pray for me!

AAAHHHH~!!!

results coming out dis friday! ouhmygod~ insyaallah ok. *shuts eye n pray hard*

imggbonkers.stressss.help.uglypimplescomingout.seramnyer.
wadifidontdowell.isdatdeendofme?ivenobackupplanyet.diedie.ahhhH!

k k. calm down khai. my hands are cold thanx to de aircon n upon noeing results is coming out. in skol currently. wed is my laz dae in Marsiling Pri. weeee. cant wait. im shagged baybeh. thanx to de kids, stress n pressure, im getting MOUNTAINOUS n VOLCANOUS pimples..hurhur. haix. im feeling uuuggllyyy.

aniwaes, on a lighter note, girls day out was great! i miss all my bebs. muz go out again tau tau. =) send pics asap k!~

gtg. recess dah abis.

weee

Woo. currently at work. its pouring outside. haf to wait a while.grrr.

im so tired man. work has been a pain sometimes.

driving shiok man! i passed my final theory evaluation. wooohooo. =) anoder driving prac besok. cant wait. i rox!

ouh. guess wad. i lost my BRAND NEW HP which is lesser than a month yr old!! godamit. die hp stealer! i hate u! may u rot n wither!!! sheesh. ive not enuf dropped it all all yet. can u believe it. sigh.. *khai trying to hold her anger n not stranggle de person nearest to her*

On a brighter note, gg for facial dis sat wif amal n fatin~ tra-la-la. im soo in need of cheering up. =/

okie dokies. need to get back to my markings..

wkends come soon!

Yesh!
today's thursday. cant wait for friday to come coz it de wkends after dat!! im tired. kids can really go krazeeee ar. dere's dis two pri 1 boys in my klaz, one of de boy kick de other in the "ton ton". hurhur. according to him. n he started wailing n rolling on the floor. geeez. calmed dem down n send them to the discipline master.

haiyoz. ive only been in skol for 11 days n so much has happened. hp stolen case, kid shit in his pants, kids crying in klaz, and the list goes on n on...

my aunt is amazed dat im still surviving. wakaka. never say die beb~

i cant stand it when ppl keep asking me when's result coming out. sheesh. dere's no news yet. stop asking me. bleargh. de more i think abt getting it back, de more im not looking 4ward to dat day.

daddy wants me to pursue teaching at ntu-nie. but after my relief teaching experience im thinking twice abt teaching permenantly. i want to do journalism but hearing de scary stories abt working dere..hmm..i simply dunnoe wad to do oredi. =/
BLEARGH.

wee~~

YEAY!!~

de day out wif the guyz yesterday totally rox! met de guyz at 3. missed the bowling session wif dem coz i had madrasah in the morning. aww. nvm. next time.. we then proceed to Seoul Garden. damn shiok lah! guyz can juz laugh at the simplest things. heh~ had quirky n funny moments~ my stomach was gg to burst lah thanx to the food and laughing so much.. hurhur. do u noe laughing helps burn calories? haha~ my 1st time to Seoul Garden. hehz. kesianz. the food was so nice. muz go again!

we made our way to the arcade next. wah..fun. racing totally reminds me of driving. kekeke. dere were cute stuff toys which comes in a couple set from that grab-stuff toys machine. didnt get it. its ok~

we den head to esplanade roof top to "emo". LOL. watched a band performing from de top. heh. *pssst* i bet izzat has a crush on the female vocalist. hehe. =P enjoyed de night sky wif darling dear. after a while we were singing as well. lucky it didnt rain!

all in all, de day was great! lets go out again kay. =D

great food, great company.



look at wad too much food cud do to guyz. haha!


so serene. =)

yeay~

Vrooooom..

Wee! Had my very 1st prac on the road.. so shiok lah! haha.. finally got to feel de REAL road. lol. b4 turning out to the road, i was so jittery lar. wad if i knock into another car? wad if i go up de kerb? fuyooh. dat wud be an embarrassment for a lifetime man. but THANKGOD, it was fine! cam dah pro gitu shift gear, slow down, brake, clutch.. bez ar! but yar..i still sux. bleargh. had panicky moments. i swear my instructor was gg to faint~ hurhur.

yeay! its saturday. much long awaited break is finally here. im tired aii. teaching is never easy. but yea, im starting to enjoy it. ive remembered de names of my students. =) wee. so proud of myself~ hurhur. can simply scream their names when dey go mad. wakaka. n im so slenger. after 7 days den i realised that i haf a pair of twins in my claz. bah~ no wonder i keep getting their names wrong.

aitez.. looking forward to the day out wif de guyz tomorrow~ yippeesss..

skol

woo. ive long updated my blog.
hmm. extremely tired and worn out.
k. shall do a quick post b4 i haf to do other work.

ah lets see.
ive been offered to relief teach at Marsiling pri for a mth. i started laz thurs. mygod. im so tired. de job has been really demanding. de lower pri are fine and are sooooo adorable! dey seem to love hugging me. hmm. lol. de upper pri..sigh. i wan to try my bez to communicate well wif dem but.. urghh. dey CAN get super duper intolerable! sigh.. muz tahan. i haf a long way to go~ bleargh.. i wud be student anitime than being a teacher.

tuitions are still ongoing. ahh. at least during tuitions, i dun haf to face 30 over bunch of students. THANKGOD.

damn. i need money. retail therapy wud relieve stress..BAH! quick money, jump into my bank. im in need of u~

sigh

Im trying to hold my head up high. trying to keep my emotions together. i smile. i laugh. n kid ard as per normal. but deep, deep down in me, im torn apart, ripped n shattered into a thousand of pieces. no words can really depict wad im gg tru. lets juz say, this is one of the dark moments in my life. im like a lost soul searching for dat guiding light, not sure if i will ever find it.

im gg to stay strong. for myself. take one step at a time n enjoy life. forget all de woes n live every single day lyk its my laz..

gd nite world..