morning lights;

and all that dreamy nonsense. ;)

Soooo, MILK stands for Mel.Ian.Laine.Kylie.

HAHA. Blogger's still being annoying, so I didn't manage to upload all the photos and franklyy, I'm tooo lazy to bother already. Soooo, we were in class today and I don't know why.. But somehow one of us came up with the idea to make the "gold" jewels on the old Cooke tent header as our FRIENDSHIP jewels. HAHA. I think it was me....... HAHAHA. So Kye Li, Mel and I syok syok went and pull the jewels off the header cause there were ngam ngam three jewels after all. Then after that I was like saying.

EH WE SHOULD WRITE OUR NAMES AND FORM A GROUP! THIS IS OUR FRIENDSHIP PACT!

Soooo we tried to form a phrase from our names. =s But the letters M, L and K don't exactly get anywhere. So then, suddenly Kye Li said.

EH WE CAN BE MILK!! I... IAN!!!!
And Ian who was sitting innocently near us reading a book got dragged into our "pact". AHAH.


Hahaha, our masterpieces!

And then after that, we got lame and started taking photos of our new group-slash-clique-slash-pact...
Ian had trouble balancing his jewel on his finger despite his gargantuan hands =_=

Yeah we actually SHIFTED the tables for space to form this formation. HAHA.

Ian ruined this picture by attempting to escape the photo.

*nudges Kye Li* Eh Ah Li, I didn't notice Ian looked so silly here until now....
Poor Ian was really the victim of our lame-ness.

And then I got this idea. HAHA. We let Ian sit this one out. XD

LOL, okay since Kye Li is gonna insult me bout this photo. I'm gonna insult her too.
Kye Li's forehead is so slippery thanks to her pimples that the jewel couldn't stick! XD


Okay, major lame. I feel lame. I probably am lame. HAHA.

Just when I open my eyes and think I can finally see the light, someone has to shine so brightly that it blinds me.

Sigh, told you. Reality sucks.

Blogger's currently being a b***h cause it won't let me upload photos properly. I have some funny photos from today. Today, Mel, Ian, I and Kye Li created M.I.L.K.! Guess what it stands for? Hahaha, pretty lame I know. But we even got friendship jewels! Nvm, you'll see what I mean when I post the photos up later. ;]

I've finished reading the Lost Symbol and yeah, I surprised even myself with my reading speed. Wooohhoo. Not to mention Ian. XD All in all, like every other Dan Brown book, it was pretty good but somehow I don't believe it. Da Vinci Code was better. =D In my opinion.

Today we were in class discussing bout the Physics paper with Puan R. So as usual, Ian had to beat us all flat and so Puan R told him to explain the answer to a question bout solenoids. I'll let Kye Li blog bout this la. She wanted to. See I'm so nice. I'll blog bout something Kye Li said instead. Today we were discussing our BM Paper 2 with Puan S again and a lot of us were arguing for marks.. So Puan S said :

Korang ni.. nanti cikgu panggil Cik R mari tengok baru tau!

So we were all like going, gaaaassppp jangaaaan cikgguuuuu.

Me : Later she go give BSL. Kesalahan... How to say assault in BM ah? [I meant to say the kesalahan was assaulting teacher and demanding for marks]
Syarifah : Ermm..... Menyerang!
Me : H no not menyerang!
Kye Li : Erm... MENERKAM!
Syarifah & Me : HAHAHAHAHA MENERKAM? YOU THINK WHAT? WE ATTACK WITH TEACHER WITH CLAWS AH? MENERKAM IS FOR ANIMALS LA!
Kye Li : Correct whaaaaaaaattt.... =s

Okays. Duty calls. I should probably be studying....





or sleeping. ;]

indulging in Dan Brown's new The Lost Symbol and losing myself in the many secrets of Washington DC. ;)


Thank you Mel for lending me the book! I will guard it with my lifeee.

p.s. Unlike Kye Li, I'm not gonna camwhore with the book =__=

The interview's over! Got to Taylor's at about 8.30 a.m. and guess what. With me being famous of the world's most rotten luck, my interview wasn't until like 1 P.M. By then, the afternoon session batch a.k.a. Kye Li, Mel, Aly, Chan and even Ian was there already. Sheesh. And poor mum was so bored. ;(

