hhmmms. ytd had to be in school so early - 7.3o :( go there so early liaos nvm, MR POTATOE HEAD WAS LATE by 45 minutes. smack him. make us wait so long. like that still nvm, he come lerhs then 'brief' us. we do basically nothing the whole time we were there. ushering my foot, the guides did that already. we spent the rest of the time slacking in inspire town -.- talk about a total waste of time. we shld have just walked off and gone to band. at least there would have been something to do. somemore nobody from my section >.<>$11 for the service charge when EVERYTHING WAS SELF-SERVICE. so please enlighten me and tell me what the eleven bucks was for. we ended up 'decorating' the table with cheese and chilli so that the waitresses would at least have something to do. haikshaiks. ohhyea, to kiawoon- sry if we shouted at you over the phone. i had no idea, i was rly just talking normally? overall i think p.hut was kind of a bad idea, total flop. sorry gals :( ohhwells, its sunday today, which means tmr is monday and we'll have band pracs again. 1.30 to 6 i think. at least its not the whole day. if not i cry on the spot. alrdy busy enough as it is :( ohhyea! chiewyee's in europe now =X so shuang. rich kid. LOLS. she's gna bring back snow and chocolates for us xP so swt. but abit cartoon, bring back melted snow. haas. im gna miss her. anyways, im gna go off now, need to go out soon. toodles gals :) stay funky`
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6:21 AM
yaa. i saw one
big
disgusting
freakin
see already wna puke
sickenin
irritatin
chocolatte lurvin
spastic
weird
mad
doughnut lurvin
monster in the mirror todae x)
aniwae. so kewl. dis skin. haa. go watch movie le. byebye. my shortest da shortest post. x) im goin to jb tmr. no big deal to yu. big deal to me. haven bin overseas since dunoe hw mani years le. if yu consider jb overseas tht is.
ifyugtanythinnthappiesaetomyfaceifntshutyurblardymouththkyuvrymuch.
peace out. i lurve my dear blur queen #2. haa. aniwae. my mummies recipe bk got one dish called fried noodles with chewy mushrooms and carrots and peas. haa
michelle
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1:55 AM
today had a debrief about the together II concert. complained a lot about this and that, there was one long list of what went wrong,one full page; four points about what went right.
i'm not trying to be sarcastic or a wet blanket. it's the truth. mr leow was listening in, had some good points too. but bring it up to us, what's the use? we are only 1st and 2nd sergant. what position are we in to complain? we can't, they think. but we can, it's just about whether it makes any difference. to me, it doesn't seem to be. if we are really that insignificant, why should you even caqre? care enought to kick up a fuss about it? why should you even waste ur time no us, those who are supposed to be just itsy bitsy flies? don't think of squashing us, we are tough and immune to that.
cos i will survive.
we will.
it isn't really my fault that you have so many bad points and weaknesses for me to point out. but it's true. you can fly your chicken hands for all i care.
oh. and by the way, you can do what you like. the most i go home eat instant noodles. i simply refuse to pay a quarter of my allowance monthly just to get told :"no, i think you are not doing anything. therefore you should just leave everything to us and we would help you do it all last minute. afterall, we would still get everything done. so you can just get lost now. buh-bye!"
hint: my weekly allowance is $20
i'm sick of everything. why should i do things i don't want to?
sometimes, i really want to burst le. sorry, explode should be a better word. even though i'm more of a active volcano, rather than an extinct one.
why should i be nice and keep quiet? when you have something to say, just say it. and don't shout it. i have ears too, even if i'm not pitch perfect. i can hear jolly well, its just whether i want to anot.
i'm still hungry. and i just spent half my allowance. to get pissed. please people, next time you want to get pissed, can just ask me, it isn't that hard;you can save your money too.
i'm really broke now. thanks, for letting me spend half my allowance on getting a stomach full of qi (air) and not much else. in chinese, shen qi is literally grow air. get it? nevermind. if you don't get it, you can always ask.
i'm going to go ajisen and swensens. i don't care. and next time, at most four tables.
``i don't believe in suffering in silence
~kiaa
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2:33 PM
hmpff. i wanted to go naked fish de you know. thanks to my fever, pppff. haiz. i also wanted to go punggol primary. was asking pinru about it sometime ago. then sunday night she messaged me just when i was about to sleep. then i went :"what time huh?" cos i wanted to set my alarm to wake up early.then she replied me some time later, but i didn't hear it.
then Michelle had to message me at 00:41:50 to tell mi about the time, waking me up. then i woke up at 2 plus again. drink water. then couldn't sleep. cos i was practically steaming sia. then went in search of panadol. then couldn't find the stupid box in the cardboard. by that time was really cranky then don't know why just started crying. my mum must have been shocked when she asked me why i was crying.
"i caan't finnd the panadol"
blahhs. then was woken up t 7.54am by yinshuen, the girl who went :"eh u want go punggol a not ?" then don't know what i said. just blabbled for awhile. then couldn't sleep again.
haiz. went up to 38 degrees yesterday. now is borderline not fever. spent the day with my dearest thermometer, given to me by my sis, who took pity on me. ahh, my instant friend the-me-ter.
now still having sore throat. headache. like the whole head's much too heavy like that. well. i should probably be going to sleep soon. if i don't, who knows, tomorrow morning i might be having a raging fever, and bye to chalet. together II was... i don't know how to describe.
fun?
rainy?
scary?
weird?
boring?
painful?
exciting?
shocking?
horrifying?
disgusting?
eye-opening?
i seriously don't know how to describe it. to the future ROs, good luck on the concert next year. must REMEMBER to plan for rainy days, and all those little what-ifs. all the best to you(s), whoever you are. oh, and i hope you do not have a weak heart. okie, i shall now proceed to slap myself for saying that. if i don't, later grace might do bite my head off for saying that. i don't see anything wrong in that, just that u think i'm rather contridacting. others say the concert was wonderful. fantastic even. they can say what they want, and i will say what I want. i sound like dobby, from harry potter. for saying that i should slap myself. i shall now shut up and go sleep. see you all tomorrow, if i can manage to go ans my mum doesn't bar me at home.
``cold toes
~kiaa
& all along, its only what I thought.
