i really really want to sleep soon.
can't finish doing work!! :( deadlines.. and stuff. camp's next week, then freedom!
concert tmr. hmm i guess 7 years after my first concert, i still get pre concert jitters. hahaha. much less than at 13 years old, but yup definitely still there!
can't wait to finish. oh yup, 100 more slides to go.
500 more photos to go. haven't started. oh wellll.
& all along, its only what I thought.
2:37 AM
i don't really feel like replying sms-es or going fb. my, how times have changed!
one year, passes by so quickly. sometimes i can hardly believe that it has been so long since i graduated from sec sch, jc..
at the same time, i can hardly believe how much i have changed since.. okay i don't know how long i want to backtrack, but even from a year ago? yup i've changed, in one way or another.
everyone changes, for the better or for the worst. for the bad rep it gets, not all changes are bad actually.
maybe it's just because humans resist change.
hmmm have had an eventful year, and especially this hols, had a busy, crazy and yet so meaningful time! there are so many thoughts and feelings running through my brain sometimes, yet no way to pen them all down (okay to be honest, at times there's NOTHING running through my brain at all!).
there's really SO many things i've seen and learnt and felt and been touched by :) extremely grateful and thankful for the experiences and people, sometimes i really have to stop and give thanks. and be amazed by all the blessings i have in my life.
at times i wonder, what did i do to deserve them? you don't really feel worthy to be the recipient of such love :)
thank you God for the abundant blessings and grace! :D
& all along, its only what I thought.
1:20 AM
just now at 9 plus while having dinner..
phone rings and i run to answer it.
me: hello?
caller: hello, your aunt around?
me *walks to her room*: eh nope, she's not at home. maybe you try calling her handphone?
caller: i called already, got the busy signal.
me: really huh. ehhhh…
caller: is it she went to watch concert or what?
me: ehhhh i don't know leh. wait lemme ask.
me to my mum: EHHHH WHERE DID AHYI GO?
my mum gives me a strange look.
mum: huh who asking for ahyi, give me the phone i talk to her!
i give my mum a strange look.
me: ah yi's friend lor, i ask her call ahyi's handphone she say cannot get through.
my mum: you dreaming or what!!! she went china already la!
after which my mum takes over the phone call and laughs hysterically with my aunt's friend over my blurness.
well…
and then afterwards,
me: eh, ahyi went china when ah? this evening ah?
mum: huh, you don't know meh, her plane was at 7 plus in the morning!
me: huh really ah, how comei i never see her leave the house!?
mum: cos she went over to (my other aunt) house to sleep last night!
me: huh really ah, how come i don't know??
mum: HALLO you come home at 2am last night, see what see??
hahahaha i find it darn hilarious. shows you how much i'm away from home cos i'm crazily busy.
(:< overtaxed but thriving!
& all along, its only what I thought.
11:03 PM