Saturday, October 24, 2009
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First week of school..
not bad.. i got a long weekend.. from friday till monday..
but my lesson for tue,wed..are kinda 9am-9pm.. got a break of 5 hours in between.. but most prob.. i'll be in sch.. damn .... tiring.. mentally..
anyway, tml is lemin's birthday.. going ECP for some fun.. =)
Saturday, September 26, 2009
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after my SP1 ended , my holidays start .
and now i'm currently busy with my first job for the moment..! LOL!! n been entertaining ppl and making all of us laugh !! so we can scar ethe mozzies and sian-ness!! LOL !
actually the job was not bad.. quite interesting... just that the enviroment is kinda infested with dust and mozzies..
after this job, im going to this new job with good pay n hopefully, i learn new things there.. doing some data logging stuff.. hope i dun ruin anything!! LOL !
oh ya, vim is going work with me too! LOL!! hope we dun laugh too much !! LOL !
AND , talking about my results.. its not good! and im going to be slower then others.. n vim will be with me... sort of same path ... ! LOL!!
i seriously need to put in loads of effort n work hard..
AND SCREW nothing!! if not , im SCREWED!
JIAYOU, Emilie!
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
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oh, this week dms is click's last lesson..haix.. will miss the entertainment for dms..
i got to finish 3 things tdy ..
~temple drawing
~ drawing on story illustration
~additional work for my IA2
DUN need to sleep liao.. >.<
haix.. F stress n depress nowadays.. WTF sia..
killing me sia.. haix.. well.. just got to finish all THIS !! n Get over it..
GET OVER IT !!!
Thursday, July 30, 2009
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WORKING in PROCESS! :
-integrated assignment 2!!
-temply drawing{submit asap}
-story illustration
-Narrative illustration(colour theory)
-City Design{IDF}
this is the works tt i need to work for this week n mostly need to be submitted next week!
hmm.. i seriously don't know wad i been doing since april !! i didnt produced good works or wad..
but I've been kinda busy .. with rushing WORK ? n i dun know why ! OMG sia!
i did do some drawing on my own.. to brush up on my drawing skills n so on..
I WANT TO WORK ON MY WORK N GET AN A!!
I BEEN KNOW AS the Devil !!
its ok.. i DUN CARE ANYMORE!
GO on WITH WADEVER !
CONTINUE Twisting !!
BUT just stop bothering me with the things.. !
STOP those stares and that qns !
Totally !
ANYWAY!! i got to change my thinking n do work in a way tt i CAN FINISH ALL N NICELY!
MAYBE just KEEP doing n HACK CARE WITH ALL the shit tt is happening ard me !
BE PARANOID N FINISH ALL WORK !!!
LOL!
TAKE CARE PEEPS !
FINISH ALL WORKS!!!!!!!!
Thursday, July 02, 2009
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ALL ALONE.. trying to Stand Strong.. !
i dun know why.. nowadays,i find it harder n harder to smile n laugh..
my life's been a mess.. n my sch life is so WTf!! ...
n my time management sux.. i know ..
ARGH.. been so depress.. felt as if im getting back my depression..
I WANT TO GO MIA!! detached from the people..
EVERYONE,EVERYTHING is killing me slowly..
n im killing myself too..
i want to get things done n nicely..
n i want honest ppl ard me!![stop lying to me!]
there's so much work n things tt i want to do n need to do.. !!
i seriously feel like being alone n emo now..
i dun know who to explain what n how i feel..
if u ever ask me, i'll just dun know how to reply.. not tt i dun want to share ..
but more of , i dun know wads going on in me..
A MOMENT OF SUPER HAPPINESS, NEXT MOMENT DEPRESS AND CRYING ..
i not WEAK.. im just expressing out my stress..
im washing my face ..almost everynight through crying..
it just flowed.. i cant control.. didnt want to tear or cry..
NO one understand..
Thursday, June 11, 2009
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ytd i was rushing the cube thingy and 1 fucking thing happened.. i cant cut my acrylic..
so i actually cant complete my cube !!!
i got the ideas n image of my completed work.. BUT I CANT GET IT DONE..
im got so depressed..
AND to worsen the situation..
i got a sudden sharp back pain .. that really kill me.. its like even im im siting properly or lying down and not moving.. it still hurts..
i control the pain in my mind then force myself to do the work.. but .. i just burst out..
i've got so stressed and weak maybe.. i cry so much nowadays ...
n i hate the fact that i do so.. i just hate to have goldfish eyes..
and i got even seriously depressed..'thanks' to my frens who bluff me about the thing in library..
but im somehow feeling better after my dear frens who cheered me up.. n put that smile on my face..seriously THANK YOU!!!
todayim super glad..i get to aleast things to be fine..
but when i see the actions ,it just look like it was forced out..
something troubling ?
pls gain some weight !!
@.@
i feel so dumb and DEPRESS nowadays ...
miss the smile u had ..
Sunday, June 07, 2009
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i love those actions!
i get surprises now n then.. !!
Very sweet ones.. VS. Fucking sucky ones..
it just gets out of hand.. n i cant control it..
im just so mentally dead .. n breaking up..