3:16 PM
wooooooooots together II is officially over!! *feels greatly relieved. haikshaiks, i must say it was quite successful. overall we had a good time. nono wait. make that we had a good time during the concert. we were running around and slogging like mad preparing. moved dunno-how-many chairs and tables to the assembly area only to find it rain, and before we know it we've gotta to set up everything in the canteen all over again. not to mention we were constantly yelled at for being slow. thats the life, get used to it. mmmmmmm. we've got a short break from sunday to wednesday now. i guess we all rly deserved it. i agree, many of the band mates are getting sian. but who's to blame them? correct me if im wrong, but there seems to be more practices after the concert than there was before. 8am to 6pm. thats rly freakin` long o.0 yea kiawoon i agree. our hopes of having less band pracs after the concert is over. after all, we've still got another concert to prepare for. thats just how it is, one after another.
ohhyea im like, so excited! tomorrow finally can go out with my classmates. its like, miracle of miracles, ive actually found a day when im free :) okeh, partly free. ive got council in the afternoon. *thinks, sad life. haas. ohh wells, thats singapore for you. you're like, living for the school and for committments you're supposed to keep instead of living for yourself and what you really take interest in. pathetic really. ahhh whatever -.- shall not get my spirits down.
ohhyes! kiawoon you feeling btr? must take care of yourself okeh? we went naked fish shoppe today. had a terrible laughing fit. *glares at yinshuen and michelle. i nearly puked okeh.. and that old old man was so funny! okeh, funny as in weird. he was like, in a rush to chase us out like that. we havent eat finish he come and clear our plates. sickening ass. he so attitude larhs. old man with an attitude xP wahhh. i rly laugh until my stomach pain >.<>
okeh, im gna go off now. take care peeps!! ^^ and get well sooon woony. we missed you today. OHHYEA. we were trying to imitate your laughter, and we starting laughing somemore. thanks alot. haas xP
& all along, its only what I thought.
1:33 PM
wooooooooots together II is officially over!! *feels greatly relieved. haikshaiks, i must say it was quite successful. overall we had a good time. nono wait. make that we had a good time during the concert. we were running around and slogging like mad preparing. moved dunno-how-many chairs and tables to the assembly area only to find it rain, and before we know it we've gotta to set up everything in the canteen all over again. not to mention we were constantly yelled at for being slow. thats the life, get used to it. mmmmmmm. we've got a short break from sunday to wednesday now. i guess we all rly deserved it. i agree, many of the band mates are getting sian. but who's to blame them? correct me if im wrong, but there seems to be more practices after the concert than there was before. 8am to 6pm. thats rly freakin` long o.0 yea kiawoon i agree. our hopes of having less band pracs after the concert is over. after all, we've still got another concert to prepare for. thats just how it is, one after another.
ohhyea im like, so excited! tomorrow finally can go out with my classmates. its like, miracle of miracles, ive actually found a day when im free :) okeh, partly free. ive got council in the afternoon. *thinks, sad life. haas. ohh wells, thats singapore for you. you're like, living for the school and for committments you're supposed to keep instead of living for yourself and what you really take interest in. pathetic really. ahhh whatever -.- shall not get my spirits down.
ohhyes! kiawoon you feeling btr? must take care of yourself okeh? we went naked fish shoppe today. had a terrible laughing fit. *glares at yinshuen and michelle. i nearly puked okeh.. and that old old man was so funny! okeh, funny as in weird. he was like, in a rush to chase us out like that. we havent eat finish he come and clear our plates. sickening ass. he so attitude larhs. old man with an attitude xP wahhh. i rly laugh until my stomach pain >.<>everything super funny. seriously! it was like, stare at the stupid jumpy tv, start laughing. look at each other, start laughing. that old man come, we start laughing. ohh wells. it was fun :) lols.
okeh, im gna go off now. take care peeps!! ^^ and get well sooon woony. we missed you today. OHHYEA. we were trying to imitate your laughter, and we starting laughing somemore. thanks alot. haas xP
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1:32 PM
tomorrow will be the together II
for the recruits, it will be their graduation from the recruit band to the main band. they can finally be "offically" in the band.
for the main band, it would just be another concert, no big.
for some, good riddance, hope there would be less band after the concert, but fat hope, just look at the timetable for prove.
for the ROs, i don't know, but there'll be nothing for us to do, cos now there are "offically" no recruits.
for me, it will be proof. yes, i refuse to believe.
it won't rain tomorrow. it won't. cos grace said so? to the rain clouds up there, please don't rain. it has been storming on wednesday, raining yesterday and today.
no rain
no rain
no rain
please no rain.
hello up there? listen for awhile. there isn't much rain left. i hope?
to the recruits, hmm maybe i shouldn't call them recruits anymore.
ok
to the juniors, have fun.
to myself, all the best. pray, and hope.
``give me wings
~kiaa
& all along, its only what I thought.
1:43 PM
blahhs. had drills for the recruits today. so blur by the end of the session. i couldn't even remember which leg to use. it comes so naturally normally, but try to teach someone, and you would be like :" you are supposed to bang on your RIGHT leg. erm, no. make that a LEFT. or is that a right? ARGH. shit." get the idea? wasn't too bad bah. will improve i hope.
band room flooded again today. this time from the outside. quite amaxing. i have never seen it flood, and so quicckly before. it was like suddenly, whoosh. water up to ankle level. then have to empty the water into pails then pour away. if flood in then the instruments are gone. and the first to go? the saxophones. then too bad for us, we can start singing while others play.
bad as it might sound, but seriously, it was good to see band people working together happily. it has been a long time since i saw that. not too long ago, it was common sight, but nowadays, it's rare to see that. everybody is just so.. sian? am i right to say that? correct me then.
i want to go watch harry potter tomorrow. everytime i'll automatically be excluded from those movies and such. cos? "oh. you have band right?" thanks alot sia. i'll rather sleep at home. then go out, rot, get butt-ache, and risk being stranded and drowning in rainwater. at least by sleeping, i can dream.
what went wrong? everything.
being tied down isn't fun, so is having a burden constanly reminding you, nagging at you. thats your conscience speaking. i just i can shut that damn thing up with a toilet roll. if only it's that easy. doesn't it ever take a break from nagging me to do the right things, be nice to people, don't snap, and always treat people with a kind heart? and so on and forth. so eat shit when i don't do that. currently my consicence is once again telling me not to say things behind others' back. but blahh. i'm not in a good mood. so what else is new?
you know what else? life sucks.
i don't like it, not at all. but who am i? i'm just a teanny wesy fly. insignificant, get it?
