Saturday, January 27, 2007 Y
help!!!
i wan 2 play in the tournament!!!!!
i dun wan so much mc...
scared tt bball really will * 2 me...
i dun wan tt 2 happen...
i oso dun wan coach 2 abandon us!!!
miss mona...dun give up on us!!!
i noe tt we did disappoint u...
but,i promise...
i will do my best 4 the trainings as long as i can attend!!!
dun give up on us...
plz...
i noe tt i was lazy...
but i confirm u tt i will buck up on my skills...
if my leg/mum really does not allow me 2 play in this competition,
den i promise u tt i will pay absolute attention in the trainings...
oso will attend everi single one unless i really cant...
plz...
i noe u are tired...
but dun do tt 2 us!!
plz!!!
i already haf prob wif myself and sch work le...
i dun wan another prob wif the team and cca!!
i m sorri abt hurting myself le...
dun b angry wif me will ya??
i noe tt u wan me 2 quit bball...
but the prob is tt even through i may not lyk my coach,
i <3 bball...
i lyk playing it...
not becuz of the boys(i dun even noe most of the boys except 2b1 1...)...
but becuz i can relax myself in it....
the tension and stressed i gt...
i feel tt myself is freed frm it when i play...
seriously...
plz...
i dun wan 2 quit it...
i <3 bball...
i <3 2 play bball since pri 5 rmb??
i promise u...i will keep my health well...
so...dun b angry le ok??
the stress frm the subj is enuf le...
plz...dun let me worri abt this...
plz...i dun wanna give up on anythin!!
i noe...i oni wan 2 b friends...
no more funny thinking frm u and me...
i seriously haf enuf of it...
i dun wanna lose such a nice friend lyk u...
if u r reading this post,reply k??
and I miss you already
1:50 PM
Y
Happy bdae beatrice jie jie ^^sorri 4 not being able 2 celebrate wif u(not being able 2 go out wif u lar =p)
and oso...sorri 4 not having the time 2 buy u bdae present yet...
dun worry...2ml i go buy x)
sorri ar...oso,happy bdae!!!!!!!!
guess tts all 4 this post ^^
and I miss you already
1:46 PM
Tuesday, January 23, 2007 Y
住手！！
我不是廢人，只是位受傷的人。
我不是無能，只是無能爲力罷了。
我不是可憐，知識需要一點時間來休息。
我不要你們因爲我受傷才關心我。
我要的是永遠的、不變的關懷。
我不要你們對我的施捨！！
若我沒受傷，你還會這樣關心我嗎？
答案你不必要說出口我也知道。
你的心裏沒有我，只有他，一個我永遠也別想追上的他。
我恨的不是你們，是我自己。
我累了。
這種生活我膩了。
現在我只有一個要求，
不要這樣對我，我怕我已習慣后就消失。
不要這樣望我，我怕我會情不自禁的回到原點。
不要這樣對我說，我怕我會流出傷心的淚水。
我怕了...真的怕了。
and I miss you already
12:19 PM
Sunday, January 21, 2007 Y
wahahahaha...
match is on this wed...
and i noe i definitely wun perform well...
hu could perform well wif their minds filled up wif thoughts abt their studies??
hu could do tt??
not me i think...
but the future is unpredictable 4 me and not others...
4 i dun even noe wad i will b doing this veri next min...
but i can tell tt i will be publishing this post 4 now =p...
kinda fed up wif the maths tcher again...
seems 2 me tt i can nv b satisfied wif any maths tcher in the beginning =p
den the ltr part of the year den i ok wif dem...
but now,lets complain =)
the tcher every day c him...
definatley gt present 1...
frm sch reopen until now the same...
everi day gt hw...
den all the tchers teaching 3D1 mus think tt we veri free...
no hw one...
den gives us a mountain of hw...
kinda exagarating ba...
i dunno how 2 spell e word so pardon me ar...
den nxt tcher i m going 2 complain abt is my chiniz tcher...
walao lar...
i tot no more reading aloud in class after the change of tcher...
but still,gt 2 read lar...
sian lor...
the essay oni gt a bit of difficult words and yet mus read...
sian lar...
i miss 2B1 pupils but definitely not the tchers 4 i hate some of dem 2 the core man...
i hate my current maths tcher the most man...
gald tt he is going 2 leave and ms janet tan comes 2 teach ^^...
i lyk so scared tt if he continues 2 teach,and i miss his lesson,i will die lar...
the current maths tcher teach lyk super fast 1 lar...
