All I Ask Of You
from Phantom of the Opera
by Andrew Lyod Webber
RAOUL
No more talk of darkness,
Forget these wide-eyed fears.
I'm here, nothing can harm you - my words will warm and calm you.
Let me be your freedom, let daylight dry your tears.
I'm here, with you, beside you, to guard you and to guide you.
CHRISTINE
Say you love me every waking moment, turn my head with talk of summertime .
Say you need me with you, now and always .
Promise me that all you say is true - that's all I ask of you . . . Let me be your shelter,let me be your light. You're safe: No-one will find you, your fears are far behind you. All I want is freedom, a world with no more night. And you always beside me, to hold me and to hide me. Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime. Let me lead you from your solitude. Say you need me with you here, beside you. Anywhere you go, let me go too - Christine, that's all I ask of you . . . Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime. Say the word and I will follow you. Share each day with me, each night, each morning. Say you love me You know I do Love me - that's all I ask of you. Anywhere you go let me go too. Love me - that's all I ask of you.
i just happened to be humming this song just now. i like this song. one of my favourite from the phantom of the opera.
& all along, its only what I thought.
12:15 AM
i so don't feel like going back to school tomorrow.
ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
no. more. school.
you know, i was reading the forum again just now. about the water cooler thing. just for those who got no idea what's wrong with anderson's water coolers, let me enlighten you. this is posted by major chong, our operations manager: I received some feedback that the water from the water cooler taste funny. Recently I removed all the filters as I found that filters collect dirt and algae grows inside the filters. The water tanks were washed recently and the water samples tested by the governament lab showed that the water is safe to drink. Nonetheless, I will be getting water samples to be taken and tested again.
yeah, so this caused some andersonaians to post some stuff on the forum. mainly to complain about the state if water coolers and which one tastes like what. and mostly to complain that they've been drinking algae water. it's really entertaining to read the forum. but anyway, WHY AM I DRINKING ALGAE WATER?? very digusting. and on monday, i drank the water form the water cooler between the boys' toilet and the home ec room on level 1. i tell you, the water tastes VERY HORRIBLE. seriously, taste like how i imagine melted rubber will taste like when its mixed with mud.
so a word of caution to all andersonians: beware of the water cooler between the home ec room and the boys' toilet!
but actually, sharon told me that that whole row of water coolers in that block also like that. so just be careful when you drink lah. seriously, the toilet sink tap water tastes the most normal. i don't care if you are gonna tell me that's toilet water..
& all along, its only what I thought.
12:12 AM
hello friend. yeap it's me again. the rambling monologue.
so did you see the moon? isit really BRIGHTER and BIGGER than normal? i don't really know actually. was looking at it just now as i was walking to my block, and i thought that it didn't seem much different from normal.
any comments?
i still don't know what we are supposed to celebrate for mid-autumn festival. but anyway, i just enjoy the mooncakes. Ah! cannot eat too much, if not my face will be like a mooncake. hahahaha..
i realized somethng: i really shouldn't stare at people too often. it's getting into a habit and i think i look kinda pissed when i do that without smiling. but sometimes i'm just thinking of something else and not staring on purpose, which is kind of rude,if you think about it..
oh well, who cares lah. why am i even wasting my time thinking about that?
haha. i waiting for my sis to call. she very not considerate leh, never think that my mum or i might be wanting to sleep. then we are both still up waiting for her to call.
i have stuff to do, so good night to all!
smiling does not signify happiness, nor does not smiling mean that a person is unhappy. rather, a smile is merely to send a message to the outside world that you are pleased. however, on the inside, you can be crying buckets and no one will bother, because they do not know that you are sad. similarly, not smiling does not mean that you are unhappy. there are only that many people whose feelings can be read from their expressions like an open book.
happiness is something to be felt, not seen.
for the rest of the people, you just have to know them well enough to detect their emotions.
& all along, its only what I thought.
11:59 PM
hello!
okay fine, i'll admit it: i'm not in school right now. why? you think leh?
anway, spent some time reading the anderson epebble forum. VERY FUNNY!! hahahaha.
