BURN BABY BURN!!!
Jane is al naturel smoker.. hehehe (she better not start man)mummy says she wants to put one in her office toilet.. as air frenshener... (YEAH rite.. so can smoke more loh....)
Me the camera-whoreoh btw....I Kick-ass... hehe
Monday, August 14, 2006
I Ought to get Shot.
cos i brot my mum and sis to smoke shisha... LOL..
BURN BABY BURN!!!
Jane is al naturel smoker.. hehehe (she better not start man)
mummy says she wants to put one in her office toilet.. as air frenshener... (YEAH rite.. so can smoke more loh....)
Me the camera-whore
oh btw....I Kick-ass... hehe
BURN BABY BURN!!!
Jane is al naturel smoker.. hehehe (she better not start man)mummy says she wants to put one in her office toilet.. as air frenshener... (YEAH rite.. so can smoke more loh....)
Me the camera-whoreoh btw....I Kick-ass... hehe
FWAHHH Sooooting Star!!
i have never seen so many fireworks in a month before... august is fireworks month it seems..
it started on the 5th of august, saturday, chris and i was running some errands in MS area that afternoon, and at about 8plus, while we were going back to the car, we saw MANY MANY ppl congregating just outside the MS GV cinema.. then we realised the reason they were CAMPING (no joke.. got mats and drinks and all...) there was cos at 9pm there was gonna be some fireworks display (courtesy of Fireworks festival.. anyway we waited and watched our FIRST fireworks together (all together now!.. Awwwwww) through the huge trees in front of MS.
the second time was on the 8th of Aug, after dinner at home, we decided to bring mum anbd jane to go watch fireworks.. at 845pm, i PIA all the way down to esplanade (through the horrendous JAM, mind you) i squeezed my way to fullerton hotel and stopped my car in the middle of the road just when the fireworks started.. GO ME!
THEN on the 9th of august.. we decided to do something FUN, so i called Ben and Dans and headed down to tanjung rhu for PICNIC!! so fun hor.. anyways, there was so many TP around the area and i circled for 45mins looking for a parking space. look.. i tried to illegal park (wtf.. eveyrone was illegally parking what.. but super suay me had to be caught by tp.) heres how it went..
(joan doesnt an illegal U-turn on a 2 way street, and parrellel parks in front of a row of cars)
(TP on BIG BIG bike with shiny raybans, glides up beside me and signals for me to wind down the window)
TP: Mdm, you cannot park here
Joan: Oh really? (shows innocent face) then what about those cars behind me? (pouts)
TP: we will be towing them away later, mdm
Joan: you sure? (longer pout)
TP: yes, mdm.
Joan: ok then.. thank you (give a honey-glazed smile)
I BET THAT IDIOT DID NOT CLAMP THEM LOH.
K. then i drove up to meyer rd, parked there and walked to kampung kayu road (the longkang opp laselle). there i was greeted by a sea of RED and the overpowering smell of CURRY.. wah so many tents.. i wonder how many dayds those families have camped there.
we found a nice spot just in front of the national stadium and started to bake in the evening sun.
ben and joan bakes...
Joan turns over and bakes her back w Chris
after baking for 2 hours we got bored...
Dans' bright idea...
if only ben is as good looking...
Ben gently putting mascara on chris' Looooooong eyelashes..
Then it all started at about 630..
Doesnt it make your heart swell? *sing* WE ARE SING-GA-PORE.. SING-GAHHH-PORH-REEE-AANNNNSSSSS.....
its at this time that there are was a BIg group of ...er... foreign workers that came and occupied our viewing space :(.. well its national day.. racial harmony hor..
seee..
Finally after 4 hours of waiting... we saw 2 mins of fireworks... :/
it started on the 5th of august, saturday, chris and i was running some errands in MS area that afternoon, and at about 8plus, while we were going back to the car, we saw MANY MANY ppl congregating just outside the MS GV cinema.. then we realised the reason they were CAMPING (no joke.. got mats and drinks and all...) there was cos at 9pm there was gonna be some fireworks display (courtesy of Fireworks festival.. anyway we waited and watched our FIRST fireworks together (all together now!.. Awwwwww) through the huge trees in front of MS.
the second time was on the 8th of Aug, after dinner at home, we decided to bring mum anbd jane to go watch fireworks.. at 845pm, i PIA all the way down to esplanade (through the horrendous JAM, mind you) i squeezed my way to fullerton hotel and stopped my car in the middle of the road just when the fireworks started.. GO ME!
