having headaches and/or migraine for past few weeks...

affecting my attitude..

camp was ok...

tiring coz i have to shuttle between work and campsite...

catching up with friends after their return from Cambodia recently...

thanks edmond, for bringing the souvenirs back from Laos from Nout!
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uncertain future

many interesting things that have taken place..

be it the jokes, the experiences or the people i met...

truly something i know i would treasure....

be it personal or professional growth...

i know things are no longer the same as before...
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oh ya..

J got into SIA...he's officially an air steward now... =)

finally he has to be mature mentally..haha...
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1 month is over just like that...

congrats to Zagon team for coming in 2nd place! at least i managed to catch the competition before it started hor!! LOL... (a bit belated..hahaha...)

driven into the place where i have no choice but forced to get out of my comfort zone..

went for my checkup yesterday..
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2 weeks gone just like tt...

still in my orientation period...

i need to deal with my own issues first...if i remain who i am, i'm going nowhere...
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was watching shoot3..one of the guest speaker mentioned tt he asked his children (still in primary school) whether they would take care of him in future indirectly...it revealed his insecurity..

i laughed at my dad coz he also love to ask this kind of qns ever since i was very young...and of coz he dun believe tt he was insecure lah..haha...

i think my dad's perspective has changed over the yrs...he's more worried tt my bro cant take care of himself..oh wells...

finally started work in a new environment tt i am learning to adapt...

felt like i'm doing attachment...haha...but is much tougher compared to back then (rem how slack i was? heh!)
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forgiveness = acknowledgment = change

went Grace's housewarming gathering today...

modernistic design...

Grace's wedding dinner is exactly 3 months away from now...
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filled with sian-ness

met bruce at one of the assignment i took up..

his testimony was impactful and inspiring in a way..

sent sq home...full of nonsense sia..haha...

R is back but he's flying off in a couple of weeks time again...

met up with one of my 1st 3 mth jc fren for dinner...

realised i changed alot over the past 5 yrs...

how we missed those times in sch...

went chilling @ balcony until close to 12am (and we tot it was still 10plus...haha...) so rushed to catch the last train home...

miscommunication between people results in friction and can lead to bitterness when left unresolved...

we always look at the tangible side but who bothers about the intangible stuffs?
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i feel for them but what can i do?

angry with my dad for locking my dog in the toilet AGAIN...

i forced him to dry D completely as usual..

though i was angry but i cant help laughing...

the scene was quite comical coz he was scared tt D will bite him...

so i guess i wasnt angry afterall...
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maybe i shld go for a check-up soon...

attended the agm today...

heard tt they mentioned my name after i left for cell..lucky i was away if not i'll feel paisae lo..haha.... =)

was in time for their finale..so hilarious!!
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i cant sleep!! sighs...i think it's back...

had dim sum lunch buffet today...

went down for the briefing in the evening...he juz cut and paste the research materials into the slides... -_-''' end up i got to stay back to do the editing...

went to mum's place and she made me a cheese waffle of her own creation..it looks exactly like a plain waffle but there's cheese taste in it...

feeling sian over a decision i have to make...

busy doing research but at least it's paid work..haha...

realised tt ah yow uncle has passed away...all i rem was tt he used to open a grocery store in the neighbourhood when i was still in pri sch...
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strangely my thumb swelled up and is bleeding...

Your Score: colon

You scored 38% Sociability and 11% Sophistication!

It doesn't bother you when people make anatomical jokes about you, because you're laughing right along with them. True, you cannot be called gregarious, but within your domain you're secure for a very simple reason: you know that nothing can ever replace you. You have a quiet confidence, and a love of simplicity. You should be a bit leery around the dash.

Link: The Which Punctuation Mark Are You Test written by Gazda on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

played with jie and xuan...so cute can.. :)

xuan walked so wobbily tt i gave the weird look coz i scared she will fall....haha...

jie keep running and we played hide and seek ard the hse...

grandma was amused by our nonsense..haha...

jie imitated how xuan walked...so funny lo...
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dad was telling xu qing tt he was the one who took care of me when i was xuan's age...

watching me grow everyday and being there for me 24/7...

how fortunate i am to have a dad like this! :)

no longer know how to say words of comfort...becoz of fear...

fear of hurting u with the truth tt u nv want to face up with...

fear tt u will do foolish things to urself...

fear tt i would say the wrong things at the wrong time...

perhaps i nv know how to apply the skills i've learnt all these while...

makes me wonder if i still wan to go into this field...

maybe i'll move on to do sth i dun like...
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agreed to help with the workshop...

accepted the assignment...
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i wonder how long i can go on like this...i'm tired...

lunched with frenz..

the library joke was the best..haha...

we sure had a good laugh...
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i think i shld be angry but i duno how...

i guess it's more of frustration...

sian-ed over the whole issue...

can i juz dun care anymore?

dinner with by, yp and ms sim on tues..

got a ride from ms sim and i managed to drop the money into her bag..hee..

when i heard exactly the same thing from 2 different persons on the same day...

i really duno how to respond...

maybe i've alr expected tt but i din know it wld come so soon...

a word of apology means nth to me...coz u dun owe me...

too many uncertainities...

kind of tired...

insomnia these few days...

time to find back some proper sleeping routine...

running thoughts that cant be pieced together...
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i need to go into retreat mode...
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to tt self-proclaimed shoe..

thks for all the nonsense..they nv fail to make me smile..

what a day...

totally drenched by the rain and immersed in aircon for the next few hours...

feeling sick...

but...

sense of familiarity... =)
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i'm trying to save up for my trip...it's tough...

watched 881... =)

spent some time alone by myself...

i can nv understand y i need to think if i shld get angry or not...

sometimes i wonder if all the waiting is worth it...

i rather i'm not in touch with my feelings..perhaps i'll feel better this way...
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can i put on the mask again?

lunched @ botak jones...

complaining abt alot of things...haha..

saw ah tan and his wife... =)

it was fun hanging out with them...really full of nonsense...haha....

quarrelled with my dad...

he stormed out of the hse...

all becoz he refused to see doc...

he said i fussed over nth...
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feeling very sick...

initially i'm full of hope..but then again...i doubt...sighz...

went to visit a fren...

a sense of helplessness...

so wat if i have the knowledge...i cant do anything...

i dun even know wat to say to her coz i duno where i'm coming from...

90% done with video.. =)

moving on..

decided not to wait coz i cant see the end of it and i doubt i'll see any outcome...

watever the case, it's not impt anyway...

tues
- overslept but still rushed down to help with fund-raising...
- went back to ny for a visit...
- sim has no time for me..boo...she's busy with consultation and classes...only managed to wave hi and bye to her.. -_-'''
- chatted with elim for 1 hr...the only free time tt she claimed to have for the whole week..haha...she keep "niam-ing" me for being so choosy with jobs etc..haha...she complained abt how slack the students were and so she decided not to waste her energy scolding them..(p/s: she said they were slacker den me but it's ok for my batch to slack in class coz at least we produced results during exams... -_-''' she machiam go 1 big round to shoot me lo... faints..)

went amk nyny with my jc clique..

happened to see kuang...so qiao lo...lolx...

ask her to arrange gathering next time coz it's like yrs since i last saw the rest..hahaha...

somehow we ended up in buangkok green when we're supposed to be heading home..

dun ask me how we did tt but it juz happened..hahaha....

the 15 mins distance became an hour journey...

race was over by the time i reached there..
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sian over alot of things...seriously there's a limit to wat i can do....

upset with his decision..

but now everything's ok le... at least for the time being...
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i'm into my withdrawal mode...

went rosette for dinner...

waited for an hr plus bah...

we're playing despite the "fine dining" atmosphere..lol...

his ah beng look cannot be covered by the chef outfit...hahaha....

food not bad...cust service can be improved though...

did this personal dna thingy online..haha...not sure how true it is...up to you to decide... =) (p/s: Mouse over any part of the box or strip to learn more about the traits that the colors represent.)

