When bad things just come rushing to you, there is no way you can run.

Probably it is just a sign that I shouldn't be quitting at all.

-picks up a stick-

But I have been enduring since...

Argh... Fuck it lah...

-lights up that stick-

Let's just say I'm busy with my school work and thus, unable to blog.

Find me some motivation and I'll post whatever that is happening for the past few months.
Probably some tags on board will be nice. Ha.

P.S.: Miss Yip, don't seclude me just because I'm busy with what I should can? =(

Selamat hari raya puasa!

Have been enjoying myself to the max these few days.
I got so many things to say! The sentosa outing, the suppers, outings! Gosh!

And I went to my aunt's place for hari raya celebration!
Lontong, nasi lemak, curry puff... Yummy.
The best part is Blackjack! I won quite a bit! Oops.

Okay, I am supposed to study structures now. But got a little setback from IA.
Sighs. It's okay, I said to myself.

Probably an episode of family guy will cheer me up.
-clicks to http://www.familyguynow.com/-

Recently, many things happened, so many things that I couldn't cough out time to post it at all.

Mainly sad things. Okay. I really need to think through what the hell I have or have not done.

Time alone may be what I need.

I wanna take a week's break from school, away from tuitions, to a deserted island, where there is only beach and no one else. I'll sleep all I like, swim in the salty waters, get myself a nice tan, play my favourite sports, and stargaze in the lovely night. With no obligations, no liabilties, nothing.

I need a break.

Detesting shopping may seems abnormal for a lady like me. But why is it so enjoyable when all tops reveal the tummy and all pants wrap the calves like a nonya ba chang? And all pretty stuffs are more than S$100? I must have been influenced by the Tanjong Pagar lady in my house. What to do? That's a disadvantage for a person like me who belongs to the Water element.

I would love to slim down, I mean, who doesn’t? It may be a myth that all people have a stagnant minimum weight, but when the weight doesn’t go down after much effort, what’s the point? Everyone has different rate of metabolism, so stop telling me that you can get super skinny, especially when you don’t have the fatty genes. Yes, exercising is the key to losing weight. And when you realize the weight that were lost are your tiny humps, isn’t that a little saddening? It's one of my wishes to be skinny slim before my 21st, but how? I guess I should just give up.

Birthdays. It is evitable boring, but to look from the other point of view, it is actually a form of gathering with old friends. Sometimes, I just love to attend such events despite of programme-less; it is the people there that make it fun. Talking about that, my birthday celebration is still not done yet. Argh. Damn the H---N- team. I just want a freaking bungalow chalet, is it that hard?

It’s time to prioritize the commitments in hand. However, most of them are equally important. Which one should I let go? Sometimes, I find myself in a situation where I don’t know what to do. I would love to attend and spend time with all people, but being a sleep-lover and commitments-ful, rejections have to be sent out.

I just want to do whatever I like and love. Is it wrong? I really don’t know what I have done wrong or what I have not done. I just want to run. Sighs.

It’s time to cool down and consider.

P.S.: Thanks a million my loyal readers (you know I am talking about you)! You have just inspired me to blog more often, although you don't tag to show your existence! Thank you! =D

Oh. I was supposed to blog about Camp Insinyur! Well, there may be some glitches here and there, but still, TWO THUMBS UP! It never fails to be fun! That’s the reason why I’m in the main committee now! Let’s spread the fun to all engineering students! Yippe!

And chalet, what can I say? We are simply too old for that already! It is time to upgrade to overseas trips! Thailand, Hong Kong or Australia! End of year! Who’s in?!

Sighs. My body doesn't like me to enjoy my long holidays; it has been broken down since Sunday. A fever that is not going up or down and that’s what I call FRUSTRATING. Temperature check: 38.0. Argh.

-clicks into DotA-