Friday, August 27, 2004
~tired but happy!~
nite of 26th AugusT n jus a couple of mins before i officially turn 20....
jus a couple of thought runnin thru my head.....goSh twenty sounds freakin old....no excuse to act stupidly...apparently bein tt n crazy is my forte...hmm...nah...dun care still goin to b same person....wahaha so beware guys!!
i realli was havin so much fun these couple of days n yes time seems to pass all too quickly..havent done a single thin related to sch....history presentation comin up real soon....alge tut due like tis sat..but who cares abt the deadline..hmmm...need to copy out the messy pencil markings with my beloved colured pens...need to do reseach cuz my gp mates r like super on the ball...wa lau i can tell next wk is goin to b horrid manz.... but on second thought tink i need to make it up for all the fun i had tis wk!!
on tue had a lunch celebration with addy n jill!!burst to the brim with the yummy steak hmmm...actually was a few mins before i went to grab a brownie to eat...tink there's reallie somethin wrong with my system!!*wats up stomach?!*thanks for the body shop gift pack gals!!on wed met up with dear jac n lin wahaaha had a total blast with them...howlin...erhm i mean laughin n crappin ....n ya a couple of jap guys tt jac was so droolin over the wear white cap one *dun deny jac*
....n cant believe u all actually said those rubbish manz!! *blushes*n thank god u all didnt realli push mi onto tt guy's lap!!if not*flashin murder in eyes*...i will so kiLL u 2!!realli am touched by the handmade tops n erhm...undies...wahahaha i realli do luv them...u guys always go that extra mile to make it a super special one for mi....n i realli thank god that i met both of u ...i dunno wat i would do w/o u 2 manz!!*tears ineyes*i mean it fr the bottom of my heart!!oh manz its exactly 12 now...yes happy birthday to mi!!...meetin ling for dinner tml....hope i wont b too drained fr the reaserch i intend to do tml morn.... hahaha..there goes my plan for wakin up later tml manz!haha tink i betta sleep soon la so tt i can actually wake up to go to sch earlier la....CiaoZ ppl!!
~i luv u peeps!!~
pS:not in a les way la!!i'm straight i jus luv guys/men too much ya!!
ooooooooopppppsssss my secret is out n yapz i'm crappin again haha:)
Florence
Sunday, August 22, 2004
~Frayed TemPer~
evenin of 22nd august!
finally managed to snatch the com fr my sickenin bro who has been hoggin it eversince his exams finished....wahaha after he threw his temper now he's readin comics givin mi a couple of mins to sneak in an entry !!heez let's see so totally lookin forward to next wk where i'll b able to see most of my pals n jus hang out together catchin up n crappin as usual...frens is goin well...but sadly family not exactly so la...for us siblings is not exactly a problem one la cuz we will jus whack each other when we r pissed off lorz...but haiz smtimes i feel injustice...lately tink tt we like keep gettin scolded for the stupidest stuff n YES over tt woman like wtf?!seriously i didnt noe how the hell the topic of her entered the conversation b/w mi n dad n yupz i sorta blurted out "wat the hell does it got to do with her?!always tinkin abt her!" siow ah u tink she's the only person alive meh??????????????????????????aaaaarrrrgggghhhh n to tink tt she like hv that sickenin expression evrytime our paths cross...like hello i'm so not talkin to u n i dun need u to tell mi i hv in my fridge in my house lorxz..n startin to get realli fed up with his freakin attitude problem ...like very small little thing he blews his top...u tink only u r capable of that huh?@!i tell u the next time....i wont let u off the hook...
~go for anger management classes!U neeD THeM!~
Florence
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
~i'm back with a BanG!~
nite of 18th AuguSt
sorrie peeps hv been away so long as in fr bloggin abt the tidbits of my oh-so-pathetic life....naH was kiddin abt tt seriously tink tt the social life at uni rawks apart fr the heavy workload la...managed to grabbed the com n hog it long enough to blog the past couple of events tt happened la...hmmm....things hv been pretty "like tt lorz"n improvin b/w tt particular one....more space n all is doin wonders!!let's jus take things one step at a time n all will b a-okie la....
