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tomorrow will be CCA open house. i need to leave house by 6.45am. not much better than a normal school day. formation, haiz. worried. my memory is so bad you wouldn't believe it. well, all the best for me, for aMb.

yes! get more recruits. it's quite funny though.
the sec 1s seem so tiny. was i like that when i first came to this school? hmm. i can't remember. it doesn't seem that long ago, yet it feels lika a long long time has passed. short-term momory lah.


hope i would have a junior? haiz. formation still haven't finished. got to go memorise.


ambians, we can do it!




``left

~kiaa


& all along, its only what I thought.
1:32 PM



past few days hasn't been much.

2/1/2006, monday
didn't do much, just did some spring cleaning. clean up the stuff i have in my cupboards and undermy bed and all the other boxes i have around the house. unfortunately i didn't have the willpower to finish so now there are still boxes lying on the floor.

3/1/2006, tuesday
had personality test in school. turns out that i'm a personality blend CS type, meaning i'm a perfectionist. very cautious, steady, careful, consiencious, like changes(?), a person who likes details. yup true.

4/1/2006 - 6/1/2006, wed - fri
camp at labrador MOE campsite. not bad, quite fun, but very tiring and the food quite bad. the bed also damp and there are alot of mosquitoes and the fields are very muddy due to it having rained everyday. missed out on the fun stuff because of the rain. didn't get to rockclimb, zipline/flying fox and also the high elements stuff. yesh. knew some people from other classes. or should i say, MY class. and anyway, there are alot of scholars in the class. don't really like it cos they take up one quarter of the class. okie, i sound so mean. at least one quarter of the class are form 2/4.

7/1/2006 & 8/1/2006, sat & sun
spent some time slacking, went tuition, shopping and stuff. JiaHao and Viting's birthday. wahh. can't believe it, now they 15 le. it didn't seem that long ago when i turned 14. time speeds.

9/1/2006, mon
went to school, started lessons, had a horrible day.


happy birthday to JiaHao, Viting, SweeKee and Niithya! wahh all 15 le.


blahhs.



~kiaa



& all along, its only what I thought.
2:10 PM



formation formation formation. haiks we were doing it ytd, so fun (: and THEN i just had to get sick. stupid las. i dont like being sick, the feeling really kind of sucks. was running a rly high fever last night, like 39.7 dgrs. sigh. i was feeling so freakin' cold even though i was buried underneath two blankets, wearing long sleeves and with lots of pillows around me. pls note that neither the fan nor aircon was on. haa. talk about weird. then went to see the doctor and he was like, wah, like fire like that. so yea, ytd was pretty much a blur or smt. felt rly quite terrible. at least im btr now (: thank God. yup. ohhyea i had to take some injection thing too. kinda hurt. my left arm's still rather numb now. lols. ahh well, small pain for a big gain i guess. heh. well, take care peeps! cca open house coming soon. jiayou all`

cheerios,
`dawnn.

& all along, its only what I thought.
4:44 AM



i was telling my mum and sis about mu new year resolutions over lunch. pretty common ones:

_* get results without Cs. (haha, meaning Ds, Es, Fs.)
_* keep my table clean enough so that i can do homework on it.
_* read at least one hour a day. newspaper, storybook, magezine, textbook, anything.
_* keep the space under my bed free of dust and icky stuff.
_* be nicer to people.
_* don't bitch about people so much.
_* not to talk like i'm going to pick a fight everytime.
_* be nice to my family.
don't scream at my mum,
don't fight with my sister,
don't pick talk back to my aunt, even when she is in the wrong.
_* eat healthy.
_* get a bit of excercise instead of sitting at the side during PE.
_* grow taller!



just now was talking to my friend cum da ge lingling from my class. our msn conversation was funny.


ling: i gain 1kg! OMG. i need to slim down and i'm eatin now again next time recess i'm nt going to eat!

me: huh. pls man. how heavy are u?

ling: 5o+ kg! (better don't say later she beat me up) so heavy.

me: and how tall are u?

ling: i'm doomed ( X3). i need to grow taller.

me: 170cm leh girl

ling: taller!

me: i'm 154 cm (blahhs. don't remind me.)

ling: hello? i saw a lady that's lik 190 sth. ok. but u're light.

me: erm.i dunno if u realise something, but ppl cant see how HEAVY u are, but they can see how TALL u are. u can lie abt ur weight, but not ur height.


the conversation goes on and on but i can't type it out, simply because i accidentally cross out the conversation. yeap. i want to GROW TALLER!! so i can stop having to alter my jeans and those long pants. once i saw this long skirt somewhere, then i took it out. it was so long that to reached my ankle when i held it from my neck. get it?


haiz. so, treasure what u have, even if you are short and pimply faced, with bad hair. okie, i brainwashing myself. time to go sleep. school is starting soon. well, *an even bigger sigh*



may the year be a great year for everyone out there, whether your great consists of having a million bucks or scoring all A1s in your exams.



