	17
Information Technology	RP	R12	26
Information Technology	SP	S69	17
Information Technology	TP	T30	19
Information Technology Service Management	RP	R23	26
Interactive and Digital Media	RP	R31	26
Interactive Media Informatics ⁴	TP	T34	20
Mobile Business Solutions	NP	N63	21
Mobile & Wireless Computing	TP	T42	21
Multimedia & Animation	NP	N55	15
Multimedia & Infocomm Technology	NYP	C75	26
Music & Audio Technology	SP	S97	12
Network Systems & Security	NP	N64	17

H. MARITIME STUDIES
Marine Engineering	SP	S63	17
Marine & Offshore Technology	NP	N42	16
Maritime Transportation Management	SP	S74	17
I. MEDIA AND DESIGN
Apparel Design & Merchandising	TP	T20	15
Communication and Information Design	RP	R32	26
Creative Media Design	SP	S93	14
Design for Interactivity	RP	R36	26
Digital Media Design	NYP	C84	20
Digital Visual Effects	NP	N78	15
Environment Design	TP	T46	18
Film, Sound & Video ⁺⁺ NEW!	NP	N82	11
Game Design NEW!	RP	R35	26
Games Design & Development	SP	S56	14
Industrial Design	NYP	C83	20
Interactive Media Design	TP	T21	17
Interactive Media Technology NEW!	TP	T49	21
Interior Architecture & Design	TP	T22	15
Interior Design	SP	S89	17
Mass Communication ⁺⁺	NP	N67	10
Media and Communication	SP	S86	12
Motion Graphics & Broadcast Design	NYP	C66	18
Moving Images	TP	T23	18
New Media	RP	R19	26
Product & Industrial Design	TP	T35	17
Retail & Hospitality Design	TP	T47	16
Sonic Arts	RP	R24	22
Space & Interior Design	NYP	C64	18
Technology & Arts Management	RP	R25	26
Visual Communication	NYP	C63	16
Visual Communication	TP	T24	12

http://www.polytechnic.edu.sg/polyguide/Guide.aspx?id=COP2008

Yes, so people lets work hard for our aim! (:

I don't really wish to learn the song for National Day this year. =x What's more,Prelims is just 1 month and 2 days from now! I got to start my engine working and not make the same mistake by starting revising late for all subjects. =x Last minute studies won't bring me anywhere! (:

-We may have a different aim, but we are going through it as one.

and I miss you already

5:40 PM