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Had band yesterday, which set me thinking about the change of insturments. Minjun changed from euphonium to trombone. So the section will be short of a good euphonium player. hmm.

ah. i never liked the idea of changing insturments. especially sections. it always feel so weird to get used to one instrument; it's size, it's ambuture(?), it's fingering, it's concert key, and of course just the rest of the section itself.

had my fair share of threats of changing section. To clarinet, trumpet, percussion.. dunno what lah. haha. but even though my playing was never very good, i'm still a saxophonist after all the four years. yeah. -i'm loving it-

although of course, i changed different saxophones throughout the years. i have played all the altos at some point or another, which is about 5 or 6? not sure. then i also played 3 tenors.

chamging from alto to tenor was shocking enough, i'm sure changing sections is even worse. but anyway, to all those who have changed or are going to change instruments, all the best to you. never give up trying a new instument. oh , and maybe if you are lousy enough maybe mr lim will change you back?

heh, pardon my nonsensical crap. i haven't finishedmy homework and am getting rather stressed.

OWW! my eye hurts lah. not itchy or anything, just feel painful.

my body never fails to surprise me with something new every birthday. a few years back it was some fever, some fever, some cough or sore throat. oh ya. sore eyes last year. i wonder what my darling brain will come out with for next year's birthday.

my brain's an amazing piece of tissue.
...........grey matter.



& all along, its only what I thought.
10:52 PM



i'm dreading the start of next week.

oh fine. i'll go call pinru tml. O SL!!! please make my day can? nono, make my week.



haha. went skating this morning with my cousin. she's even worst than me, which is saying a lot. cos i already can't turn, can't stop. but nevermind, the two of us will practise and practise.

i realised how YOUNG i'm recently.
allow me to explain. see, i'm the youngest in my family; my mum is the youngest in her family of eight siblings. and out of this 7 siblings of my mum, 6 are married and have children, who are my cousins. since ,my mum is the youngest, her kids are the youngest, and so.. i'm the yougest cousin. my oldest cousin is 36 years old, so the age gap's pretty big.

36
33
31
29
28
27
26
25
24
21
21
19
17
16

HAHA. that's our ages. realise from ages 29 to 24, all their ages are apart by a year. so they still have stuff to talk about. their work and whatnot. then i supposed to talkabout school meh?? all they'll say is that school is much better than work and i should treasure it, blah blah blah blah blah.

and i realised something: adults talk about boring stuff. but their skill at talking between the lines are quite superb. cos i past few days went round visiting my relatives, and there isn't anyone who isn't older by 5 years.

oh yes, and it sucks during meal times.
er. how to say. you know, ask everyone to eat first before i can eat. so i'll have to call all those who are older than me.. who is everybody.

OIE! 20 plus people call until can die one lor. esp when you're hungry :X



haha. oh yeah, skating. the rental one at pasir ris park is GOOD. it's filas one, and very new. so the stopper thing is very effective. ok lah, sometimes too effective already. i never mean to stop also anyhow press on it, so i jerk and fall.

luckiy i have a fat butt. at least it absorbs the shock when you fall. oh yeah, it lowers the centre of gravity too, so i'm less likely to fall?




& all along, its only what I thought.
2:57 PM





& all along, its only what I thought.
12:09 AM





& all along, its only what I thought.
2:41 PM



Hi there!

so happy.. gonna go window shopping at vivo later with Siling and Michelle! haha. my girlfriend, i know. eh, if michelle is my girlfriend, then what is siling doing there? haha! i'm a bit high and hyper now as you can imagine.

yeah vivo city! the last time i went there was with chewy and siling, and instead of shopping, we were so tired out by all the walking we spent the better art of the afternoon wading in the water at the open air area and chatting. there's a view of sentosa from there, which is pretty nice.

AHHH! i got to go for tuition!! i'm supposed to be there in half an hour and i haven't bathe, haven't pack my bag, and am still typing randomly.

-smacks head-

i should really try to improve my on time-ness.

speaking of that, yesterday lisa and i thought we were going to be so late (we were) but everyone was later than us.. -grumbles-

i thought it should be guys waiting for girls and not the other way round??
what on earth is the world turning to??