``it's over


~kiaa

& all along, its only what I thought.
3:55 PM



ohhyea. i forgot agn, that was me
- dawnn (;

& all along, its only what I thought.
7:46 AM



happy new year all (:

wow. WOW. another year's past so fast.
// yes kiawoon, 3/4.
I CANT BELIEVE IT.
idk if its a good thing or not. on one hand, im glad to be in the same class as kiawoon.
on the other, im just downright sad that none of my close friends from 2/5 are in the same class.
i guess i could always make new friends. ive got some council mates in 3/4 too. but i guess there's nothing like old pals huh.



i guess it aint all that bad. haha me and kiawoon were joking ytd about how we really got our christmas wishes come true. 'all i want for christmas is you'. hhmmmmmm. strange huh? but the rly weird thing was that the night before we got our postings, i had a dream. and when i woke up that morning, the only thing i could remember was '3/4' and 'kiawoon' being inside. deja vu huh. quite weird. ohhwells. haikshaiks. you win some you lose some.

1/5, 2/5, 3/4, 4/4.

i'll get over it (:
heyy kiawooon xP my new classmate.

& all along, its only what I thought.
7:39 AM




i'm in 3/4


1/4
2/4
3/4
4/4


anyone else? so far only samantha, adi, lyana and huda? not sure, anyway. oh well. band only hav dawn so far.. how can they mix triple and double, now i hardly know anybody.


~kiaa




& all along, its only what I thought.
4:36 AM




hey yinshuen! walk again? i can just hear her fainting right now. oh wait. you can't hear a person faint. you can only see a person faint, right? anyway a few days ago we walked from lavender mrt station there to dhoby gauht station. a huge feat considering that:


1. we didn't plan to do any walking that day.
2. neither of us has walked much along that area before.
3. we didn't complain of leg ache until we reached plaza singapura.
4. i pointed out wrong buildings to ys. oh well, not cut out to be a tour guide.
5. half the time we weren't sure where we were, only guided by the thought that "get lost, there's always the taxi".
6. we didn't intend to walk that far anyway. was looking for bugis mrt but both of us didn't know where it was. overshot cityhall, finally dhoby gauht.


yea! fun fun. must go walk at downtown area again (cos that's the only place with a lot of skyscrapers that i can recognise, if not, how to walk?)



the new national library is very nice, and we saw MS TAN there. the cute cute English trainee teacher.



what's it with the "you are tagged" thing? will go write on that when i'm free yah.








it's the end of the year. so take the time to reflect on the year, both the good and the bad.



the good things: (hmmm)


i didn't get myself killed.

i survived the whole year.

i didn't get kicked out of school for.. er.. nothing much actually.

i passed my maths. sort of anyway.

i graduated from sec 2!

i didn't have a major accident/illness for this year.

i actually enjoyed myself in class.

i get a lot more sentimental.

i managed to climb out of my shell, start talking to people i hardly know. get crazy once in a
while, have fun for a change.

i painted my room!

i got my purple spects.

grow taller!

i managed to get more organised.

i made friends, people whom i really value their company. even though no friends are "forever", i'm glad that they are there when they are.

this is a really memorable year, and i know when i look back on year 2005, i can smile fondly back at the memories.


BAD things: (lots)



i manage to offend a LOT of people.

i shoot my mouth off too much.

i never stick to what i promised.

eye degree increase to almost 600 per eye.

i get more sentimental. ~both good and bad

i disapointed myself TOO MANY times.

being mean just because i feel like it.

not being nice to people.

not taking the risk when it comes.

too pessimistic.

cry for ..... i also don't know.

lack of willpower.

did not get better results.

get lazier and lazier.

always talk like i'm going to pick a fight.

not being nice to my mum all the time.

not washing my plates myself.

not doing productive work most of the time.

not growing taller.

doing things that make me regret doing it.

lost myself in the rush of days, so much to do, so little time.

forgot myself in the crowd of people.

not being myself.

not having found my goal in life.

not having found myself.





"Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."




mark the end of a beautiful year.




``tears i cry



~kiaa




& all along, its only what I thought.
4:11 AM





& all along, its only what I thought.
4:05 AM