morning lights;

You know you're an idiot when you realize you care for someone who doesn't even care enough to look at you.


Okay, the rest of this post is completely unrelated to the statement above. (:

Okay, I'm depressed.
Hahahahaahahaha, I'm depressed.
Damn, my tummy hurts when I cough. Stupid 50 sit ups from judo.
Actually, it hurts everywhere.
I'm a mess. (:

The truth is, you don't and never cared enough.

Had judo for the first time in ages today. Now my neck has what looks like a long trail of hickeys thanks to Erin Bitchuah and our highly useless and productless randori session. Hahhaa.
Max bully. He scolded me for laughing when I only laughed like. Once. The rest were so much more less serious than me. =_= Hmph. I should merajuk.

Seeee, I told youuuuu!


So, don't forget the love that I gave.
It doesn't deserve to be forgotten.

I like my peejays. (;
It's 11.50 p.m. and I'm sleepy but I don't want to sleep. Talk about weird eh.

This goes out to my darling. I love you lots. Hang in there. You'll be okay someday. You're strong. And I know it. And you know it. (:

I like, love, like you?

DEI, MY FACE SKIN IS PEELING LA DEI. STUPID SUNBURN. SHIRTLIFF YOU BETTER LOVE ME. Hahahahhahaaa.
Okay, being random.

But seriously. The skin on my face is peeling!!! And it hurts. =s

OMG THIS IS SO FUNNY I LAUGHED UNCONTROLLABLY.

Josh called me a sissy for never trying a Big Mac before. O.o So we started arguing via nicks.

Me.
Josh.

JOSHUA JACOBS IS A SISSY.
WOON EE LAINE IS FAT
NOOOO JOSHUA JACOBS IS THE FAT SISSY GO AWAAAYYY.
I AM FAT BUT YOU'RE UGLY BUT I CAN DIET.
I AM UGLY BUT YOU'RE FAT BUT I CAN GO FOR PLASTIC SURGERY BUT YOU HAVE NEVERENDING LIPIDS. AHAHHAHAHAHAHHAA.

HAHAHAHAHA. Okay, I know it's lame. But it's damn funny for meee. Hahaha. Okay la I wanna order McD. XD Cannot order Dominos cause I can't makan it all by myself. ):

Whoa okay I finally decided to try Josh's Big Mac McValue Meal and it cost me RM 16. =_= I tell you Josh, this had better be good.

Jia baked muffins. =_= He made me wanna bake toooo. Eessshh. I'm bored lah. Anyway people gonna post bout that day when I baked chocolate cupcakes for Moral Kerja Kursus. Ehehehe. In your face, Jia! XD

Hahaha, okay lazy to post all the photos. So see these only. (:

So, Sports Day is finally over. Reaaaaalllyyyyyyy relieved.
Yeah, Shirtliff didn't win. But it wasn't that I was upset about.
But oh well.

You guys did great jobs. To my committee members, thank you so much. I really would have never been able to manage Shirtliff without your help.

Marc, although you're always missing, you're a good man la. :p You're a nice shoulder to rest on and a good place for me to lean on.

Jia, like I've said before, you're the best secretary a captain could ever ask for. The most artistic too. (:

Ruz, you were awesome too with all your funny yelling at everyone. I won't forget the way you yelled "SHIRTLIFF! Just sit! Just plant your ass on the ground ans SIT! IT'S NOT HARD!"

Yin and Arjun, thanks for doing your parts too. And Arjun, you're always the Atlet Harapan/Olahragawan in our hearts. You'll be back next year. I know it!

To my form AJKs, you guys were great too. Chu Meng, Michelle, Niro, Sheng Rei, Vy Vyan, Tuan Faris, Pei Wen, Sheng Hao, Suhaila and Ivan. =D [FUIYOH, you tell me which captain can remember all their form AJKs?!??!]

