morning lights;

and all that dreamy nonsense. ;)

SAM Fiesta was seriously AWESOME. :)

I'd never danced so much in my life before. Hahaha, in fact I wasn't even sure if what I was doing was dancing until Derek told me that it was.

Much applause to Derek, Dawson and Rafiq btw! Especially Derek, who was like the star of the night with his own fan club to be proud of. :p And Rafiq is soooo gonna get teasing from me on Monday. That MJ move was seriously, seriously obscene. Wahahaha.


Emily followed me home that afternoon and we had a.. you could say heart-to-heart bonding session. Hahaha. Camwhored loads in my car after I successfully and safely drove in the heavy rain to Taylor's and got a carpark right in front of the gate. Heheh. Facebook for more photos. (p.s. notice anything diff bout me?)

Okay okay, yes the photos are miserable. Just go to Facebook! =_=

It's not unbearable anymore. Thank you for making the night magical :)

Looking back on everything, I realised how unhappy you are now compared to last time. I feel a heavy burden in my heart at this realisation because I know now that no matter how I try, I can't hate you anymore.

today was not such a good day. haha, i officially let myself down, amongst others. i'm sorry. really. i know i disappointed you.

i'm so tired right now. it's only 8.30 p.m. and i feel like it's already close to 10. i need some shuteye. i already have permanent eyebags.

screw the stupid spm results rumours. just TELL us when you're gonna release them already! we need to make plans okay. =s

today, i find myself wanting so badly to believe in something that might not even be there.

Okayh, the only reason why I posted this up is to make my blog page look less boring. Hahah. But since it's related, I shall wish a very late Happy Chinese New Year to all! Yeah, yeah, I know. CNY ended yesterday. Chap Goh Mei with the oranges and all. =_=

So, over the span of time since I've actually blogged (for real i mean, don't count my last retarded one), I've done loadsaaa things including :
  • go to Perth/Margaret River/Fremantle/Mandurah/Bunberry/Yalingup for CNY. Check out my Facebook photos if you wanna know more. :)
  • sat for five class tests and survived all of 'em.
  • got lots and lots of assignments and projects. Startin' to resent SAM.
  • forged a closer bond with my college mates :) especially Fadli, Derek, Emily and Jo Ann. I'm grateful to have met them.
  • neglected blogging.
Oh hey, looks like the list isn't so long after all. Haha. Sure feels like it would be long though.

WHEN IS SPM RESULTS COMING OUT PEOPLE?! I'M DYING TO SEE ALL OF YOU :(

Although my college mates are a great bunch of people, it doesn't mean I don't miss my high school friends like hell. Don't wanna list names cause it'll go on and on. But sometimes, it makes me feel I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere, ya know? It's like. It's not the same without you people.

Sometimes, you get hurt so many times, you don't feel the gravity of it anymore.

Imagine a little girl, who's been wanting this really, really special toy. Sometimes, people come along and give her one of these toys but for some reason, no matter how good care she takes of them, they end up breaking. Now imagine, someone giving her another of these special toys. Only this time, he snatches it back.

What you did was not okay.