Sunday, October 09, 2005
suddenly have the urge to blog...so here i am..tried bhranga dancin on sat...n my legs hurt like hell lorz...so after standing thru the entire train ride certainly didnt help a bit at all...hahaha so i was like this super old woman tryin to sit n rest when ever i could...damn i am gettin old n unfit!
it was pretty fun la...not wat i will usually do..but heyz i did it n its not too bad ay!
lately i feel that no matter how hard i try to reach some ppl...they r jus there out of reach..it seems to b mocking mi ..the distance seems so nice..n yet so far away..i realli wan to b pull u out of the pithole that u're sinking in..but i cant do that if u dun reach out ur hand..i cant do it alone..i need u to help urself too..i dun exavtly noe wat is goin on..but i do noe something is off..its hurts to see u torment urself n yet allow noone near u to support u in times of need...
jus to clear the record...i tink i'm pretty much over it already although i still catch myself glancin towards the direction..its takes so more to veere it back to course..but other than that..i tink its pretty much mellowin to nothingness..so dun ask mi abt it ya..cuz i am as usual a fool...nothing but a fool..
PS: when u feel like talkin it abt it..jus tell mi k!..i will always b waiting in the shadows to catch ur fall..
~can the shell b broken?..~
Florence