HAHAHAHAHA. i just decided not to go for tuition. cos anyway i have got to leave at 12 plus, then tuition is at 11.30. i'll barely be in there for one hour lah.

so..
happy number one: going window shopping (next best option to shopping) with my friends! [duh, then with my enemies meh?]

happy number two: my little godsister is coming back from Jordan on thursday!! haven't seen her for 3 weeks, kind of miss her.

happy number three: my own sister is leaving for Bangkok on wednesday. Bangkok=shopping=clothes=happy sis=happy me..
oh! and meanwhile i can wear all her clothes without asking for her permission. oh yeah man!

hmm. but wondering lah. my sis is leaving in the evening, then just so that AMB's having bbq on that day too. the time hasn't been confirmed, but obviously bbqs are in the evening right? i can just imagine, bbq at high noon..[it's not the food being barbequed, it's YOU!]

so i don't know which one i'm going for leh.

anyway, hope my dear sis will take good care of herself, lock the doors at night, bring her passport with her, separate her money.. and whatnots about travelling. she'e going with a bunch of her friends, a group of 10 girls. so will be a large group, not so dangerous, but on the other hand, all girls leh.

and that toot of a sister, told her to bring basic medication with her, she simply refuses to. that girl ah.. she says i'm way too naggy and i'll never find a boyfriend. THANKS AHH JIE. nice to know you care so much about my welfare. wait until she gets food poisoning on the first day and diarrohea all the way back to singapore. then i can say:"i told you to bring the charcoal pills!"

hahahaha.

SILING!!!! [LOOK HERE PLEASE] change the death note blogskin away can? i don't like death note!!!!!!!!!!!! thanks my dear.

[no, for the last time don't mistake me for a les]

one more week and one day!

shall see about vivo later.. and would you believe it, my first time shopping since the great singapore sale begun. okok, i admit it. i don't LOVE shopping as some of my friends do, but i'll live.

oh no, looks like it's gonna rain.. my skypark!




i need to buy:
a bag
a belt
a pair of nice fitting jeans
tops
shoes!!



& all along, its only what I thought.
2:14 AM



hands up, all you who: 1) hate homework, 2) can't be bothered to finsh homework, 3) simply cannot finsh homework even though you do it all the time?

HEY! i see a hand up there! and another, and another! oh, now i'm surrounded by a forest of outstretched hands!

haha. and coming next, to a theatre near you.. INVASION OF THE KILLER HOMEWORK.

Starring:

-the lead.. WHAT ELSE?
-the victims.. students of anderson (most of us that are not gifted with photogenic memory and IQ of a genius)

Co-Starring:

-supporting cast: Mr Wong, Mrs Sin, Mr Yu, Mdm Chan,...
-the mastermind: departments of anderson sec, who are united with the motto "to drive our students to insanity, squeezing out a few geniuses on the way and discarding the rest in IMH", MOE singapore

The Plot:

Students of anderson have to unite under the invasion of the killer homework! The aim: to destroy any shard of creative energy, and to suck time away! and so, will the students unite in time to stage a protest and win back their rights? of will the teachers win with their (supposed) superiority yet again?


laughs

guess what i'm unhappy about?
no prizes for guessing correctly.

i. cannot. take. it. ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GRRRRRRRRRRRR. must be the hot weather.

i go sleep le, can't take it anymore.


& all along, its only what I thought.
1:46 PM





& all along, its only what I thought.
1:10 PM



HAHAHA. i was just reading Evelyn's blog just now, ultra funny! yeah, somebody just kill her with tofu..

oh. no. what?? one and a half weeks of holiday is gone?????????........

right. *slaps self*. okie, wake up le.

haha. should have expected that. time always fly like crazy just when you want it to slow down. and when you can't wait for time to pass, the second needle move slooowly like a snail's marathon.
*shakes head*. cham lah, homework not even a quarter done. no no.. ah! i see the papers sprouting legs and chasing after me. what, life-sized somemore?..

haha..

oh ya, my holiday so far. erm, let's see..

last last saturday: class outing! was fun, skated. heh, pinru, i got over the humps at east coast! three cheers for myself! the view of clouds from east coast is really pretty. we saw a rainbow too, must be the second rainbow i saw this year.
anyway, fell down so many times, good thing i my butt have alot of fats to cushion my falls. haha.
poor yuzhu, fell down during captain's ball. then jieling was trying to cheer her up, so we were singing lots of cheesy songs. phew, it's her left hand that was injured, not her writing hand. if not, she can say bye to her holiday homework. hmm, actually i won't mind not doing my holiday homework. but ya, who wants to fracture their finger just for the sake of not doing their homework. excuse me, i must be out of my mind.