To Chan, Ann, Kah Mun, Pei Sun, Moky, Blaise, Xin Huei, Jordan, Charlotte, and all the senior Form 5 members, thank you so much for working on the board, tent, souvenirs, and kawad. We may not have won. But Shirtliff was back this year with kicking spirit and if everyone hadn't seen it earlier, everyone saw it at tarik tali competition.

To all my kawad members, greaattt job. Seriously. You guys worked so hard and did your best and in the end, that is what really matters. Most of you are Form 1s and you guys have four more years to bring home the champion title. Don't you guys ever, ever give up on kawad or Shirtliff. Because we are all winners and champions. (:

To my athletes, you guys were great. Seriously, too.

Wafa, Niro and Hani, we rocked 4 by 100 m! Heeeeeeee. Silver, babes!

And, to the rest of my members, thanks for showing your support and coming for sukantara. Shirtliff was last for sukantara last year. This year, we were second, losing to Maclay by only 5 marks. Seeeee. We can rock. (:

I LOVE YOU PEOPLE SO MUCH. Hehe.


Okay, the sad part is that I didn't get to take any photos the whole day. Was caught up in EVERYTHING else. Haha. Once I get the photos from my Ed Board members, I'll post them up. =D

I am burnt, by the way. =s

Byeee people. I am so happy there's no school tomorrow. Haha.

You needed me. So I was there.
Just like I thought you needed me to be.

And then I needed you.
Where were you?
If you say you love me, why ain't you here?

18th February.

Happy 17th Birthday Xin Yi! You've always been one strong girl, and I know you'll still be for many, many, many, many more years and birthdays to come. (:

I don't ever forget the silly times we had together in Form 1. Heee.

Intervensi is, so far so good. Hehe. Nothing almost killed me yet. My karangan was loooonggg. English was okay. Maths was soooo easy. It was like.

Okay lah, blog about Valentine's Day. O.o Took part in high jump. Walked away with third place at 1.27 m. Didn't manage to pass 1.30 m although I managed to the day before. Must have been my left leg injury. I strained the muscle or something. It was hurting like mad right after. :/ Not gonna deny it, cause it was pretty obvious that I was kinda disappointed. But ah well. I did my best I suppose. At least I got a placing. (:

On a happier note, congrats to Nicole with gold and Vivian with silver. (:

So arh. Valentine's Day arh. Okay larh. Received nice gifts from nice people. Hehhe.

Sorreyyhh people. Blog was put on hold due to certain reasons. But it's back. (:

Sooo.. the latest.

I am so nervous for Sports Day, it's killing me.
Shirtliff, oh Shirtliff, don't go breaking my heart. It would be the third time already. );

p.s. Check out Shirtliff's board. I don't care. Just do it!

Well, to everyone who was in 5 Alpha today, you know what happened. I don't need to say anything more here. But what I do want to say is that I'd sooner fill in another fucking BSL than accept your forgiveness, bitch.

So yeah, I don't care what you think or say. So many others to pick on, but you had to pick me right? Pfftt.

Yeah, whatever. Let it go.


Everything is so getting to me. I feel so stuck and lost nowadays that it's as though I have nowhere to go or turn to. The slightest things upset me. Maybe I'm being oversensitive. I care bout people who really don't seem to care bout me. Isn't that sad?
Wheee.

Ah oh yeah.

.. smart, one-of-a-kind, lame Hon Weng. (:
I was listening to Katy Perry's Thinking Of You.

laine. says:
omg this song i'm listening to is super emoooo
laine. says:
hahahaa
eaTEN says:
emo ke?
eaTEN says:
i din really listen to the lyrics
eaTEN says:
loll
eaTEN says:
watzit bout?
eaTEN says:
wait, dun tell me..
eaTEN says:
about thinking of someone rite?
eaTEN says:
hehehe

GAHHAHA. SO LAME RIGHT.
Note : This post was published under the full consent of Tuang Hon Weng after a certain amount of persuasion on my part. (: