random thoughts...

its been a long while since i'm at peace with a lot of things...
today i witnessed something which threw mi a tad off balance...
a couple was arguing over the topic of money..
i never exactly knew the importance of it till i started working n earning my own dough...
n i'm starting to wonder whether is money really that imp...

can ppl drift away n b strangers due to money issues..
what if that happens...
what should i do?..
then only i realised...

its not something that far off as i have experienced it before.. i'll quit beating myself up over it...
cuz honestly to me it was not a major issue and for it to be something major than i guess its not much of a pt...

i'm at peace n i'll just bury this somewhere within me..

another momento of life to remind me how transisent n volatile life could be...
evrything can change in a blink of an eye....
ppl whom i have meet throughout my life have been very unique in their own ways...
ppl that i could connect with and communicate on the same wavelenght are not many...
sometimes its a blessing and a curse to be that transparent cuz all one's thoughts and emotions are written on the face...leaving no room for anything else...

i cant claim to be happy but at least i dun mind the comfortable lull of routine and group of frens that i have come to be extremely reliant on.. i do know for a fact that despite all that might have they wont abandon me..right?...

i must learn how to be happy with my lot..then i will feel satisfied and not hanker over things that i cant get...that is really something i should start learning...

Florence