Can I get out from my rigid life?
please.
Sometimes, I dislike the way I think.
It's so rigid that everytime I feel creativity is drifting further and further away from me.
Sometimes, I loathe the way I speak.
It's too direct.
So direct that sometimes it hurts people whom are close to me.
Too straight forward that my intentions/concerns are convey wrongly.
Sometimes, I don't like my expressiveness.
Everything is shown on my face.
How can i improve myself to be a better person?
Out of the blue, I feel like reading non fiction books to enrich my knowledge.
I have never done that except doing assignments, research or projects.
I felt like a frog in the well because there is this sense of inadequacy.
I should really go and borrow books from the NLB on monday or tuesday.
This is my first step in stepping out to achieve my one of my aims.
XD