and it's teachers' day again! as usual, a whole lot of chocolate at home. some student's parents gave my mum royce chocolates! yum :)
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i'm happier.
and also really hungry.
i have learnt: i should stop sleeping at 4pm and waking up at 11pm. cos i can't sleep after that and i would still be awake at 2.40am, which is the time now.
and you'll get really hungry cos you only ate bun, muffin, cream puff and porridge. and no dinner.
and you know you know.
nighttime. the cool night breeze makes me feel like i'm the only one awake in this world.
i'm thinking of many things. too many. my own thoughts are flying, haphazardly. i'm seeing many things in my mind.
went back to anderson today. managed to catch about an hour of concert, ot maybe less. good job guys! i like the way they string stuff across the hall. makes it looks like there's stuff just floating above the hall by itself.
and yes, i do miss anderson alot. and 2/4, and 4/4, and amb. and the teachers, thank you so much for everything you've done. you guys, you don't know how much of a influence you are in the lives of others.
and i miss all the people too. and the canteen :x and all the memories i've had there. amb!
if only, if only. life was a little slower.
`feeling happier
-discernment-
thank you, God. even though life isn't always happy, i get it.
& all along, its only what I thought.
2:48 AM
i feel a little sad.
i feel like crying.
i feel like smashing windows.
i feel sad.
you can't stop time. it's like grabbing that butterfly that flutters by so prettily. you'll only squash it if you try to catch it cos it's so pretty.
you can't stop time.
vivian's going to canada tomorrow. i'm not going to the airport :(
sigh, never see her today. it makes me sad when people leave.
i hate saying goodbye.
takecare vivian! singapore'll miss you!. and canada should be really happy to have you.. they'd better! wishing you all the best in your future, and please do come back and see us!
half the world's going canada.
SAX-O-PHONE :)
i heard this from somewhere: every minute you're sad, you're losing 60 seconds of happiness.
guess i've lost a whole lot of 60 secs.
okay... i've been trying to load photos for the past half hour.
pw group, ice cream, fireworks and class photos! -look out for it-
i'm officially giving up!
good night world.
& all along, its only what I thought.
1:41 AM
i'm falling sick! runny nose and sore throat. i think i'm getting fever?
oh well anyway. the olympics closing ceremony was spectacular! the fireworks were..WAHH! seriously, singapore's fireworks festival can't compare with that.
pretty pretty fireworks.
aww pity i missing the opening ceremony. shall go and see on youtube or something.
i shall miss the beijing olympics. i think china has really outdone herself.
oh, no more olympic watching during breaktime! :(
my nose feels like it's gonna detach itself from the rest of my face soon. and however grotesque that looks, some part of me is hoping my nose will detach soon.
too much of life is spent wanting things, waiting for things to happen.
oh no kenneth don't go! :'(
one less team member..
& all along, its only what I thought.
10:37 PM
get well soon michelle dear! i want to go out and eat ice cream with you again soon!
hmm, feel pretty tired this past few days. i don't know why too.
5 more weeks to promos. yes i know i SHOULD start studying soon. preferably now. but somehow, i don't see myself studying until maybe sept holidays?
am looking forward to meeting xinru, ling and lisa this week! haven't seen all of them together since... hmm last year?
kay, shall go and do my bio tutorial like the good girl i'm supposed to be. HAHA!
so naive, to think that life would never change, it's part of growing up, my dear. friends grow further apart, they disappear from your life. they move away.. they simply. leave.
but i guess, even if they disappear, even if they move away, even if you never talk to them again for the rest of your life, even if they.. die... they would never cease to exist in your world, til you forget all about them, who they are.
& all along, its only what I thought.
9:26 PM
get well soon michelle dear! i want to go out and eat ice cream with you again soon!
hmm, feel pretty tired this past few days. i don't know why too.
5 more weeks to promos. yes i know i SHOULD start studying soon. preferably now. but somehow, i don't see myself studying until maybe sept holidays?
am looking forward to meeting xinru, ling and lisa this week! haven't seen all of them together since... hmm last year?
kay, shall go and do my bio tutorial like the good girl i'm supposed to be. HAHA!
so naive, to think that life would never change, it's part of growing up, my dear. friends grow further apart, they disappear from your life. they move away.. they simply. leave.
but i guess, even if they disappear, even if they move away, even if you never talk to them again for the rest of your life, even if they.. die... they would never cease to exist in your world, til you forget all about them, who they are.
& all along, its only what I thought.
