Yes! After tomorrow's torture, I get a week of rest from the torment! Also, I don't need to fret about my ankle getting worse! =] This sure is worth celebrating! By the way, I want to go out! =] But no more dancing machine all right? I look like a retard playing that...

Enchanted is nice! Its a bit of comedy and also the ending is so...romantic? Its super nice! I greatly recommend people to watch the movie! I WANT TO WATCH THE KINGDOM TOO! But its NC16...so sad!

Anyone mind asking me out? I want to get out and play! =]

Didn't really know what I should do now. Continue my life with a smile, with some laughters or should I go back to the old me, the real me. Its like, I find the real me so unfamiliar, so much like a stranger inside of me. I'm like, facing the world with a fake front, a fake side of myself? Its just so weird. Smiling all the time, laughing all the while, is it what I really want, is that what my true self is supposed to be like? If thats the case, have I been hiding my true self until Secondary two? After I really adapt to the environment of Singapore study system? If I spent about 14 years to adapt, then what will happen when I go work? I don't have that much time. I seriously don't know what I should do and yet, I am facing so much trouble. No one really knows what I want, what I desire, what I am in need of. Yet, everyone I know seems to be piling on and on to my misery, as if trying to see me suffocated, to see me going through all these agony. Sometimes, I just wish that I was never born. Only then, I won't need to face all this, to go through all these. I really don't know what is happening to me, or how should my life path be continued...maybe I am just too tired to think what should I do next. Maybe, I should just start my life a new...

不知爲什麽，我又想起了你。想起你以前對我說過的話。現在的我才真正明白，你說的話的含義。思考過，我也了解了。我的確像你所說的，漫無目的的在這世界上，在我人生的道路上行走，但我卻不明白，自己要如何更改。你已離去，只剩下我一人。你的話並沒有說完，不！你有。只是那時的我不願聼進去，不願去相信，你雖説的每一句，因那天，也是我們分離的一天。是我提議的，但也是我不願放手的，我真得太矛盾了...

To Beatrice:
Just realized that the duration that I wasn't in Singapore, so much things had happened. I know that no matter what I say, I can't mend the heart of yours thats bleeding. Just wish that you would know, sometimes people have to let go of their hands, they don't have a choice. It may hurt us, deeply but sometimes, only when we let go, we would be able to see the world more clearly. And when we let go, we would be able to survive much better when we held on. Time, would be the only cure, but its the poison you would be feeding on if you continue holding on. Maybe you have to give him some more time to think about it for what the two of you are facing, is totally different. People pinpointing out faults, people helping their friends out, not many can understand or accept it in such a short period of time. I am not you, so I can't help you make your decision. Only you yourself knows what you want, what your heart really desires. Thats all I could say. Hope you would be able to cheer up. =]

Your ‘六岁’妹妹
CHM =D

Yay! I am officially back at Singapore! Singapore is still the best! Went to Malaysia for field trip. Lots of briefing there! Lets recall the events that have happen!

21st November 2007
Went to school at about 6.00am. Was supposed to depart at 6.15am, but the bus came late. Went to Malaysia through Tuas custom. Journey was kind of long. Had self-introduction in the bus. Went for lunch immediately reaching Malaysia, while on the way to Malacca. Went visiting historic sites. Went to beach too! Was kind of weird asking us to measure the longshore drift motion etc. Went for dinner at about 6.30 but was late I think. Can't really remember. After dinner board the bus again. Went to the hotel. Its kind of a resort instead of a room. Got kitchen but not allowed to cook. Thats weird right? Had to go for debrief after checking in and settling down. Was kind of funny with the gifts given out to the people who answer the questions. Went back to 'room' after that and took a bath and slept. I was the last one OK!

22nd November 2007
Woke up a few times. Still can remember the timing, 1.40am, 3.40am, and last 5.20 am. Thats when I gave up and went to shower and start preparing for today. Depart for the hotel to Kuala Selangor. Watch Movies in the bus on the way! Its nice man! Went for lunch before going for the briefing. Briefing was about the rice productivity of Tanjong Karang something. Can't really remember. Went to visit the rice field next. Didn't really step in but still its huge! Seriously, I prefer to watch movie then visit the rice plantation! Just joking. Went for dinner after going to another beach there. Its lots nicer compared to yesterday's one. There were lots of shells too. Didn't pick up though. =] Went to see fireflies after dinner. Its nice. But the boat ride is scary. Kind of going topple like that. Went to hotel after that but, journey was long. Watch movie again, but I went to sleep. Was too tired. Reaching that time I woke up, just nice you know. Went to check in and I went to sleep again, after showering that is.

23rd November 2007
Woke up at the sound of my alarm clock. Was 5.30am. Went for shower again. Visited FRIM. Was weird when we were supposed to go to the into the plantation jungle for a walk. The trees were HUGE! Didn't managed to for the canopy walk, its under renovation. Went to a waterfall? Doesn't really look like one to me. Had lunch and was on the way back to Singapore! Its about 3.00pm when we depart. Had dinner on our own expenses. REACHED SINGAPORE! Home sweet home. =] Went to sleep after a shower at home!

