morning lights;

and all that dreamy nonsense. ;)

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Ah well, since Kye Li already STOLE 90% OF MY PHOTOS [@#$%^!?!?@!?], I ain't gonna bother posting up those photos here anymore. =_=

http://miss-eilyk.blogspot.com

Instead I'm gonna display ALL my photos with the guys. [Note : yeah, you'll notice they're all with guys. That's cause she posted every other damn photo =_=]

My numbah one guy! ;D [be proud Joshua!]
















I was gonna post up more. But you know what. Lazy la. No semangat to post. =_= Yeah, call it beh song or whatever. Go Facebook. :)
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=2855482&id=565963174#/album.php?aid=118768&id=565963174

Anyway, yeah, I don't really feel the whole Graduation thingy. Probably cause it's still so surreal considering that our one month long hell has yet to come and isn't even close to being over. Can't wait for all of this to be over! Studying is getting so exasperating.

Nevertheless, i heart you guys loads. :)

Anyway, say hi to Ji-Eun!

I have a new cousin. =D Her name is Ji-Soo! Ji-Eun is a big sister now! :D

As our lives change, come whatever, we will still be friends forever...
Eh wtf, the Graduation song lyrics is DAMN EMO!
*closes the Firefox window immediately and hides*
>.<

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My life at the moment practically feels like this photo I snapped. It's dark, but yet ahead I am able to see a light that illuminates the path in such a way that I see the world in shades. I'm behind grills, wondering and anticipating what will happen once I get on the other side of them.

It's now or never. This is do or die.
What we do for these last 3 weeks is critical.

It's funny how life twists and turns out. There is at least once you get stabbed in the back or maybe even from the front. We make plenty of friends as the days go by and our social circles get increasingly bigger each year. But when it comes right down to it, only your true friends stick close to you at the origin of the circle. True friends like Nik, who would ship herself off to a boarding school in Kelantan out of the blue, but still somehow find time to text me randomly to say she misses and loves me. And somehow each time we call each other up, we manage to talk for over an hour before one of us tires out and asks to go to bed [it's usually her, cause she's so busy :p]

Because she's the type of friend who makes you feel like you're loved for who you are. Not because of some superficial egoistic self-centred mask that you put on as a wall to keep others out from knowing your true self.

Well, get this. Building walls don't keep people out. They keep you in.

Sigh. This is gonna sound random, but.

I miss Ee Von lah.

It's been a long day. I almost got into an accident while driving out to buy lunch for Ken Xhen and myself. My foot scrambled for the brake when a car suddenly materialized into sight in front of me but somehowwww my slipper got stuck behind the brake pedal for a split second. =s It was scary enough.

Goodnights, world. =]

Wai Sin! your pm's right btw. The one bout not needing a friend who doesn't care.

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All this while, I didn't think that I had ever lost a beloved to death.
Until last night.
I think I finally understand. He's dead now.

And come on, I'm sure we're all capable of being realistic. After all, who could ever rise from the dead?
biwamh, no?

*crap, Youtube copyrighted the video. Ah well. Consider yourself lucky if you managed to watch it in time. ;( *

On the much happier side, Adam's offical music video of Time for Miracles is out! Click to watch!
Once again, many kudos to Adam. He is utterly HOT in this music video, and the whole soot effect on his face really brings out his eyes. And oh, his facial expressions. They say it all I tell you. He always had a way with conveying emotion through his singing, and this time it was no exception.

Great job again, Adam! =DDD


On the much more disturbing side... watch this. Caution, if you don't wanna end up mentally disturbed, DO NOT WATCH. It's the same song but a different video.


And it's so disturbing. I almost broke down after watching it. The fact that the world may really becoming to an end on the 21st of December 2012 is really, extremely terrifying. It makes you think about the people you love, and where you're all gonna end up. Where could we run to? For Muslims and Christians, here's something to ponder about : would all of us be saved and go to heaven? And for Buddhists : how can we be reborn if there's nothing left to be reborn to? Does it mean that this lifetime is your last chance to reach nirvana?

For those of you who didn't watch the more disturbing music video, there are a few lines at the end of it that really got to me;

NO MATTER WHERE YOU LIVE
NO MATTER WHAT YOU BELIEVE
ONE DAY WILL UNITE US ALL.


It's funny how that after all this time, if the day really comes, the people I would want to die beside are still my family and that one person. That one person.

Shyt, reading Kye Li's blog reminded me that I owe people big birthday wishes. =s Hahaha.

9th October
Happy birthday Channie!
You owe me lots of catching up. :) You're gonna teman me being ADAM'S FAN forever and ever and ever and ever okay? XD

10th October
Happy birthday Poh Ming!
Just so you know, I think you're a real tough guy and you should be proud of yourself for that. =]

17th October
Happy birthday Aly!
How lucky can someone be to have her birthday be on DEEPAVALI when it's the biggest festival her race celebrates? :p Still wish you could have made it to Ed Board farewell though. ;( Heartss!