1 day can finish 1 chpt 1 leh...
siao 1 lor...
other classes still teaching matrices while my class teach the quadratic formula le lar...
so fast lor...
i hate him,...
and yet the lesson i m going 2 miss this wed is his lesson lar!!!
its lyk WTF...
y miss his lesson??
tts y i say i will not b able 2 perform well in the match this wed...
i simply hate this tcher man...
i hate him even more den my enemy lar...
so rude leh this tcher...
1 day my class whiteboard gt a hole,
we noe hu did it...
my current maths tcher!!!
he lyks 2 bang the whiteboard when he goes thru the ans...
of coz we dunno den u teach rite??
if wer noe le...den y bother ask u come and teach??
u teach too fast le lor...
i hate it man...
u better dun teach anythin new this wed...
if not i definitely will make u regret 4 i will b looking 4 u everi day after sch 2 teach me...
even though i dun wanna look at ur face but no choice lar...
4 my maths marks,haf 2 endure wif ur face...
OMG...
i actually type so long 4 my complains abt my current maths tcher...
wow...
and yet i tot i type short short complains abt him...
and i wasnt finish complaining abt him leh...
but looking at the length of this complain...
i m satisfied le =)...
1 thing 4 u guys 2 note....
i now haf 1 more enemy besides him...
the current aths tcher!!
and I miss you already
5:48 PM
Tuesday, January 16, 2007 Y
天天做數學，
天天學華語，
天天面對他，
天天想住家，
天天回想你，
天天達這車，
天天想見您，
我過的每一天、每一分、每一秒都在做事情，
但卻不會忘了去回想過去的事情，
因爲離別后，
你就只會去現在我的回憶裏。
不可能再一次出現在我面前，
我的悲哀、傷心、失望、快樂、歡笑，
在此度過，
情景裏就沒有你，
我現在就能告訴你，
我決定不會再活在過去，
會實現你當時對我說的話，
我答應你的話，
對你的承諾，
我不會忘卻，
我一定會實現，
再見。
and I miss you already
5:12 PM
Sunday, January 07, 2007 Y
argh!!!!!!!!!!
y the printer 早不怀晚不坏，偏偏在我用的时候坏!!
天啊!!!
为什么要这样对待我？？
我做错了什么啊？
母亲打人对哥对我来的好太多了，
现在应为这是件让她对我的印象更差!!
我该这么办？
在这个无情无义的世界里，
我能够找到一个关心我、爱护我、疼爱我的人？
可能吗？
我的一生中能找到快乐吗？
能找到幸福吗？
能吗？
天天对每一个人笑里藏刀，
我累了。
我厌倦了这些人情司务。
我好像，好像要一觉不起。
这样我就不需要在面对着世界上的伪君子。
这样我就不需要在面对着世界给于的压力。
这样我就不需要在面对着世界偏袒的性格。
这样一来，
我就能够休息。
我真的累了...
and I miss you already
8:11 PM
Saturday, January 06, 2007 Y
ARGH!!!!!!
sch has reopen le and not 2 4gt tt i had new tchers =)
its gd but not 4 all subj esp maths...
the maths tcher dunno how 2 teach 1 lor...
kept on pausing and pausing...
oso refer 2 bk to teach one...
tts y i wan 2 change my maths tcher...
chiniz 1 oso wan change...
i wan the HOD 2 teach me!!!
i dun wan wad rice tcher 2 teach me!!!
neither do i wan my last year tcher =)
i wan a change!!!
sob...
1st day of sch, 2 hw...
2nd day...another pile...
3rd day...even more...
wad the lar...
sch oni juz reopen and gt so mani hw le leh..
veri cham lor...
wan CYM teach me maths...
he teach better den my mr dunno wad ong...
no offense 4 mr jeffery ong...
but kind of unfair leh...
i lyk gt 3 new tchers teaching me leh...
not fair lor...
esp now is my sec 3 year...
this year veri impt 1 leh...
if not hor,will affect my 'o' lvl 1 lor...
tts y i wan a change...
dun wan new tchers...
chiniz hor,
i oni mind 1 tcher(which i will not type out (=)
but i oso dun wan wad rice tcher...1st write essay le leh...
maths leh,i wan CYM!!!
EL...hmm...i wan mrs chua/mr ong(jeffery ong ^^)
Chem hor...np coz ms tan veri nice...
phy...dun even noe hus my tcher yet =p
pe...ms li is gd ^^...
gtg...
2day going 2 cut hair too =p..
mayb i will bcum a mushroom head again le ;p
till next time ='I
and I miss you already
10:23 AM
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