Considerate Director

about you: You are a Director

As a DIRECTOR, you combine an unusual openness and passion for beauty and style with confidence and a down-to-earth sensibility that allow you to realize your vision.

You are practical and pay attention to the details that others tend to miss.

By focusing on what is real and concrete, you achieve more than those who always have their heads in the clouds.

When it comes to what really matters in your life, you are confident in your ability to succeed.

Having beautiful things in your life gives you pleasure and satisfaction - you have a keen eye for style.

Even when problems present themselves, deep down you know you will overcome these challenges.

When routines get too familiar, you become bored and start looking for ways to spice things up.

You are open to new types of experiences – you are not afraid to take a risk on something new.

You have a highly developed sense of taste – you know what looks good on you, in your home, and in the world at large.

You're not one to force your positions on a group, and you tend to be fair in evaluating different options.

You do your own thing when it comes to clothing, guided more by practical concerns than by other people's notions of style.

If you want to be different:

Occasionally let yourself dream a little more, even if it doesn't seem practical or efficient.

how you relate to others: You are Considerate

You trust others, care about them, and are slow to judge them, making you CONSIDERATE.

You value your close relationships very much, and are more likely to spend time in small, tightly-knit groups of friends than in large crowds.

You enjoy exploring the world through observation, quietly watching others.

Relating to others so well, and understanding their emotions, leads you to trust people in general, even though you're somewhat shy and reserved at times.

Your belief that people are generally well-intentioned contributes to your sympathy regarding their problems.

Although you may not vocalize it often, you have an awareness of how society affects individuals, and you understand complex causes of people's behavior.

You like to look at all sides of a situation before making a judgment, particularly when that situation involves important things in other people's lives.

Your close friends know you as a good listener.

If you want to be different:

Because other people would benefit immensely from your understanding and insight, you should try to be more outgoing in social situations, even when they make you uncomfortable. Others will want to hear what you have to say!

aftermath of camp sos still lingers in my mind...of coz like my fren, i miss the people who makes it happened...haha...

somehow it marks the end of my uni life...

back from camp sos...

these 3 days have been amazing!

lives were being touched and inspired...how ppl changed their perspectives towards sw...it's really gg to be a great start into the academic year for all of them... =)

the talent night was fabulous...laughing until stomache...they're still the best duo hosts..haha...seeing how they were being traumatised by the campers etc was hilarious...hahaha....

we ended the camp with a bang..

nv expected the planned 30 mins sharing will drag for nearly 2 hrs...too many unexpected...

thinking back...i think this camp really impacted every single one of us from camp comm to campers...we'll be encouraged even in times of struggles when we recall abt this camp..every thing tt has happened, every single one who participated in this camp etc...esp becoz it's a first time experience for every one of us...
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the joy of servanthood =)

to my surprise...my boss is keeping the job offer for me...

boss called me to go over at abt 5pm...gosh...to my surprise, big boss was there too..haha...

boss sung his all time fav happy birthday song...-_-''' so malu lo coz the others sitting outside tot is some birthday celebration...haha....

jokes aside, big boss wished me all the best for my interviews but he also hope to see me back again...haha...how ironical ya?

guess what? my fren say i'm the first one to be given security clearance by the regional dept director...lolx...

us: wah..the food really looks good and interesting today..so much food to eat!!
boss: yah..the cake is yummy too..
us: so today someone nv complain rite?
boss: YES!! finally today my ears can rest...
us: LOL.....(coz the other time he bought some "so not interesting" food for farewell party and one of my colleague nagged him for the entire day...)
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thankful for the bunch of wonderful people i've met...

dad complained tt he dun get to see me at all...

he's still persistent in asking me to drop all my commitments...

i dun wan to argue with him but i also dun wan to drop everything...

tml's last day at work...boss wanted to extend my contract but i rejected him...

it's just not something tt i want..
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not wanting to let go...

grad-nite: a nite filled with memories, laugher and tears...i'm really gg to miss this bunch of frenz...the silly things we did over the years...lame jokes...struggles we faced...the traumatic experience we had...

my contract ending in 5 working days...

gg for interview in 2 weeks time...wonder what lies ahead...
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this transition period has been tough...yet it's worth it... =)

drowning in the pile of work...

boss is super lame..extreme case alr..haha...

contract ending soon...

pre-camps!

grad-nite?

back from 5D4N camp in awana genting...

happened to meet several frenz while on the way up to genting...some gg for hols and some gg for camps...it was nice seeing them...haha...
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a new heart...
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realised a few things...

- importance of counselling room
- importance of the sw theories

most impt of all...how unhappy u r with a person, u shldnt discuss with another person coz there's gg to be a domino effect whether u know it or not...in fact, i saw tt happening..haiz...yet i cant do anything to salvage...

busy reading and compiling datas from the piles of emails everyday..

big boss is super lame but he can speak in thai!!

we get to converse in thai with each other.... =)

applied for LOA...pending for approval..haiz...

went for training...

the fire alarm went off accidentally..haha...

went to report to dept after training...

alot of admin stuffs to do....need to familiarise myself first...
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thankful for the high pay (considering the fact tt im juz a temp staff.. =p)
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need to apply for leave...

last day of workshop...

he complained tt we machiam like supervisors, juz sit there and chit chat, leaving him to do all the work by himself...lolx....

went to do my x-ray(like finally la..haha...)

sian sia...rashes outbreak..need to go see doc for jab if it doesnt recover by tml...

spent 2 days with the kids...

running abt, shouting(till my voice are almost gone) etc...

today finally found time to go sign my contract and medical checkup...

went down to dreams coz one of my youths (who has been keeping in contact with me) felt like gg down..

tot i can give them a surprise but who knows i got the surprise myself...