``balloons fly
~kiaa
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4:07 PM
i think i have a really pathetic lifestyle. and i'm sick of it. simple pleasures, yet i'm deprived of it. sometimes i can be bored to tears, while at other times, i'm breaking my neck just to get things done. although i may be rather sick of being bored, having so much to worry about isn't fun. at all.
what happened to my life? it seems to have been lost. somewhere, somehow. i don't know why. this isn't the way it's supposed to be.
it's like MY life isn't even mine anymore. nobody cares i suppose. i'm just so sick of the whole thing. nothing but a puppet on a string, for people to move it around. it only comes to life when the string is moved.
blahhs~
i thought the concert is supposed to be the recruits graduation. but they don't seem to really care about it. or maybe it's under the influence of the seniors. monkey see, monkey do. if they are not thought properly, how can they play properly? what happened to the spirit? the joy that i used to see? if the seniors don't possess the live, what can i expect? tell me then.
there isn't much point anymore.
"Life is wasted on the living." ----- Douglas Adams
``empty shell
~kiaa
& all along, its only what I thought.
3:58 PM
wahahahahax. i am so happy =) surprise to see me here? well. 2/3 got a class chalet! shiok bo? hahax. it doesnt fall on any band pracs =) yay!! thanks to jieling. thought there will not be any outing or whatever. looking forward to the chalet =) wahhahahahax. i am crazy. blahx.
went to the food fair at expo today. thanks to kiawoon who wants to go out. hahax. in the end it seems that i am the one who wants to. hey the food there is nice. ate a lot of things that i never eat before. ah. die le. growing horizontally again. why cant it just grow vertically? hmpf. okay i shall end my crap here.
=yinshuen=
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12:41 PM
lalala. been rather busy this few days. hah i wish. in actual fact, i'm rotting at home. when i'm not going out to school for band, going tuition, or generally, going out. duh. i already said i'm rotting at home. obviously going out means not being at home. so i'm just playing around with words and mostly talking crap. so bored at home, i sort of miss school. at least in school, i won't be wasting my time staring at the ceiling. oh yes. after staring at the ceiling for a really long time, i've decided that the paint is in a verybad shape. maybe it's time i turned that into a holiday project. something to keep me busy.
but there is still the assessment books, leftover maths homework, assignment and classworks. also the knitting project and the countless cross stitch i've somehow taken interest in but never finished. also, the various cooking projects i've never risked. well, looks like my holidays osn't that boring afterall.
next week, shall be quite busy. i think bah. lets see.
mon - band prac from 10am to 6 pm
tues - ice skating with 2/4 people
wed - nothing, but will have to stay at home with my aunt cos she going for minor operation, cannot cook.
thurs- band prac again, this time from er.. dunno leh
fri - shall be having extra band pracs i think
sat - together 2 concert, the GIANT nightmare
sun - finally, nightmare shall be over
anybody from 2/4 want to go ice skating on tues?
``sleep
~kiaa
& all along, its only what I thought.
1:56 PM
hihi! have been rather busy this few days. trying to catch up on my 12 hours of sleep. class chalet was wonderful, but shall leave it for when i have time to type it all out. if i ty to type now, i won't be finishing before 12 midnight. seriously.
anyway, together II will be here soon. in one week, to be precise.don't know why i'm so worried about it this time now. it's not even my first concert. since i joined the main band, there was together I, KL concert, SYF, and ambience 2. it might not seem like alot, but there were still numurous events along the way. performances at school, exchanges with other schools, CCA open house. it's this particular concert that i'm worried about. one more week. somehow, i'm hoping that i can, as grace says, sleep through it all. one whole week of sleep is exactly whay i need to clear my brain, don't you think? hah. i wish.
AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel like screaming my brains out. but on second thought, i would be needing my brain for the future yah?
okok. be sensible and take a deep breath. everything is g o i n g t o b e o k a y . i'm trying to convince myself. it doesn't seem to be working. at all.
great.
great.
grace brainwashing me isn't going to help. i'm just going to freak out. i think i've already starting to think of the downside of things long before i knew it. subconsiously, i'm mostly negative. or in a nicer way, i think of both sides of the argument. like in a debate. pros and cons. just that the cons seem to outweigh the pros.
scream, scream, and scream somemore. not at night though. my sis will strangle me quiet. but she's listening to jay chou, so she can't hear me, right? november's chopin!! my sis's like a jay chou freak or something. that day when she bought the album, she was practically cursing everyone who knocked into her jay chou giant poster. haiz. and then, when she wanted to listen to the cd, she tried to take out the cd case without removing. just give it up lah. please, if you like the album so much, might as well go buy a new one, unwrapped and display it on her shelf.
jay chou shi lian (breakup) is it? like the songs i this album mostly about love and all the ta mentioned is the female ta, just like in english, he and she. well, the songs are not that bad, just that there isn't the sense of familarity(?) that i have when i listen to for example, qi li xiang. there is something comforting about humming along to songs that you know, instead of wondering about the lyrics or the change in tempo. on a bad day, scream to some rock somgs. after that and when your eardrums recover, sing along to ballads. you'll feel much better after that. oh, and a good cry wouldn't be too bad too.
back to screaming out the window. the neighbours will probably think i'm some psycho freak. but never mind, not like i like my new neighbours that much too.
today i was rather bored. sorry to yinshuen for being so shao xing and not wanting to go out. another day lah. anyway, was looking through the papers. not really reading cover to cover, just reading those that seem slightly interesting. then i was looking at the obituaries, wondering, when will it be my turn, when i'm causally flipping though, and recognising the name that comes with the picture? it's sweet to see their family placing a notice in the papers, even after their beloved has died for a decade or even more. i wonder. when it is my turn, will anyone still do that for me long after i have gone to the great unknowns?
then i went and looked at the classified section. then there was the properties ads. i was looking at the bishan area. hmmx. seems like not many in my side of bishan are selling their property. does this mean that they'll happy with what they have now? nahh i doubt so. i'm just looking on a single day, how would i know. i think i'm thinking too much. thats how bored i can get when there's no school. hah. hoping that somehow, the people underneath will move out soon.i'm not friendly with the neighbours, it's just that way. this particular family is getting on my nerves. i don't even know their faces actually. even before they moved in, is like unwelcomed already. their renovations went past the date set by HDB, and then they were hurrying to get the job done. that's when they do work starting early in the morning and ending late in the night. most of the time, i'm not at home. only when we were having the one week break in september then i knew. its VERY irritating. one saturday morning, i woke up to the vibrating and noise from downstairs. ok i adnit, it wasnt that early, about 9 i think, but i NEED MY SLEEP. blah. my sleep is not to be disturbed. and then, ok fine, they are justing trying to earn a living. fine. its time i wake up earlier anyway. sometimes when i'm at home, i'll hear this guy's voice. he isn't talking or shouting, just hollering. like :"OIE" really loudly. can't he at least soften his voice and speak in full sentences? hello?? i thought the younger generation is supposed to be those not speaking properly. blahhs.
then now is like every night, and sometimes in the afternoon too, someone from the house will be smoking. he (i'm very sure it's a he) will be standing at the window smoking. i;m sure he is doing this so that the smell won't be circulating around his house, but HEY! spare a thought for your neighbours can? all the smoke and smell that isn't going into your house is being blown into other's house. and i don't want to die so young, and also not from lung cancer.
blahhs. talking about this puts me into a bad mood.
by the way, congrats to those who made the appeal.who else would be in the same class woth me? 3S + 1H. anybody? will sure like to count how many people i know in the same class. just hope that it will be a fun loving class. not too quiet, i prefer the notorious side. like 2/4.
ahh. sweet class of 2005.
