i'm like fucking tired...
of doing assignments...
of bathing in cold water...
of not being able to wake up late...
of irresponsible pieces of shit...
of a dusty house...
n yes a split lip too!

Florence

today is the much dreaded day...a sunday..is means i have to report to school fr tml onwards for close to 2 long months..its the thought of someone watching u..n preparing all the sickening lesson plans in detail which is such a turn off!..jus hope that i can get used to wearing the damn formal clothes in the first place lor!!!

i managed to meet most of the peeps that i wanted to within these couple of days!did i ever mention how much i appreciate u guys making time despite all ur busy sehedule! esp jac thanx for even sacrificing ur class timing!!it is also ironically thru times like tt i start to wonder how come some ppl r willing to do so much...while some cant seem to b bothered at all..well anyways ...its jus so sad la!..

i'll tell u guys my confirmed timetable within the next couple of days so tt at least we can still meet rather than i dun get to see u guys after 2 whole months later!n...i bet the u all will find it too quiet n peaceful without my incessant chatter! lalalala

~missin u all already!~

Florence

NOte: this is totally not in reference to ASS at all!!


yest i was so so...hmm... wat is exact word to describe..livid..i guess..wat the hell i dislike..no i mean detest asking the same damn person over n over again whether are they free a not..seriously!!how many times am i supposed to ask?!all the time the same reasons come hurling back...school..no time..blah blah blah.. seriously like wateva la!u mean others not facing the same shit meh?!dun u dare tell mi that wat i say is not true cuz i swear i will totally lose my temper n slap u left, right n centre!sometimes i feel that i'm not even worth the effort of another that u see a couple of times a wk or talk occasionally online...like seriously i meant wat i said..u mean u never saw it in that way?! then well i'm realli astonished that u cant see wat is goin on..so for god's sake use some of ur eyesight left fr making cow eyes to see la!!honestly..damn fed up!!it happened once before..i'll b damned to let it happen again..get my drift?!sometimes i realli wonder why the hell do i even try so hard!anyways lets just forget abt it...

~i'm not goin to b bothered anymore~

Florence

hahaha havent blogged in the longest time!!decided to write a short post la...after that period of time...things are better in a way..someone said its easy to give advice..but difficult to follow..well i noe how that feels la..my heart n head doesnt sycronize at all lorz!n more oftern than not i go with the heart rather than the head which is why i get upset or affected greatly by things that might not bother most...cuz they'll probably have gotten used to it n all..

been spending more time with other frens..the main reason is i wan to cherish all the time i have left..that day i almost left first because of a Coke bottle came hurling down from the stories above..n it missed mi jus by a couple of ..cm?@! yeah..n that struck mi..life is already that fragile n shortlived..crap thank god i didnt get hit by the damn bottle if not it will b damn funnyt that my cause of death or injury is by a stoopid coke bottle lorz!!

i noe that i'm not the easiest person to b with..cuz i'm demanding n whiny..and all the other faults that i have..ya i noe i talk too much that ppl get irritated with mi! but i realli do hope that ppl wont rem my flaws but rather the gd deeds i've done...hmm...come to tink of it..do i even have any redeeming qualities?!wahaha!!

after tuesday i will b free...!!! so excited by that propect!no more Ced presentation...n no more CCl fieldtrip!!honestly at tis pt in time i jus wan to get evrything over n done with!i seriously hope that i can spend time with evryone next week...cuz i do love catychin up wit others...cuz u ppl r an intergal part of ME!

~i luv u peeps!~

Florence