morning lights;

and all that dreamy nonsense. ;)

Hey people. Haha, so the next time I blog, it'll be 2009 already. Sooo.


HAPPY NEW YEAR READERS!
(:



Whoaaa, 2009 ain't no joke year. SPM dei! Haha. =s Gotta be different. I'm actually kinda excited for the new year.

My New Year resolutions.

11 A1s man! Nothing less! :D And to stay away from things that are no good for me. I kinda suck at that. ): And also to enjoy senior year of high school. Because it's the last year. Must cherish friends. Heeee. Always.

So have a great New Year's celebration guys. I'll be on a ship countdown-ing with lots of middle-aged people and hopefully some hot guys? o.o Yeah, righttt.


"But what if you just forget me?"
"I won't forget you, Laine. Don't you know you're already a part of me forever?"
Memorabilia of year 2008.

Okay, no, my true love didn't give me anything. Hahahaha. Okay, I know I'm being lame. =s Sorry.

Last night was the first time in a long time. It was Christmas, but I couldn't help it though it wasn't much. Slept late around 3 thirty. And woke up around 6 with this weird electrical shock feeling going through my left leg. It was different from the normal pins and needles, but then again, I have no idea what it was. All I knew was that when I got up to go to the bathroom, I suddenly felt like puking and so I rushed back to bed before I could.

Anyway, before I start blogging bout today, I want to blog bout this.


Afzan & Kim.

Yin.

I know you guys are upset to some point about next year's classes thing even though you've been already going, "I'm going to Beta next year" since even before the exams started. But yeah. I know. I just want to say that I'll miss all of you. I'll always remember the booming laughter coming from the back of the class and me turning around each time to see the laughter coming from a green monster named Afzan. I'll always remember the random vulgar and almost obscene words suddenly yelled out of nowhere for no absolute reason and the way I'd know immediately it was Yin before I'd even start gaping. I'll always remember how it was sooooo fun to annoy and drive the small girl named Kimberly absolutely crazy and how she'd make Mel's and my heart race faster each and every time she talked to us.

In short. I'll just miss all of you.
Including Chi Hoe, Daniel, Jon, Julian, Damalis and yeaahh. Even Faisal. =s

Don't forget to wave in the corridors. No matter what.
And always remember...


... We're not Alpha without you guys.
No matter what.

Damn. Freaking emo dy. Aaahhh. Life sucks enough without this.

Okay, nvm. Back to business. Today! The 2nd day of Christmas.
Ended up going out with Chan and Nik to Mid Valley. Was really great to see them both after such a long time. Especially since Chan's been soooo busy and Nik's going back to Kelantan next week. ;( Ah well.

Walked around and got Nik a notebook/organiser from MPH and got something for myself too. :D Photo comes up at the end of the post. Aja! I think you'll recognise it. XD After MPH, we went to Chili's for heart-to-heart talk over lunch. Ordered chicken fajitas and cajun sandwiches.

The lighting did not do my eyes any good. Check out the eyebags. *poke* ):
Chan has a habit of moving and blurring up herself in photos. XD

I don't really know what was up with my expression...

Yay, happy people.

This would be the chicken fajitas. I tell you, the portion is waaayyy biggg... We were stuffed! I had almost three of these and two more of the cajun sandwiches... Fat.

See. Stuffed. And bloated.

This was an attempt to make myself look like a greedy pig.
I think I did a pretty good job.

This was hanging from the light above our table and it's adorable okaayyy.

So after heart-to-heart talking for a looong time, we finally decided to get our bloated selves up to go try on random dresses in Miss Selfridge and Topshop.

HAHA, I told you so. =s I look like I'm wearing a really fancy tablecloth with sequins. But you can't deny Chan looks hot. XD Don't kill me Chan. And sorry I blacked you out Nikkk. I didn't want people to see you without your tudung. Haha.

This was in Topshop! Sorry I had to do it again Nik! But check out the Victoria fur shawl thingy she's wearing. Talk bout whacked. o.o

I liked this dress, you know! But it was like. RM 229. ):

And this was the French maid dress they tossed at me. =__= Sorry again Nik! It's for your own good. ):

Rushed over to Gardens to get my Twilight and New Moon books from Borders.


Before going home.

And Aja! LOOK! This is what I said I got earlier!