ate marshmallows for dinner again, it's plenty of simple sugars, so i wasn't really that hungry. must say, our vice chair is like pro.he actually had lemongrass on hand to break and use as brushes for the margerine. wow. gengan didn't eat much too, but seriously, who eats at barbeques?? anyway, three cheers to our vice chair for organising the event!.

played some lame games. first time i touched soccer ball since i went to secondary school i think. NOW i know why people can break their toes kicking a soccer ball. oww! AND, neverever kick a soccer ball with the front of your feet, it's with the side of your feet, toot! had some lame game of frisbee in the dark, where the objective was just to avoid getting hit by it (for me). come on, purple frisbee in the dark?

saw plenty of stars that night. ah, beautiful sight. took cab home [if you're curious, i sat in the front alright].
my sis came home only fifteen minutes before me. she didn't eat dinner, she was hungry. i didn't eat dinner, i was hungry. my mum didn't bother to cook for herself, she was hungry. so the three of us ended up eating instant noodles together at the dining dinner at 1am in the morning. our early breakfast..
must have been our first time eating together at the dining table in weeks.

last last sunday:didn't do much. went to church in the morning, practised on my saxophone in the afternoon. will so miss my darling after i step down. there's no other tenor except for Izyan, and she has a newer tenor than me. who will keep my darling clean and polished??
i'll miss it even though i always complain about how heavy and bulky it is. my darling has weathered so many scoldings and happy/unhappy times with me.. hmm. maybe i can keep it at home at least til the end of the year? pleease..
or i guess i'll just go back often to keep the saxophone workable.

last last monday- wednesday: band camp. need i say more?

last thursday: finally a rest day, was looking forward to it. planned to watch movie, but it was a good thing i did not, cos my fourth uncle had a heart attack in the morning, in critical condition. so i made my way to TTSH with my mum. many of my relatives were there already, and everybody looked glum. my uncle then got transferred to Mount Elizabeth hospital for a emergency operation. fortunately, the surgeon agreed to come back on the public holiday, if not..
stayed in hospital the whole day til nighttime.

last friday: went to school in the morning, had band prac in the afternoon.

last saturday: went for alumni practice in school after my blood test in the morning. funnily, the sight of the needle poking into my skin doesn't make me feel much different already. my -nth blood test already, and i'm pretty immune to pain, so it was over very fast. went back to Mt. E to visit my uncle.

last sunday: AMBience V!! -showtime-
was feeling pretty exhausted, so ya.. thanks to lingling, lisa, xinru and zhiwei for the two giant sunflowers. sunflowers are so happy looking, one of the flowers i like better. heh, i ended up with four sunflowers and three roses at the end of the day. thanks to evelyn, alicia and viting for the roses :))

a remark though: if you are giving roses to anyone, please remember to remove the thorns at least, or warn the reciever about the thorns. cos it's not nice to poke holes in other's fingers..

monday: went for my eye checkup, the doctor was having plenty of fun shinning lights of various colours into my eye. then the doc dropped some liquid called alcaine into my eye (i checked the bottle for the spelling. it's pronounced alkane). this interesting liquid caused my eye to feel retarded, and it made my tears the colour of highlighter yellow, which is digusting, as you can imagine. there was also this one part where we was trying to touch this instrument to the surface of my eye. we had the longest battle between my right eye and that instrument. i did a pretty good job dodging it and blinking furiously, but of course the doctor won in the end. bully.
went from KK to Mt. E again.

tuesday: had chem with mr leow in the morning. i think i simply missed too much of organic chem already, so was blur for the whole lesson. siling helped with her notes though, so i just anyhow blur my way through.


haha. what a long long long long post. heh. i like the sound of keys clicking as i type, it's sort of comforting.

oh yes, borrowed some nice books at the library today. was happy to find out that the borrowing limit's doubled for the holidays. yeah! more books to read..




dear Father in heaven, please look after my uncle.




& all along, its only what I thought.
12:19 AM



somedays, i just feel like hiding in a hole somewhere, where no one can find me and i can be alone with myself. and to live like a hermit, at this moment, i'll prefer that.

i have never been fond of confrontations. i'll run away from my troubles and problems and hide as long as i can. let me stick my head in the sand and keep it there.

i'll live in my own little bubble world.

-do not disturb-













i like the lyrics to this song.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true

Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?
Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?

& all along, its only what I thought.
1:01 PM