``freeze
~kiaa
& all along, its only what I thought.
3:46 PM
have not blogged since last thursday. seems like such a long time. but have been rather busy the last few days.
friday went school for the combination results. thanks to zhiwei's mum for the ride to school, spare me from being rained on. i got into triple science with one humanities. haiz. if i had known about this combination, and that there will be only one 9 subjects class, i wouldn't even have chose triple science in the first place. not like its much difference, but that one humanities would be really risky. humanities is my worse subject, especially my geography. C5 is like so pathetic. pulled down my marks. blah. still don't know why i never opt for history elect, maybe cos mr neo give me a bad feeling about history? well, not like i lke biology that much too. afterall what if i get ms felicia ho as my bio teacher? then i shall be prepared to fail. not like i'm trying to be mean, but seriously she can't teach well. not good enough for me to pass. or maybe is just me, if you are stupid, even if you ave the best teacher in the world, it does not really matter right? anyway now cannot opt anymore, so too bad. i will just have to take geography and hope for the best. eeps. rather worried about next year. don't know who will be in the class. 2/3 have 5 people, 2/4 9 and 2/5 10, as far as i know. that, of course is before appeal. not bad mah, amb got quite a few in the same class also. pinru, yinshuen, tecksoon, jamie, sharon. who else i also not sure. no use worrying about it now. i shall worry about it towards the end of december, when i am sick of staying at home.
yay! sec 3 adventure camp! actually rather scared of activities like these, ice breaking, etc.. shall have fun though, i guess.
yesterday i went to millenium walk, cos my sis wanted to buy a thumbdrive. still must travel so far, tsktsk. didn't find what she wanted, so we left Harvey Norman pissed off at the crowds. went down, then saw CANDY EMPIRE. it's filled with chocolates and biscuits and basically junk food, and the both of us were like "ooo~ paradise, man.." the two of us were like kids let loose in a candy shop, which is literally true. imagine my sister having a fit in the middle of the store over chocolate bars. "if you don't let me buy i'm going to sit on the ground until you agree!" hahaz, so childish. after lots of bargaining with our mum, finally left the store with the three of us munching on chocolate. can see where i get my love of chocolates from. lets just say i'm be putting on fats for the rest of the holidays. must build up for the rest of the year, right? the next time i get my new year money i will know where to spend it on. yeah.
tomorrow will be going to class chalet for bbq after band. so sian. i really hoped that there would not be band on the two days, but so suay. staying on tues night, then wednesday still have band, so after breakfast, will hav to go home and change for band, since i still don't know the attire for wednesday band practice. alright! just wish i won't fall asleep during band prac due to lack of sleep. later fall off the chair, so embrassing. anyway Jamie will be leaving this saturday for HongKong, will be coming back after Christmas. she seems rather excited about the trip, so shall wish her a safe journey. yi lu shun feng! meanwhile, i'm be ded meat. suppose most of the time i will be lost bah. will have to depend on huiming for directions then. hahaz, like driving like that.
well, better sleep early, tomorrow will be having band prac, must go pack my bag and stuffs le. will not be blogging for the next few days i guess. SiLing YinShuen, jiu kao ni men le! must remember to fill up the space hor.
``sweet dreams
~kiaa
& all along, its only what I thought.
2:51 PM
5 decemba go ice skate can ? its a monday. derefore parents havta go to work. n kiddies age 8 n below will nt be dere. so we get rid of those small fries banggin into us. n some people gt monday blues. (: so shld be nt so crowded. so if we fall down nt so paiseh (: n gt moore place to skate yu noe. haa.
yupp. havta continue wif my post.
dawn
everythym ask her " why yu so tall ? "
after band prac " whose turn to buy fries n pao pao cha ? "
thn we will spend 5 mins in the shop decidin on what flavour to buy.
" passion fruit ? honey ? strawberry ? "
whn we eating the fries " dun poke my hand hor ! "
whn yinshuen beat me " DAWN ! yinshuen beat me ! "
thn she will " tsk tsk yinshuen. so naughty. " haa.
our dear " sneezy "
evrytym gt council meetins thn will call each other.
we call her go out thn she evrytym gt class outin. hmph. haa. jkjk.
go her church thn pang seh me. haa. its okeh de.
thx fer da friendship band yu gave me. bt i lost it . T.T
yupps. highs n lows. will miss yu after sec 4. hmm. abit far hor. haa. aniwae. keep rawking on gurl.
siling
our kai xin guo
used to be my " maid, xiao shi " haa. bt she resign le.
seven dwarfs de " Happy "
thx again fer creating dis blog. pink rawks
evrytym gt hus burfdae thn will make card.
her designs rawks. all so nice one. haa. impromtu oso can make one card.
sometyms blur blur one.
blur queen #2 !!! haa. im blur queen #1
smart gurl. chinese alwaes score so high. must gimme tution keh.
yayy. nxt year sme class. woots.
siling. ceiling. our kai xin guo. haa. nxt year will see yu often le. maggie lurves ceiling. haa. keep rawking on.
yupps. finish le. all these lovable frens. lurve yu all. haa. im nt les. dun worry. haa. aniwae. ice skate de thyng can ? if nt tag at tag board. haa. omg. only mi n chewy noe nw to skate. haa. dn worri. its quite easy de. smiles. peace out. happy unburfdae peoples.
one moore tyng. im bein super nice todae. " jinjun ! thx fer buyin my reed. "
maggie ( michelle in case yu dn noe -.- ) in maggieland #
& all along, its only what I thought.