HAHAHAHA! It's awesome! My Christmas present to myself.. But ahhh. It's a lot of work. The deco and everything. ); Will try it out some time. It was RM 32.70. Reasonable, I guess.

And oh yeah, so when I opened my presents yesterday, it turns out Mum bought me a hairdryer, eyeshadow and a soap set. HAHA. Yeaahh. Hairdryer. But I needed one, so it's okay. Lol.

And thank you for Lyle. I never had such a white furry teddy before. Haha.
You know who you are. (:


I know this sounds stupid, but I've started thinking of dying again. Pondering about the purposes in life. It's goals. The meaning of it. What is love? What is hurt? What is success? Joy?

You don't deserve it, but I guess I hope you're okay.

Hohoho?

Yeah.


Merry Christmas people!


Okay, so I spent Christmas Eve in Genting in a hotel room watching Heroes on my portable DVD player receiving various texts from everyone including calls from Nigel (who's in Johor/Singapore for Christmas =___=) and Daryl. Haha. And then eating a slice of cheese cake. Will update bout that later. Got home from Genting already. Wonder where's our Christmas dinner tonight? And ahhh yesss... PRESENTS! Yet to be opened, sitting peacefully under our Christmas tree! XD

So yeah
, have a great one guys! Christmas is a time for you to remember and appreciate those who are special to you; to spend it with them if possible. And of course, don't forget, it's Jesus's birthday! =D

So, I guess I wanna take this opportunity to say thanks to everyone and anyone who has ever cared for me. Even to those who don't anymore. You guys have made a mark in my life. One that can never ever be erased even for all the Christmases to come. There is always some good in bad, so I guess to those of you have been part of "bad" before, you people still have left lessons for me.

To those who love me, I love you too. =D
To Jesus who loves me, I love You too!

And ah well. Since everyone's making a wishlist.
My one wish for Christmas is for hope to become reality.

And oh yes. I need a new camera too. AHAH!



Had to post this up. Look at the lights! Hotel lobby. Awesome, no? (;


Whee! Sshhh. *grins*


First Christmas in five years! Phew! X)


Ladies and gentlemen.

The list of names for next year's classes are up on the school portal starting today (23/12/2008) at http://www.smksbu.edu.my. So far only next year's Form 5 lists are up.

Go ahead and check it out.


AAAAHHHH, 4 Alpha. :( 4 Alpha, oh 4 Alpha.
*wails*

20th December.
Woke up reaaally early for piano as usual. Funny class. My teacher's pretty awesome alright. :) Then visited Nik in PJ and finally went over to Mid Valley (yes, I know, again). Had to help Mrs Woon run another errand, and no, don't worry, it wasn't fishballs this time. x) She had Ee Von and I swap a dress she bought for a different colour. Only that we discovered the lace on the dress on the colour she wanted (purple), was not straight and blablablabla, fusspot-ness. =s

In the end, we just ended up getting a freakin' refund. =_=

Finally met up with Daryl, Josh, Fei and Nigel outside Pets Wonderland. My rakyat! :) Beta ampunkan kalian semua kerana beta lambat. Oh wait. That did not sound right. In fact, it sounded like a downright self-centred permaisuri who thinks the world revolved around her. o.o

HAHA, okay guys, I'm really sorry for being late. ;(

Okay, first thing we did.
Ais kacang. :D

AH WHEEEE! 'Tis bliss!

Laksamana Nigel & Penghulu Bendahari Daryl. Yang sesat. XD
Oh why Daryl is the penghulu bendahari you ask? BECAUSE HE'S RICH. With his credit cards and gold cards. Hahaha. He suggested we eat in Tony Romas okay!

Saw this stall along the way. MY TOAST, MY JOSHUA! XD

Okay after indulging in the ais kacang and driving my already irritated throat nuts, we set off looking for a place for Daryl to get his lunch. Hahaha. And yeah, I decided to skip lunch. So all of us watched Lyra eat.... HAHA.

Finally got a newer photo with my other Laksamana! Joshuaaaa. ^^
Okay I know I look weird in this photo. But I look happy! And so does Josh!

Spot Lyra eating. XD
Spot Nigel looking sesat.
Spot Josh... geeee, I don't know what's Josh doing. HAHA.

