unfathomable.

hmmmx.

i simply cant fathom myself sometimes. my actions, the way i think. till sometimes, it hurts the ppl i luv the most. i wanna take a long bike ride around the park to clear my mind. yar..i think i shud. feeling the wind blow in my face, enjoying the scenery and having the moment to be alone, no words..juz go on n on cycling. i desire peace, tranquility and enlightenment.

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss

on a lighter note, i luuuuurve driving. so much fun! =) a gd way to relieve stress too.

will u wait for me...

weeeeee

YiPpEeS~

daddy bought a new car. lyk finally after millions and eaons of yrs. wakaka~ now i can breathe easy thinking dat i will drive ard in a uber cool n new car. =D yeay, i can drive us ard baby.

ive met my seocnd tutee. haha.. mygod. is she a handful. she soo chirpy and quirky. haha. lucky no one was at home n it was juz de two of us. its only de 1st time i met her but we were lyk old frenz. giggling n gossiping non-stop~ fun fun. hehe.

hu ever said dat being a freelance wif BH was ever easy. hu says we earn alot. baH~ i enjoy dis job but hell no its not easy. me and annie spent lots of time gg out, getting story to write. we got lost yesterday trying to get to AZ buliding. being a reporter is really demanding. 1st u haf to get de scoop den u haf to get down to writing. i tell u, its such a challenging job. nonetheless, im really thankful for this golden opportunity. ive gained so much tru dis experience. im really indebted to anne for introducing me to kak yani. i appreciate it so much beb! n im really thankful to kak yani for providing me so much exposure to this line of work. =)

i appreciate dear for being patient wif me and understanding dat ive tonnes of work to do. im really greatful for dat.
i heart u. *sMiLeS*

luve

Woo..
its been a while since i laz updated. lazeeee lah. well, ive been bz bz bz.. sheesh. ive no "off" days. heh. im out everyday. currently i haf two tuitions, articles to write for BH, relief teaching and driving license! wow..rush here and dere..but its ok. im luuuuurvin' it. =D really i do. its a new experience for me. though yea, skol roxs to de core, working life is not too bad.

i was afraid when i was dumped wif de numerous tasks. i was scared i wudnt enjoy it and it was gg to be dreadful. well, it has proven to be otherwise. though i admit its tough, but ive learn lots lyk time management and money wise. hah. for real man. really broadens my horizon..

aitez... looking forward to seeing him at de lib. rindu awak banyak banyak tau! *sMiLeS*

Mygawd. Shagged baby~

Mygawd. Shagged baby~

I once complained ive nothing to do. Now I haf so much on my plate. Driving lessons is ongoing. I passed my BTT! Woo. Applied for my provisional driving license oredi. Will be starting prac soon~

Got a tuition job from Ily. Thank u so much! Suppose to start today but guess wad.. I got a call for relief teaching at Woodlands Pri for a day! So exciting lah. Haha.. my 1st day of skol as teacher was definitely memorable~ I got to sit in the staff room. Taught malay to pri 1, 3 and 5. haha..dey were so adorable lah. Each and everyone of dem keep wanting to talk to me aka Cikgu Khairunnisa. hee. Sekejab2 cikgu here and cikgu dere. Haha. Even the teachers in the staff room called me cikgu. Wah! Cool kan~ haha.. it felt so short. When I use to be a student, time seems to pass soooo slowly in skol. But as a teacher, de time flew so fast. One of the student was promoting her mum's kuih to me and I even received a love note! They asked whether i had msn. kids dis days~ Haha..cute lah!

Haha.. aitez. Im tired. Im in serious need of a sleep now..ciao~

ps. i miss u alot.. i really do baby.

hehee

Heh...
went to meet the Real Group, an acappalla group from Sweden with kak yani and kak liza. hmm. i need to be braver to be a reporter. need to learn the ropes to be cut out for this job yar. aniwaes, dey were nice bunch of people. they're gonna be performing tonite at esplanade. not sure whether i'll be gg or not.

i haf a movie review to do tomorrow~ yeay! gg to orchard cineleisure to watch Apocalyto. fun fun.. im bumming at home today. aitez..shall continue playing game on de com. hurhur..

Come to me.

Come to me..
yeah baby..
nice song. :)

been bz lately. finally i have something to do. haha..kesian khai. went out with darling dear on thursdae. watch Night At The Museum. MUZ WATCH! really goood. i lykkk.. haha. 4/5 popcorns. heh.

den on fridae, went to SP for launching of new diploma: Experience design. quite cool. doing a cover story for BH!! doing a polyguide with anne, susu and kak yani. hope it works out and our write up gets published! how exciting yar~

on saturday, went SP again wif kak yani and anne for SP's open hse. long day.. tiring.

yup yupz. khai is a happy gerl today. =D

ouh ouh. BP called me for relief teaching but dey needed a DnT teacher. aii.. wad a waste. i didnt take it back in sec skol. shucks. n adult fare sucks! $10 cant even last for more den 2 days. aiyoo... cant wait for my basic theory test~ haha. once dats done, i can drive wif dat 'L' plate on de car..haha.

new me?

New year, new me?

hmm.. every year without fail i will make resolutions but how many haf i actually managed to get done. heh. nada. zilch.

2006 was a year of bumby roads and rollercoaster rides. lots of beautiful memories i wish to cherish and dere were ugly ones too. sigh. wadeva happens shud be a lesson to be learnt yah.

i miss skol. i cant believe im saying this. gosh. i guess its true. ppl say u'll hate working life and wish u cud be in skol again. yar. well, i believe it now. i wan skoL! i pray hard i get into uni. pls pls..pretty pls.. its weird dat i dun need to fuss abt buying new shoes, a set of uniform, to pack my bag and to worry abt whether ive done all my hw. dis is seriously one looooong holiday.

may 2007 be a better yr ahead..