19th October
Happyy birthday MUM! =]
And, happy birthday Fei!
Hahahhaa, what else to say but "I love you, Mum!" =]
Fei ah.. I think I say the same thing every year. HE'S QUIET. :p Anyways, keep poker-ing and rocking at it okay? =D

So we went to Genting for Mum's birthday lunch yesterday. :)

p.s. why are all the fonts going berserk???

Wah, Mum's sunglasses so yeng. Can use as a mirror! XD

Yes, I've been spamming this song on my phone ever since Garry told me that it was out and available for downloading. :)
'TIS AWESOME MAN. PERIOD. EPIC. REVOLUTIONAL.
YOU NAME IT.
Sorry, Live Like We're Dying. Heh.

Hahaha, it WAS callled Ah Yat Abalone Forum. The restaurant, I mean. Couldn't resist taking a photo. :) Dad said I could use this photo to help them advertise their restaurant. HAHA.

You knowww whaaatt. I still think I'm under-studying. =s
Stupiak Kye Li. Bet you're nerding 24-freakin'-7. ;( Even your posts are nerdy.

<3

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I remember reading on Xyi's blog once about something to do with one's great love. I believe that every challenge in life is like an extremely long marathon race. A race, that when you complete, will be ended by the greetings and cheers of hundreds.

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well, I imagine the love of someone so great that it's you he'll want to see at every finish line. that despite so many faces in the crowd, it's only yours he sees. and so he'd run to you to give you a quick kiss simply to let everyone know - no glory he earns could ever compare to you.
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The day I meet someone like that will be the happiest day of my life. Hahaha.

I realised I tend to blog more when I'm under stress. =/
I have Hulk arms. They make me look fat. :(

I pray to you, O Lord, my rock.
Do not turn a deaf ear to me.
For if you are silent,
I might as well give up and die.
Psalm 28 : 1

For two long years, I slaved under this association. though I'll admit I slaved a LOT more last year than this ;)
There were the good times and the bad times. actually, it was simply just stress.
But the time came for us to say farewell to it. err, no not really, we still have quite a lot to do for this year's magazine.
So WHY am I spurting crap again?? okay, I admit I'm just being dramatic.

Anyways, the food was good. Thumbs up to the organizing committee; Kah Wai, Diane, and everyone else for the good venue choice. Don't listen to what Pn NA and Pn N laaa. :)

Kay, I am too lazy busy to post up the photos in max size and put up every photo I have, so bear with it. ;D

First camwhore photo of the day.

Don't take photo of me when I'm eating! she says. :p

The food was good. Especially the BEEF lasagne. Sorry, Kylieees. :D

Jul's porridge. What a health-conscious girl. :p Still glad you could make it darl!

Afzy. LOL!


Ehehe.

The guys.

I dunno what was going on.. but I'll bet they didn't know I was taking this photo. XD

Mel dropped pappadoms on the table and ate them. =_=


There was a lot of foooodd...

... including pappadoms!!

Every event must have a toilet camwhore photo right...

Juls so photogenic. ;(

Ack, Juls and Mel lesbo-ing. =s

Okay, most of the photos are up, I don't owe photos to my blog anymore!

Wooooo, all this while I had someone backstabbing me and I never knew.

Okay, major stress breakout. My head feels like it's being clamped by gargantuan tweezers and my tummy feels slightly sick. My fear of SPM is really beginning to take its toll on me. ;(
It seems like forever and yet I haven't completed this stupid Physics test paper.

Ah, phooey. I don't care anymore. I'm going to bed so that for 7 to 8 blissful hours, I can forget my existence and sleep without SPM nagging at the back of my head. =s
Goodnight.

shyt.

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shyt, you know it was like only yesterday I posted that post saying it's the first of October, with that black and white photo of a road?

TODAY IT'S THE 15TH ALREADY.
Thank you God that Kye Li is finally starting to sama-sama freak out with me. That day when I texted to tell her I was freaking out, she said she was in a cab and she could 'barely feel SPM' there! =_=

i am freaking out too.

p.s. can someone tell me why Mel and Juls are lesbo-ing in my Cbox?

OMG.

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Just click the freakin' "play" button and LISTEN.
You know what is yeng?
THIS SONG DEFINES IT.
Omg, I can't wait to watch the movie now cause of this song! HAHA. I tried downloading it but it's not even out! Phooey. =(
Ah puck. Mother just annoyed me. Back to the mine for me.

Get a life, you. Yes. You. What joy do you get in deceiving everyone?

I'm currently poofed. Add Math for two and a half hours ++ straight is tiring. Not forgetting Chem and Sejarah I did in the morning.