It's mid-autumn festival today! a.k.a. zhong qiu jie, lantern fastival, mooncake festival. i got no idea what it's supposed to celebrate, i only heard of this one story that the mooncakes were used to hide notes during some period in ancient china. when the mongolians occupied china or something like that. anyone got any idea?
but anyway, it's a time for the family to come together, eat dinner, then drink tea and eat mooncake and pomelo under the full moon, while the kids play lantern and candles. sad, my sis's not around. but then even if she is, i doubt she'll be spending the time with us. most likely she'll be out with her friends, that busy person.
oh ya! last sat i had my share of playing with candles and burning things up already. evelyn, adeline, vinson, phoonfa, shipeng, zhiwei and i went to the toapayoh town park to play with candles and sparklers. however, most of the time we just burnt up whatever we had. vinson brought along this bottle of flammable liquid and he was burning up piles of leaves and paper and cardboard and candles. he has the marks of a potential arsonist! seriously.. i've never seen anybody who enjoyed seeing things go up in flames so much. was remarking to zhiwei that we like kinda sadist, to like destroying things so much.. then afterthat, i hitched a ride home on zhiwei's father's car. THANK YOU UNCLE! hahaha..
okay, i have to go le. must start studying! chuakiawoon, you better buck up and don't be lazy!! if not i'll kick you butt!
no, i'm not having split personality as a result of stress from studying..
& all along, its only what I thought.
12:35 PM
you can learn a lot about people from their body language.
you can also know how close people are from their body language.
don't believe me? just learn to observe others once in awhile.
& all along, its only what I thought.
12:19 AM
today i went on a secret misson! okay, not so secret. but too bad, i'm not gonna reveal much about it. hahaha. just that i went out with this 2 girls to somewhere in singapore with alot of people and ate nice ice cream.
haha, kind of abstract. well, the ice cream was nice. very nice. I LOVEE HAZELNUT. okay, actually most nuts. and chocolate too. and ice cream.
and sweets. and noodles. and pineapple tarts. and cookies. and potatoes.
ahh. fine, so i'm hungry. i didn't eat dinner. sorry, but i just can't be bothered to go cook. oh well, shall have a filling breakfast tomorrow. oh yeah tomorrow's saturday! no school.
-happy-
the little girl presses her palm against the glass.
behind the shop window, a wide array of toys beckon to her.
the toys, all decorated in their festive glory, look so pretty and attractive,
but she has her heart set on that tiny china doll.
not the gigantic dollhouse, nor that mechanized toy train set,
but that tiny china doll.
it was nothing special, that doll.
it was just an ordinary doll,
a little porcelain face, two translucent glass beads for eyes, and a itty-bitty mouth.
but there was something in that doll, that made the little girl fall in love with it at first sight.
tugging at her mother's hand, she asks,
"Mummy, can i please have that doll for chirstmas? Please, Mummy!"
"i'm sorry darling. we simply can't buy it. Mummy doesn't have the money for it."
the girl nods solemnly.
she was used to it.
but she just can't take her eyes off that doll.
it was something she really wanted.
there was just this magnetic attraction,
she felt that it was as if the doll was made for her,
as if it was sitting in the store window, just waiting for her.
"i'm sorry darling. we have to go. let's just hope santa hears us and gives it to my little girl, okay?"
as she is led away from the shop, her eyes remain on the doll.
her handprint appears on the frosty glass, then fades.
up overhead, snowflakes swirl in the wind.
they settle prettily in her hair, but does nothing to wipe that look of sadness off her face.
she toddles after her mother, eyes still on the doll.
santa, i have been a good girl this year.
at the side of the road, a homeless woman shivers in her thin clothing.
as the little girl approaches her, she pulls something out of her pocket.
"here little girl, don't look so down. put a smile on that pretty face!"
she slips something into the girl's hand.
"merry christmas, everyone!" she grins a toothless smile.
the little girl turns her palm over
it was a sweet, a plain, ordinary toffee
just one of a dozen during chirstmas period
it was nothing special.
but the girl, she tucks it carefully into her bag, where all her other treasures are.
merry christmas to you too, santa.
& all along, its only what I thought.
1:49 AM
a little mystery
there's no need to keep explaining to others; you are not accountable to everybody.
do whatever you want, whatever you like.
as long as it is reasonable, it's possible,
why not?
what are you waiting for, an invitation?
no one can read minds, in case you do not know.
i'm sick of this.
exams over!!!!!!
chem paper was okay, it wasn't as difficult as i imagine it would be. i thought it would be some crazy, insane killer paper, like the kind the school normally to set to let most of us fail. i hope i didn't have too many careless mistakes, that's all.
fortunately, it was a do-able paper.
-relieved-
now, we just have to sit back and relax and wait for the prelim papers/results to come back. any idea when we're getting it back? oh ya, who knows whether we are supposed to go back to school on wednesday? epebble doesn't say anything.
what's block revision anyway? do we still need to go back to school?
why can't the school just tell us everything? it's like, no one has any idea what is happening in school at any time. we just wander around until the eleventh hour, then choing to where ever we are supposed to be or whatever we are supposed to be doing.
bah.
i just spent the better part of the afternoon sleeping away. after more than a week of mugging, now feels kind of weird not to have anything to do. well, i guess soon we'll have more to do.
have nothing to do now. hmm, maybe i should go back to sleep again. to make up for the lack of sleep in the past week.
hmm. there isn't exactly anyone to talk to at 2.40am i see.
*self entertainment*
just now played checkers and reversi with a friend. i think i'm really lousy at checkers. keep on getting 'eaten' by him. but anyway, i him at reversi. and no, i didn't win by one or two. okay fine, so reversi seems like the only game i know how to play.
you know, i just had this sudden urge to do amaths.
no lah, kidding.
i just suddenly felt like writing or simply doing some work.
wash toilet?
HAHAHA, much as it would please my mother, i think washing the toilet at 3am in the morning ranks high on my "going cukoo soon" list.
yup, so i think my chance of going to JC for the first 3 months pretty low. even if i do manage to score under 20, i'm guessing it'll be in the 18-20 range. say i really get that, should i still go to JC for the first 3 months?
i dunno.
if you go JC, you confirm have to go uni. i'm just wondering, will i be able to sustain myself in uni?
~~
well, shall leave the serious stuff to think about another time. like when the prelim results come back. no use cracking my brains wondering whether i should go when in reality, i can't make it, right?
what i think i should really do for the next month:
`practice amaths!
` memorise geog and SS so i dun have to memorise like crazy for Os
`finish my five year series [kind of difficult, since most of them are untouched]
` read through/ memorise some handy idioms and phrases for chinese. i really need to pass my higher chinese!!
and of course, i need to study too..
easier said than done
alright, it's off to bed [again]. hope i don't get any more weird dreams tonight.
& all along, its only what I thought.
3:00 AM
tomorrow's chemistry. yeah last paper!
i haven't study electrolysis, speed of reaction, energy changes and organic chem.
AH HOW?
i also dunno how..
just 8 more hours or so.
hmm.
maybe i should be like spongebob squarepants. then can absorb all the information.
okay nevermind, he looks weird.
maybe sandy the squirrel would be better..
i'm going crazy. please pardon my temporary loss of sanity.
P.S. all the best for the last two days of prelims!
& all along, its only what I thought.
11:37 PM
finally, most of my prelim papers over.
i'm just so sick of studying. everytime i turn a page in my textbook i just feel like sleeping more. i think i have a serious lack of sleep by now. actually it's not that bad cos most of the time when i'm really tired i'll just nod off naturally, so it's not like i don't have my rest.
i think studying, especially memorising and mathematical calculations need ALOT of brain power. maybe that's why i'm more tired when i study than when i do other stuff.
anyway, went for band concert last saturday. SARAH!!! i just love your solos. yeah do us saxophonists proud!. akmal and i were so excited when sarah played her solo, so i kept hitting him. HAHA. then the both of us were clapping like madmen at the end of her solo.
i think i liked the first song rataffia [dunno how to spell] the best. cos last time i think 2 years ago we tried the piece but couldn't play, and now i can finally listen to it being performed. oh, and the emcees were not bad too.
of course, to the juniors, welcome to AMB! please put your best into band, and enjoy playing with your seniors.
let the music move you.
then afterwards we arranged the tables for the prelims, and we were joking about what an irony it was that we are arranging our own tables for our own prelims on mon.
after that, when we were downstairs, akmal did a very interesting thing. he went to the piano and just started playing the song :"way back into love" i like the song lah! i told akmal i wanted to bring him home. and then after that xiaohui playing the opening bars to the spirited away, so nice! i want to learn piano too~
then on mon, had SS and amaths, weren't that good. i think the school's out to kill us or something. maybe they just want to scare us into studying, and that the standard of our school is really very high. if not, that's it, i no need go JC with my O level results.