9:26 PM
am watching olympics again! NO, i'm not turning into a tv addict, and i'm NOT watching olympics at 3am in the morning instead of sleeping.
sidetrack over there.
swimming evwnts were good today. michael phelps has won his SEVENTH olympics gold. hmm i feel sad for the sliver medalist, phelps won him by 0.01 second. phelps has 50.58, winning the serbia [haven't heard of the country before] guy at 50.59. i was so sure the serbia guys was gonna win! seriously, the serbia guy was nearer to the finishing line, whatever you call that, then phelps sweeps his arm over the water, touches the timing pad thingy an hundredth of a second before him, and POOF, his olympic gold gone like that.
fine, sliver isn't bad too. to get into the olympics is a feat in itself, moreover into the finals.
the women's swimming was spectacular!rebecca adlington from britain got gold for.. erm i can't remember which stroke, 800m. it's britain's second gold medal in a 100 years or something like that. speaking of which, YEA SINGAPORE'S in TABLE TENNIS FINALS! cool eh. and it's true that sports unites. you should have seen school yesterday, ppl were just crowding the the school canteen watching table tennis. and every little thing happens, every game point, they cheer like mad. so every few mintues you'll hear cheering from the canteen. haha everyone's just sitting around staring at the tv. i've never seen ajcians so excited about anything showing on the school tv before. hmm, maybe cos all they showed was channel news asia last time..
AND, i finally saw the track events! haha dunno i was talking to who that so far, i haven't seen any track events, even though i think one of the first sports competed in the ancient olympics was running.
there was the men's 3000m this morning so i was telling my sis.
me: eh jie, the men's 3000m 8 min plus leh!
sis: huh, every fast meh? 3000m is 3km right.
me: ya. how long you take to run 2.4 (km)?
sis: eh.. what was the timing you said just now?
me: 8 mins plus.
sis: 3km ah! wah that's really fast.
retarded can!
okay off to watch more olympics. and maybe some homework?
& all along, its only what I thought.
12:11 AM
DON'T FEEL LIKE DOING HOMEWORK.
haha but anyway, that's not something interesting to blog about.
so, today in school, it seems like aj has caught the olympic fever. meiyi and i made the wonderful discovery that the aj has its own version of kopitiam ah peks during world cup/ EPL. during break, there's so many people gathered or seated near the televisions, watching the live telecast of olympics on channel 5. we DO look like the ah peks at kopitiam, eat and watch at the some time. something lousy, we boo. if it's a good watch, we cheer and holler.
it's as entertaining to watch them as it is to watch the sportsmen, i assure you. haha we all have the classic mouth hanging open look when we're caught up in the watching. not so attractive when most people are mid-chew you know?
i look watching the games though, most of the time. and yes, meiyi's hypothesis that swimming is the most exciting is true. cos during this morning's 4 X 200m men (dunno what style), there were LOADS of people hanging around to watch. then once the event ended (US was leading by a very huge gap, bravo anyway), the telecast changed to table tennis. haha! and everyone just disappeared to their respective classes. or maybe it was because the bell was gonna ring soon? but anyway,meh mentioned maybe because the table tennis game very long, no one want to watch. haha andan interesting thought popped into my head: how do people play doubles in table tennis?! the table isn't exactly very big. if i were playing doubles, i would be knocking into my teammate half the time lah.
okay so that's all for olympics. am looking forward to seeing the sports i haven't seen yet! apparently quite alot..
haha bye people!
& all along, its only what I thought.
10:54 PM
am at jinyi's house now. haha her house is very nice! thanks jinyi for letting us mess up your house!let me tell you a secret... shhh.. i love pw!haha! before you roll your eyes, let me tell you it's not a complete lie. granted, i think it's quite tiring work. but i enjoy it lah, especially since i like my group. we're nice people kay! nice people who love to crap, slack and waste time, apparently.aww.. kenneth ng our dearest leader! we're gonna miss you.and there, 29/08's gonna have one member less. no need get retained, also less than 22 people next year.don't you find that saddening?
& all along, its only what I thought.
7:04 PM
lalalala~
kiawoon is... happyhappy H-A-P-P-Y! :)
they say a picture speaks a thousand words, and since i don't feel like typing a thousand words (x3)..
taken by jinxiang, photographic society CHAIRMAN! haha pro.
still by jinxiang.. i think he not used to my cam.
taken by me, that's why it's so nice!
have a good night, people.
LOVE!
& all along, its only what I thought.
12:02 AM
