Saturday, October 27, 2007 Y
Good. Finally internet is working. Yesterday wanted 2 update but can't as the internet connection went wrong. Yesterday stayed back. Got CCA activity. Was rushing for the competition on 5th and 6th. But got basketball training too. But not on Friday. Basketball training is NOW important? Due to the fact that got a competition coming up as well. This is so retarded. I can't duplicate myself!
Actually wanted to go out today. But kind of lazy. Read a story book within three hours. If only I can read it like an english book. Then I will not have the sleepy feeling for reading english book. Chinese books really make me feel more awake. Really felt like crying this few days. Partly is because of the results, but not completely. Not that I am greedy or what, but its just not enough! Its not the standard of my brother's yet. I hate myself for that. But I am the one who caused it. Recalling memories, sometimes it really hurts. I still can't forget that hurtful tone he once used, can NEVER forget about it.
Oh well, life still has to go on despite of that. The only thing i can do now is to look forward for the future for it may be brighter when compared to now. =]
and I miss you already
1:43 PM
Monday, October 22, 2007 Y
Today went to school at around 7 plus. Mainly is because of the post exam activity-financial literacy. Its something like a board game. I like it a lot? All right, but not really since I keep on getting retrenchment until my doctor job came =D
Didn't went for ______ but went for _______. Fill in the blanks to discover what am I saying! =D I went mad with music Rhythm this few days =D
and I miss you already
7:05 PM
Saturday, October 20, 2007 Y
Today is a rainy day. Kind of sleepy but can't sleep anymore. =D Think my position is class has changed since there is some addition of marks. But as long as I can get edusave then its fine =D Going to read some stuff. Not going to play =D
Training SUCKS!! Muscle still aches now =[
Reply to tags:
RUBY: Thxs thxs =D
hwee chin: glad tt u noe =X
TaMa GirL: ok...no prob =D
huiling: nvm nvm =D thxs =D
A PRIL: done =D
and I miss you already
8:24 AM
Sunday, October 14, 2007 Y
Now using the laptop secretly to blog. [= Can't really find much to blog about. Been staying home this few days. No one asked me go out, or rather kind of lazy to go out. Can't get mush sleep. I mean it! Its super boring to play maple now. Just don't feel like playing. Its like so... boring! Oh well. Been watching some online comic.
Reply to tags:
huiling: NOPE! highly doubt so since I dun understand the paper =]Mok: as if! its so stupid lar! the paper is filled with Qs tt i dunno =[liangqian's: dun tell me what u planning! trying to murder me? =XYilin!: HELLO =]jixiang: ya. Physics rox so much tt i rather choose it den POA =] btw i not playing anything. Just staring at the com to pass time =]beatrice: ya...tts y i chose it =]
and I miss you already
10:59 AM
Thursday, October 11, 2007 Y
This is so freaking crazy!! I don't understand why on Earth how did Mr Kamal managed to marks the MCQs so fast! He told me that from my class got one person only lost one mark in it right after the freaking POA exam! Its like just at most 3 hours later after the exam! Thought about it for a day but still can't get it. I give up. [=
Today get to play play play play! Played maple mostly but later on switched to manga reading. [= I trained a thief out. [= Sick of playing my mage as I seriously don't know go where train her. [=
I want to lodge a complain about POA exam! It gives us questions that Mrs Wang never teach! Also, I am not so smart that can take same paper as the secondary 4 NA! Boo Shit ah!!
Trying to vent my anger...No bleach to watch today ]=
and I miss you already
5:47 PM
Monday, October 08, 2007 Y
This is like so DAMN retarded. I hate those two words! They harmed me! My five assured marks in Additional Mathematics is gone just because I realized it too late! Its wrong! I got the correct answer but haven't finish changing and teacher said times up! Oh my God. I want to cry out loud, but unable to do it. I hate Additional Mathematics Exam this time because of this. But still, I hate Elementary Mathematics more. [=
Is this punishment for during mid-year, I finished the paper like within half an hour?
Hope still can get method marks. X=
Got to study for Principal of Accounts. FIFTEEN RETARDED CHAPTERS FOR US!!!
Whats more its said to be the same paper as 4B2. Thanks to Mrs Wang! ]=<
and I miss you already
3:00 PM
Tuesday, October 02, 2007 Y
Felt like crying. Don't know why. Don't ask me for the reason as I don't know why myself. Felt so stressed up. Can't remember a single thing. Everything what the teacher had said or teach previously I have forgotten. I don't know why. I just can't remember. Every time I tried to remember I ended up with myself with the urge to cry. Felt so useless now. I just cant seem to do anything. I can't afford to score badly. My parents have high hopes on me due to my brother. I just can't win him or do as well as he does. I am NOT him!
Just leave me alone...
and I miss you already
5:28 PM
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