Its really suck lar…
everything back to square one..
I guz I haf to trust wad my feelings tells me, it proof most of the time wad it tell me is true. I tink I shldnt luk forward for sumting that will nvr happen..
I guess I really have to get use to it nw..
Have u ever wish u cld turn back time & undo things?
Have u ever hope u didn't do wat u did?
Have u ever feel empty?
Have u ever dream for that special one with u now?
Have u ever feel what inside?
Have u ever know what is happiness?
Have u ever know how pain it is?
it seemed forever
every second felt like an hour
time seemed to slow down
when it was really unnecessary;
i guess i got lost
trying to be someone else,
somewhere along the way
i left myself behind;
everything i touched was golden,
everything i loved got broken,
every mistake i’ve ever made
has been replayed over and over again
as i got lost along the way;
some said i was a lost person
in my own fantasy world,
but then i would probably
be dead by now;
growing tired and weary,
waiting,
i stepped out for
some fresh air;
standing still in emotions
that i cannot show,
i feel there is nothing else
left for me to do here;
everytime i try to dream,
memories still haunt me,
over and over again
replaying in my head;
as darkness comes
and my world fades to black
i reach for life (love)
but grab thorns instead
yet i laugh and walk away
like I always do;
Today really a boring day for me.. tot of staying home and do my project but I juz cant stand the sight of my step brother.. so rimas.. so I decided to go out.. yani msg me wana go jb or not, I told her that im lazy to travel there, I ask her out to bugis instead.
Last minute yani cancel it off and went to meet her bf. I meet my cuz at bugis, jalan2 there, I bought a bodyshop purfume oceanus and ankle support. Wanted to buy a dress but nutin nice that caught my eyes.
And ya I sprain my ankle last nite in front lots of people.. so paiseh lar.. hah.. Hope theres no one recognize me.. =p
My ankle abit swollen but oklar still can walk slowly.. =)
I have less then 3 weeks to finish up my two major projects. I hope I can finish it before the dateline. Anione wana help?? Heh..
Met sakinah, my friend from netball ite tamp, last week. She juz form a new netball team and she asks whether syiqin and me is interested to join her netball team. The training is every Thursday at 8pm. I think I will start my netball training again. I missed playing netball. It have been 3 years lar.. At least I got sumting to look forward for and my life wont be so bored. =)
The person that I always missed already found someone in his heart. Good for him lar.. hope he is happy with wat he have now.
As for now, need to put the oilment on my ankle and have some rest. Gd Nite all.. =)
Don’t let someone become a priority in your life, when you are just an option in their life….
Relationships work best when they are balanced.
3 weeks passed and I still have not yet start on my Major project. My project is basically on flash. My group consists of 2 people, syiqin and me. We need to do two project, one for A*STAR company and one for Nan Chiau primary school.
The A*STAR company, we need to introduce the new CODEC software that they created and as for the NCPS we need to teach them about geometry.
Yah.. The passed 3 weeks we have been slacking doing nutz... hah.. Ok actually we did sumting lar, the storyboard for the A*STAR company.. Both the company and the primary school really delay our project. They didn’t give us the full information of what we need to do. Haizz… We need to complete both project before July.
Ok skip the skool part.. (I hate skool!!!)
What I have done during the weekends?
Saturday:
Went out with my sisters for a therapy.. yah a retail therapy heh…
We went to Levis and Royal Sporting House warehouse sale and we went out empty handed, not really lar, I did bought a tshirt for my cuz. =)
After that we headed to bugis then to orchard to continue our therapy. Heh..
I bought a bag and a belt from bugis and a Salvatore Ferragamo Incanto Shine purfume at lucky plaza. Its a veri tiring day for me but it was fun.
Sunday:
Met yani in the morning, had breakfast at Mac Donald then company her to the salon.
After that went to my auntie house a few blocks away.
I miss my grandparents. Look at the way they behave like a small kid, really cute..
Mother’s day didn’t celebrate, its just a normal days for me.
In the evening, my cuz, sister and me, went to Kampong Chai Chee CC for karaoke.
I really enjoy my weekends, the therapy and the singing session really works coz the pass few days I wasn’t in a mood..
Today:
Had lunch with abg skruuu.. heh.. emy , khai and hafiidz. We planed to go karaoke tomorrow afta sch. Will be mittin them in sch at 5.30 I guz..
As for now……. I really dono wad to do.. hah.. start abit of my project but im veri lazieee to do.. still in my sleeping mode. My crime partner not here boring lar… no one for me to disturb.. heh..
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I feel there's something missing……..
I miss the talks we used to have, I miss the voice I used to hear... I miss hearing your crazy but cool stories, and above all these... I just miss you!
31march to 8 April, Yah I went to Laos for Overseas Community Project (OCP) to teach Basic English and IT. We took Thai airways to Bangkok for 2hrs and change to another plane to luang prabang for 2hrs. The people there were so friendly and thoughtful. Other then teaching, we went shopping and sightseeing. Shopping was fun but I don’t really shop lar, wasn’t in a mood for it. We went to the orphanage there, and there are around 400+ orphans. My lecturer said that they lack of food and a place to stay. Kesian kan…
The olders that I talk to were 18 and 19 years old. Ohh yah.. I bought a painting from Seng Song the student there. He did most of the painting and art works. Berriee niceee… =)
We visited the teachers training school and the university there. Weekend is abit tiring but fun. We visit the historical sites, such as, the temple, the museum, the cave and waterfall. The temple we need to climb up for like 130+ step.. most of us “pancit” already.. hehe..
We had a boat ride at Mekong River to the cave for like 2hrs. The boat ride was nice and the scenery was beautiful. Ok the best part was we went to the waterfall.. uuwhhhooo iloike.. the palce is so beautiful, me and Iqin get to swim for more than 10min but the rest who are too engross of taking photo, they get to swim for 5min. hehe.. After a long and tiring day, some of us went for a full body massage, while the rest went shopping.
The first few days when I was there, I feel like going home. I think because of the food there. Most of the time I eat seafood fried rice, so jelak already.. =P
But the last few days of the trip I feel like staying behind. I feel peace when I was there, not like Singapore, there lot of things here to think about. I miss the slow and laidback lifestyle back there.
On the way back to Singapore, we were stuck at Bangkok int’l airport. The flight was delayed. We touch down at changi airport at 9.20pm. usman, iqin’s friend fetch us and went to jln kayu to have dinner, then he send us home.
There are a lot to talk about but I think I shall stop here.. overall, the trip was fun and memorable. I make a lot of new friends. =) We shall meet up ok my new friends.. keep in touch..
Yesterday, meet fauzi for dinner at lucky plaza and movie at cineleisure.
Ouh yah… I still haven’t get to eat my fast food.. macdonals, LJS ,KFC and Burger King. And I want ICE CREAM!.. =P
Liana
29/03/1985
Temasek Polytechnic
Diploma in Info-Communications
It depends how much you know me. Superficial at sight, sensitive at heart. I don't look friendly. To some, I'm not. Too many, I'm too friendly. *Waggles eyebrows* If you know what I mean. =)
A holiday
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Salvatore Ferragamo Pour Femme
DSLR Digital Camera
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