Ahh, I got a picture of my Temenggung Fei yang mahal muka!
Wahahaaa, and who says no one can get a photo of him? XD

My favourite word of the day!
Enoki Niku Maki! Say it with me people! EnokiNikuMakiEnokiNikuMakiEnokiNikuMakiEnokiNikuMakiEnokiNikuMakiEnokiNikuMaki.

Thennn we went to watch Yes Man in the Gardens. Premier Class weyh! First time weyh! Cause the normal GSC in the main building was tooooo crowded with people. So yeah. We went to the Gardens. It was RM20 for one ticket! But ah well... The seats were wider and more comfortable and all. And they were set two by two. Soooo. Boyfriends out there, you know where to take your girls out for a movie next time. x) At first I had two whole seats to myself oneee! Then Nigel decided to come and kacau. Hmph. :p
Hahahaa, and the movie was super funny! Everyone said they could hear me laughing for no reason. o.o

EH IT WAS FUNNY OKAY. Jim Carrey!
And I killed my throat again with popcorn. Haha. Yay me.

Hahaha. Hmph. Ah well. After the movie. We were being super spontaneous and decided to head over to Italiannes to try their famous tiramisu. Only. And we got free bread. Should've seen the look on the waitress's face. AHHA. She was like. "Tiramisu? That's all?" And in her mind, she must've been thinking, "Sweaaatttt...."
Okay la, thank you la Nigel for ordering coffee to "save" our faces. ;p

NICE RIGHT NICE RIGHT. I know. XD I took it!
Bottle of olive oil. :)

XD

It was heaven! Swear to God. All 5 of us shared it. Stop gaping. Different spoons la! Stop it, I tell you! And it was no joke when Josh said it was the best ever. It was like. Soft. And fluffy. And not too sweet. And. The base had freakin' rum. Yes. Rum. Like in Pirates of the Carribean and Captain Jack Sparrow! Hahahaha. And it cost RM 17. Divide by 5. Equals to? WORTH IT LAA. =D

Then Ee Von called to rush us home.

Pretty right? That was when we were walking back to the main building.

Nigel. Sad. Daryl. Sad. Me. Happy. Josh. Happy.
Yay ME, yay JOSH.

Nigel. Improvement =D. Lyra. STILL SAD. Joshua. Blur. Fei. BLUR HAPPY.

Fei yang mahal muka hid behind Josh. Ah well. It's still nice. :)
Lyra, you still look sad.

Okay I need sleep.
Oh. One more thing.


HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY
BRYANT KOH TIEN WEI!


Thank you for everything you've done for me and making me smile and happy when I didn't feel like it. I know things aren't going well for you, but I just want you to know that I do give a fuck about your birthday. I know that what I think isn't really important or that great for that matter. But ahhh. I just want you to know I care. =(

Sorry.



Goodnight world!

Okay, I have a lot of birthday posts to do, but I'll start with the most recent one. :D
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16th December.

When we decided to give each other random labels for a sticker label we all got from donating, we decided to give her the label of "Dharr Diva!".

Why you ask?
Because she is one. =D Driven and demanding,
she never stops till she gets what she wants. Though that may not always a good thing (ngehehehe), she's still awesome in so many ways. She's always there when I need her to listen to my long rantings about loads of things and she always helps when she can. Ah oh yess, she can go super hyper at random times, and especially after eating J.Co's! So watch out for her if you ever see our school selling J.Co's again ya. x)

Ah, and oh yes. Did I mention she's the hottest Indian girl I know? (Yes, face it woman!) Don't tell me you don't agree, cause you' b
e lying if you say she ain't hot. :p

Just so you know darl, I'm really happy for you for having found
happiness and content in your life. I thank God for having given you your near-perfection. I'm proud of how much you've grown and matured over the past year. :)
You know I'm always here.

HAPPY BELATED SWEET 16
DHARR
NESHA INBAH RAJAH!
AND YOU KNOW I LOVEEEE YOU. =D
Oh, I owe you a present.


And oh yes.

HAPPY BELATED SWEET 16 TO
CHAN WAI KAY T
OO!

I'm not that close to her, but I know she's a great friend who cares a lot for her friends. We used to be closer though, back in our younger days. But ah well, she's doing fine anyways. :D Hope you had a great birthday, Kay. :)
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15th December.

Aiyak, guess I have to wish this hot-headed fella too. XD

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
HO KEAN SENG!