E suggested meeting for dinner/ktv soon(they say it's my fault tt we didnt go at all the last time -_-''' haha...but i rem staying out to chill with them till 1am++) ...

have to go and support the hip hop dance audition and competition if i can make it(alrite..E insist i go support no matter what....)
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a sense of familiarity....

someone says esplanade lib dun haf books one...cmi le...

slacked at esplanade doing nth for a couple of hours...

attended the bbq organised by the youths...

i know most of them..haha...they all super cute lo...he kena bluffed duno how many times...heez...
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hope i dun lose my voice sia...

went for briefing...

he's still as lame as ever and surprisingly he rems me..

ended up i got to help do alot of saigang eg project agape...

anyway...results out...

i managed to pass all and i think my grades this sem not bad even though i nv really study..oops... =)
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cfm graduate..

it took us hours to do packing, moving, unpacking and setting up......

very tiring but nonetheless, we sure had lots of fun...

we had to stay over to look after the expensive equipments on display..all kinds of lame jokes...haha...

prof treated us to dinner too...

i'm so gg to miss tonning ard...haha...and of coz this bunch of frenz...

did not regret and nv will... =)
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passion keeps one gg for years...

went old changi hospital...

although i duno the youths at all but so far ok la..hahaha....surprised to see the gal(used to one of the ctk youths) coz she not from tt sch one...

had to wait for joe coz he was late while the rest of the grps start to venture in...

the boys in our group super duper funny..all act gungho one lo...i kept laughing at them...

they want to scared others but they themselves are scared and they ended up scaring themselves...lolx...cmi...

anyway...nth to be scared of la..i dun see anything lo..but got alot of mosquitoes...

went to REACH to help sab return the evaluation forms...

met up with the rest and went over to thomson..we ate until very full(at least for me..ha!)

@ charcoal teriyaki: chicken teriyaki salad, agadeshi tofu, salmon don and salmon salad

@ prata house: milo dinosaur, teh peng. iced tea chino, plain prata, cracker (papadum or sth..haha...)

went pacific plaza to collect yp's watch before going over to lido to sit and chat for hours..

went down to doby ghaut...met up with some frenz for dinner..

apparently, my fren(who gotten us the ad-hoc job) claimed tt i'm very experienced with youths.... -_-'''

my frenz r super insane...lolx....the jokes we cracked..cmi one lo....

i decided to go for a haircut when i woke up in the morning...

auntie xiaofeng gave me a shock...

she changed my hairstyle when i only told her to trim shorter... -_-'''

she still can laugh when i gave her the stunned look...oh man...

slight spiked up but shld be back to normal by next week..hopefully...
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had 5 hrs long of meeting...fun but tiring...

end up nv visit my fren coz she discharged liao...-_-''' gg to visit her on sat instead...

2 of us had chong qing hotpot for dinner... buffet style at "the chinese feasts restaurant"..includes a complimentary tim sum set and complimentary tidbits and desserts...

1 spicy and 1 non-spicy soup base...the dip sauce quite nice..we ordered the iced 8 treasure tea(free-flow)...

i keep sneezing when i drank the mala soup..lolx....watever...

i like the tidbits..especially the water chestnut one..hahaha....

p/s: overall very nice but very exp..$27.90++!! if u guys wana go..try the lunch buffet instead...is only $11.90++
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so full tt i'm gg to skip breakfast and lunch tml...

came across my medical history card which i kept in the wallet for many years...

studying for exams...

took time off to go collect the cheque and ended up chatting with a prof...-_-''' or rather he caught me at the dept so i ended up in his office just chatting with him...from placement to upcoming exams to what's next...it was rather "enlightening" in a way...but undeniably, he caused fear in me..haha...he even played some thai ads to entertain me..lolx.. before i left, he said muz rem to keep in touch with all of them after i grad...at least keep them in the loop of wat's happening esp if i'm gg into the field..
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migraine again...with tension somemore..the veins r like gg to explode soon...

went for the vertical marathon organised by REACH..i took the lift la..haha...coz i cannot participate...i juz dun wan to take the risk la...(sometimes i also close 1 eye one la..haha..)

they all tot i really gg dragonboating with them..haha...cannot la...maybe after my exams bah..den i consider joining u all for 1 session...lolx...
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in a fit of anger..nth goes into the mind...

migraine is back...sighs!

3217 grp report gotten back..we got A but then again..almost every grp also got A lo...-_-''' makes no diff...

took back 3214 paper..erm..everyone's script got added ingredient one la..but mine is only a bit of soy sauce..some got milo..haha...
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tml gotta wake up early...so near yet so far...

today supposed to have guest lecture for 3206...choo happily announced tt it was cancelled due to unforeseen circumstances... -_-''' haiz..i think if i nv asked abt the term paper, she's not gg to mention abt it either lo..worst of all...collection date was after my exam ended...(yest i mentioned tt i hope lect wld be cancelled...lolx...) so ended up watching videos since no lect...haha...

prepared for presentation..laughed alot as usual la..haha....

3214 presentation was fun...lolx...we all had a good time laughing thru...got a taiwanese guest who sat in to watch our presentation..stress sia...but can see tt she enjoyed la..haha...after which we all switched to lt15 for a combined lect...we all ganged up, hoping to see our 2 lecturers doing role-play but sim tactfully changed the subject..haha..funniest of all was tt both of them added ingredients to our term papers...-_-''' worried...i hope i fare well sia...

crashed thai 1 writing class again..haha....13-15th april is thai's so called new year...happy wan songkran!! they will ask for forgiveness and request for blessings by floating those lotus-shaped thingy...so listened to "lccy krathccngs" again...the annual song..haha...got a new song..."rao rak mae" meaning we love mother...den they had revision...gosh..i forgot everything le...oops...this time i smart k..i refused to do the quiz no matter how she coerced me..haha....she finally returned me the one she forced me to do last time when i crashed in...got 29 marks..haha..not bad la..at least got pass...
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i wonder if my eyes are playing a prank on me...every word i see on my laptop screen is in thai scripts...faints!!

went wheelock sakae after dinner at subway to meet frenz...before heading down to suntec coz they wana eat pasta...

shared alot...laughed alot...i'm out with 2 "crazy" gals...haha....ended up at roof terrace of esplanade until the security guard told us to leave...oops...
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haiz...i really need to have a talk with T soon..

today's talk was truly enriching!! how we wished there were more of such talks rather den the usual boring lect..hahaha...wat was weird was the fact tt our small grp speaker is our fellow sw senior..gosh...and we were in the same tut grp last yr but then again..he only turned up twice(first and last tut) la..haha...i rem his presentation was super funny one, his grpmates almost fainted coz he said sth like "no need to sum up for presentation"...

skipped lect for proj meeting...didnt really do much except crapping for 2 hrs..oops...we're very stuck..haiz..

oh ya..finally saw ?aacaan aoi...i complained tt she still owe me photos since 2 yrs ago..haha..she said she alr developed the photos and all r in her car..she waiting for me to meet her for lunch..alrite..i got to go arrange with the rest asap...

hmm...i think ?aacaan chanika know my pattern alr..the "way-ing" without saying greeting out one...lolx..coz she "way" to me in exactly the same way..haha...

last 3214 lect...as usual..i was the super ultra resistance client..haha...i feel like helping out for the research but i'm graduating this sem...no choice...the fish tank role-play was funny la..haha...we drew lots for next week's presentation...sim was amazed coz i can identify which one was the no. 1 paper (i fold one ma..haha...)..lucky me..i drew no. 2..haha..

bumped into ?aacaan nook and ?aacaan k while on my way to lib to meet zz so chatted with them...haha...crapping as usual....thks ?aacaan nook for helping me with the translation for my friends despite ur busy-ness!! =)
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haiz...weekends filled with project meetings....

meeting to do transcripts again...very draining!!! not completed still...sighz...

