announcement!
eh-ahem.. i have decided not to relax studying for midyears! so the next few days i'm just gonna take it easy and not freak out.
cos i realised after struggling unsuccessfully with maths that i'm really not prepared for the midyears. so i shall stop stressing out over it, just go to school next week and sit through the exams, then start preparing for prelims..
afterall, midyears are not that crucial compared to prelims.
of course, it would be great if i were well-prepared for midyears and able to gauge myself, but then, some things cannot be forced.
i shall accept the things i can't change, and change those which i can.
i shall take midyears as a chance to get used to exam conditions. minus the actual studying, so in effect i'm just gonna go school, sit and space out for a couple of hours, and think of how i'm gonna save myself in time for prelims.
i told mum just now and she didn't scold or nag :) i value the absolute trust she gives me in managing my studies.
seriously, where else can you find a mum who trusts their children explicitly?
:)
but i have got to make sure i don't betray that trust of course..
oh well, midyear results won't be pretty, that i'm sure.
comparing results with others will be double ouch.
but it's my decision, i will remember that.
accept the things you can't change.
-end-
& all along, its only what I thought.
11:46 PM
i lost my voice so this few days can't talk much.
computers and handphones are wonderful :D
thanks everyone for birthday wishes and presents and cards :)
thank you especially to..
xr,zw, ling and lisa for surprising me at home! i'm apologise for my rude neighbour hahaha. maybe he thought you all wanted to burn his flat down.
hahaha, i love the cupcake thanks :) v CUTE!
ys, sharon, j lo, sk, xh, vanessa, ahphua and vig for surprising me at home too! hilarious really hahaha made me laugh like nothing else can :)
my blk ppl must have went -.- while we were walking past cos we were all so hyper ahaha.
special thanks to sk for the pretty card :D no one can draw pretty cards like sk! haha.
and the cookies! sorry i can't taste must this few days, but they're SWEET :) in both sense.
though i'm not a fan of pink, i'll try to use the bag :D i'll LOVE pink okay. er in the near future =P
thanks also to meh and maine for the pretty present! :)
and meh for tolerating my lack of voice and communicating though writing :D
and siling for early present! no one rivals you in being first..
and you and you and you you you!
HAHA. midnight comes and we all go a lil crazy..
voiceless-ness is a great time to think of all the nonsense i shouldn't be saying.
goodnight earth!
& all along, its only what I thought.
12:27 AM
photos from everywhere!
at the flyer.. not too bad attempt haha :D
band concert :))
with meh! come meh, i teach you the 10 steps to washing hands hahaha..
famine camp. great experience!
my family! wow sea of red..
with fav (okay fine, i have only one) sis at the zoo.
the animals are BEHIND, in case you are wondering..
HAHA read the words :p
i'm eh.. crying. supposedly.
guitar! went to sentosa :D
that's my lovely june hols! shall dig up some more photos when i'm free :)
& all along, its only what I thought.
11:24 PM
2 weeks of june hols is already gone!
and i haven't started studying :( still trying to do the many tutorials i didn't do in april and may.
SIAN.
famine camp was fun!
went to sentosa for guitar outing yesterday :)
i should get down to studying soon.
but later i'm going to the zoo ahahaha -.-
am thinking of giving up one subject for midyears..
but all my subjects are equally crap now, i think i can give up chem/bio/maths.
oh, and gp just wish really hard that it's a topic you know.
weather's been really hot this few days! 35 deg C is just crazy.
& all along, its only what I thought.
10:25 AM
i want to... sponsor a child!
thinking. monetary concerns -.-"
anyone wants to share a child?
patience!
anw, wanted to put up photos but i think another day lah, shall go sleep!
`peace & love :)
& all along, its only what I thought.
1:00 AM