ahh.
tueday's amaths and bio were slightly better. the amths was doable, so hoprefully can pull up my amaths grade. i don't ask for much, i just want to pass amaths!. and bio was.... kinda weird. the paper 1 was alright, the weird part was the compulsory essay question. one part of the question :" state the adaptations of the human male reproduction system for sexual reproduction." it was weird okay. it's not mentioned in the book, so i thought very long for it. end up like writing porn or something. i think the marker can laugh until drop off the chair when she sees my answer. hey, it was 6 marks leh!
too bad i was having bad flu that day, so quite cham. i was trying to blow my nose, then write. afterthat i realised i'll never get anything done, so i just pinched my nose witht the table and did my writing with the other hand. oh yes, and the POA people were wonderful, they left so soundlessly. i thought they'll make alot of noise when they're going out, but they were so QUIET.
wed, we had emaths paper 2 and geog elect. it was rather funny cos the lights in the hall went out around 15 minutes into the paper. the funny thing was that there were no reaction when the lights went out. no one screamed, no one grumbled. everyone just continues writing as if the lights were still on. and the difference in light was very big lor. cos outside was gonna rain le, so there wasn't any sunshine. i was joking after the exam that the school must be so poor that our power supple got cut off, that's why no lights. hah!
i think i messed up my probability question, cos i didn't know whether we needed to replace, and i did, but most people didn't. the norm is not to replace, so i guess all my marks over ther will be lost :(
geog was bad, cos malaysia's tourism came out, and thats the part of tourism i didn't study. oh well, you win some, you lose some.
thursday: physics. blech. need i say more.
today's emaths was so-so. it wasn't too difficult but there were some questions that i left blank.
i hope i can get an A in emaths.
ahh so tired. must go and catch up on my sleep; this whole week didn't sleep much.
must pay back my sleep debt.
i'm exhausted.
& all along, its only what I thought.
11:29 PM
all i can say is , " i'm no fan of humanities."
especially social studies.
it's a complete eat-and-vomit subject.
okay, i haven't even finished ONE chapter [except population, which is not needed since i can't finish all the other chapters in the same theme anyway]
-sigh-
back to studying. will try not to get distracted so easily. oh yes, and not go online too often.
PRELIMS!
bye people.
& all along, its only what I thought.
4:20 PM
i. am. so. sick. of. studying!
it isn't that i hate studying. i quite enjoy it, actually. it's just that i don't like studying under pressure. there's just this urgent need to stuff everything into your brain in the shortest time possible and as accurately as you can.
which makes it so very stressful.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i've had enough of cramming info into my brain. i think my brain's gonna burst soon, just like how a cell bursts when placed in distilled water. it'll absorb and absorb water. then the cell'll expand~ and expand~ until there's too much water molecules inside of it. then the cell membrane will break and the cell'll burst.
aha.
i was studying bio today. -no prizes for guessing correctly.
there's still social studies which i'm trying to avoid, pushing it until i really have to study it. don't have much love for humanities; they require too much memorizing and writing just to get that few measly marks. and of course, i don't do too well in it, so that's partly the reason why i dislike it.
so should i do
1) growth of nations?
2) sustainability & good governance?
or
3) venice?
SIAN!
!!!!!!!!!
that's enough grouching for now.
something lighthearted..
anyway today something funny happened at tuition. see, there was this chinese dictionary on the table. so me, being bored from all the studying, decided to look for my name in the dictionary. word by word of course. so, i found out that my name [jia] means good, while [yun] does not have a really applicable meaning, just that it has something to do with music. zhiwei just summarised that to mean "good music". so is that why i'm in band?
but anyway, zhiwei and i checked out her name. and we found out that [zi] obviously means purple, while [wei] (this is the funny part) means [qiang wei], a kind of plant that grows lowly and does not have a stem. in short, it just means that she's purple, short, indecisive and spineless. something like that lah..
then the last name we checked was weisong's. his name -erhem-, [wei] is something like big, then [song] very loosely translated means squirrel. so when you put his name together, it means: a very big mountain squirrel who loves to eat leaves.