THEN on the 9th of august.. we decided to do something FUN, so i called Ben and Dans and headed down to tanjung rhu for PICNIC!! so fun hor.. anyways, there was so many TP around the area and i circled for 45mins looking for a parking space. look.. i tried to illegal park (wtf.. eveyrone was illegally parking what.. but super suay me had to be caught by tp.) heres how it went..
(joan doesnt an illegal U-turn on a 2 way street, and parrellel parks in front of a row of cars)
(TP on BIG BIG bike with shiny raybans, glides up beside me and signals for me to wind down the window)
TP: Mdm, you cannot park here
Joan: Oh really? (shows innocent face) then what about those cars behind me? (pouts)
TP: we will be towing them away later, mdm
Joan: you sure? (longer pout)
TP: yes, mdm.
Joan: ok then.. thank you (give a honey-glazed smile)
I BET THAT IDIOT DID NOT CLAMP THEM LOH.
K. then i drove up to meyer rd, parked there and walked to kampung kayu road (the longkang opp laselle). there i was greeted by a sea of RED and the overpowering smell of CURRY.. wah so many tents.. i wonder how many dayds those families have camped there.
we found a nice spot just in front of the national stadium and started to bake in the evening sun.
ben and joan bakes...
Joan turns over and bakes her back w Chris
after baking for 2 hours we got bored...
Dans' bright idea...
if only ben is as good looking...
Ben gently putting mascara on chris' Looooooong eyelashes..
Then it all started at about 630..
Doesnt it make your heart swell? *sing* WE ARE SING-GA-PORE.. SING-GAHHH-PORH-REEE-AANNNNSSSSS.....
its at this time that there are was a BIg group of ...er... foreign workers that came and occupied our viewing space :(.. well its national day.. racial harmony hor..
seee..
Finally after 4 hours of waiting... we saw 2 mins of fireworks... :/
Spring Cleaning..
Ive been doing alot of pspring cleaning and tidying up recently... digging up all the old boxes and throwing away alot of old rubbish and stuff.. well 坏的不去， 好的不来，correct? anyway i was digging through my stuff and i found a list of poems that i wrote before! way back in erm...2000? i used to write alot tho. Anyways, here's few..
Sovereignty of self
The skies are dark and gloomy,
the winds spears through my bones,
a quick death...
rain pelts in succession upon my window pane,
howling winds grasp my consciousness
refuse to surrender to sweet slumber
thats lulling me,
lulling my aching body
A fighting arena
made up of my queen bed.
soft cotton sheets buffers
each blow, as i cower
beneath.
Curled up like a little
lost child. wishing i could disappear amongst
each cotton fibre.
The referee's whistle blew,
sudden halt into silence
no winners emerge
in a 1:30 score.
except me.
Out of the arena,
to the cheers of running water,
slapping my sovereignty of self, awake.
Chardonnay of Love
Sweet summer wine,
Of memories.
Thick intoxicating ,
Nostalgic soothing hands.
Washes over my soul,
A thousand times over.
The same as it
Had always been.
The end of each time
I remember.
Every drunken detail,
Every heartbeat.
Beginning of every ending cycle,
I follow.
The scented trail,
Of this migrant spirit.
Into the arms of age old wine,
I fall.
In every familiar whisper,
In every familiar touch.
Sweet summer wine,
Of you.
An everlasting intoxication,
An intimate addiction.
Paradise
Sweet pink
Blossom valley.
Summer warm
Breezes sweep
The hills of charm.
Ebony cascades
Of the willow tree
Run through my fingers.
Run with me through
The milky cream rivers
Of skin
Kiss the sun through
Parting cirrus clouds.
Rolls the waves of tongue
Through foamy tides,
Till you reach the shore
Lie down
Beside me
Breathe me into your arms,
And lay a whisper
Into my neck
Just stay here
With me.
Secret Love (1sept 2001, 5pm)
A secret love
I’ve held within.
Brought to life from
The scars I’ve carried.
A secret longing
For the picture
Perfect painting.
A sacred name
I held upon my lips.
To none nor I
Have heard nor spoken.
A sacred being
Of the perfect love
Besotted and bound to me.
Careless ruffles of
Soft hazel hair
Accentuates those
Eyes of charm.
A syrupy smile
Made in heaven
Subtlety intoxicating.
To hold and be held,
In every waking moment.
Cushioned in all her scent,
Lulls me into a perfect dream.
Away from all I thought true,
To find that she is the truth
I’ve always held within.
Angel
Silent whispers into my heart
She’s always around me
Her prayers in my every step
A silhouette in my every thought
She holds me to sleep each night
Her kisses a sweet lullaby
She cradles my heart
With the tenderness of her soul
With each tear I cry
She weeps with such pain
Yet my fragility she protects
With her loving arms.