tml gotta meet up again...anyway..it was rather funny coz i went to chase after sim upon sam's call...lolx...it's pretty hard to catch him ard in sch...haha....the thing is..he knows i'm looking for him since yest...-_-'''

i guess i muz have looked super unhappy...my dad asked me to go to slp the moment i reached home...

today i'm really not in any good mood...refusal to do anything and everything....
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it's hard putting on a false smile at times...in a midst of a cold war....

rather drained in different aspects...

physical draining:
spent 6 hrs doing transcripts in exchange for a 6 mins role-play and it's not the end...it's still rather incompleted...-_-'''

suz's grp very funny la...they all very bad, keep making fun of me...cant be bothered with them..haha...

emotional draining:
had a quarrel with my bro the moment i reached home...my dad sided with him as usual...nvm...no longer matter who's in the wrong...i'm upset..tt's for sure...sighz...

i'm having headache again...haiz...i'm tired...slping in earlier...
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can i be left alone for the time being?

my bro complained abt the sch when he went down for his medical checkup today..haha...

my dad sent me to sch as usual..haha...

after 2202 we went to so call celebrate hy's bdae...bought her a slice of cake and sab showed her the video made for her..haha...we came to realise tt we took too little photos coz machiam every time recycle the same photos!! actually we stopped taking since last yr i think..haha....so funny la..last yr we also gave hy a slice of cake..but tt one more dramatic..coz we gave her along as6 and we're all rushing off for classes...lolx....

had dinner with lz they all...i think today we ate very long sia...lolx...saw ?aacaan k so i went over...lolx...he got a shock when he saw me...den chatted with ?aacaan nook...ok great...i need to dig out my thai3 homework to pass to ?aacaan nook soon....bleahs....i think ?aacaan nook was amazed coz i could understand lz's sign lang..lolx....very duh one...hahaha....i think ?aacaan k tot lz gg to throw his food away when she carried it to the clearing point..haha...
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i'm soooo tired...

Singapore Short Film:

The Letter(Raw Cut)

- coming out in adolescents (got to watch it for my mod even though it's not the first time i've watched it..oh ya..the songs are by my fren's fren..haha...no wonder i found them familiar)

as requested...i went down personally to collect pay...only to realise the shop to be in pitch dark...they all rather relieved to see me..haha....blackout again...i heard the oven got smoke lo...haiz...

went for dinner with ml...we ordered kueh pie ti, fried prawn mee, chicken wings, satays and sugar cane juice...gosh...all super unhealthy food...so unlike me la..haha...very full!!! and i still ate gelato ice cream...-_-''' accompanied ml to walk home...took bus from there..haha...
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4 hours of chilling out...haha....next lunch/dinner postponed infinitely...lolx...

roller coaster mood....
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yest went down to REACH for the YL T&D...is on interactive drawing and personal values (2 separate sections)...guess what? only got 3 of us... haha...so we ended rather early even though we started very late....haha...i think it took us only less than 2 hours if i'm not wrong when it's supposed to be a 4 hours session...lolx....
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learning to trust...

stayed up the whole night yesterday...how multi-tasking i can get hur...chatting on the phone+editing websites(for proj)+studying for quiz...amazed...as usual i'll end up looking like a zombie in class...

3206 quiz was ok..haha...someone was very late lo..lolx...

3214 was fun like usual...lolx....gosh...was supposed to write our secrets on a piece of paper...sim heard me saying "i have no secret" and he said so loudly la..malu sia..hahah..but of coz not everyone know tt is i say one la...haha..definitely not as malu as tt who lo...he said "not as if i'm gg to write i have a mole on my backside"..whole class burst out laughing like nobody's business lo...hahaha....diaozzz...den all of us had to take 1 paper each, making sure we dun take our own back and treat it as our own secrets...den sim was demostrating how to process the feelings etc when sab passed me a note...she wrote "the safest way of zzz is to sit behind the lecturer"...M was dozing off behind sim lo...hahahaha....so i replied "but when the lecturer turns back...he's DEADMEAT.." we all tried hard not to laugh...

this morning i cycled to the bus stop so went to pick up the bike..only to realised the tyre is punctured..argh...haha..called my dad and he drove down to pick up..haha..super funny...my hse is juz 3 bus stops away lo...cmi...

oh well...tml's lect cancelled...haha...ending sch rather early.... =)

received one sms tt keeps me irritated the whole day..haiz...affected my attitude instantly can...dun wan talk abt it...

gotten back my 2215 term paper...it was a pleasant surprise..really..haha...coz i got a pretty excellent grade for tt...geez...

went to pass ?aacaan nook some ?aahaan waan...haha...?aacaan k asked if it's for him..i told him muz ask ?aacaan nook if she wana let him eat...lolx...anyway, they gave me some thai snacks..thks...

met leon along the corridor...supposed to do some work but ended up chatting with him for 2 hours... -_-''' thks for the suggestions and cracking those jokes...haha...it really helps...

went for meeting...not sure if i'm able to get things done by the deadline but yea..will try...it's gg to be tough...
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learning to put my trust...

done my MBTI profiling...nth special...same personality type... =)

watched "the chronicles of narnia" after studying in sch...it's still very nice to watch..
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tons of things to do...on the verge...

woke up in shock..the dream was so real...

next week 3206 got test..sianz...

went for lunch with sab, connie, wanqi, adora, kaiwen and kailing...first time this sem..haha..we crapped alot...lolx...they still talking abt the mr goh and me rumour after like 1 sem..faints...when is this joke gg to stop? haha...

3214 was fun..haha...elda, sab and me kena the fish tank role-play can..hahaa...very funny...consulted sim after lect abt how i handled the situation the other day and how i shld go abt doing follow-up if needed..it was good..heez...

crashed ?aacaan nook's thai 1 writing class...i regretted gg though the movie was really nice la...?aacaan nook forced me to take the writing quiz with the class...-_-''' ly and zz keep laughing lo...gonecase le..i returned every bit of my thai lang back to all the ?aacaans...i duno how to do lo..haha..got tons of mistakes...i was the first one to hand up and she looked like she's gg to kill me..hahaha....she keep laughing and laughing when she saw my paper..jialat!! i better hide from her for the next few days man...hahaha.....

accompanied her to go see doc...we crapped and laughed about alot of things...hmm...1 thing i know is tt we had 1 condition in common..haha....our small secret...went over to reach rather early coz nth to do after late lunch...

joules club soft launch starts at 7pm ma..so we slacked and waited while she plays the piano..haha...waited for the rest to come...reminded him tt he owed me a meal and he say ok, arrange with him again..haha....

hiding from the youths...haha..they tried means and ways to get me out of the office but no use...told u all alr lo..muz keep to promises made..i said no means no...hahaha....i disposed it away alr, tt's y u all cant find it... ;p

realised tt when people are down, they called me...no matter how late it is...

does my presence with them make them feel better in a way? even if i dun say a word?

thks for trusting me~ =)
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am i really suitable?

returned the last batch of booklets...waiting for processing..

went down to krh to do room bookings..currently on hold..if nth goes wrong, will be placing the deposit next week...

heard from eunice tt grace(as in elijah and grace the couple) is pregnant... =)

chatted with sucai(my sec sch thai classmate) juz now...she say my thai not bad coz i can understand wat she types..haha...