I got Miss Prema as my interviewer and she's the Deputy Director for SA
M. So, lucky me? I got the person who's practically in charge of the pre-U course I'm gonna take in future. The interview was okaaaayy I think. But the questions she asked, it made me feel like I was seriously underachieved. =s Like she expected a LOT from me. She asked me like, did I organise any big events and events that are like outside small societies like the Prefectorial Board and blablablaaa. I was likee.. erm... No.... Gah. The fact that were 106 candidates in just my session alone is not comforting at all. Bleh.

Anyways, congrats to those who got the SASA scholarships! Kye Li, Aly, Chan, Xin Yi, Wei Gin, well done and great job. =)


Today made me realise the reality of life after high school. I can't imagine
how it would be like going to college and taking up an entirely new syllabus and programme with entirely new friends. I'm the only one who's going to take SAM amongst alll our friends besides Yee Ming. =s And Yee Ming himself is thinking bout going to Sri Hartamas's campus instead of Subang's. Everyone else is taking A Levels, or IB, or ADP. I can't help thinking that wow, there won't be :

  • another ah ma Mel
  • another mulut inappropriate Kye Li
  • another catphobic Aly
  • another KIASU-TO-HELL Julia
  • another versatile Afzan
  • another horny Yin
  • another dramaqueen that is Dharr
  • another paranoid Kim
  • another Joshua I can always count on :(
  • another Lyra to give me neverending words of encouragement
  • and the list goes on and on... [don't get offended if i didn't list your name here, the list would be just way too long :) ]
I'm beginning to realise more and more that..


I'm gonna miss you guys like @#$%ing hell.
And it's not even funny anymore.


Today at dinner, Mum, Dad, Grandma, Grandpa and I sat back and reminisced bout the past when I was young. About how I used to do maths calculations and make silly motions with my fingers. Like when it came to say, 14 - 8 = ?, I would say to myself "okay, ten put in my head" and glue my fist to my forehead to depict the action of putting the 10 in 14 in my head before subtracting the 8 off using my fingers. They said I was very smart, even as a baby. I told Grandma bout how I remember she hit me when I watched too many video tapes in one go causing the tape player to heat up. She laughed, patted my arm, gave me that warm smile of hers and said, "Well, look at you now. You're all grown up and such an obedient girl."

I dunno why, but I love my grandma now more than ever.

Check out Ji-Eun, btw. She just gets more and more adorable each time I see her. She calls me Jie Jie now. =3


Right now, I really wish I was still as young as her. Unknowing of everything around her and unknowing of what a dark place the world is now. Because the truth is, growing up is terrifying.


Why, even after nearly two years now, can you still appear in my dreams at night and haunt me?

They expect you to do everything they want for them. When you don't, they throw a bratty fit until you do. But when you do, they don't appreciate what you did for nuts. Models of the typical modern day BRATS.

Or at least, mine is.
Despise you, Ken Xhen. =]


Anywaayy, I tried to take a photo of the night sky just now after Daryl told me bout 'em stars. It didn't turn out the way I wanted it to, but it still looks strangely nice in a way. Hahaha.




Nervous.
I don't do well in interviews!



whatEVER tee kye li.

you're lame, and everyone knows it. =]



Mum and I have started hunting for prom dresses. =D I more or less have an idea of what I wanna get already now. Teeheeee.

No mood to study lah these days. ;( Yesterday I spent ages staring at these two pages in the Form 4 Sejarah book without making any progress. =s



Yes, I got to know Mr. Jethro Tull's face very well. HAHA.


Yeah, this is what happens when I get too bored.
And yes, I know I always camwhore in front of this mirror. I need an actual full length mirror lah. Muuuummmmmyyyyyy...! [ XD]


This is gonna be really random, but you know how people say men cheat because they think with their.. you-know-whats and not their brains? Yeah, I understand that perfectly now.

Did anyone mention I don't do well in interviews? =s
Wish me luck!

p.s. I love you too, Nik. =3

complain.