She ask nought but a
Smile upon my face
And takes me to heaven
Upon her wings
She loves me
Like a child
Untainted in her eyes
Yet she loves me with a passion
Insurmountable by time nor distance
Sovereignty of self
The skies are dark and gloomy,
the winds spears through my bones,
a quick death...
rain pelts in succession upon my window pane,
howling winds grasp my consciousness
refuse to surrender to sweet slumber
thats lulling me,
lulling my aching body
A fighting arena
made up of my queen bed.
soft cotton sheets buffers
each blow, as i cower
beneath.
Curled up like a little
lost child. wishing i could disappear amongst
each cotton fibre.
The referee's whistle blew,
sudden halt into silence
no winners emerge
in a 1:30 score.
except me.
Out of the arena,
to the cheers of running water,
slapping my sovereignty of self, awake.
Chardonnay of Love
Sweet summer wine,
Of memories.
Thick intoxicating ,
Nostalgic soothing hands.
Washes over my soul,
A thousand times over.
The same as it
Had always been.
The end of each time
I remember.
Every drunken detail,
Every heartbeat.
Beginning of every ending cycle,
I follow.
The scented trail,
Of this migrant spirit.
Into the arms of age old wine,
I fall.
In every familiar whisper,
In every familiar touch.
Sweet summer wine,
Of you.
An everlasting intoxication,
An intimate addiction.
Paradise
Sweet pink
Blossom valley.
Summer warm
Breezes sweep
The hills of charm.
Ebony cascades
Of the willow tree
Run through my fingers.
Run with me through
The milky cream rivers
Of skin
Kiss the sun through
Parting cirrus clouds.
Rolls the waves of tongue
Through foamy tides,
Till you reach the shore
Lie down
Beside me
Breathe me into your arms,
And lay a whisper
Into my neck
Just stay here
With me.
Secret Love (1sept 2001, 5pm)
A secret love
I’ve held within.
Brought to life from
The scars I’ve carried.
A secret longing
For the picture
Perfect painting.
A sacred name
I held upon my lips.
To none nor I
Have heard nor spoken.
A sacred being
Of the perfect love
Besotted and bound to me.
Careless ruffles of
Soft hazel hair
Accentuates those
Eyes of charm.
A syrupy smile
Made in heaven
Subtlety intoxicating.
To hold and be held,
In every waking moment.
Cushioned in all her scent,
Lulls me into a perfect dream.
Away from all I thought true,
To find that she is the truth
I’ve always held within.
Angel
Silent whispers into my heart
She’s always around me
Her prayers in my every step
A silhouette in my every thought
She holds me to sleep each night
Her kisses a sweet lullaby
She cradles my heart
With the tenderness of her soul
With each tear I cry
She weeps with such pain
Yet my fragility she protects
With her loving arms.
She ask nought but a
Smile upon my face
And takes me to heaven
Upon her wings
She loves me
Like a child
Untainted in her eyes
Yet she loves me with a passion
Insurmountable by time nor distance
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
reason for having been MIA...
well the biggest change in my life thus far is i guess my love life..every ending as a new beginning i guess.. well cliche.. pffft...
Having passed my darkest period (thank gawd it's so over)i guess someting good came out of it.. through the lowest time of my life, i managed to reconnect with 2 very good and "old" friends of mine from sec school..Nik and Chris.. they were so sweet ...brought me to ktv (to sing my "blues" away :P)and they both sang this song for me: Fen1 Shou3 kuai4 le4 - Liang Jing Ru
分手快樂
曲：郭文賢 詞：姚若龍
(靜茹)@我無法幫你預言 委曲求全有沒有用
可是我多么不舍 朋友愛的那麼苦痛
愛可以不問對錯 至少有喜悅感動
如果他總為別人撐傘 你何苦非為他等在雨中@
#泡咖啡讓你暖手 想擋擋你心口里的風
你卻想上街走走 吹吹冷風會清醒的多
你說你不怕分手 只有一點遺憾難過
情人節就要來了 剩自己一個
其實愛對了人 情人節每天都過#
*分手快樂 祝你快樂 你可以找到更好的
不想過冬 厭倦沉重 就飛去熱帶的島嶼游泳
分手快樂 請你快樂 揮別錯的才能和對的相逢
離開舊愛 像坐慢車 看透徹了心就會是晴朗的
沒人能把誰的幸福沒收 你發誓你會活的有笑容*
(嘉千/佩蓉/靜茹/阿鳳)repeat@ # * # *
你自信時候真的美多了
i was so touched, i cried... ok teared (cry;zhen diu lian, so started chain smoking to stop me from crying) this is the second most memorable thing that friends has done for me that has made me cry before. thank god for these 2.. :) who loves and cares for me this much..