HAHAHAHA. you tell me, whose name worse?
but then, your name is not exactly something you can choose, right? of course, in true chinese traditon, all the words in your name has a meaning and normally represents what your parents hope you'll become. i'm sure weisong doesn't really mean a mountain squirrel, nor zhiwei a purple plant..
oh, but zhiwei did mention that her name has some poetical meaning. i'm not very sure what it means, but can some chinese lit person kindly explain? or we can always ask her parents..
ever wondered what your name means?
oh yes! tomorrow's together IV!! all the best to all my juniors, especially to my dearest section, including SARAH and IZYAN! sarah! must do well for your solos okay! don't get nervous. and izyan, this is your first concert without your seniors around, i do hope you won't get too stressed. and of course, i'm not around to share your part.. [ i wonder whether this is good or bad?]
shall be going back tomorrow to band. i better start studying on my SS, shouldn't i?
but i really really don't feel like it!
i want to run away,
run away like an ostrich hides his head in the sand.
you disappoint me, you know?
disappointment is something everyone tries not to come in contact with, but unfortunately, it just happens to pop up on you unexpectedly through the person you least expect it from.
`because you never thought a friend could let you down like this.
& all along, its only what I thought.
11:33 PM
you know, there are always some mysteries in life i can never get.
like the one that zhiwei and i were talking about just now.
i was pondering over it. just thinking and wondering, trying to figure it out.
i suppose, i'll get it sooner or later. one of these days, when i experience it maybe, that'll be the day i stop wondering.
i feel sandwiched. just getting suffocated in the middle.
i feel bad not telling. cos it's something he should know. since an outsider like me already knows, shouldn't he do too?
secrets are not meant to be told, but it isn't exactly a secret now, is it?
so can i tell? but i shouldn't, really. this isn't the right time, nor place.
i shall keep my mouth shut.
shhh..
children should be seen and not heard.
& all along, its only what I thought.
9:46 PM
aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE.
i have flu. bad flu. have been sneezing and having runny nose since this morning. every few minutes i have to blow my nose to clear the mucus and it's irritating.
really.
this morning i bought a 200-sheet packet of tissue to tuition. now there less than half the packet left. i blow my nose until the skin area around my nose is all red and painful. just now i was washing my face with cleanser than the area was just smarting and so OUCH!
cannot stand it. it happens so often lah! i think it's sinus lah..
i'm so irritated. then just now at tuition i was just very pissed off with everybody. so i was shouting at people. so bad right. then i took all my anger out on shipeng and i was chasing him round while trying to hit him. who ask him, kick my butt. worse when i'm having flu. get very easily irritated.
and anyway, i don't want to study anymore. go ITE suan le.
i'm just so sianed by all the studying. and obviously i'm not going to do well enough for prelims to get into a JC, so i might as well not study for prelims right? just sleep my day away.
good.
i'm tired. i feel sick. i'm unhappy. not to mention the nagging suspicion that something isn't right, and it's something major.
`woon's sad.
& all along, its only what I thought.
11:28 PM
hi.
i'm waiting til midnight, so i can call my sis. the dear girl's in shenzhen now, i hope she's careful with her stuff, heard there's alot of pickpockets over there. not clumsy ones, but really skilled in their "craft". one perfectly aimed slit to your pocket, you won't feel anything, and that's the last you see of your stuff.
whatever she loses, she had better not lose her passport, IC or her handphone.
especially her handphone, that's currently the only way i can keep in contact with her. since her company blocks hotmail, the only email account i have. and i just heard that china blocks blogspot or something like that. hope that it isn't true, if not there's practially no way to keep in touch with her.
china and all its communist propaganda and whatnots.
i had this weird dream last night. see, last night i slept for abt 14 hours, so there was plenty of time for dreaming.
i don't remember much of it, but in the dream, i know i was a prisoner or something, i was just being captured. then there was this man, i don't know lah. there there were this threecouples, they were the ones who somehow set me up. i wasn't in jail but i was chained up and everything, like some cage animal.
there was a forest, very dark and misty and scary and all.
then the tables were turned. this man, whom i supposedly did some wrong to, found out about the scam and locked the three couples up, guys in one cage, and the women in another.
i remember taking photographs of the man with a camera, from many angles in this small hut thing in the forest. suddenly there was this other woman behind me, she seemed to know this man. i stopped taking photos, and this man asked me to kill the 6 people. so i went out with some weapon, i dunno, must be a gun or some knife thing.
i remember walking towards the women, they were looking out at me from behind the bars of the cage, just laughing at me, even though they knew they were going to die soon.
i guess i killed them after that, or maybe the man did.