6:49 PM
heyz everyone..its been a long time since i last entered a post..its time i have to enter one..if not it will soon be kia woon's blog (lol.. she always says that its always only her tagging)
time really flies, it just seems not long ago that i arrived in anderson all scared and apprehensive in this new environment, not knowing what lays ahead for me. yea..that memory in the back of my mind seems very near. yet..unknowingly 2 years has flown by and we are now at the end of our lower sec life. it wasn't long ago that we had our sec 1 campfire,where we were still quite new to each other, then all the other many activities that we took part in,like cross country, end of term events etc..yes.. and our syf where we worked hard together and shared weals and woes together..and not forgetting our june chalet in that super small coasta sands chalet where we all squeezed in to one tiny room to sleep and we laid blankets outside the toilet for more sleeping space..ya michelle you should know..lol..its a funny memory=) lets just hope the year end one will have more space =p haiz..and the end of year inter-class games! we cheered as a class for captain's ball..it was nice to see 2/6 cheer together for our team, and we won! it was really heartwarming to see 2/6 come together and cheer together with that class spirit..haiz..its sad that we will be splitting.
2 years and all the many events that passed
talking about 2 years, it seems like a really long time, but in actual fact, it passes really quickly without you even knowing. we will be sec 3 in a few months time! yup..it will be difficult to adjust, and i know i will still be writng 2/6 and 05 for my work..its just sad to be leaving sec 2 to go on to sec 3 where we would be having more stress and work what with the o levels that we have to prepare for when we are sec 4.
ahh..goodbye 2/6 '05! its sad to be leaving..what with all the funny antics we had in our class.
anyway..michelle and siling we are in the same class! yea! lol..that was a nice post michelle the one where you wrote about us. lol..ya i always said okaay! fat doughnut! mimisiku! the sleepy reading period!=) i won't forget the many happy and funny times we shared in class de! we sat together since sec 1..lol..and we always talk in class especially during chinese! and also joanne low! hahaz..she sit on the opposite side next to me and we always crap de because the gap between our row so small can hardly walk through then very easy to talk to each other!
ahh..i think i have wrote too long le..this post can really go on for very long! i still have many things to write about, but it has to stop soon! if not it will be too boring to read..sorry for such a long one. yupps..its a sudden inspiration, if not i cannot write so long de=)
~~* chewy *~~
look on the bright side and move on..smile.. take things positively and with good heart..there are always that good old memories to cherish =)
& all along, its only what I thought.
3:40 PM
wahahahx. so long never post le =) blahx. today get our subject combination. it is totally confusing. suddenly the school come up with triple science and one humanities de class. its like =.=". from what i know. it is very risky. as u know there is only one humanities. very troubled with that. nevermind. there is alot of people i know who are going to be in the same class =) people like pinru, kiawoon, jamie, tecksoon, sharon and so on. hahax.
saw michelle de post. yeap. haha. i shall digress abit. since i am sooooo bored.
" jielun ! jielun ! " wai po rocks
for this. michelle is fluenced by me. from the time i let her listen to jielun de song. michelle likes the song "wai po". we just bought his new album. haha. its nice. =) gillian.. i am sure u also agree right?
twice the 25 bus went off without us. " 25 !!! run!!! "
haha. this one. i dont like the bus driver who went off without us >.<>touch wood. touch wood. touch her head !
according to michelle. my head is wood larhx. so everytime someone say something that should not be said. she will touch my head. my head so holy hor? it symbolize "touch wood".
" hot cross bun ! hot cross bun ! "
heyhey. this... thanks to seowhui and michelle. make me become the DO. michelle the RE and seowhui the MI. i am sure u all know le larhx. its according to height. flute section de zhao1 pai2? maybe because i am afraid of heights... so i dont grow as fast as other people. must slowly overcome it de marhx. one day. one fine day... u will see yinshuen taller than the mace=)
when she beats me " you beat me i tell dawn ! "
not fair. dawn always side michelle de. haha. when i beat michelle... michelle will always call for dawn. then dawn will go nag at me. haha. but the nagging seems so funny.
standing on a higher escalator step, " michelle ! i taller than you !" and i will say " wait a few more seconds and see "
yeah! finally yinshuen is taller than michelle. for once. but after a few seconds...my attempts will go down the drain =)
lin jun jie! haa. always lend me her cd.
yeah. i lend her the cd again. hahax. just too bored on the way home. so tends to listen to songs. influence her again? haha.
"yinshuen, what song is this arr ? "
michelle is not familar with the songs barhx. so always ask me for the title of the song. but too bad. i always fail to answer her question. as u know.. i seldom remember names de. even the character of shows i also dunnoe de. only remember their faces.
always make her wait for me. sorry !
haha. michelle is late queen no.2. haha. often overslept or what de. haha. but nevermind. i am patience de hor. can wait de. cause sometimes i also will be late de. thats why when i meet with michelle. i will tend to go out of the house slightly later than the normal time. so i no need to wait so long marhx =)
remember the pasa malam that made us want to puke ?
yeah. that one. eat until so full that we can hardly walk. i like the coke bottle. its so gu lao.hahax. grace almost gone with us. but she cant find the place. so mich and i are left alone. haha. but its still fun =)
" you want go 7 eleven ? "
hmmx. we often go to the 7 eleven near my house =) as we are usually hungry after band prac. always go to 7 eleven to eat mashpotato. ice milo. mushroom soap. big gulp! 202639 is it? coke plus sprite is nice. haha.
ok enough of the craps.
="yinshuen"=
& all along, its only what I thought.
2:42 PM
the girl in the mirror -
im looking at the girl in the mirror - who will i see?
i cry.she is in such a sad state one can only take to pitying her.
she turns her hands to me, and i see the scars.
pity? or maybe attention? or perhaps love is all she wants?
i dont know.
i am scared. i run.
im looking at the girl in the mirror - who will i see?
i walk towards the mirror with caution this time.
she is still there.
she tries to speak.the words get caught in her throat.
a lone, solitary tear rolls down her pale cheek.
her hand reaches out to wipe it away.
the scars run deeper this time.
again i am scared. i run.
im looking at the girl in the mirror - who will i see?
i muster the courage to look her in the eye.
i see sadness, bleakness, the eyes of someone who has lost it all.
the emotion overwhelms me.
i cant help it. her pain and brokeness drowns me.
my hands are trembling.
i am still scared. once again, i run.
im looking at the girl in the mirror - who will i see?
what did she do?
she stands there alone.im getting used to it.
i tell myself im not afraid.
i look up and face her.
but wait, though she stands as a lone silhouette, there's a look of dignity on her face.
i wonder, was this the same girl as before?
or maybe this is an illusion.
i back off.
she reaches out to me, but before she can, i run.
im looking at the girl in the mirror - who will i see?
im sure this is a different person now.
she reaches out to me with clean hands. the scars are gone.
her pale lips turn to a half-hearted smile. they break into a broader grin.
the once sad eyes are now highlighted by an aura of peace bodered with hope.
skeptical, i reach out this time.
copying my actions, she reaches back.
our palms meet.
im looking at the girl in the mirror - who will i see?
my best friend and greatest enemy.
myself.