Me and My Gentle Giant Chris (no joke.. she is 1.78)
we were together very briefly when we were in sec 4, unfortunately we drifted apart as we couldnt spend much time together, cos she had many commitments like her swimming training to attend to, and me... i just wasnt sure if she was serious.. thats what i thought... anyway.. we remained friends through the years.. and seen each other through relationships (mainly mine :P..yeah i know im a selfish bitch).. though i guess the some fewlings never fade..(stay tuned for continuation of story.)
Me and Jie Nik.
i know jie in sec one.. she was in the same house as me..then me so small so cute and so blur toad just stand there and stone.. then she and her frens came over said "eh this one so cute, call me jie" wah liao like a little puppy hor? anyway.. i just look up at her (me being very puny) thought "wah this ger so sard" ok loh.. call jie.. so for 4 years she was my one and only jie... also i haev to make this clear hor.. i was straight then (come on i didnt even know what being gay means, except being happy) ok long story here... will continue in another post.
so fast forward >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>fast forward >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
well this is where i am now... in the arms of Chris..after 10 years.
i guess somethings are better after a long wait...
Having passed my darkest period (thank gawd it's so over)i guess someting good came out of it.. through the lowest time of my life, i managed to reconnect with 2 very good and "old" friends of mine from sec school..Nik and Chris.. they were so sweet ...brought me to ktv (to sing my "blues" away :P)and they both sang this song for me: Fen1 Shou3 kuai4 le4 - Liang Jing Ru
分手快樂
曲：郭文賢 詞：姚若龍
(靜茹)@我無法幫你預言 委曲求全有沒有用
可是我多么不舍 朋友愛的那麼苦痛
愛可以不問對錯 至少有喜悅感動
如果他總為別人撐傘 你何苦非為他等在雨中@
#泡咖啡讓你暖手 想擋擋你心口里的風
你卻想上街走走 吹吹冷風會清醒的多
你說你不怕分手 只有一點遺憾難過
情人節就要來了 剩自己一個
其實愛對了人 情人節每天都過#
*分手快樂 祝你快樂 你可以找到更好的
不想過冬 厭倦沉重 就飛去熱帶的島嶼游泳
分手快樂 請你快樂 揮別錯的才能和對的相逢
離開舊愛 像坐慢車 看透徹了心就會是晴朗的
沒人能把誰的幸福沒收 你發誓你會活的有笑容*
(嘉千/佩蓉/靜茹/阿鳳)repeat@ # * # *
你自信時候真的美多了
i was so touched, i cried... ok teared (cry;zhen diu lian, so started chain smoking to stop me from crying) this is the second most memorable thing that friends has done for me that has made me cry before. thank god for these 2.. :) who loves and cares for me this much..
Me and My Gentle Giant Chris (no joke.. she is 1.78)
we were together very briefly when we were in sec 4, unfortunately we drifted apart as we couldnt spend much time together, cos she had many commitments like her swimming training to attend to, and me... i just wasnt sure if she was serious.. thats what i thought... anyway.. we remained friends through the years.. and seen each other through relationships (mainly mine :P..yeah i know im a selfish bitch).. though i guess the some fewlings never fade..(stay tuned for continuation of story.)
Me and Jie Nik.
i know jie in sec one.. she was in the same house as me..then me so small so cute and so blur toad just stand there and stone.. then she and her frens came over said "eh this one so cute, call me jie" wah liao like a little puppy hor? anyway.. i just look up at her (me being very puny) thought "wah this ger so sard" ok loh.. call jie.. so for 4 years she was my one and only jie... also i haev to make this clear hor.. i was straight then (come on i didnt even know what being gay means, except being happy) ok long story here... will continue in another post.
so fast forward >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>fast forward >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
well this is where i am now... in the arms of Chris..after 10 years.
i guess somethings are better after a long wait...
RIse and SHine!!! *Beams* pew pew!!
today is the beginnning of whole new life for me.
no i havent turned straight yet... its just that today is the first day of my life out of Lang Gar company.. and im happy...wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
so im leading my tai tai life... blogging and updated my stuff.. enjoying the beautiful day it is today...
im super free now!! *cartwheel*
my goal now is to be tai tai... Go me!
no i havent turned straight yet... its just that today is the first day of my life out of Lang Gar company.. and im happy...wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
so im leading my tai tai life... blogging and updated my stuff.. enjoying the beautiful day it is today...
im super free now!! *cartwheel*
my goal now is to be tai tai... Go me!
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