Why is literally EVERYONE going out nowadays?!
Kye Li, Aja, Yin and the gang; went to Times Square to watch Final Destination. At the outing that I HELPED PLAN.
Josh, Lyra and the rest of that gang; going to Mizran's place and probably getting to eat GOURMET food cooked by Miz's GOURMET CHEF maids or whatever they're supposed to
be.
Nik and Mr. Hot Persian Guy; Mid Valleeeeyyy.
Julian and Kessler; Low Yat to do whatever techno shopping they wanna do.

SERIOUSLY. Why am I the only one staying home?!
Shoot, now I really wish my parents allow me to drive out alone. =(


I need more of this.
NOWWWW.
:(

As a result of reading the Bible lately, I've come to realise some terrifying things. I realised that human beings are such terrible sinners. That nearly everything we do is a sin. From our thoughts right down to our actions. It really started to get to me when I just so happened came across some documentary on Discovery Channel yesterday about the seven deadly sins with images of hell. =s

I was somehow so disturbed that I had to talk bout it with Ju and Josh. And Ju told me that I needed to know that in that particular chapter of the Bible I'd been reading, God sounded harsh because the people back then were a lot worse. Uncivilized. Evil from many aspects. Kinda like the people from Zaman Arab Jahiliah. LOL. And then he told me bout this verse that I've known ever since I was little

For God so loved the world that He gave His only beloved son;
So whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have everlasting life.

John 3 : 16

And I felt comforted. =)


So I just wanna say that I am so grateful, God that for every single sin I have commited, You are willing to forgive me over and over again even when I least deserve it. :)

REMEMBER PEOPLE. God loves you! =D So remember to show Him that you love Him too. =D



p.s. Miss me tomorrow, Kye Li. I know you'll be screaming in the IMAX theater wishing I was there. And frankly, I really really reaaaallyy wish I could be there too. :(

Finally finished watching Season 2 of Gossip Girl just now. And I am so happy.

why?


Because Chuck finally said "I love you" to Blair! And they are so
adorable together!


The worst thing you ever do, the darkest thought you ever have.
I will be with you through everything.
- Blair Waldorf.

<3

Praise the Lord, who is my rock.
He trains my hand for war and gives my fingers skill for battle.
Psalm 144 : 1



Yo, people! I find my header today VERY fitting.
HELLO WORLD, ARE YOU LISTENING? Or am I blogging to the wall? =_=

This post is gonna be filled with pictures from past events to summarise everything I did not blog about. :) [I reduced the size of the photos because otherwise it would take forever to upload.]

UBS FAREWELL PARTY 2009
21.08.2009


In a nutshell, I think the party was eventful enough. We got to eat, play, scream and laugh our butts off at silly happenings. And oh, did I mention EAT already? Did I mention we got to eat PAPPADOMS? Hahahhaa, yeaaahh, it's our tradition every year! We MUST obsess over the pappadoms at every UBS Farewell Party! Sad to say, this is our last year we get to. ;( Okay, photos do da talking!

It was not my lame idea to pose with the yellow itinerary handouts. ;D

UBS's ohanaaaa! Spot Mummy Pn Song. =D

Mummy Puan Song handing over certs to her graduating UBS-daughter, ME!
Eh, I didn't know my hair looks like that from the back! XD

PAPPADOMS! MUAHAHAHAA.

Note to everyone : This bag of pappadoms was FULL when the caterers brought it to the party...
[yes, we did that and I'm proud to say so!]

Yesshhh, pappaaaaadomsss.

I don't remember how we got these sticks... But I do remember Mel accidentally getting hit on the forehead by her stick 'cause someone pushed her. WHO WAS IT AH? Kye Li, you ahhh?? HAHA.

Okay, I'll admit this was partially my unlame idea. But it's funny!

HAHA, this was the photo I looked like a sakai in! My pose laaa. Not anything else.

Nooooo, the pappadomsss! They're goneeeeeeeee!

Games time! Cheng Ken was head of games. He got ALL of us to get on that tiny piece of cloth and told us we had to turn it over while ALL of us were still on top of it. Oh yes, I remember the lot of us screaming at him as though he were crazy. The guys chose to sit this one out though.

I'm sure you can see why now. LOL.

Yesh, spot me in the human sardine tin. [clue : find my hair, find me. =D]

Yeah, our efforts were futile. The cloth was actually folded into two and cellotaped together. So Afzy and I even tried to TEAR the cellotape apart so we could spread out the cloth... only to be yelled at by Cheng Ken. HAHAH.

"NO NO NO YOU CAN'T DO THAT! NO NO NOOOO!"
"WHY NOT? YOU NEVER SAY ALSO HMPH!"
"NOOOOO NOW I SAY LAAAA!"
"=_________="

Hahahha. All in all, fun la.
Lesson of the day : Never stand near Cheng Ken when he's dancing. The image of him doing that shoulder dance thingy is thing vivid in my head. =s HAHA.


DINNER AT MARCHE, THE CURVE.
29.08.2009

Dad made a reservation at Marche at The Curve the Saturday before Ee Von left for Glasgow.
Marche is the French word for "market" by the way. So, the whole set up of the restaurant looked like a market. Pretty darn cool and I wasn't just being jakun okay. See why.




HAH I TOLD YOU SO. The whole place looked exactly like a Western market of some sort. Reminded me of Australia for some strange reason despite the word Marche being French.
Lesson learnt : Marche has the most wonderful, awesomest, fattening Carbonara sauce everrr. Had it with mushrooms lagi. =D

And the Curve is so darn pretty at night!
[yes, it was my first time there..... SHUSH I TELL YOU.]


=3

Whooooppsss, how did this get here? XD


30.08.2009
We saw a rare kingfisher-like bird in our garden in our house in the middle of KL. Yes, KL. Not something you see everyday. ;D

"LAST DAY" OF TRIALS/MERDEKA CELEBRATION
17.09.2009

Notice how the last day words are in inverted commas. That's cause today's sudden school holiday postponed our EST exam. Bleh. And it was Medeka celebration day which was extremely dull and boring. Accounts was bad by the way. Did not balance my rekod tak lengkap. ;( I'll be glad if I even get an A1 this time around. Panic for SPM's starting to kick in. Hard.

Yeah, after debating with ourselves for soooo long, we finally decided to just be syok sendiri and change into the traditional clothes we brought along. Hahaha.

I told you, it was boring.
Yukiiiii, nahhhh, photo you wanted. =D

The photo of the syok-sendiris! Alah, so what. Our last year. We were trying to live it up to the fullest. Especially since we weren't given flags to wave during the patriotic songs... Oh well.



HAPPY HOLIDAYS AND HAPPY RAYA PEOPLE!
And I will not miss school. Hope you don't too!

Stupid. Yes. That's ME.

CHEMISTRY TODAY :

Solution X reacts with butanol in reflux reaction to form a compound that has a sweet smell. What is solution X?
[Form 5s, most, if not all, of you know what I'm talking bout. But to those who don't know, alcohol + carboxylic acid -> ester. The ester formed from this reaction would be a butyl ____-ate.]

A. Ethanoic acid.
B. *tak ingat*
C. Ethyl ethanoate
D. Butyl ethanoate.

I PICKED D. THE FREAKING ESTER. NOT ETHANOIC ACID.
WHY ME SO SITUPIT AH?!


Okay fine.. Paper 2.
Write the chemical equation for the formation of ester between propanol and propanoic acid.

So fine. I wrote it. BUT I FORGOT TO PUT WATER.


ESTERS MUST HATE ME OR SOMETHING.
=_=


Sorry Kye Li, I know I am overreacting and hyperventilating.


Screwed for Physics!

Was chatting with Josh bout how it makes girls uncomfortable when some guys suddenly start calling them using overaffectionate pet names. =s

So Josh HAPPILY said la, "Eh, sweet whaaatt. Showering you with compliments. :p"
And then.... Seeing as how Chemistry is tomorrow...

Me Josh

OKAY FINE FROM NOW ON I'M GONNA CALL YOU HANDSOME.
hey handsome. ;)
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAHAHAA!
what are you doing tonight? ;)
i'm not **** you know, hahahaha!
wanna join me in an expedition of chemistry and discover OUR chemistry? ;)
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.
come to think of it, i AM sounding like ****. hahahahahahhaa.
YEAH CAUSE IT'S LAME PICKUP LINE STYLE!
well are you freaked out now???
yeah. freaked out LAUGHING. HAHAHHAA.

=_____=

Yes. Stupid. I was sort of imitating someone. Hahahaha.




Guys. Tsk tsk.

Josh. <3

Show me the right path, O Lord;
point out your road for me to follow.
Lead me by the truth and teach me,
for you are the God who saves me.
Psalm 25; 4-5


Yeaaaahhh, I changed my layout again. Hahahaa, I saw Kye Li changed her layout so I pun beria-ria changed mine lah. Not much of a difference anyway, just the header and t
he post title colours. And no, there isn't any secret meaning to my new layout or anything. So don't be delusional, Yin or Yong. ;) I basically picked that photo for my header cause..... I want to feel FREEEEEEEEEE.....? HAHAH.

And if you're wondering bout that verse up there, it's from the Bible and you'll be seeing lots of that from now on. =D

Trials are basically very screwed up. I'll give a few reasons. And they'll al
l make sense.

One. We've been getting such detailed tips, it's almost scary. =s I mean, never have I in my entire life gotten THIS close to cheating for exams before. ;s Hahaha, but considering that I would probably have NOT survived this far had we not had those tips, I guess I'm not one to complain. Hahahahaaa. But peopleeee, aren't you starting to wonder how the hell SPM is gonna be like??
Three words.


Dieeeee lah wey.


Okay, technically it could've just said DIEEEE. But I like to Malaysian-ise it. =D


Two. Trials are screwed up because despite having tips, one may still not be able to score.
Now that's screwed up. =s *thoughts of Bio and Sejarah Paper 1 are running through my head now* Fffffff.


Three. THEY'VE BEEN BLASTING STUPID PATRIOTIC SONGS ALL THE FREAKIN' WEEK LONG. Okay, I understand laaaa that the school needs to catch up on the the patri
otic celebrations seeing as how we had holidays back in August. But MUST YOU OVERDO IT UNTIL YOU'RE BLASTING SONGS IN OUR MINDS WHEN WE'RE BUSY TRYING TO MEMORISE EVERY SINGE SEJARAH FACT WE CAN CRAM INTO OUR ABSYMALLY LIMITED MEMORIES?! Sheesh. Kye Li and I practically had to shut our ears to study. Okay. Phew. Sorry.

Four. In addition to the patriotic songs, some KIDS have been SCREAMING patriotic songs too. Yes, literally SCREAMING patriotic songs. We're like struggling and practically cracking our brains open just to solve Add Maths problems, and there they are going, "JALUR GEMILAAAANGGGGG...." and then when they can't hit the high notes, their voices go shrill and quieter. =s Wtf.

Yeah, that's basically it.
Lol.

I'm watching Gossip Girl season 2. ;]

And I wanna watch Jennifer's Body so bad!

She'd be the hottest cheerleading boy-eating monster demon ever. ;]

Eeesshh, why la you so hot, Megan Fox. Kesian us girls who jealous-kan you. :/


Hope Gossip Girl's done downloading. I feel dangerously merdeka-ed already. =s

Really, she is.
And it took me long, but in this photo, I finally realised we kinda look alike. :)

She's landed in Heathrow, London already now. Next flight will take her to Glasgow in Scotland.


***


And...

Happy 17th Birthday
Aja Azman! =3
<333


***

And to you whom I once called special, here's a secret for you.
I never had the heart to delete a single of your texts. Did you know?

[okay, heyh, I ain't talking bout Ee Von here. Hahahaha.]

Singing Daughtry's Over You song in the shower at the top of my lungs is fun. =D

No, seriously.

Hahahaha, watch this! I laughed my arse off!

Ee Von's leaving tonight. ;(

And as much as I hate to admit it, I know I'm going to miss her.


Liar.