shit

Shit head man!!

im super, super, super pissed!

i lost my mlep notes. gawd. it was in a plastic folder. i had 9 mind maps in dere! it was pain hard work ok. wks of sheer pain. go all de wae to Bedok Library twice FROM WOODLANDS, mind you, juz 2 get resources to do those mind maps. i dont mind getting it done again but de tot of someone feeding on it lyk it was THEIRS.. gawd~ shit head lah hu ever took it. i cant find it anywhere at home. its nowhere in mlep rm. gawd...

i pray to god dat i misplaced it ar. or else...to hu ever took it, may u fail mlep. i mean it. i dont care. u deserve it.

im super, super, super pissed.

wee

i heart you

There is a special place in my heart only you can see.
No one even knows its there.
It's the tender side of me.
There is a special part of my life only you can feel..
Every time I feel the heat blazing my soul...
I know our love is real.
There is a special time in the world
I share with only you
The way we laugh, talk, and care
I keep them close with me
cause i will alwiz love you...

Happy 5 mth anniversary syg.
Hope for more mths n yrs 2 come.. :)

wohoo

It's 9.08 am. break time. im sleepy. grrr...

ive so much work n revision 2 do. man~ wad's new. urghh..

i muz work hard. i wanna go NTU-NIE, take up malay studies n be a ml trc! wooo! yea. yea.

so yes khai. wake up. got 2 get gd grades...

yea

WEE!~

Khai is a happy gerl 2dae! skol rox.. *sMiLeS*

i shall think positively. thanx 4 making me see de light. i needed dat. =)

i lurve my darling frenz. u guyz r de bez. luv u loads!

muackzz!

phew

I feel rather enlightened.

hmm..having time off is de thing dat i need. being alone is not too bad after all. i got lotsa catching up in studies to do aniwaes.

lemme rest in peace...

wadeva.

I hate myself. Y am I de wae I am? I simply dun understand myself sometimes. Y is it hard 4 me 2 smile? Y am I such a serious person? Y is it hard 4 me 2 take life easy n laugh? Ahhh... I hate myself.

I haf no one. Sigh. Home was never a home to me. family is people I haf ties wif physically but not emotionally. Frenz? Well.. dey cant be dere all de time. Im all alone. I hate being alone. Its not a fear but merely de thing I detest de most.

I wan 2 runaway. Far far away. Away from everyone n everything. Go somewhere else. Somewhere I can find peace. I luv de beach. I wan 2 live near de beach. It calms me down. I can feel de wild child protesting n screaming within me. it wants freedom, it wants solace.

I shud'nt rely on anione. Everyone has stuff 2 do. Eventhough im willing 2 stop all work 2 be dere 4 someone, but not everyone's lyk u, khai. Dun be selfish n disturb others. Get over ur own boredom khai. Go get a pet or sth.. I guess I juz crave 4 attention n not being left alone.i wan someone 2 tok to in times when I need a lending ear. Someone to keep me sane.

*reality to khai* no one out dere is free 4 u all de time idiot. Juz 4get abt it. I dun wan comfort. I dun wan pity. I dun need a shoulder 2 cry on. dun ask me whether im ok. dont tell me 2 take it easy. dun tell me i shud relax. Don't bother trying. Ignore me.

Let me be me. go away.

nyek

HAIX

sept holidae but im mugging at home. wad a waste. grrr..now my brain is so muddled up. filled wif mlep, bio, chem n maths stuff...

induced dipole-dipole is Van Der Waal's force. permenant dipole-dipole exist btw electronegatives (eg. N, O and F) and electropositive ions.. freeze-fracture technique is done to investigate the phospholipid bilayer of a cell membrane...

arhh! im gg nutz. can promos be over n done wif..~

ouh..ahah..sth out of de blue. im currently chatting wif my cuzzin n bpghs junior. her name is khairunnisa too!! wootz! interesting aye..haha..k.

im hungry. nyek~