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muahahhahas. nice? when you think you've reached the end. think again. look at the mirror. who do you see? you have the power to control yourself. dont entertain such morbid thoughts. sure, life sucks sometimes. but hey, its not perfect ya? try to re-think whatever you're in. talk to someone. go kick a pillow. get the load off your shoulders. i cant say my life's all that great either, but whatever you do, dont quit. met a dead-end? its not too late to u-turn :)) sounds cliche ya? but dont worry, you'll see.
*dawn. p.s. dont whack me if this post is like, rly long >.<
& all along, its only what I thought.
5:14 PM
wahh! i must admit i was surprised when i saw that somebody else posted. for once. hahaz. not bad eh. have something to read for once. michelle! no need to sleep de ar? tsktsk. or maybe you just put the wrong time i also don't know. okie anyway, so sweet of michelle to be typing at -6.19AM- ?!? oh gosh. don't tell me you actually need less sleep than me. holidays i must be turning into one huge pig. always sleep and sleep and sleep some more. hmmx. but "havta sleep soon"? or maybe you were just watching vcds like chewy until early morning.
yup, i'm actually in a rather happy mood for once while blogging.
following her example, it is now my turn to thank people and apperciate all the good and bad times we shared.
from the great class
of 1/4 ' 04
2/4 ' 05
all the people i guess. even though we might not have gotten along well, even though i might not have talked to you before, surprising what with being in the same class for two years. even if there are people in the class i dislike, but well, who am i to judge others? without anybody in the class, it would not be 2/4 anymore, would it? 2/4 comes as it is, love it or hate it.
lets see.. this shall be a long list i think.
first of all,
to Christine ----> for being the first person i met on the first day of school, who was also in the same group during the first few days of school, 2004. for being the chatty one, making us laugh all the time. for making me look forward to exam time, when we would be sitting in that corner. for letting me copy your papers. remember that time during D&T, when we had the circle isometric drawing? then we were all copying off each other's paper and asking for help. to think that ms ho didn't notice. thanks for making me feel honored by copying my home econs paper. so nice right? but that's practicaly the only paper you copied. sorry for the time i got you in trouble for the SSI paper. also for having flu and borrowing tissue paper everytime.
to Vi Ting ----> the second person i met in 1/4. always so nice de, everyday all smiles. can still remember before every exam, we would like " eh viting, must remember to let me copy hor. eh christine, move your table over. viting, got study anot?" then it will be goodluckgoodluck until exam starts. for being in the same chinese class, and letting me copy zuo ye before lesson starts. for freaking out after exams and worrying about whether you passed anot.
to Zi Qin----> for sitting next to me during chinese and letting me copy during chinese lessons. everytime wang lao shi will go "hong zi qinn tong xue, qing zuo da." then she'll always wake me up when i fall asleep during chinese.
to Lisa ----> for being lisa, always smiling and being white white de. for not minding my crapping on how to faint properly. for letting me copy homework too. for patiently teaching me maths when i didn't know what mdm hee was talking about. for being so nice that time i went to your house with zhiwei and made a mess of the kitchen and torturing you goldfishes. also for being on the opposite team during floorball. thanks for teaching me sign language even though all i remember now is the sign for "U". for that time the three of us went to deliver girlguide cookies, it was fun. for being my da jie. for that time i was screaming during corpse bride and you were reallynice about it. for that time you almost fainted during flag raising, and letting me miss english, and annoying you to eat the biscuits. for being good and nice and a role model.
to shamini ---> for being hyper all the time, screaming away. for being in the same group last year. for being good in maths and attempting to teach me maths.
to sweekee ---> for being well, sweekee. for listening to all my crap and never asking me to keep quiet of telling me that i talk too much. for waking me up when i fall aslep during lessons. for letting me copy notes, especially when i can't see the board. for being a fabulous artist so that i can have something to envy during art. for rushing with me to band whenever we are late or have extra lessons. for never, ever scolding me at all, even when i know i'm being a awful person. for when you stress out before exams, and i realise i'm not the only one worried. for the times when we argued about life, about what it is/not supposed to be. and for being smilely everyday.
to praveena ----> dear band mate, for sitting next next to me last year, and diagonally across from me this year. for hearing my complaints about things. for crapping along with me, about band, class, people. for making me laugh when you couldn;t stand siva anymore. and of course, for not minding too much when i teased you.
to michelle tan----> for her nicenice drawings and siting in the same group as me last year.
to zhiwei----> ahh. how can i forget. of course, for homework 34 that i borrowed for erm. one month? for her pet phrases: "dunno. shit lah. and heck care." for the times when i always went over and sat on the stool next to her. for letting me go to your house so many times and meeting your *coughs* nice sister. for the times we spent doing home econs and cursing mdm foong. for when we went tuition together. for going to watch movies together. for being smart and nice and mean and evil when we tease jiahao. for listening when i freak out and a slacker tracker.for being my xiao mei.
to xinru ----> for being a fast runner. for when you listen to me freak. for telling my that i'm adorable but stupid. for teaching me tennis. and also for being my er mei. for that time you had fits during maths, then we all missed maths and literature. and being nice and crapping along with me. for always coming along with me to fill up water bottles whenever i asked. for being who she is.
to lingling----> for being the top in maths and not minding when i poke fun at you for being super smart. for being my da ge. and for being tall.
haiz
got to go soon. shall continue this tomorrow i guess. we shall be getting our results back. which class will i be going to?
``dreams
~kiaa
& all along, its only what I thought.
1:59 PM
i can finally sit down and blog after so long. my mummy kept the modem thanks to my brother. at this time of the year, shouldn't we just find a time to sit down, relax, and maybe think about all that we have done in this past few years and most importantly, reflect. regardless of the good and enjoyable times or bad and sad memories. even if you promised and vowed never to speak of it again. its time we all think through the ups and downs of this past year and settle eveything in our mind, giving it its final closure.
let me maybe start with this group of friends so close to me. my two years with this enjoyable group of people. lets begin from my dear partner who has been bearing with my crap this two long years.
chewy
- the first day i saw her, her blur blur look.
