wrong wrong wrong.

Im tired.

i can never do anything right. everything i do is wrong. my cuzzin is gg haywire. its my fault. my sis not doing well in skol. its my fault. de hse is messy. its my fault.

its all my fault.

ur anger, sadness, disappointment. its my fault.

i work hard to get my own source of income, to pay 4 my driving, to make my parents proud dat im doing a gd job, to get into shape, to make time to meet, to be happy n not get cranky animore despite all dis madness. all dis is overlooked.

haix.

i yearn for solace n peace. i wanna spend a day at de beach, watching de waves hug de shores, lie under de big blue sky, feel de wind caress my soul..

if i juz lay,
if i juz lay here,
would u lie wif me n juz 4get de world..

DANGG.

Dang. :/

Annie's right. i am getting obsessed abt losing wt. i cant help it. fats bulging everywhere. omg. disastrous! nightmare!!

well, ive learnt dat :
1g of proteins= 4 calories
1g of carb=4 calories
1g of fats=9 calories!

i found dis site, http://www.theloseweightdiet.com/ which i think is useful. harhar. told u im obsessed. yar n well, i found dat i need abt 2600 calories a day. n to lose wt, i need to lessen my calories intake by abt 500 calories and exercise! iLOVE. :)

so yes. i feel fresher n more energetic now! n ive lost 3kg so far! hip hip horray! weee~ i dont intend to be stick think so dun worry aye. n i found a new passion- trekking!! ooooh. my 1st ever intensive trek was gunung ledang, tu pun sikit jek.haha. den comes mersing! i lyk.. steep. scary. i literally had to grab de branches next to me as we hike up. juz a couple of days ago was mt jantan at karimun! woo. dat was really a challenge. it felt 4ver man. tu pun half-trek jek. trekking's great! i sweat buckets. totally drenched. :)


mersing trekking. we made it to de top!


waterfall at karimun. iLIKE! pity we didnt haf time to take a dip.

my aunts are worried abt my eating habit. saying dat a rabbit eats more den me. LOL. dat is so not true. i still eat hokay. coz i haf dis relative of mine hu was once really round n chubby. n after half a yr or so, she super thin n lanky can. she turned anorexic n was admitted into de hospital. now dat's bad.

BLEARGH!

ouh ya. im freaking broke!! i cant even withdraw animore! dats how broke i am. :( all my pays are taking abit toooo long. damn.

2nd yr anniversarY!!

Magical. :)

Simply de bez nite we've ever spent. de love juz feels stronger den ever now.. i luv u.. :)

guess wad my dearest darling suprised me wif on our 2nd yr anniversary? SKY DINING!!! omg! a dream dat i wud never haf tot wud come tru n he made it real~ awwww.. im so touched n moved to tears.

we promised to make it de bez nite n indeed it was. he looked soo gd! *drools* hehe~ tried to look my bez too. hope u lyk it baby. :)

de experience it truly indescribable. de moment was juz so perfect. time stood still. i gazed into his eyes n nth else in de world mattered. :) i wanna spend de rest of my life wif u..


waiting for our cable car on mount faber. cheers!


de 1st course: tomato soup. i heart u!


2nd course. yum yum! getting dark.


de one hu completes me. :)

shall not divulge too much here. a memory for us to keep. ure de bez thing dat has happen in my life baby. thank u for de beautiful n magical nite. so in lurvveee..~

I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight....

urgggh.

URGHH.

DIGUSTING.

i mean it.

i so rox yo

I rox!

i finished my FTT within 10mins n i passed it! woohoo. i cud see ppl ard me looking shocked n were kepoh lah. everyone peered over to my screen. sheesh.

driving's been great! i luuuurve cruising down de road. cant wait to get my license!!~~

ouh ya. today discovery channel ppl blanja-ed kak yani, annie n me guess where!... STRAITS KITCHEN at Hyatt Hotel!! can u believe it! OMG. five-star hotel lar. n de food, aiyo..so sedap lar. tak boleh angkat beb~ great food + great company= mad, happy ppl! hehe~

tomorrow's Songfest at tpjc. cant wait to see de bebs. =) miss u girls!

ps. cant wait to see u baby!~ muackkkkzz.
*wInkS*

blisssss. :)

Bliss. :)

today was simply a magical day. we knew each other for only 2 days back den, n now it has been 2 yrs. de feelings juz grow deeper n deeper.~

i could be beside u de whole day n enjoy every second of it. pure sweetness. :)