my life has been in a mess lately, but i can't be bothered. there just seems to be so much to do, so little time, and even less willpower to do it. failed my english test, blah. 54 upon 100, only if i get full marks for file check. can you imagine? pui.at least passed my chem and chinese.
hypothesis number 1: if you listen in class, you will pass.
hypothesis number 2: a good teacher produces good students.
for this, i think it would be 2. cos a bad teacher produces bad students.
shen lao shi is back. she used to teach 2/4 as a trainee. or is she still a trainee now? oh anyway, i miss the times when we actually had proper lessons.ahh. sweet days of the past. i miss the times when jiahao would be the ONLY one conversing with the teacher. i miss the emptiness of the classroom. cos last year only had 18 or 20,21 i think. i miss the times when i actualy liked chinese. and played lame games like zhong ji mi ma.
haaiz.
i realised something. wo na de qi fa bu xia. i just can't let go when i should. i don't accept new things easily.
left out of my life.
the night is cool, i'm freezing cold. tears flow out of my eyes, it drops. but no one notices. they are all so busy, busy with their own lives.
``let go
~kiaa
& all along, its only what I thought.
5:31 PM
haiz. haven't been study AT ALL this past few days. at home i mean. cos my mum is currently undergoing this course. then her assignments have to be typed, and there is a lot of them. imagine typing documents on the same subject, almost everynight, even during common tests week. *sarcastically* not a suprise anyway, i'm very used to reaching home at 8 plus a zonking out after dinner. what's new. i remember when i was in primary scholl, 5pm seemed late already. eveytime there was an outing, like to the science centre, it would most probably end at 5pm. then i would tell my mum "i reach school at 5. very late! very tired leh..". but at least last time, it was tiring but fun.i wish, i wish.i'm SAD. i never started on studying yet. next week, i have:mon -> geog elect [wet rice cultivation. oh.]tues -> biology [and don't try telling me no need to study]wed -> eMaths [pass]thurs ->aMaths [gone case, but a person can wish]oh ya. was going to change my specs de. actually i ordered le, but it is taking a long time. many cny period? anyway, better get it soon, or i'm going to get on mr tan's nerves and bye, off to DC.but anyway i think i'll look quite weird anyway. then can see my eyebags very clearly.
getting rather late now. byebye..``tired~kia
& all along, its only what I thought.
3:19 AM
ahhh. long time never post. and here i bring unhappy news. got caught by mr tan, so hav to change my glasses. by next week. i intending to change contact lenses, and already when to try. shall get mine by next week, hopefully. so tomorrow will be the last time you see me wearing glasses for the whole day. sad me.i got chinese test tomorrow, and i forgot to bring the book home. i only remembered when i was going home after tuition. then zhiwei also didn't have the book, so forget it. and next week valentine's day i having 3 tests. physics, english and biology. so sad. but lucky for me, i don't have remedial on that day. woah so lucky i got 12 and above for my chem assignment. or have to spend valentine's day with mr leow.got to go. shall try a longer entry next time.``no more purrple spects~kia
& all along, its only what I thought.
1:38 PM
haha hey people. erhs. i doubt i'll be blogging here much from now on. you guys can find my updates at
www.xanga.com/m0m0tea though. yup.
cheerios people,
dawn (:
& all along, its only what I thought.
5:28 PM