- every now and then, "you understand what she talking?"
- and when she just won't admit it "oh, just testing you only. i knew it all along"
- "michelle! don't talk already. we haven't even started doing."
- and sometimes, i would turn to her and " chewy, you want sweet?"
- and she will reply with her " okaay! "
- human C with the fuzzy hairstyle
- the visits to "her" house to watch sims. hint hint
- when our canteen closed, we would take turns with yokecheng to bring bread.
- ( to satisfy our crave for an edible substancein the place we study in ) haa.
- "i want to squeeze your hamster!"
- the ups and downs, the smiles and laughters, the giggling and chatting, the endless gossiping. haa.
i will never forget you chewy. i dont think we will sit together again next year. let alone be in the same class again. sighs. but. we will see each other in band yah ? haa.
carrotkia
- "iaoon!"
- then she tell me "later people think you short tongue lah!"
- everytime face long long. haa
- and when dismiss le will go look for her in her class.
- then will always gossip about this and that. you know you know. haa
- "go kovan eat icecream!"
- then she will say " hazelnut rocks! " " chocolate sucks " pouts. haa
- i can still remember how your face screwed up when you tasted green tea.
- every tuesday, " you want go library ? "
- everytime will take turns to attitude.
- " michelle, must write down the flavour we try before hor! "
- sometimes will ask her, "hows your aunt ?"
- and she will say " fine and nagging " haa
now though rather distant, but still love you de. haa. must smile more okeh? lets go kovan eat icecream! haa.
mushroomshuen
- i haven't start listening yet aniwae.
- " jielun ! jielun ! " wai po rocks
- twice the 25 bus went off without us. " 25 !!! run!!! "
- touch wood. touch wood. touch her head !
- " hot cross bun ! hot cross bun ! " haa.
- when she beats me " you beat me i tell dawn ! "
- standing on a higher escalator step, " michelle ! i taller than you !"
- and i will say " wait a few more seconds and see "
- lin jun jie! haa. always lend me her cd.
- "yinshuen, what song is this arr ? "
- always make her wait for me. sorry !
- remember the pasa malam that made us want to puke ?
- " you want go 7 eleven ? "
- FFSL !
yinshuen. so cute. haa. will always remember the times we had. rawk on gurl !
yawns. sorrie havta stop here. will continue on friday bah. then you will c silings and dawns one. yupps. ppl. rawk on. havta slp soon. lurve you all. peace. happy unburfdae !
maggie in maggieland#
& all along, its only what I thought.
10:19 PM
had maths extra lesson. 2/4's last with mdm Hee. i'll miss her lessons. if not for her, who knows what would have happened to my maths? i'm sorry, cos this last lesson seems to be wasted. didn't know what she was talking about. it was "you poke here then you turn. you see the starting point? then you turn - arh can you all see anot? can see now? turn once, twice, see, then cannotturn anymore. do you all get it?" well what do you think? the whole part about interior and exterior angles i was completely lost. "you cut here and here. you will get three triangles right? it overlaps. this angle equals to this angle and this angle. the sum of angles in a triangle equals to 180 degrees. so the sum of interior angles in the pentagon equals to 540 degrees." or something like that, i'm not too sure.
not in exactly a good mood today. sorry to everyone for being such a wet blanket and snapping at people. even when i'm just being oversensitive. i don't know why, but i'll always tell people around me when i'm in a bad mood. so that they won't bother me? i can be happy, why not?
i feel like giving up.
wait. things will get better.
it can't get any worse, can it?
practise makes perfect.
just try your best.
you can do it.
i can only hope. it has been a long time. they say, it will improve with time. they say, don't ever give up on yourself. who are they anyway? always trying to decide our life for us. can i just throw everything down and fool myself into thinking that it has nothing to do with me? can i be heartless and not care about anything?
i tell myself : things will be okay. just bear with it for awhile. soon, before i know it, it will be over. i'll never even know it happened. if i had the heart to quit, i would have done so long ago. why wait until now?
i am not a quitter.
let yourself drown in unhappiness. the float is so near. reach forward, and you will be saved. but you just can't seem to touch it. something seems to be pulling you back. you struggle to be free. all of a sudden, exhaustion sets in. you give up hope and stop. then you are swept underneath the current.
different people from different angles see different things. get the picture?
by the way siling ah. you can continue adding all your happy posts. liven things up more. yeah, leave the expositions to me. when i'm free, i shall write more then.
"most folks are as happy as they make up their minds to be."
-----Abraham Lincoln (1809-1865)
``i am not a quitter
~kiaa
& all along, its only what I thought.
2:01 PM
well. here i am. back again. first i have to say that i am not in a very pleasant mood, due to what happened since yesterday.first, when i came back from band, had a rather horrible spat with my sister.
in short, she switched off the light the light in the bathroom while i was bathing. and not because she didn't know i was inside. well, i'm scared of the dark, although not as much as when i was young. then she was hurling vulgarities at me, so of cos i got pissed. hallo? but obviously, she wins me in that area. afterall, i do not take hokkien as a thrid language. well anyway, so we were not on speaking terms until this afternoon, through msn. huh? you may ask, isn't my sister at home? erm.. she is, about 4 metres away from me? this happens all the time. sometimes i'll rather be an only child, then i wouldn't be quarrelling with her all the time. since young, we have always argued over little things, insignificant, but overall it still adds up to quite a lot. this few years though, i have been mostly left alone. it's lonely being at home alone. the few times that i talk to my sister, we end up fighting. so, is being not lonely fighting with my sister or is being lonely like an abandoned kid better? you tell me.
all i want since young is a happy family. is that too much to ask for?
i'm not feeling well now seriously. last night, or this morning, couldn't sleep. and it wasn't only for awhile. 3.38 am woke up cos i was boiling under my blanket. had this really weird feeling in my mouth. duh. having sore throat and two ulcers. what can i expect. then i went to sleep on the floor cos i thought it might be colder down there. wasn't much help until i went to the kitchen, drank water, ate ice, two tablespoons of pi pa gao and more water. den splash water, some more water.
finally fell asleep at 4 plus almost five. woke up at noon no surprise bah. interesting way to spend my day right?
anyway, i want a new saxophone. dream on, you might say. i know it's "fat hope" all the way. whaat, you think new alto saxophones fall from the sky? even if it does, most likely, with me, it would just fall on top of my head and hit me on the forehead hard enough for me to feel faint. and when i fall on the ground, i'll land on the back of my head, in the middle of the road, then laspe into a coma for a year or so. when i finally wake up, i'll become a vegetable. yes, a carrot.