@.@
Somedays are just too much for me..
erm.. shall i call it .." discovery channel"(in a bad way)?
i've already got assignments trying to overtake my life..
n now to add to the 'fun',
i've got additional problem+stress..
i just cant ignore it.. (it just makes me.. speech-less)
almost everyday i hear n see things.. im just disturbed..
whatever it is.. i just cant take it anymore..
just to think of it.. my tears just keep flowing down .. cant control at all.
bottled inside me..
maybe i just need something or wadever.. that gets me moving on..
i totally just hope i dun get depression again..
i make sure i stop myself by just smiling everyday..
let tons of happy things get in me..
i just hope to get a smile a day.. if i can.. =)
it just makes alot of difference to me.. !
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
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tdy meet them at yck station..
i was not late ,OKAY!! instead lihui n KaiTing was abit late..
well, ilovewednesday! All i need for the whole week..
i had lecture and lab lesson ..
tdy interact alot!!
was smiling !!
n tt action really surprised me !!
hahaxx!! thanks for being a part of my life.
WELL.. cube. CUBES ASSIGNMENT!! [in process]
i just want to DO WELL and move on !!
just got to Believe i CAN do it !!
WORK HARD YA!!!
*WiNKS
Friday, May 22, 2009
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ytd woke up feeling so sick.. been sick since monday.. @.@ ..
this whole week just SUX!
esp. this wed.. WTF sia..
anyway.. ytd celebrated tiff's birthday at nebo..
Happy 19th bday,Tiff!!
ytd rushed here and there..
well,hope she likes Hot Lips..
feels detached.. just so not there.feel like geing away.
i got to be strong..
just keep pushing myself..
Thursday, May 21, 2009
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when im shy shy !! [popping red checks]
Need to relax and DE-Stress..
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
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I LOVE WEDNESDAY!!!another day that brighten up my week..
ALL e smiles and wavings..
hahahxx..im loving it man..
im so siao..
well, anyway... tml is wendy's lesson.. DRAWING!..
argh.. like drawing,also will draw until sian...
tml need to pass up 5 drawings with shade ..
how i wish tml i can REST..!!
FRI GOT TO GO national museum... DRAWING AGAIN..
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
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im so
STRESSED up...!!!
Assignments Are pilling on me.. suffocating me..
Rush Rush Rush...
sch problems..and those grades tt sucks.. AND tt question even pissed me more..
problems with some kids..
many other problems which i dun wanna state here..ARGHHHHHH!!!
i got so stressed up tt day.. that i actually cried in class for
GODKNOWSWAD...
@.@
omg.. i hope i didnt scare anyone.. just gotta release stress abit..
WELL, that actually mean that -
PLS DO NOT PROVOKE OR IRRITATE ME...
anyway, im so fucking pissed off with those kids..
childish until......
GROW UP MANN!!!
GETT OFF KIDS.. SHOoOOOOOOo!!
Sunday, May 03, 2009
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ytd meet up with my frens at far east .. i FEEL damn bad.. cos i was late for like SUPER DUPER LONG.. SOORRY MAN!!!.. then we walk ard.. bought 1 or 2 things.. and listen to some bands playing.. So funny.. LOL
WELL.., after that i left and went to meet
POPPERS at PS there.. meet ard 6pm..
but i was late... SIANX..
then we went cafe cartel for our dinner at PS.. and after tt we meet tian at clark /boat quay there for some drinks.. hahax.. it was a fun night..
LOVE U ALL MAN!! shall update some pic when im free..
im kinda stressed up..
ARGHH... sch work.. and other matters..
all things came charging towards me..
WAD A LIFE..!!
CURRENTLY obsess with Slimming !!
GOD knows why and what im thinking..
Thursday, April 30, 2009
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Week 02 of sch..
and im really busy with school work..
TIRED!!
Firstly.. im Quite
happy today!!
during break time, i saw *someone..
i thought that *someone didn't reconigse me..
AND then sunddenly ,i got a smile and a wave from that person..
hahaxx.. n i
SMILE and
WAVE back.
. HOLA!!
hahahxx.. =) well,
it made my day..
AND ANYWAY, i was so
PISSED off and
SIAN diao on
29 april 2009 !
Pinball MACHINE!!!
ARGH.. i shall not talk about it anymore..
ANNDDD !!!
if u notice, i've changed my blogskin !!!
FINALLYY!!! YIPPIIEEE>>!
Saturday, April 11, 2009
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I WANT TO FIX THAT STUPID LAPTOP!
Next week is the last week before my sch starts..so i had it pack with outings and many things-to-do..
I WILL
+ get the laptop fixed at queenstown
+ meet Jean
+ attend the briefing in sch..
+ Meet the usual ones- yt, gly,cm,linus,shawn.
+ Meet my primary sch frens for BBQ.. (HAHA!)
+ Meet POPPERS!!!!
i miss so many ppl!! miss laughing with them..and sooooo many things...
oh ya.. i just remember tt i need to go back sch to get the cert and my testimony..