finally caught my dear in tt show....cant believe tt stoooppppppiiiddd director horz cast tt idoitic zhang ziyi as my dear's lead lorz!!cant he hv chosen like mi, the most suitable n perfect person for her role!!"*in bimbotic voice complete with poutin lips*hahaha do i look like dong?!n saw "notebk'again n guess wat i cried even more durin the 2nd time still as poignant n it jus struck a chord with my heartstrings la....n yupz finally managed to almost complete my tut hahaha...oh ya my kitchen pipe is LEaKIn...n it stinks to high heaven ....gosh....today didnt do anythin jus watched charmed n chilled...wat a way to unwind manz haha i tink i so derserve it...consider it a pre bday pamperin*ahem...get it??!!u ppl?!" hahaha kiddin*winkz*..
in reply to nani...i tink the madness is creepin back jus now was laughin so manically over somethin so minor tt my sis did..n boy for once she actually admitted tt i sounded scary...so guys brace urselves k!!mayb i'm jus happy cuz she's goin away fr next wk??or wat??!!i dunno..jus for thoughts my dad's fren actually commented tt i look jus like my dad!!....erhm...when i started to tink abt it....i dun tink it's a compliment or a gd thin la...cuz hmm..how should i put it gently...dad looks pretty weird,fierce n distorted??!!haha...hmm..jus somethin to ponder abt la haha
~lala i'm happy for the timebein...!!~
Florence
Saturday, August 14, 2004
~rojak~
nite of 14th AuGust
Its been a couple of wks since sch started....n haiz still cant get used to the workload..its funny tis sem apparently has fewer modules n examable subs...but yet i still feel the pressure n stress since all of the ppl so kiasu n sMart!!...i go for lessons n i swear i dunno wat evryone's talkin..mayb its a new lang or wat!!vectors like shit!!!mR PP hello eng n louder....no theory??!! huh so complicatin...multicultural fun n enlightenin but pll like super broadminded n all...n super chatty!!history is like go n die ..the sci module still like tt lorz...hahaha so i kinda feel extremely dumb n such a fake jus freantically copyin n not understandin a single word...manz i feel connered already n i dun react well when i'm pushed...i snap at god whos evryone...take today's dinner i was hungry,cranky,quenin for freakin KFC,orders kept changin evry few mins,ppl pushin....that did it i was so pissed..i tink i muz hv looked pretty scary...tis kid stared in fear when i jus glared n did my eyes in heaven thingy...was bitchy to mum n siblings abt "the old one" n to my surprise i found out tt she only does those insults n all to mi n only when noone is ard....hahaha but she made a fatal mistake today she said somethin mean abt mi in front of sis....so wahaha i've got a witnes...*lalala*bleah...knew u would b exposed someday...
feelin fan n confused abt wat the hell is goin on in my life...dunno wat to do..maYB i'll leave in thy hands...
~countin down the days left b4 she goes!~
Florence
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
~satisfaction~
nite of 10th AuguSt
today i forgot to bring my coloured cards to sch again tink the teacher will b gettin pretty pissed with the pupil who uses stationery instead haha...today finally had a taste of TonY's i luv the ribs manz they r jus so yummy still salivatin over them manz n jill ur chicken tough smear more sauce la hahaha ...today went to marina there to catch "the village"....lucky only paid $6.50 for the tix lorz if not i sure feel so gek n will start to kb abt it la...when i saw the endin i cant believe i actually blurted "huh finish already ah?" n yes to those bunch of baboons dun u all noe the meanin of manners??!!how old already still makin so much noise durin the show...despite mi n addy's repeated attempts at "sheeshhh"..was seriously tempted to turn ard at the scaryin part n bare my teeth at them lorz...noisy magpies lorz!! there was only one part that i jerked violently la the rest was like slow motion la...kept yawnin away cuz i hvnt been sleepin early la *haahaa* then on the train ride back hm i was dozin away n couldnt open my eyes even when i knew i was nearin my stop...i was tt tired...went to get eggtart to jumpstart my system la haha ya i noe excuses to eat again!!
still not makin a move to talk to them...realli cant b bothered by their futile attempts to coax mi to talk....i was asked tis at the table today "u look preoccupied whats on ur mind??" oh boy u all seriously wont wan to noe wats on my mind lorz so i jus replied "i dun find the need to talk.if there's nohin to say i rather not say it rather than sayin somethin to hurt others or jus plain nonsense"....manz which i was of cuz directed to particuular ppl...haiz dun wan to talk abt it anymore...feel like goin for a physically tirin walk tt will tire mi out so bad tt i cant tink straight.....jus mi n the cool winds of the nite...the taste of freeness....where r u??
