morning lights;

EH! Korang tak comment anymore. :(
Sad. Later I tak update anymore then you knoww.

But, nah. See I'm soooooo baik. Still post this video. =D Beta dissected frogs in Bio todaayy. Was really interested so, got Josh to record it. Kudos to ya, Josh!

Gruesome! ;)

Yes, I knowww. Been super lazy to update and I didn't have the time either. Soo. Photos and short descriptions coming up. :)

The puppies my grandma's dog gave birth to were so adorable. Yes, I know. Another batch.
[Yes, I know the photo's upside down. Lazzyyyy. =D]

This was the best looking girl pup. =D

Yeaahh, and they started licking my toes. *squirms*

Best-looking male pup. =D And it's sad to say that my grandparents gave away the whole lot to the SPCA. Because there were another 2 more adult female dogs aside the 6 puppies. :( So they gave awaaayy all except for this one. :( But he's gotten really fat now. No idea why. =s Didn't upload photos yet. Told ya. Lazzyyy.

For the record, Kye Li needs to learn the art of handling books from Jia. Because she tends to crumple the pages of every single book she holds! Including my then-1-day-old Science book.

Favourite teacher left. :( Pn Lim. Yeah, she's that adorable. She actually SMILED for me when I took this photo. And she almost broke down after hugging me. Hehe.

The cendol at the new Pappa Rich outside our school near 7-E is the closest thing to heaven I have ever tasted. No joke. Ask Khoi Meng and Yin.
Also noticed that Yin has cute big eyes sometimes. XD Sorry, Shane! :p

The food is good. =D

We look like a pretty good trio. =D MISS YOU YIIINN.

Khoi Meng can look prettayy freaaaakayyy.. Especially after too much Subash.

Priya can look pretty cute when she looks sesat. XD

And Saunthary can have pretty funny expressions.
Wait a minute.
So can Khoi Meng. =D

Mok conteng-ed my full-marks-Bio-exercise that she marked. :(
SEI MOK! :p

Joshua and Khoi Meng can look prettyyy cute together. AHHA.

Toodles!

Part of this post is a tribute to my favourite dog.

Benz. :)

Why? Because I had a weird dream last night that my mum ran over him with her car and he was yelping non-stop and my brother was standing by doing nothing and I was screaming non-stop...
Sigh.

Anyways, bet you people have yet to see this photo. =D

My little baby. :) Ain't he adoraaableeee? XD

My grown up white wolf. :)

I just want to say that you're one of the few things constant in my life, boy. So many things have changed in my life. People came and left. But you never change. You're always there. Although you are probably getting lazier nowadays because you're getting older. :/

Love you always, boy.

***

Why does she feel like this? Like she's drowning. And there's no way out. Life is such a stupid paradox. How can someone look so happy and fool everyone, when inside, he/she is not? Life at home is never peaceful. There's always something to keep her at the very edge. There's always something to remind her to be overwhelmed with fear. Concern. Worry.

Yells. Screams.

Stupid boy, you always had to be right, didn't you? Stupid boy, she misses you.

Yells. Screams. Conflicts.

She's tired already. She wants to be happy. Really, truly, happy. And she needs to find a way to get to that.
How much can one person take?

It is 01:36 in the morning now. I officially qualify to be a vampire. According to Stephanie Meyer's books anyway. :p

Told ya so. ;)

16th March.

Although you were in Krabi Island in Thailand on the day of your birthday, at least we got to wish you cause you came online. o.o Surprisingly enough. Hehee.

Soooo, you're a big girl now and we're all growing older sooooo don't be so manja anymore kayhh? Be happy with what you have because seriously, you are one damn lucky girl. :) Don't emo for no good reason anymore, or I will seriously knock you on your head! No more tolerance for a 17-year-old! XD

But larh, I think I don't have to keep saying it for you to know right? [And even if you don't know by now, I will seriously knock your head again...] But anyways, I will always be here for you. No matter how many insanity outbursts you have or lame stories you have to tell and complain about. =D

Love you lots. :)


17th March.
This is actually pretty depressing. I just discovered I have like only one photo with her. In my entire big collection of photos. O.o

You hear that, Hana ?? We need more photos together!

HAPPY 17TH HORNY BIRTHDAY
FARHANA AZAHAR!

Well, I don't care how many times you go after my butt and whack it during duty or throw random perverted remarks out of nowhere OR deny that you're a pervert at all, causeeeeeeee you're still mah favourite pervert. Of all time. No one beats you. No questions. At all. Full-stop. End of comment. Yes. You. Pervert. My favourite pervert. XD

Okayy, craaaappping. =D

Lotsaaaaa el-oh-vee-ee too. ^^

.. will never understand men's taste in women. Or more specifically, in this case, teenage guys' taste in girls. Or as they'd prefer to call it, chicks or whatever.

I just opened my Facebook account, like I do everyday. So on the most top right corner is this "Highlights" section. And there's this photo of this girl who is okay fine, not bad-looking. But what's wrong about the photo is that it's a waaayyyy too close up shot of her face, it has obviously been edited, and she's pulling a pose that I find pretty hard to describe here in words.

And, somehow the word "lala!" seems to come screaming into mind.
Okay, the guys' taste part comes in here. There is a caption next to the photo saying :

*censored : Guy One* and *censored : Guy Two* like this.

Like I said. I will never understand guys' taste in girls. Tsk tsk.