whatever the dream was, i'm spooked. i don't go around killing people or walking around in deserted, misty, ark forests you know? the kind where you walk, layers of dead leaves will crunch under your feet.
it was a weird dream, i hope that it's not a recurring one :(
well, i remember telling michelle that you can actually control your dream somehow. i dunno what made me say that at that point of time, but i suppose i might have tried it before. can't remember it now though.
don't you find dreams funny?
they have some elements of your everyday life but in other aspects, it's completely unlike what you have ever done and they cannot be further away from the truth.
sometimes dreams are nice, it's like having another life together. it's like even when you are resting, you are out having fun. like this once, i dreamt i was flying with my sis in this gym (the american high school kind) while a party of sorts was going on down there. and some dreams just give you very pleasant feelings. even after you wake up and you simply cannot remember what you dreamt about, the happy feeling remains.
but of course, there are always two sides to a coin, and last night's dream was proof of that.
hope i can have a pleasant dream tonight. sweet dreams~
i raise my hand to wave, but there is no one there. he has already left, disppeared into nowhere.
maybe this is all for the better, maybe it was meant to be like this all along.
maybe it's all an illusion; maybe i'm delusional.
maybe one day everything will be made known.
maybe someday i will not be waving at nothingness.
& all along, its only what I thought.
10:26 PM
first up, many thanks to siling for changing the blogskin for me, for giving me step-by-step instructions on changing the colour for the tagboard, and lastly for answering all my weird questions..
THANK YOU SILING! you're a very helpful friend, thanks for being that.
i like this blogskin :)
like it?
even if you don't it's okay, as long as i do anyway. HAHAHAHA.
i'm feeling abit crazy right now.
just talked to sis on the phone, connection to hongkong's preety good; not static kind or very retarded response like i expected. sounds like she's just in singapore really. not a few thousand kilometers away.
oh well. technological advances are wonderful.
she went to disneyland!! and she bought something for me :)
i so want to go. oie ahtoot, you must smuggle me in your luggage okay.
hahaha.
i told you i abit de siao now. just now was very tired, but then waited for 12 midnight to call sis, so i found ome ways to entertain myself, now quite high.
oh yes. chinese paper was............................
i fell asleep. surprised no? i always fall asleep during tests, cos dawn's not there to try to wake me up by pinching/gripping my hand very tightly. or people to talk to.
yup, so i had alot of words on my essay that i didn't fill in, more than 10. so... later mdm chan trying to be sarcastic :"jiayun, ni shi yao gen lao shi wan tian cong you xi hai shi tian xie han zhi?" [kiawoon, are you trying to play 'fill in the blanks' with me?]
haha, jiu suan le. forget it.
the other chinese paper wasn't that bad, at least i understood most of the passages. read kinda slowly, but i finished the paper at least.
thought today's teachers' day concert was not bad. it's certainly something new. and i scream until i think want fall ill already. and i think my ear drums were thretening to burst. the first band was SO loud! esp the lead..
i enjoyed the skit, and the adaptation of 'home' by 3/1. nice!
[cos our homework will always follow us home]
haha!
after that, went out with evelyn, zhiwei and shipeng to cinelesuire. watched letters from Iwo Jima. evelyn didn't get it, but i thought it was quite interesting. like history lesson like that. it's touching lah. sad too, and gory at some parts.
the room was so COLD.
see, i had my jacket, shipeng had his jacket and his school shirt, evelyn had her pinafore. nothing wrong right? 4 for the four of us.
i wore my jacket at the start. then about halfway through, i offered my jacket to zhiwei, who looked frozen to death. so i survived without a jacket for another hour or so? [please remember that i'm wearing school shorts.]
awhile later, evelyn lent me her pinafore cos she was sharing the other jacket with shipeng. so i was less cold for awhile.
not too long later, evelyn almost turned into an icicle. trying to be nice, i returned her her pinafore, cos it's still hers what.
so now i became the icicle. was freezing la, but then.. what to do?
continued freezing til the end of the movie. and evelyn complained that she's an eskimo in an igloo, cos she's bundled up and all. if she's an eskimo, i must be the polar bear or some under creature that lives in north pole. with the thick layers of blubber to keep them warm.
hahaha. so that's all. congrats if you're still reading!
okay, goodnight all, i'm tired.
& all along, its only what I thought.
1:19 AM