Today...
Nothing has happened yet, but I am going to watch the animes that I had missed! =]

Tomorrow gets to go Malaysia! All right! But have to go with...well, that doesn't feel nice. Hope she won't be too irritating when we go. Instead of a field trip, it feels like an eating trip to me. Mum kept stuffing me with food to bring! I will be fat! NO! I don't want! =] But lollipops are fine with me. =]

Skipping training is one thing, and wish that basketball girls can win against the school we are playing with this Friday even though I will not be there. =]

Today is NOT an eventful day. =[ Bored of staying at home! Went for basketball later on in the day. Its for people to trash us! I hate it. I want to go out! GO OUT! Anywhere is fine, wait perhaps not a place where it will be hot or have sun. I don't want my sun burnt to get worse. Its starting to peel off! YUCKS! Its disgusting! I hate it. =[

I WANT TO GO OUT!!!!!!!

I absolutely HATE my coach! He is a retarded person who is having problems with his brain! I fell down still scold me. Think you what? The King of the world? Everyone has no rights in their own life? Screw loose is it? The training is supposed to end at 12.30pm and not, I repeat NOT 1.30pm. Eyes got problem is it? Go and have your eyes check old retarded man. Think all of us superwoman is it? Can go for training for 5 hours? Think again old man. WE too have our own work to do, just like you having to coach other schools. WE are not free all the time. WE have our own work to do. WE have our own lessons to attend. WE are NOT like you who can't study. Get a life man!

Felt better after typing the above. My sun burnt is now worse! A bit darker will be similar to the phoenix house tee that red colour. Except that its bright in colour while mine is dark in colour. I HATE SUN BURNT!

Today went to sentosa! Its for 2B1 class party! Its fun fun fun fun! All right, I know that in a sentence can't possibly have so many 'fun' in it. Class party only have like 15 people or so. Its kind of pathetic. Teachers went for it too! Luckily I didn't see the teacher I hate. Was happy about that. Teachers didn't really played with us. Just like sitting there and watching us. Mr Yap played though its only 1 time of catching. Its so fun! He kind of wanting to chase me in the first place. I was mean to use his shoe as a protection. So just feel like saying "SORRY MR YAP!". But seriously doubt that he is going to visit my blog. Think I will just say that to him the next time I see him. He really is a nice teacher. Next played volleyball! My hand hurts man. SARA is a murderer when playing volleyball! Still played one more sports but don't know how to spell it. My wrist is a bit swollen because of that! Overall, its fun fun fun fun FUN!

For pictures of the outing, please visit jx's blog. But don't really know when will he put up. =]

Today is my brother's birthday. So envy of him. Get to watch M18 now. I still gt 3 more years to go. =[ Bought cake for him only. No Money to buy him present. =[ But still have to =]


Rewind back to yesterday. Went to school for lessons. Its so funny. Only had Physics. Humanities is introduction since its Miss Ng who came in. Then after recess had double maths. Double maths only have 9 students! More than 3A1 I heard who only had 8 students. Its so funny. Had a chating session mainly. No point teaching to just 9 students. Later on in the afternoon, went for basketball. I didn't attend trainings for so long due to fashion show competition and I went for the basketball competition just like that? Its so weird. After the match was lectured by the coach. From the very beginning, I have been attending basketball because I can't afford to lose the CCA points! Now then you realized that Mr Coach! And I don't care whether you are going to let me be in the main 5 or what! As long as I GET my CCA points, then its enough. Who cares about being in the main 5 or not. Say what you want Mr Coach! I just need to endure at most 5 more months with you SINCE I heard that my 'O' Level starts in May. By then I can just say BYE BYE! =]

Off to watch animes. They are so nice to watch =]

Came back from the competition. It was bad! Got merit only! We were better than __________ but still lost in the end! Its so unfair!

Basketball had training today, in the morning! I didn't know at all! When is the competition? I also don't know! Think I will just not go for it since I don't know when is the competition. Its so frustrating!

Skipped lessons again! Thats extremely not good! I don't really understand what the teacher is talking about now! And speaking of that, I still have to rush my other homework! Thats retarded!

I hate today's events that has happened to me!

Didn't really know what is happening to me this few days. Just have the urge to cry. Maybe is because of the dates. Time really seems to fly, yet I still can't forget that face, those mean words. As the days passes, it draws nearer and nearer to that fateful day, where we completely lost touch. I really wonder how is he doing now. Its been so long already, soon it will be 3 years. My mentality tells me that I can't play the game yet so why bother remembering? But I just can't forget about it. It really hurts for me to keep on and on, trying to force myself to forget. Maybe if I just leave it like that, I will gradually forget about it. But, what caused today is also my own fault. I avoided first.

But still, life has to go on. Also, lessons! Had a tedious week of lessons. Practically is like normal school days except that the reporting time is 0800 and no assembly. Also, had to stay back for CCA. Its tedious too, but its going to end soon! Competition is just next week, and I think basketball one is also next week. This means that I will be skipping lots of lessons next week! Thats not good!!! I don't want to skip lessons! Its fun to attend lessons! Especially that it concerns my future.

Think of drawing a skin. Needs JASVINDER'S help! She is my lovable seating partner! [=

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