Another day, wasted. T.T
:( :(
Sometimes I wonder how I get myself into scraps like this.
Do they sell self discipline in a bottle?
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10:16 AM
somedays i feel like a really terrible person. I hate to let people down and disappoint them. But does that mean i have to please everyone, make everyone happy? granted, i do feel happy when others are, and i hate it when others are sad because of me. But how about me? where's my say in all this?
you know, it's so much easier to be a selfish pig and not care about what all the other people want you to do.
Cos when you bother too much about others' feelings, meeting others' expectations and getting others' approval, it gets really tiring indeed.
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9:58 AM
to go or not to go? go not go go not go???
ARGH.
i should be studying for my finals instead of worrying over this and that.
recently it has been something like.. meeting proposal email minutes readings (repeat).
when am i going to start seriously studying for finals? i have no idea.
oh well anyway. to go or not to go????? i've been fretting about it since i saw the email just now. boooo it's tough to make decisions :(
somedays i wish someone will just tell me what to do, make decisions for me and know that it's the best decision.
doesn't sound that good too but oh well, you get the idea.
TO GO OR NOT TO GO!!!
i need some advice, a few hours to search the web and a lot more info before i can make a decision. and yes, time. i need time!!
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12:52 AM
I'M GOING TO FAIL MY FRENCH ORALE AND FRENCH TEST. FRENCH ORALE Å DIX HEURES!!! MON TEST DE FRANCAIS Å QUATRE HEURES DU APRES MIDI. :(:(:(
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7:35 AM
FRIEND, SERIOUSLY. ARE YOU KIDDING?
it's true that at the end of the day, you can only depend on yourself.
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2:11 PM
feels so nua after this stressful week. the only productive things i did today was cut my fringe and go pathlight!
i have this thing about cutting fringes cos i always get irritated by hair poking into my eyes. haha it's a habit since sec school to keep my fringe short i think..
went back to pathlight today for art exhibition, there were artwork displayed, by 8 main artists and other artwork by different students. of course, sj's dinos always see in class but when you see so many of them together, you can't help but wow at them all over again. and lj's scenery paintings were so beautiful! made me feel like i want to live in them. and.. G's drawings were just awesome. the acrylic shophouses, the effiel tower and new york city was just amazing! :D
then went out for dinner with the rest. as usual, yakked away about random things. and of course, gongcha afterwards! i love milk foam :D:D
hehhhh i have a question i wanna ask, i feel like such a kaypoh!
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10:52 PM
When you have waited 15 mins for a bus and abt 5 people are left behind becos some old chap (not to be ageist, but he was uncle-age) is oblivious to the free space behind him, thereby blocking up the passageway, and the people ard him just cant be bothered to nudge him. And the next bus is in 15 mins, and you are sweating profusely at the bus stop, and you wanted to meet your friend in half an hour in school, but you're still in some overcrowded part o singapore, and you have a test you didn't study for, and you're already not in the best of moods.. It's takes alot of willpower not to scream and flip the finger at the old chap/rest of the bus. As usual, the back has alot of free space and the front is sardine packed.
But of course, swearing is never the solution to anything, and it's rude yes we know. Therefore, the only thing i can do is get really really pissed off and bemoan unfortunate circumstances, à la wo wen tian style. Argh i give up!!
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8:42 AM