3214 seminar was fun as usual..haha...all the jokes etc...sim's interested in our role-play topic..happy but stressful too...

met khun yixin so chatted with her...den we saw ?aacaan tasneeporn...she actually greeted us and chatted with us le..haha...she even smiled at us(big news sia..).. -_-'''

chatted with sim near dept...he tot i was gg hm soon but he realised choo is playing movie for us...he challenged me when i told him i'm not sure if anyone is turning up coz apparently everyone isnt interested when she mentioned abt the screening...i went as usual...the show is quite good in a way..everything censored..we stared at the blue screen lo..haha...only hear the sound lo...then again it sets us thinking abt if the victim actually deserves it since she was kind of at fault herself...was glad i went..haha..coz dun think i will have time to watch it some other day...
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need to sleep! awake for the last 50hours....

3206 tut was ok..everyone kind of liked our proposed idea..yeah...

treated qm, zz and ly some pastries...aiyo...heard from qm tt titima say give him F grades..haha..he muz haf done gao xiao things during thai lesson again..zz ask qm to continue asking me to go taiwan...hmm..i dun wan le..really no interest la..haha...unless got free accomodations etc den consider..haha...

happened to see jaslyn in the lib...chatted with her..she keep laughing at me la..horrible le..haha....hopefully she will go for the workshops with me..lolx....saw sufian too..haha...we're juz crapping away even though i was late alr..-_-'''

rushing papers (i hope i'm doing it in the correct direction..)...tml cannot skip any lect and i dun haf any breaks at all...is straight 10am-9pm lo..faints...hopefully i can get it done by tonite...
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i really need some rest badly!!

woke up kind of late but on time coz my dad send me to sch ma..haha...

anyway, heard from lz tt she went for sir liang's concert last nite...i got to work but nvm..haha...got youtube video from sir liang on their rehearsal..haha...

rushed for tut...oops...got 1 grp forgot to prepare for their presentation...so only 1 grp presenting...they prepared barley, gingko nuts and beancurd sheet dessert aka "fu zhu"...gosh..she told us abt our research papers(she marked super fast le...we submitted last fri and not everyone handed in lo..)...apparently she said overall everyone did quite well but some duno how to do citations, some duno how to write essays... -_-''' so how well is tt hur? she's gg away so we gotta collect our research papers from the graduates room ourselves when it's released for collection...

anyway..stayed back till 10pm today..laughed too much..too many lame jokes, esp the name joke...haha..i think most malu is when qm and zz ran in the lib...paisae to the extreme la..haha...why was i standing besides them huh?

went to meet the youths...

den went for dinner together @ 203...we ate curry fish head...

p/s: dun be so sad k...

den we took bus down to thomson to eat ice cream @ icekimo...(note: i came from thomson before tt... -_-''') we had waffle with ice cream each...waited till 9pm before he finally came...he treated us to fondue...haha...

unhealthy food + sickness = jialat...haha...

tired...swollen eyes...sighs...

dragged myself to sch...lesser ppl r attending lect..lolx...next week gotta watch movie again..bleahs...

liren told me mich said tt i said sth abt him..gosh..what did i say? lolx...how come i got no recollection at all...saleha suddenly asked who's mich and both of us juz end up laughing away....haha...

i totally forgot tt we're having proj meeting today...gosh..in fact, only 2 person from my grp remembers... *laughs* oh well...lucky juz meeting to finalise lo..haha...we had alot of fun..hahaha...recording anah's singing...wahaha....aiyo...lucky we didnt do much for our proj le..coz tim split our grp up(nobody volunteered so we did..)... =( this current grp is not bad too..heez...role-play with video-taping was stressful la...i hope i wont get picked out man..haha....but it was fun...i was glad i can ans tim's qns..lolx...starting to like pcc, looking back..actually i used alot of pcc style in a subtle way too..haha...

oh ya...tim says when one says "i don't know"..the implication is i dun like you and i dun trust you... *laughs* isnt tt what i always says..my fav. phrase...oh dear...lolx...they all ar..keep suan-ing me la...nvm...
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need to rush assignments...bleahs...1000 words to go~

went out with my bro today..haha...like so rare la...

caught my dad in the act of "abusing" my dog when we got home..
me: dad...do u have anything to tell me?
dad: ... nth... i washed the floor with vinegar lo..
me: u sure tt's all??
dad: yes..what else?
me: so...why is he(my dog) wet all over and smell of vinegar?
dad: i washing floor, he come and lie down ma...

haiz...nth to say sia...win hands down...

went down to sch after tt...i'm sick and tired...

assignments i have to complete by this week:
- take home quiz (rotted on my table for 1 whole month...)
- sw3217 group project write-up (for my part)
- IMH report

not forgetting the FOC planning...doing logs...gotta settle lodging and food catering soon..

tml i'm down for more work...it's gonna end soon coz it's the last batch alr...boo! no more quick bucks for me...but of coz..more important is the experience la..haha...

i need more time...i need more concentration...help me to focus...
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kind of exhausted...

busy rushing term assignments for the last few days..it's really horrible...coz i gone without sleep for the last 3 days...sighz...i hope i can at least pass..really no confidence of passing at all...

last night my mum asked me to go pick up her medication from chng so i shun bian go see him lo..coz i haven recover yet! chng was horrified to know tt i had diarrhea for the last 10 days and i didnt seek any medication..lolx....kena scolded too coz of my mum...always nv go for consultation, juz buy the medication...chng asked me to tell my mum tt it's the last time..she need to go see him next time...

i like tim's theory on listening...cool!! traditional: 耳朵是王；用十只眼睛和一颗心 and simplified: 用嘴巴去听和一斤重的心 i hope i belong to the traditional, not the simplified...

how amazing are chinese characters, arent they? 1 word can mean so much yet it has been replaced with simplified words to make things easier... i still love the art of chinese language~

anyway, my dad sent me to and fro school today within 4 hours!! haha..i was running late for class (rushing assignments!) and i hasnt taken any food since dinner last night so my dad decided he'll drive me to sch so tt i can eat my packed lunch on the way...den he came to fetch me home coz he's worried tt i'll end up in some other places in my current state of mind (i was stoning away in drowsiness..) heez...thks dad!
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i need more sleep!!

went REACH in the evening to help with the decoration...playing most of the time...haha...

some dumb things i did:
- tying our cambodia 2005 banner but end up pulling out the nails with the strings
- tried hammering the nails into the wall using a plier

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rushing work~

went imh visit yest...mentally prepared for the trip coz is the same guy i met 1.5yrs ago..tt horrifying experience...haha...well..he's still as mean as usual but i muz still say..he's still very zai..lolx...

went compass pt for lunch, shopped for someone's present and waited for a fren coz need to get the booklets for my work later on...

my dad sent me to and fro work...wah..lucky we went early coz he drove me to the wrong place..-_-''' anyway...i was stuck in the waiting room for quite some time coz the guard told me wrong info den i called the superior only to know he's no longer in charge..lucky he helped me to call the staff in charge who came to unlock the door for me...first time i completed the work in 30mins le...haha...
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juz gotten next assignment...amk...wheez...actually got 2 assignments at jurong but clashes with my timetable...