Haaa, be thankful la you. :p And learn to control that temper of yours. x)
Wokie doke?


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6th December.

This fella tak tau malu ask for a birthday post. XD Okay okay, I'M KIDDING okay donkey. I'm not a bad jennet. Heeeeheeee.

Well, this guy arh. Used to be in SBU back in his Form 1 and 2, and then he got shipped off to MBS. *says a silent prayer that the donk
ey didn't turn gay* Hahahaha! OKAY KIDDING. Make sure you laugh la. :)

Okay, only started chatting with him a lot recently. Hehe. Go
nna drag him out kai kai soon? Lol. He's nice laa. Calls me a red apple. Or appley. Or jennet (which btw means female donkey =___=). HE'S LAME. But nice to talk to, and super fun to crap with? Hahahaha.

Eh btw, I wished you even when I was on the cruise okay! Better be thankful! Hmph.

HAPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY
NIGEL TEE!


HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO
STEVEN TOO! =D
Well, don't know much bout this guy but he drops by my blog once in a while and seems nice enough. :) And oh, I know he was in NS before. Hahaaa.
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19th October.
Need to wish this guy too!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
LIEW YIK FEI!

Well, I've known this guy for 5 years now. (Whoaaa, that's long? o.o) He's pretty quiet and all, but he's nice la. :)
Okaaayy, I think owe you a present too. Eeeeeekkkk.
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17th October.
She's been my deskmate all year long. :) She's been really helpful, and we've been partners in countless of assignments and even
in the same group for Chemistry because Puan Lee put us together. Hahaa. And she's the one who's been listening to my constant laments and even occasional cursings during and in between classes. I'd go like, "Why the #$%!#$^ so we need to learn this for anyway???" And she'd go like. "I don't knowww Laineeeee. :( "
HAHA.

Oh. She's also the person I fall asleep in class with. AHAH. Es
pecially during certain lessons where we'd turn to each other and start laughing at each other because we both look so dead, it seems like we could drop dead any second. =D
But oh yeah, she tends to panic a lot. And make a big fuss out of the smallest and tiniest things. Hahaha. One time she didn't bring her book for a class, and she was like, "Howww Laineeeee? Should I just tell herrrrr or should I wait till I she asks?? I think I better tell her first right?" LOL. Teachers don't eat us, Aly. :) Except maybe certain ones. Ngehehehe.

Oh, I think I forgot to mention her sudden tantrums. HAHAH. Oh yesss. When she's under a lot of pressure, she'll suddenly just burst a lo
ng string of words going like, "AHH LAINE, I have so much of work to do. I have to do this, I have to do that....." Blablablabla. And she has a laugh that is one-of-a-kind too. :)

Of course we had rough times too. I was there for her. She was there for me. Conclusion? I love her laaaa. x) She's been there through all the downs and ups of our lessons together. Heeheee. Even though she's sometimes paranoid and kiasu. Because. Well. She's MY Aly la! ;) I honestly think that this year in 4 Alpha has brought us a lot closer together, and I never once regretted sitting next to her. :)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
ALYSHA JAYKANT!
Aaaaaahhh, I owe this one a present too.

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9th October.
Aahhh, 9th October was soooooo long ago isn't it. H
ahahaa. Ah well.

Well this girl's been one of my best friends for.. wait
, let me count; 1.. 2.. 7 years already! Started in primary school, went up to secondary, weren't really close then, until end of last year when we got close agaiin. =D We used to play really silly games on the phone when we were young. Hahaha, we'd go pretending that one of us was away from the phone and then we'd imitate the voice of those recorded telephone operators. Hahaha. Like this.

"Woon Ee Laine is not at the phone right now. At the tone, record your message."

Okay, I know we were childish! You don't have to tell us. x)

Well. Long story short, lets just say we did some really crazy things together. Including yell at a bunch of guys who were actually her neighbours during one of her birthday parties. HAHA. Yelling, "YOU WANT A PIECE OF ME??" Hahaha, oh yes, Mae, I don't know if you remember this. But then you held up metal garden spade from the garden and yelled "You want a piece of me??" too. HAHA.