~show thy true self~
manz such diff outcomes jus cuz of a mere difference in age lorz....hahaha but i tink its pretty fun la cuz its not exactly true ..i guess..
Florence
Monday, August 09, 2004
~nothiN left to saY~
nite of 9th Aug
cant rem wat was the last event tt happened in my life tt i blogged n made public...so i'll jus narrate the significant ones la..sat was such a joke manz rite addy n there i was worryin abt bein late for the wateva the module was hahhaa n yapz we managed to talk quite a bit abt the past lorz n after that since we both had plans to meet other buddies la heez n yes mi went to c "the notebk"at cine there with jac....actually the first impression of the movie was like ancient n more of historical romnance cuz thew poster was like so bleah....but i'm realli realli glad that i went for the movie la!!superb poignant story n yes i havent teared at a movie in ages ok so jac stop grinnin like an ass la...n yupz i was super late for mass la*guilty look* ipromise i wont do tt too often k heez....somehow a rather i realli like the movie a lot that for the first time its worth my $8.50 lorz hahaa ..not bad at all...even tt guy was sobbin away....so sad lei their story at first...
on sun went to meet those 2 crazy asses lin n jac went for"swim" n did loads of catchin up b4 goin to uncle's place for dinner la n mayb thaTS when the catalyst for unhappiness n the seed of jealousy was sowed la....
today woke up late!!so blissful...but later at lunch that major event happened....mayb evrythin seems so small n trival to u...but its not to mi ....or vin both of us felt the diff in treatment....i told myself tt i would never cry over the hurtful things u say....but i failed...fuckin ass la i actually had freakin tears rollin down as i ate n u so spoiled vin n my lunch lorz....i hate ur sucky arrogant n "my way" attitude....bloody tyrant...so i jus made no sound shootin off fire hr my eyes....pissed over the fact i'm tearin...over the fact tt i was chasted for nothingless....over the fact tt i didnt do anythin much to warrant such words....over the fact i crumbled....i wont let tt happen again n ya i've got nothin much to say cuz i'm afraid i'll spill out all the ugliness of ur soul to the whole world.....
~its shut,so u'll safe...for now~
Florence
Thursday, August 05, 2004
you are dimgray
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Your dominant hue is red... you are passionate, energetic, and unafraid of life's changes. You're all about getting out and trying something new, even if it means taking risks that other people would be afraid of. Hey, if they're afraid and you're not, more power to you, right?
Your saturation level is very low - you have better things to do than jump headfirst into every little project. You make sure your actions are going to really accomplish something before you start because you hate wasting energy making everyone else think you're working.
Your outlook on life is slightly darker than most people's. You try to see things for what they are and face situations honestly. You'd rather get to the point than look for what's good.
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heyz i tink its quite true goin to crash after submittin tis....feelin freakin drained gotta get up like 6 plus cuz its been somnetime since i actually had breakfast with my mum...n havent been talkin to her much *guilty look* so i better cherish the time i hv left la...ciaoz lala land here i come!!
~yawns~
Florence
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
~recovery??!!~
evenin of the 3rd of August
here i am typin an entry fresh fr a bath cuz i cant nap with wet hair so i might as well do somethin more constructive lor hahaha...i dunno mayb it was better that i burst out at her tellin her wat realli pissed mi off cuz thank god no more conversations solely concentrated on her/the guys....i feel that mayb its only fair to give u a chance after tellin u wat's wrong so that it will b fair to u la...n i hope it works...but i seriously hope that sometimes u understand that i realli hv other pals i wan to hang out with n its not exactly the same when its in a group?!mayb the coccon should b opened so that the butterfly can fly...but today was almost back to normal...as in i realli had fun jus hangin abt stuffin the food in my greedy mouth n jus talkin with all without much sense of awkwardness...manz my entire body aches lor the squats r like power!!hahaa mayb bein candid is gd to a certain pt....but i realli hope i dun hv to resort to tt n play the role of the "mean n bad guy" la so pls try to understand ya!!n yupz when i cant take it anymore i'll tell u so tt u would noe when to back off la*smiles* but overall i guess fr wat i can tell its pretty ok for the moment la....
~uncertainity~
Florence
