need to learn to let go.
but it's so difficult. just so difficult.
& all along, its only what I thought.
12:02 AM
i can't sleep! too full from potato gnocchi and tehpeng!
had a good night out with the leband peeps and was so fun seeing people i haven't seen in awhile and just talking to everyone including the laorens.
we just sat there and chatted till 11 o.O hahahaha singing random old songs and reminiscing about sec/pri school and so many old songs etc. it felt like something that we would be doing 20 years down the road actually!
quite strange at first cos it seemed as though we were frm different eras, but at the end of the day, you realise that essentially there will always be common events that we share, and disclosure is built on that!
:D happy to talk to shuen also, so long nvr htht already!
i think all of us would have continued talking if it wasn't so late. got back to bishan and zg walked w me to my blk, tyvm! reminds me again why i am where i am in uni now.
sometimes its just so fun to talk and talk about nth. band people still give me the sense of camaraderie that i can find nowhere else. talking to van today evoked nostlagia somewhere at the back of my mind i guess.
it's nice when everything else in life changes, some things don't, and it provides the sense of stability you need to tell you that life hasn't changed into an unfamiliar and hostile one yet.
it's a spiffing day today :) wheee!
(i'm still too full to sleep)
thankyou God for the ability to feel happiness, and for angels you put into our lives to help us along! <3
& all along, its only what I thought.
1:05 AM
something's in the air!
amidst all the meetups with friends these past 2 weeks, 3 of my darling friends have gotten attached! there's just something about the after jc and going uni part, that makes people become attached don't you think? although 2 of them got attached to people they met in jc. it's just a uni thing!
oh and two dear friends (seperately) were SUPER HAPPY, suspiciously happy as though you're high-on-paint-thinner kind of high haha! and yup, something's brewing! :D
HAHAHA i feel so happy for you all! cos well, the least i would want for you is for you to be happy and find someone who truly cares for you. haha mushy much :)
it may not be spring when lovers come together, but summer's still the season when cupid's arrows are flying left right centre i see! wahahahaha.
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| And that's my love for you! hahaha :D |
and the air's full of secrets; words unsaid.
& all along, its only what I thought.
3:26 PM
first day of school jitters!
YES I KNOW RIGHT. after donkey years of schooling, i still get nervous and scared the night before school starts. hmmm lemme see, that's like a grand total of 13 years of schooling and i'm entering my 14th year AND YES I'M STILL NERVOUS.
hehe. CANNOT AH.
the past one year simply flew by! has this feeling especially strongly when i saw photos of oweek. oh man, my own oweek experience still feels like it just happened, and now i'm gna be year two?
Still cannot believe it.
hopefully this sem i will get the tutorial slots i want and have only 4 day week! and end at 6pm on only 2 days! Well we can all dream can't we?..
hmm yeap, i can feel the nervousness! should probably go sleep now, it's so late!
and before i go, guess what's my new (school) year's goals?
1) be punctual for lectures/ tutorials
2) sleep early
3) do not do not do not study last minute
HAHAHA. i know how impossible that sounds. could be worse! i could have put get CAP 5.0 there also.
all the best to all the uni people on the start of a new sem! work hard towards whichever goal you may have, whether it's CAP 5 or party everynight hahaha.
:D
& all along, its only what I thought.
1:17 AM
Doc said my test results were perfect! Hahaha but she was so much more excited than I was, erm hello I can interpret test results like she does.
Waiting for another 3 more months to see how.
Well actually, when you're having a good life and sleeping so much everyday, I expect to be in optimum health right? :D
Can't say the same for when school reopens, gna be a crazy busy and sleepless sem again! Hopefully can still maintain test results though! :) was reading some brochure on optimism while waiting just now.
I think it's working! Must start with positive thoughts hahaha. Imagine me, the sarcastic one, being optimistic and spreading my positive aura around.
HAHAA what a crazy thought.
& all along, its only what I thought.
3:13 PM
Can't believe hols are almost over! I'm so full of denial.
You know how near school is approaching, when cors has started and your timetable is half settled.
Awww there's still so many things i haven't done, which i listed out at the start of the hols. not even half done yet >.<
& all along, its only what I thought.
12:08 AM
To a happier place.
somewhere.
One more week to school reopening. Not really looking forward to it. Feels more like a mixture of trepidation and worries.
but let's not let fear take over.
& all along, its only what I thought.
9:10 PM