enough of rest...it's time to get started on some piling work...bleahz...deadlines!! -_-'''

watched supernanny juz now as part of assignment..hmm..apparently jojo is working on the teen-mother relationship after she's done with the 2 yrs old charles..is she planning to move on to dealing with youths next time like wat ngiam predicts?
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tml's a long day...

went amk for my work together with cg...he said usually he waited 1-2hrs...gosh...lucky i only waited like 20 mins...but his nv come so he left first since he cant do anything...

went to watch the jack neo movie "just follow law"..haha...is hilarious as usual yet it does hit the nail at times..

down for more work on fri evening..jurong..gosh...i hope my dad will go and pick me up..haha....

went airport to send a fren off..

hmm...did i make the decision too hastily? i actually agreed without much consideration...and of coz..this is adding on to my commitment level all the way till july....
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enjoy doing research work while i still can...

i woke up at 9.30am coz of the headache...lect at 10am.. -_-''' cabbed down to sch coz pt not free to fetch me..sighz...

i lost my voice...it's horrible...

went to see chng after sch...he told me not to talk for the next few days coz my throat infection is very bad and i have no voice anymore..haha....he gave me heavy dosage of medication so tt i can get well before cny..lolx...
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living in a world of drowsiness...to the extent of hallucinating...

thurs
attended the thank you party held at sw dept...geez...aiyo..somehow ngiam got to know abt me selling bak kwa... -_-''' thks for spreading..ngiam has many things in line for us lo...mayors' tea, overseas fieldwork etc...gosh...i'm so interested in the fieldwork but sad to say..i'm graduating this sem...sighz...he say he can allow us to go but it's from sept onwards...i hope i can go... =) we're gonna have camps! heard tt i'm in lang workshop too..ha! we had a great time chatting with all the lecturers..

fri
after 2215, we had some refreshments..den met up with cheryl, mich and poh ee to chit chat...sent poh ee home as usual and i met betty with scrabby!

tut was interesting..haha..esp the "u r a small kok!"

supposed to study after tut but ended up going for lunch with ?aacaan nook...ok la...got to know abit more abt thai culture etc...

helped sab with her drama rehearsal...super funny...esp when christine says "drop-down"...

mi and eunice laughed till cannot control when sab tried to speak in thai....esp the "phuu ?uan"...try decoding...
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super interested in the overseas internship..but seems like dun haf a chance to participate coz i'm graduating this sem...sighz...

maybe i really shld take a break to think abt wat i really wana do/wat i really want...i'm confused...

went for the GTSL workshop with mich..gosh..we're the only volunteers there...-_-''' it's quite interesting coz we get to make some new frenz and ha...one of them told me to try applying at their organisation after i grad..but i dun wan liao coz of a very lame reason..

went down to REACH after lunch coz sab working for the first day den she wan me to go pei her..so went to say hi lo..slacked for awhile den go work le...

ha...tut was quite fun..giving out food tt we cooked and eating what another grp prepares...

anyway..finally got my payment for my research work..yeah!! it's like ages ago la but now den give..

went cycling using tt ah pek bike...gosh...i made a wrong decision sia...tt bike has no bell but it's ok..it doesnt have any brakes!! i only realised when i was going down the slope...-_-''' used my leg to stop the bike but nv injured my leg la...think i almost got into at least 4 accidents...almost knocked into the car on the road, nearly rammed onto another cyclist, nearly knocked into the pathway and almost banged into someone who suddenly ran out...

hmm...maybe shld bug my dad to go repair the brakes...

potatoes phobia after cooking as much as 20 potatoes for my project...-_-''' but we had fun la..hahaha....learnt alot abt other culture..lolx...
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wat's with me man...a swollen eye, stiff neck, backache and leg pain..argh....

went to reserve seats at nydc...we were there from 6.30pm till 7plus before we got a seat...celebrated ed's bdae...went to pick up her from mrt station coz she dun wan to go alone...

oh! i saw mr R...
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everyone's wondering why i'm so busy...oh well...search me...i duno either..i'm juz bogged down by all sort of nonsense thingy la...tt's typical rite..

saw lz and her jap fren chatting with ?aacaan sirimas so went over to greet them..haha....greeted khruu nuu too..heez...it's always fun chatting with thai ?aacaans..haha...

3217 lect ok lo...she very lame la..haha....the whole gang super noisy sia..hard to concentrate esp when her voice is super soft..haiz...maybe i shld consider sitting in front...

2215 is interesting...abt religion...

went for sab's bbq...ha..got to know this gal who's learning thai and she used to be from the same church as elijah and grace..lolx...so qiao la...
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ultra bad mood!!!

happen to hear ?aacaan jeab's voice when i was on the way to lect so decided to pop into the class to greet her(her class juz ended) den she gave me a so called new year card(she made for everyone-personalised with our photos)..khoop khun maak kha!

choo called me again during lect...super malu...-_-'''

had 1 hr break...finally had time to go submit the research thingy..yeah! payment on the way...cool...

i'm loving 3214 class...haha...is really fun...the stupid role-playing thing is kind of getting crazy for both me and A..lolx...driving each other crazy but we kind of get into the hang of it somehow..tt's nice..haha...A agreed tt today i did a pretty good job as a counsellor..lolx...last week i(the client) caused the counsellor(A) to be depressed...the video was quite lame..hahaa...

watched "Legally Blonde"...is super funny...i realised i've watched it before but well..it's still intriguing...except when choo kept switching on and off the lights..hahaha..but she's so cool...bought us popcorns! wahahha...machiam like we're really in a cinema...keke...

tut was quite fun..haha...except for the part when choo suddenly called my name..gosh...i looked up and realised everybody were staring at me...malu la...

went to zap readings for the next 1.5hrs before gg to meet this recruitment manager from some company...

den met up regarding the joule club...he gave me 2 missions to accomplish before i grad...-_-'''
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no point forcing me la..when i dun wan, no amount of forcing is gg to help...

my dad kind of angry..coz he tot i skipped sch to go and work..oh well...forget it...

work was ok, working with this sec 4 gal..i machiam giving her tuition for a-maths and chinese coz she was sleeping in class so she dun understand at all...lolx...lots of nonsense thingy la...she tried to evangelise to me the whole night(she's from city harvest)..i was trying very hard not to laugh...haha...

was about to knock off from work, only to realise tt she forgot to bring the shop key and i cant find any backup keys in the shop..argh!! no choice, called eric for help...coz if she go home and come back, it'll take at least 1 hr but eric will take only 30 mins...so glad eric willing to come down la..thks!!!!

while waiting for eric to come, sort of help her with her hmwk again..she die liao la...tml got chinese spelling test and physics test which she has yet to touch and she hasnt finished doing her hmwk...how to pass? she dun even have time to sleep la...

i ended up reaching home at 12am...my dad was so upset with me...sighs...
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hoping tt i nv do anything wrong today...pls!!!

lecture was ok...finally got to sit in front..haha..coz i was early but quite malu...1 person booking like 6 seats..gosh~

rushed for soci tut...wow...made some new frenz..tt's fast hur? lolx...the tutor is cute..haha...we had lots of laughter and fun...time juz passes very fast...

