boo

Finally its over!

Yes.

But wads de pt. im screwed. owells. im praying 4 de bez. :) all pass. pls..juz let me pass all.

i miss u. alot.

boohoo. :(

deng

Common Test has been a painful experience. grrrtz. i cant wait 4 bio 2 juz end 2moro! i didnt think itwud be bad..YEA RITE. someone smack me on de face. dat is exactly wad i need 4 not studying. im bringing all dis misery upon myself. urrghh.

Sat n did mlep paper. hmm..not a bad start. was managable. alhamdulillah. :)

den chem. all hell let lose. gosh. de paper spells H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E. my fault osso lah. i didt study at all. but i tot i cud at least score here n dere. well, fat hopes Khai. i cant even start on LOTS of qns. *feels blank*

2daes's maths. maths papers never worried me. but 2dae..*shakes head*. haix. im a failure dis time round. feel so dejected. haix.

bio's my laz hope 2moro. i do not need 2 flunk every single subject. seriously.

dis is so demoralising. ive failed myself. so disappointed. huumph. n it doesnt help when u're feeling down. something's amiss. pls enlighten me. dont keep me in de dark.

i feel so useless.

haix.

doomed

Grrrrtz.

skol's reopening. first common test paper is..2moro! wad de..

Mondae - MLEP n Chem
Tuesdae - Maths
Wednesdae - Bio

wad de..

ive not studied. serious. all i do is slack. hmm..wonder wad else did i do till i didnt study at all..~ high possiblity of flunking chem badly coz i noe nutz abt anithing. hope i cud still scrape tru de rez. *nyek.* wishful thinking.

*humphh*

owells. we shall see.

im doomed.

DUH.

lurve u

*sigh*

de faithful dae 19th may 2005...
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY SYG!
lurve u lotz.

Wen I think of u,
I lose all sense, u see.
Dis luv I haf for u,
I noe it was meant to be.

Having u wif me
feels so real N so right.
Wif u is where I want
to spend de rest of my life.

Wen I think of u,
I get dis feeling . . .
All of a sudden,
no matter how bad it gets,
my life is worth living.

Wen I think of u, I think of luv,
N how u are a dream come true,
an angel sent from above--
a beautiful angel, yes, dat's u,
de one I luv.

Wen I think of u,
I think about us;
N being wif u
makes life de bez.

I need ur luv
to make it tru
each N every day.
I want to spend my life
with u somehow, some way.

Life's pretty wif u ard.
Im thankful im blessed.
Blessed wif lotsa luv.
Showered wif lotsa care.
N most importantly,
noeing dat u'll alwiz be dere..

i miss him alot. wish i cud go out. but nooo. *grrtz*

owells

Luv u...

weeee

WoOtZ!

i lurve 2dae. *sMiLeS*

Went shopping wif my family!! weee~ bought myself a black Creative MP3, brown slippers and dis nice black shoes! *bEamiNg* i lurve my new babies. =)

yesh! im a happy gerl 2dae~

WhoOpeDeDoDeee~

YoohOO~

nyehehe. went 2 gentarasa laz nite. hmm...it was really an abstract performance. really smooth n well choreographed. some of de dance steps look familiar...hmm..den..*jengjengjeng*, at de end,tpjc tarian instructor, cikgu azmi came out! wah!!

met a few ppl dere. sharifah's cuzzin, atiqah, raime from yjc n saw ijc ppl. oh~ saw mrs zainal n her familee too. wah~ interesting. lotsa ppl came 2 watch. yupz.yupz. as usual, everyone looked gr8. *sMiLeS*

gosh.

skol's opening soon. grrrtz.

cheerios.

sastera camp

Wow... ages since i updated my blog.

k. dis holidae has been such a slack so far. all i do is slack at home.. its nice but hell, buka skola jer common test on de 1st dae oredi. gosh. are dey trying 2 kill us or wad?! aye..dey haf been trying 2 kill us aniwae..dotz.

[Day One]
yupz. so lemme start. 7-9th june. SASTERA CAMP! wootz! it was hella lots of fun. =) yupz.yupz. *nods head*luv my grp mates namely : yati, ain, suhaila, khabir n me. ahakz.. our Al-kisah di Jln Anggerik sajak rulez! wootz! nyehehe.Our grp name : Anggerik. Lovely. A survivor. Strong n able 2 withstand vitality in any condition. Rain or shine. shared a rm wif firda, ain n diyanah.Got our cards to our rm. Firda slots card n open de door. Squeals! We all rush in. Squeals!! *Hypervantilating wif excitement* de rm was superb!! so spacious! 4 beds. 4 closets. *Screams* Seriously. Macam bilik hotel! stayed up till 3 de 1st nite. wakaka..are we mad or wad. had a nice long late nite tok wif my gal pals. we shud do dis more often aite. *winks*

[Day Two]
we went 2 mediacorp radio..oooh. *squeals in delight* it is truly an awesome place! wowee~ being a radio deejay is more den juz sounding glamourous on air. more den dat..n ya, it is a cool job. at nite. we had 2 prepare a script 4 our play de next dae. hey..it was fun aye. well, every other grp finish writing theirs at 10. our grp, sat near de toilet..haha. farnie place 2 do our work i tot..n was still not done. got it done somewhere else by 11.30...i think..phew.

[Day Three]
how sad dat cik rasiah halil had 2 go off early. she didnt get 2 see our plays which were all really gd i felt. hilarious! n ya. Anggerik, us, got 3rd! ahahaha..really unexpected. muahaha. yupz. so proud of us. =) Den, it was gdbye room, gdbye dining area, gdbye hall of inspirations. boohoohooo... i miss dat place.

owells. it was truly a memorable experience. *sMiLeS*

yeay..toodles.

mish u

Morning~ *wif a bright cheery smile*

ahakz..khai is happy 2dae! Weee~ =) *big grinz* Dere was tarian prac on thursdae. hmm..de training was boot camp style. haha..

1st n foremostly, during manifest, dere's gonna be several dances : traditional, comtemporary n artistic.

yupz. yupz. n so im in artistic. farnie. didn't expect dat. i wonder how kak afifah separated us. *shrugs* well, traditional biaser lah. de epitome of ultra lembut,lemah gemalai dance. very nice dance. contemporary is almoz de same but more of meriah2 kind, happy2 dance ar. artistic..hmm..more of modern kind, rely alot on expression of body n face.

ya. so im wondering how am in gonna pull it off. owells, im not gonna gif up! kampatei!~ =) yar. de training dat dae was torturous. seriously. do bridge, yoga-pain strechings. phew..now my whole body is aching. pain..boohoo

yesterdae,went 2 meet hazmi in de morning. *beaming* u constantly brighten up my dae. *blissful smile*.den,went 2 diyanah's hse 2 practice tarian. ahaha.. diyanah, ain, firda n i haf turn into tarian-enthusiats! yeay!! hahaha...it was fun hanging out n dancing. we are so kecoh-rable. haha... luv dem lots.

aite ciao. =)

i miss u...