speaking up for pinru,
a new BARITONE/ALTO SAXOPHONE
funny though, i have never heard of tenor complaining about wanting new instruments. i wonder why?
haiz.
we should both know that the band does not have enough money. if there is a new baritone sax, then there wouldn't be money left over to buy a alto sax. unless i buy one myself. FINE. we should think about the kids in Africa not having proper meals. i should count my blessings instead of complaining.
to anonymous tagger(s): you can say whatever you like and i'm fine with your comments. thank you for reading and i'll try and remember not to mention anything personal next time. i'll just blog about what the world wants to read about. somebody happy and carefree, with the innocence of a child and wisdom of an adult.
but i still hope you'll leave your name the next time. why be cautious about revealing your identity if you bother to leave a tag? if you want to truely remain unknown, you can just lurk in the dark and not tag. at all. even if we might not know you, it's better then having no identity by being purely anonymous.
i'm just being truthful and honest. i believe that i have to right to say whatever i want, as long as i'm not slandering people or hurting others. no, i do not ask for others to understand me better. in fact, i do not like people who know me too well. it's freaky that way.
you know what? i seriously do not feel like blogging depressing stuff from now on. make a clean break then. should i even blog in the first place? remember what i quoted a few days ago? about what only you know is like a wall around you? i've decided to build another layer or bricks on top. seal the door, break off the doorknob and add barbed wires on top. oh. and did i forget to mention the huge "keep out" sign? what can i say? i'm anti social, therefore going to suffer, changing classes. nevermind about me, just make yourself happy. i'll just keep more to myself and talk to myself more. i find having a chat with my sarcastic self rather interesting anyway.
"hi, how you doing?"
"rather fine, i think you should ask yourself that question."
"actually i am"
"ok, continue asking."
"had any interesting conversations lately?"
"hmm. would you count yourself an interesting person?"
"i don't know. wait. let me think. i think you can answer that question yourself."
"i am answering it myself. duh."
"hey this conversation isn't going anywhere."
"finally you realise."
"nice meeting you though."
"just to inform you, i think you are a rather boring person."
"well thanks alot. go look in the mirror."
"and good day to you too."
satisfied? i'm having alot of fun talking to myself as you can see.
"only fools are positive."
--Moe Howard (US comedian with the three stooges. 1897-1975)
``i'll try to be happy
~kiaa
& all along, its only what I thought.
3:30 PM
fairytale... snow white and the SEVEN DWARFS !
lols... ytd maggie n cabbage were discussing bout the lil dwarfs and thus we got a name each...wahaha...
grumpy - kiawoon
sleepy - michelle
happy - si ling
sneezy - dawn
doc - chiew yee
doepy - yinshuen
angry - swee kee
this bloggie is getting dark... as the happie 1, i nid bring in some lite... lols... kiawoon grumpy 1 cos her posts are usualli liddat... yea it's gd 2 let out ur troubles insteading of cooping them up inside ya. n she choose a long tym over it and [angry] Michelle e sleepy 1... hahas last tym ask her go out she still sleeping... den slp so late at nite de... Yupx den me the happy 1 cos i choose de mah... lols... so my job is 2 add some sparks of joy 2 tis blog here... erm though the skin dun reli match my kindda posts... yea kia continue 2 post more. n my own blog is rotting away... dawn sneezy 1... last tym got 1 tym nv see her so long le cos she is ill... =( sad arh... chiew yee is doc 1... hee she tot is dog.. her fav animal mah... yea doc means dose super clever de peeps... ya juz lyk chewy lor... maths A1 de pro n last yr got 2nd in lvl... we can't hold a candle 2 her lor... so she shall b doc =) Yinshuen is doepy cos when chelle ask her tat tym she blur blur de sae doepy lor... so she shall b doepy... hahas cute kwel de... eh poor sweekee she had no choice left le so she ll take angry. erm but she dun even look or be angry... hahas exact opp???
yea in life we muz b happy... The choice is urs... u can be happy or unhappy depending on how u look at things... sometyms u do not nid 2 take things 2 heart de larhx... tat ll onli add 2 ur troubles... yea cos we r blogging cos we wan 2 xpress our views on certain issues n let it out... n to pass tym la... this is ur life and u lead it the way u wanna b n not let ppl influence u... so stay happy owaes... ya if u go 2 e playground u ll c dose kids so happy n carefree everyday play play play de lor... fun n stress free... yea we can b lyk them too owaes so cheerful if we look on the bright side of life.. erm ok... i m not asking ppl 2 act lyk kids and neglect or run away from problems but ya we can take a positive view of it.
Watched the news juz now. In taiwan, dere is a old folk who was so angry at the workers that her anger driven her 2 death. She was arguing with the guys who were moving hse 4 her over the charges and in the end somehow she died. Din noe the full story cos my bro switched channel.ppl should noe how 2 control their temper, for both their own sake of health n 4 e feelings of the ppl arnd them. perhaps juz a lil smile or greeting frm 1 can brighten another person's dae, showing tat u care.
My neighbour whom i met sometyms in the morning ll smile "eh ah girl... going 2 sch ar? ur mummy nv go wif u?" ya rite my mum left e hse b4 me cos i went 2 sch quite late... arnd 7 liddat. Hey it's nice when sum1 smile at u early in e morning ya at least i would wake up a bit lerhx... cos i m owaes in e dreamy state but i ll noe tat dere is something i can look forward 2 in sch? erm erm erm a bit fake larh but i m suppose 2 sae sumtin happy here. Ya so smile more n u ll brighten the days of many.
ya i crapped a bit too much 2dae...n i dunno wat i m trying 2 sae oso... but i finalli added a post here wif all kiawoon 's complaints... erm ok... tis proved tat i m not cut out 2 wryt gd expositions. ya kiawoon u win... but after crapping so much, i dun feel the happiness in me yet lor... hmmx... go watch tv or play some games liao... 2 relax... hey 1st week of hols a bit sian sian de larhx... but i ll get a life soon... i forgot, i can go out of e hse n watch tv. YA ICE SKATING =)) haiz i dunno how 2 ice skate lor.. n the grose image tat ur fingers being cut of by e blades of e skater shoe... den blood osing out of e e finger... yikes mah! *story cotributed by kiawoon* hahas
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lurves * L i n g
& all along, its only what I thought.
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