went pgp to meet our thai classmates to celebrate naam waan's 21st birthday...gave her a surprise when she saw all of us..but the most unexpected present she gotten was sudden presence of ?aacaan ravee(so did we!)...she's like back in singapore lo...heard ?aacaan jeab talked abt her trip to new zealand..so funny la...haha....promised to make ?aacaan jeab a balloon sculpture teddy bear for her birthday...
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lost touch with my thai...cant really catch wat they were talking abt...but roughly can understand la...

tired...cant concentrate..need to focus...

cut out of the crap..enough of it!

withdrawing from the crowd..somehow obvious hur?

i dun wana tok~

today's the 1st Social Workers' Day held at youth park...we had lots of fun...laughing at the photos etc..haha...the theme song is nice!!

den had some catching up time with ppl like ms yoges and ngiam(ngiam's wife) as well as the other lecturers...haha...sim has his fan club can..lolx....saw jay from the circus outreach and even daryl and peiyu..

outreach was fun..lolx...coz we took balloons along to distribute..super fun la..ahha...machiam like small kids...hahaha.....we walked all over orchard lo....

rain didnt dampen our spirits...we got quite high instead..lolx...

heard tt dr vivian gave his speech when we were out doing outreach and everyone was excited over what he has said coz he mentioned sth like pay raise..yeah!!

we're gonna have some appreciation dinner some other day...heez..

only slept at 5am this morning and i got early class so machiam nv really slp lo.....

went to help them with the booth...blowing balloons..haha...

think i was so quiet tt everyone thinks i'm not ok..haha..sorry ppls...juz not feeling well...

S kept promoting trybe to me..lolx...too bad i cant attend the course coz it falls on sat afternoon...bleahs...

helped out ssws for their event today...i went for the same briefing 3 times today..lolx...we had a lot of fun and stupidity moments with the videos etc..lolx....i even interviewed one of the lecturer..lolx....wanted to go interview the other lecturers one but coz of time constraint...anyway..the tee is very nice!! yeah..haha....

saw sir liang when i was abt to help with packing up after the last briefing with the yr 4 students so after meeting lz, we went to join them for dinner...but i nv eat la..lolx..juz went over to munchie monkey to say hi to ?aacaan jeab den i rushed off...got some small gifts from ?aacaan jeab..thks..
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E drove down at 1am to pick me up...went for some drinks coz E wana tok to me...now i know wat's "may charlie sham sham"...hahaha....super funny la...so orbit can!!

i'm super angry coz there's this guy who's creating trouble and i kena splashed by the ice milo coz i was sitting very near...haiz...super pissed la...i juz bathe lo...sianz...den i wana stay to watch the "show" but E insist on sending me home first coz i told E i wana get home by 3am...

received a call from S in the morning..apparently nobody turned up for the briefing, including myself...oops...got to tell the rest tt they have to attend tml's one...

went REACH for meeting...end up i was late for work lo...can see tt maureen wasnt happy...watever lo..haiz...i really cannot stand the accounts part and the way they handle things la..haiz...i juz cant get used to it yet...

brought eric ard nus coz he's having a booth with his frenz in the forum bazaar these 2 days....

lect was kind of boring...and i keep hearing wrong things..lolx...for eg."all the toilet" when it's supposed to be "eau de toilette"...lolx...i know it's very lame..hahaha....sab told us she didnt know how to use the perfume we got for her 21st bdae last year and she used it as air freshener...-_-''' tt's my fav. perfume can..it's no longer in stock lo and she waste it like tt..faint! we keep laughing coz there's this gal who kept a piece of scented tissue for each box of aromatic tissue tt were passed ard...lolx...i duno how this gal think la but den...the smell will fade one lo..haha...she even labelled which tissue has wat smell..haha...super funny....

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sw lect was interesting in some ways..haha...soci of food lect was fun....haha...we watched this movie named "hey singapore" featuring exotic food in singapore back when it's still TCS era...guess what? one of the host is my tutor..shocked! haha...gonna tease her when i go back to visit them next time...

went down to chalet...raining so sian lo...bbq in the rain..haha...didnt really do much too...i juz realised tt drinking rose syrup doesnt help coz my face remained red! lolx...i drank 2 bottles of rose syrup lo...faints...feel bloated only lo...hahaha....

they had some appreciation den watched some videos...some funny videos on our cambodia trip and on som narng...really brings back some memories...how i miss those days and last yr's chalet..
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tot she would come den we all can chat again..but i understand la...nvm..next time den meet up bah...
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only slept for abt 1hr in the morning...they keep asking me to stay back for the chalet but i still decided to leave...
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we slept on the train all the way..lolx..i think everyone staring at us coz we were leaning on each other and slping...hahahhaa....diaoz...
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dozed off at 8plus...

140107
woke up at 4plus..lolx...my phone totally died on me so i got up to charge the phone and pack my bag...

went to work in the late afternoon...she added new things..she really nth better to do lo..haiz...work was ok la...but abit chaotic towards closing...haiz....i even forgot to punch out lo...dun wan to tok abt it liao la...

in sch printing lect notes...no lesson today..but came coz meeting lz and ?aacaan nook for lunch...

 

?aacaan treating us to eat at Guild House which caters only to staffs or alumni...so we are quite lucky hur? haha...we everything also ?aray ko day...?aacaan joke and say we're the liang naa type of ppl which means easy to bring up..i think i can skip dinner liao..lolx...she gave me another new nick..is like so automatically lo...hahha...diaoz...she say after we grad, we muz drop by campus to say hi and show her our fEEn...very buang!! haha... joking and laughing as usual..ahha...den she asked us to help her choose some cakes/puddings..she said is complementary..but i got feeling tt it is not la...and true enough..she bought dessert to give us.. =)

went sch today to help ssws to continue with the collection of items...den helped to make some preparations...laughing and playing with eunice and the others...lolx...hmm..apparently, most of them know me le..surprised coz i tot only a handful of them knows me..lolx...sufian keep grumbling when i told him today and tml's my free day but i cant attend his briefing for the nycp..lolx....gotta trouble him to update me again..ahha...

went to work...maureen win lo..she expect me to rem everything can...she said "everything's the same except we do more daily intensive cleaning".. -_-'''
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2 good news:
- guiquan accepted into shatec, he finally got wat he was waiting for..
- matt's arm so called recover liao but no vigorous exercise still(eg. dragonboating) but he can cont his fav cycling...