Oh well. Yeaahh, in Form 1 and 2, I wasn't too close to her, but the end of last year is when we started talking on the phone again, going out, sleeping over at her place, baking at my place, baking at her place, sneaking out to Burger King in Bkt Antarabangsa, crying together, laughing together, blablabla? You name it. Honestly, she's a really patient person who's sorta artistic too. And she's got many qualities of a leader. :) Only she doesn't notice it yet. And yeah, she tends to be too soft sometimes. Cause she is a big softie! And this is why I said she has a huge capacity of patience.

Cause I think if I were her, I'd go ballistic already. XD


So I admire you, woman! And I'm not the only one. I know
you're pretty busy these days and all, and we don't talk that much. But you know I love you and I'm always here to listen to you crap if you want to. :)


HAPPY BELATED SWEET 16
CHAN EE LYN!
But you're sweet sixteen was sweet enough, w
asn't it? ;)


Ah well. I told you we do whacked things together. x)

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6th October.
I am getting tired of birthday posts....

Long story made short.
My little brother for life. x)

Ever since Form One where he sat behind me with Fassler bugging me every 15 minutes to pick up either his or Fassler's fallen-on-th
e-floor pencils, pens, erasers, etc. =__= And oh yes, they loveeedd to bug me for answers too. Especially during BM class under Cik Rahayu. She used to give those KOMSAS tests and whoever got lower than 8 over 10 would get punishments.

So what happened in the end?
They bugged me for the answers when she wasn't looking. And what happened after that?
They escaped duckwalking.
Gaahh, you both still owe me a lot for that. :p

But ahh well, I guess the debt's been paid off over the years where he stuck by me through everything, listening to my nonsense and all my problems. But hey, I do the same for him too okay. Heheh. He's always online any
way so I get to bug him whenever I like. Ngeeheehee.

And yeah, just so you know again, bro, I've said it before and I've said it again. No matter what you do and no matter what you say, no matter how amazingly horrible, you're always and still my brother. I'll always accept you for who you are. :)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
JOSHUA
JACOBS!

Wokaaaayyy, remind me to get a new photo with you the next time I see you. =__=
This one's ANCIENT!


OH JOY, I'M DONE. XD

.. Nigel Tee. =D

I know his hair like durian right? XD
Aaaahhh, I think I seriously need to stop webcamming with people in my PJs. *grins*

LOL. Lala pose konon? *pinch pinch*

Okay, so got some interesting photos to post up. :)
After dinner yesterday. Went to MaxValue or whatever that place is called. Under Jusco. In Pearl Point.

And Ken Xhen and I were looking for drinks and snacks... And then we came upon. This.

This woman was cutting up fish. Very, very, very ganas-ly.
In fact...

It was so ganas that Xhen and I started laughing like mad!

You won't be able to see it from here... But it was bloody. And stinky. And somehow. Funny? Hahhaa. It was like. *WHAM* *CHOP* *BAM*
Omg. Eeekkk.

Then we went to Watsons...
And saw something even funnier.

Some facial masks. Look at the packaging. Wth?!?!?!

This was when Xhen and I bursted out laughing all over again. I mean, wth? That's not attractive okay. That's just plain freaky.
I mean.
Who want to use the mask now that the packaging shows how ugly one is when using it?? *bursts out laughing again*

Okay. Skip to today. I mean. Just now. =)
Mid Valley again for movies with Mum and Xhen.

I know some of you recognise this shop. *grins* So, guess what. Xhen asked me like..
Xhen : Laineee, what's in that shop arh? I mean I know it's sex stuff, but how come I only see dolls from the window?
Me : I dunnoohhh Xhen. =s Hahaha.

Oh. And the most surprising thing comes up next.

Mum : Neh people who don't have girlfriends, get the dolls la.

Ken Xhen and I were like. O.O??? HAHA.

Then Mum wanted to go shopping and all. And Xhen didn't want to. So I offered as a nice sister to teman him wherever he wants to go while Mum shops...

And he brought me to Toys 'R' Us. =s

Sweat. Haha. 14-year-old boy still interested in this kinda thing. =/

And we saw this disturbing poster outside one of the sports shops.

I told you. Urgh.

And then we watched Bolt first, followed by The Day the Earth Stood Still.
They both rocked.
BOLT IS ADORABLE.
KEANU REEVES HAS NICE EYES.

:)

You know, I don't give myself enough credit for being so strong. =D


What would you know?
What would you ever know?

You smile like it's okay, but is there a truth?