Damn, why does it seem like literally everyone went for that Taylor's talk thing? :(
Missing you people. Especially YOU, Yin! Said you were gonna call me but you didn't!
And there's judo later from 2.30 - 5.00 p.m. Judo that I can't go for. :( [Because TEW is evil beyond words.] Judo that Kee Thai will be there to teach for. :( Judo that I wish I could go for. :(

Aaaaaaaaahhh. :(

Eh, Kye Li, remember this?? I still think it's nice laaaaa!

Divider that I designed for last year's school mag.
What do you guys think? =D COMMENT in Cbox! No excuses!

Why don't you ever know that it's those sharp words of yours that demotivate me?
Sometimes I don't even know why I try so hard.

Yay, Chong Wei!!!

HE BEAT LIN DAN in the Swiss Open!
Yes, the Lin Dan of China!!!


Hahahahaha, padan muka Lin Dan muka LANSI! His whole face went pale already wey!

Hang on.

Why does everyone not know that he won??
Sheesh. =_=
Now you people know!

And I just noticed that Chong Wei looks so adorably funny when he smiles. XD

I am such a freakin' mess.
I think it is now safe to say that I am partially suicidal.

After today, I will seriously start stressing about SPM. =s

Anyways, congrats to those who did well. Straight A students; E Von, Yung Sen, Kelvin, Michelle, Vi-Jean [her scream was the loudest!], Alvin, Hui Ning, and the rest whom I can't name. Hahaha. And to those who didn't do so well, it's okay. There's still a lot more to life, isn't there? :)

Rofl, the doinked gang I've begun to miss seeing in school.
Ann Ann, Yao Bang, Poh Ming, Tien Chuen, Chee Fai, Kai Vin. This photo is missing Hon Weng, Hong Seng and Chun Kitt jer. Hahaha.

Hon Weng, who came late and started freaking out. XD He didn't do toooo bad laaa, kan Hon Weng? (:
Seriously missed having you and the rest around laaaaaaaaaaaa, Hon Weng. Don't kembang. :p
Wonder when's the next time we get to see you people? :/

I guess you're just a pretty face that left so long ago.
So I guess that explains how I'm feeling.

Hello, changed my header, layout and look again. =D Still experimenting with the fonts though. Am very happy with the outcome. Kudos to Daryl for giving opinions. :)

Went to the pasar malam last night just like every other Friday night. Am totally in love with the steamboat van thingy called Fatman Steamboat. Ask Yi Rong, he would know what I'm talking bout. And speaking bout that, Yong! You should eat at the Fatman Steamboat van! Not Choong Steamboat! Choong Steamboat's a ripoff! x)

Anyway, got hairclips for school. So the man at the shop wrapped it up in one of those old Chinese calendar pages. So just now I opened the package and guess what I saw.

13 April! Zha douuuu. Lol. Fyi, that's my birthday. :p

Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.


Just be okay. I know you can be.

My appetite these days is so scary these days. I mean it. :/


She's been broken,
and never completely mended.
Now she stands alone,
unsure of what happened.

She's been hurt,
beyond what seemed possible to repair.
Now she ponders alone,
is she still able to care?

She's been damaged,
such that she's incapable to trust.
Now she wonders alone,
if love is all she'll remain in lust.

Now she's scared she's crippled.
Now she's afraid she's changed.
Now she's fearing she's losing herself.
But now, hell, she's stronger.

Prince Charming, save the damsel in distress.

First off, need to wish Juls!

Guess whooooo. XD

Never knew I looked like this from the back until I told Kye Li to take this photo.
Gahahhaa.

Wheeee, it's us. At present, Kye Li ditched me for Jun Ying. ):

This was during physics. We did an experiment that involved copper wires. So I used my skills and made this. Voila!

Kien Yoong pulled out these giant vernier calipers out of god-knows-where...

Put this up because both Chi Hoe and I look weird here. XD

I DID THIS TOO! Seeeeeeee I have skillssssss.

AND THIS TOOO!

AND THIS AS WELL!

Haseef's self-drawn and coloured seahorse. Nice righttt??

OOOH. Check this out.... =s See if you can read it. Hahahaha.

Civic period. Found what the teacher wrote funny.. Hantar sekarang!!!
Then immediately after...
Sebelum : 2.25?? Hahaha.

Shirtliff's kawad doughtnut party after school! See Shirtliff so semangat. Even Green tak buat party okayh! HEAR THAT AFZYYYY. :p
Damn, these doughnuts look so darn good.

Shirtliff juniors. :3

Encik Haizul yang adorable. :3

Shirtliff juniors!! :3

From left :
Shirtliff's Cutest Kawad Member Award Winner - Chanel, Shirtliff's Sexiest Kawad Member Award Winner - Charlotte, Blaise, Xin Huei and Jordan.

HAHAHAA, CHARLOTTE. SEEEEEE so sexy kan. x) I couldn't agree more. x)

Ooohhh ooohhh another one.... XD

Today!

I felt like a fat pig after eating my own bread AND Kye Li's remaining rice-noodles she brought from home that she couldn't finish. =s

Okay lahhh, to entertain Kye Li. This photo was taken by Kye Li.
Her caption :
Ooooooh, scandal! The blurred background in between the correction tape!
Okay, I know it's wrong English laaaa, but nvm nvm. XD

And she camwhored with my camera during Bio [and a lot of other classes too =_=]. Nah nah nah, this also put up to entertain her. :p

AAHHHHH FARHANA IS AFTER MY BUTT.
AGAIN.
GO AWAAAYYYYYY.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

I need to search my soul for meaning.