1 bad news:
- someone told me sth yet i cant do anything to help..but to wait for the results...
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how small i am...nth i can do except to continue to encourage them...

helped to collect items for the jumbo sales from sw dept..lolx...they either not in or nv bring the items...said hi to ms nair..haha...everyone's excited to see her...haha...so end up nth to do lo..chatted in the room...i'm helping for both the recruitment drive as well as the nycp booth...tml gotta go back to collect the items from the sw dept again...

went to buy cake..den went to ?aacaan nook's office...chatted with her and telling her how i spent my hols..haha...den pretended to go out for awhile, actually is to meet lz(hiding with the cake outside her office) den went in with the cake...?aacaan nook was surprised and touched..haha...as usual lo..we juz kept laughing and joking non-stop lo..haha....and by chance we happened to buy a cake which she likes...lolx...

didnt slp last nite...so i kind of dozed off at 7am and when i realised it, it's already 7.45am and i was supposed to meet her at 7.30am...oops...

was slping when my dad dragged me up at 7.30pm...everyone's gg to visit grand-uncle in hospital and they're waiting for me...like so duh la..yest i wana go they dun wan..now they wan me to go...

grandma was laughing coz i went to her hse half-awake and i was grumbing away coz still very slpy and i havent had dinner la...i followed him as usual coz i prefer to take lorry den car..cannot meh? hahaha....he very irritating lo..keep asking me to greet grand-uncle as godpa or god-grandpa while on the way to hospital..stupid lo..grand-uncle is still in ICU but stablized liao...grandma look so fierce la coz she tot biao jiu and biao yi nv come visit him..they all keep bluffing my dad coz my dad got touch grand-uncle den he nv wash his hand so they keep saying he bringing the germs home etc...make him so scared la...hahaha....everyone was there except for er biao jiu..haiz..tt he ar...really changed alot sia...y didnt he come and see his dad? aiyo...my dad so funny...biao yi's children keep playing ard him..haha....think he almost gone crazy handling those kids...haha..we all sat there and stone until my grandma finally asked if we're gg home coz she keep talking to biao jiu and biao yi they all...

Genting Highlands~~

030107
share cab with yp down to Golden Miles Complex..we left for Genting at about 7am and reached at about 1.30pm...the bus is double decker with karaoke service one...massage chair and can watch movie or play games..lolx...

we stayed at first world hotel...haha..the toilet is so much better nowadays..lolx..after checking in to the hotel, we went for lunch..haha..mine tastes much better den yp and hy ordered one..lolx...den we went shopping and walked around doing nothing...went casino to take a look as well as check out how much is the food there..is cheap lo....finally decided to go play bowling..haha...the extreme pair package quite worth it...3 games per person, 2 pairs of shoes and 1 jar of drinks...not bad sia..haha...i even got 1 strike..lolx...i keep joking tt i know taiqi coz hor..my ball can curve in one..we had fun..haahhaa....den went kfc for dinner...we feel tt it tastes much better den the one in singapore..lolx...heez...den still have to do bidding for mods..sian...

040107
woke up early to go for breakfast...den went to buy tix, we bought the 3 park package, RM48, quite worth it la..haha...i played the cyclone(though i know i shldnt...)..den played all thos bo liao family rides lo..coz most of the thrill rides i cant take coz of my health prob..argh..is fun de lor...hahaha....from outdoor to indoor den from sunny to rainy...-_-''' den we went casino again coz we suddenly rem the food there is cheap de lor...hahaha...coz we didnt want to spend on food again..and we found the one with the free drinks one..lolx...cheap lo..hahaha....den went back hotel bathe before mi and yp went cineplex to watch night in the museum..only RM11...super cheap...somemore got osim chair one lo..is good lo...the show is really funny..hahaha...den meet up with hy at our usual place before we went to play the indoor theme park again..wahhaa...played until the last round at 12am..whahaha....(p/s: we played euro express for so many times den we got numbed and stopped screaming despite taking the ride continuously..hahaha....)den surf net...den yp went back to slp, mi and hy went out for a walk..haha..

050107
woke up early to bathe and eat breakfast den went shopping..haha...bought a pair of earring and a backpack..lolx..den bought some chocs as gifts coz some ppl requested for it..=p .the coach we taking is not as good as the one we took when we came lo..haiz...and the seating is so buang la...we have to lift out legs onto the seats when we were sitting down so tt others can cross over and it's a double decker bus...-_-''' super diao one lo...duno how to describe also...haiz...bought some local products at the shop which the driver brought us to...haha..bought my honey lime..is very nice de lo..hahaha...
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the most buang thing tt happened is tt we actually got sunburnt..faint!! but we're not the only ones hor..haha...it juz happened like tt...lolx...

alot of funny and crappy jokes...cmi..hahah...

went to meet B at 5.30pm to buy some chocolates coz we meeting our attachment colleagues for dinner at 7pm..oh and i saw miaoling aka jasmine, my junior..she very cute one..haha...

we kind of lost our way..lolx...the process was funny...hahaha...anyway, met Y, E, Z, L and A for dinner..7 of us had steamboat(mala soup and pai gu soup) which we queued for quite long lo but it's worth it..i think is quite nice but marina south one is nicer of coz...haha...R and S nv come..they put us on aeroplane..haha...Z and L are volunteers of the centre...S is my 6yrs sw senior, E's friend and used to work at the centre..Z is E's pri sch fren and bf as well as A's camp mates...L is R's fren..R, B and me, our family business is selling fish...den B and me were born on the same day and we had similar part-time jobs...haha...it's complicated la, everyone's linked up in some ways or another...we ate till abt 9pm...Y keep asking me if i've decided what i wan to do(i'm supposed to make my decision by the end of placement which apparently i didnt..hahaha....) coz she know tt i'm graduating soon...B didnt want to join us after dinner so they started "counselling" her..haha...
E: ok..i let u choose...i'm psycho-analytical person, Y's CBT and A's Rogerian..which one u like?
B: i dun like Rogerian..
all: hahaha...she dun like A...
E: ok..so left Y and me...
B: i quite like CBT..
E: haha..Y, urs liao...faster...
all: hahhaha...
Y: SH, do crisis intervention on B and i see if u got improve not...quick..
me: B, juz say ok la..if not they will just continue non-stop...
all: lolx..
Y/E: she very straight to the point..solution focused..good good..i like her...hahaha...
all: lolx...

actually we planned to go new asia bar for some drinks but S who suggested the place didnt come so we changed venue lo...den E, B and me took Z's car while Y and A took L's car...Z sent B home first coz she got curfew den we went to meet the others..haha...went Gillman village which is at Alexandra Rd for some drinks...we chose to sit at the pavilion and it was really very cosy and romantic..haha...it's so comfy tt i went into my "inclusive mode" immediately(as claimed by Y coz she said i stopped talking alr and it's hard to get me to talk again...) gave them the choc and they insisted i eat 1 piece before they eat but i refused coz i dun wan to eat at all...super funny lo...they tried for 3.5hrs and they still failed to get me to eat...haha...but Z ate 1 piece and the rest stared at him..haha....den they really nv eat lo...keep whining and begging me to eat but no use..haha...E say i super stubborn lo...Y say she alr got used to it..whahaha....i also dun wan to take photos den i keep covering my face..lolx..so the photos we took has my face covered up even though i'm in the photos..Y keep complaining say i only take with youths and not them(she said my friendster has lots of photos, juz tt i refused to take with them)..haha..very funny...but then quite true lo...having know them for like so long, we really nv take any group photos before le...haha..anyway, i drank ice lemon tea and red wine..-_-''' what a combination hur? haha...Y and E keep saying gemini ppl (esp A and me, B excluded coz she insist she's a taurus even though our bdae falls on the same day..ahha...) are weirdos coz we dun tok at all which is so unlike the personality and we werent influenced by them at all...haha...watever lo...we sat there till 1am...it's very exp..coz the pavilion has to clock a min spending of $200... -_-'''

E asked me to attend their event this week..i wana attend but i'm away in Genting..haiz..next time den join them for the other events bah...

L drove me home coz he stayed nearer to me..haha...