So just as I'm on a roll in studying, I come online and find something that demotivates me. ;(

Lately, I feel sorta lonely and *unbothered for.
Maybe I'm just attention seeking? D:
*I don't think that word exists, but oh well.

It is currently 11.27 p.m. and I'm waiting for midnight to wish Chan Ee Lyn happy birthday. =]
I realised that life really has the element of surprise lately.

  1. I didn't think I would be this freaked out for SPM...... until now.
  2. It looks like Miss Prema from Taylor's approved of me after all too. =D Despite her saying.. "Oh, but the sports house you led... Shirtliff is it? Only got 4th place as you said?" =s Yikes. But anyway, thank youuuu Miss Prema. =D
  3. I had another surprise today. But I'm not gonna announce it here in case it was all a mistake. Seriously, I don't believe it's true just yet. I'm waiting for tomorrow to confirm.
  4. Just when I thought someone couldn't go any lower, she proved to me that she can. LOL.
  5. God proved Himself just and fair, as I believed Him to be cause I got fourth in class. =)
  6. Mel is harrasing Kye Li?? MEL harrasing KYE LI????
  7. MY CBOX IS ACTUALLY ALIVE AS I'M TYPING THIS?!?!
Hahaha. Goodnight people!

sempre.

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First and foremost...

Happy 18th 17th Birthday
Joshua Jacobs!

Hahahaa, due to extreme sleepiness when I woke up at exactly 12, in time to wish him, I wished him HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY instead of 17th. Yes. It was hilarious. I brightened the first minute of your birthday kan Josh. =D Hahahahaha.

Me lovesh yousss Joshuaaaaaas. Yeah, I know I tell you that every night, but it's made special on your birthday. Hehehe. Baskin Robbins on me? Or after SPM, I take you to.. Italiannies? [Yikes, I'm gonna be broke.] Ehehe.


Anyways, today started out pretty dull. But as the day went by, it got better and better. I got to play freakin' NANCY DREW today and snooped around for certain "clues" and information. I prove to be a very successful Nancy Drew. Hahaha. Then someone brought *ahem*, and we played Donkey, Snap, Bullshit and Dai Di.
And the titles for today?
DONKEY 1 - KYE LI
DONKEY 2 - ALY
BULLSHIT - [who again ah?] Aly was it?? HAHA.
SNAPQUEEN - EELAINE AKA ME, MYSELF AND I!
DAI DI KING - JOSHUA, ze birthday boy!
very pro la the way he play... all flush and straights.. with the DAI DI! o.o

Eh, question. Why we acting like SPM over ah?

The funniest part today :
SNAP.
*everyone rushes to slap their hands on the you-know-whats*
Suddenly...
KYE LI : OUCH OMG, MY HAND!!!
Some inury has appeared on Kye Li's hand. The skin has come out.
KYE LI : OMG OWWWWW. SOMEONE'S @#%-ING FINGERNAILS LA. KIEN YOONG, I THINK IT'S YOU!!
KIEN YOONG : *dengan selamba* Yes, Kye Li, I think it's me too... I see your skin on my hand.
*some free skin is seen lying on the back of his hand*
We all roll over laughing like mad hyenas. =D

You people; priceless la. :)

but now I'm hungover! ;D

Blackouts can be great fun. x) Especially when they just happen to come along on the Mooncake/Lantern Festival weekend of 2009!

I finally got to light up this decorative lamp during the blackout, and I saved the day by finding some extremely old small candles from our young days of playing lanterns. =D

Earlier today :
Say hello to sleepy Benz!

=3

Last Friday;
Everyone was rushing to finish their Chem file that I got soooo bored cause mine was already EXCELLENT. =D *scroll down and refer to earlier post*

Including Ah Ma Mel!

I was so bored I started camwhoring....

Hahahaa, tanky's doing!

Awwwhh, Juls so pweettyyy. =]

And ah, yes.

The A+ CRAP system is CRAP.
Sigh, our year very SUI LAH.


Will be MIA-ing a lot after this.
Miss me when I'm gone kays?

Because this time, I've had it with your dramatics and lies.

Though I may not be able to prove everything I know of, I know that part of them were true. And you gotta admit, you were never really a super good friend either. I'm tired of pondering, tired of wondering if the things you say are of the truth or lies. I forgave you for the past but it seems like you just keep repeating your acts. You even tried to put others in your place of act.
This time, no more. Its time I focus on the people who matter and love me for who I am. =3

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Hahaha, K, Mand I from M.I.L.K. + Juls! My donkeys look so donkey. Hahaha. <3>
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Sorry, but I just gotta brag. XD

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Why is it so quiet here nowadays? =s


It's the 1st of October 2009.
It's time I stopped daydreaming, and make those dreams come true.

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it's Ee Laine with the double 'e'. 13th april 1992.
trying to find my place in this world :)

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