Attending sch @ 20 Apr..
Unlesh tt Smile!
Monday, April 06, 2009
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Orientation @ NYP..
1st day was sianxx until cannot say.. i no energy and sleepy ..then know new faces and names..n somehow we love going to the toilet for tt day..hahaxx!! shy shy.. n we tour ard e sch ..
2nd day was mostly playing of games.. we had some briefing in tt COLD room.. and u can hear sounds like Grrg--Grrr ..haha! some were kinda loud..too much acid in e tummy..
b'cos of tt ..we almost name our grp Grr-Grr.. HAHA!! man.. SUPERR funny..
i didnt went for e third day though.. went back to malaysia..
Somehow i miss being crazy with my gfs... and laughing our heads off..
There's something i always wanted to do..
CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN!!!
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
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Im posted to
NYP..my 2nd choice
Digital Media Design(interaction design)n i really hope this is e correct one !!
i want 'interactive media design'..
but wad this course offers in 2nd yr is 'interactive media'..
hope its e same!!Bless me man!
well, been spending my days drawing all kinds f stuff..trying to have better drawings..
ohh, i went picnic with yt , gly and cm ytd..
after e good food n nice breeze..
we cycled for 2 hours which make our butt pain like hell..
all of us was half-cycling n half- complaining in da end..LOL!!
n all of us were cam-whoring throughout e whole outing..
im kinda used to it..thanks to POPPERS!
On MONDAY, i met up with my primary sch gf..
Irene !!! aka Pesi cola!!!
HAHAHA!im gonna remember e nice nick name forever!
we shop ard... while she look for job..
and we went clark quay wanting to sit down n have a drink or so..
but wad she wanted was those club or wad which can sing ,drink,eat..
so we went somewhere opp. parklane there..
surprising it was quite cheap..
we both ate black pepper chicken chop(if im not wrong,hahax..)
sang lots of songs!..
share a cocktail which has a stronger taste and more..(due to us chatting soclising with e person..(fren fren)
LOL!! each of us paid ard less than 20 bucks..!!
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
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tdy was super tense.. butterflies in my stomach !!!
receiving of e O lvl result..
can only say im shock n glad..
i did improve..which im quite happy..
Last yr L1R4 was 31... this yr's L1R4 is 20..
compared to last yr i improve like 11 points..
but its not good lor..
hmm..nvm.. from here ..i just have to choose n decide wad i want..
thinking in PROCESS!!!! n checking Things out !!
Monday, January 12, 2009
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i dun wish for more,just good enough for wad i want...
Bless my results tml !!Hopefully, i'll have Peaceful Nights EVERDAY!
Thursday, January 08, 2009
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HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY ,JEAN Chew Li Jun!!
hope u like ur bday pressie,cake n sunflower..!
{PS.buy new makeup products ARRR!!!}
if not , go shop with me for eye makeup stuff.. HEHE!!
hahaxx.. little surprise for her ytd when she's at my hse..
well.. i'll update with pics ..when i got those in my hands...hehex..
GLAM!! GLAM!!
Saturday, January 03, 2009
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Happy New Year..!
2009 !!
For e New yr, i want things to change n be new!
Thursday, January 01, 2009
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Emilie's New Year Resolution!{at least 10 things-to-do}
Main thing: Slim down asap !!
&
nice number for my O levl..
1st,i finished my last one..so i would need Parfumes..
hopefully i can find a nice scent if not i'll use back e same brand..
2nd,i wont mind if i can have more collection of make up..
Esp. those glitter ones..hehex..
3rd,i hope e next day i wake up i'll have bigger eyes n longer eyelashes..
if not i'll just use fake lashes then..hehex..!
4th,i want her long hair !!
hope i can keep mine long ..
5th,all kinds and more shoes for me !!
6th,a cat would be interesting for me..esp.black cat..
7th,would want a bigger n nice make up kit..
8th, have new guy for new yr..haha!
9th,travel to some country!
10th,Looking ard for nice tattoos..
wouldnt mind to have a few if its PAINLESS!!
that's abt it..actually i got more WANTS..hehexx.. but e above is enough..=)
Happy New Year!!
hope everything gets better..
i want to learn majong[sounds interesting]
Friday, December 12, 2008
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I LOVE CHRISTMAS!!
its on e way !!
n im e planner for a CHRISTMAS Party!
STRESS..!! hahaxx!!
hehexx..!!
Gifts n Presents..not forgeting SURPRISES!!
Tomorrow i'm going out in search for my christmas stuff..
n i need ppl out there to help me look out for a super small christmas hat..
i want to make a clip-on christmas hat !
hehex..
some of the things that im brainstorm~
- Personalised Stocking
-little clip-on christmas hat
-Gift Exchange
and more!
i'm loving christmas More n MORE !
Thursday, November 27, 2008
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7 COURSE MEAL !!!
thinking tt im had good food?
well, im sick since ytd..
had fever,sore throat and runny nose..
totally strengthless..@.@
seen e doctor and paid 44 BUCKS for 7 course meal.
WhICH is !!
6 kinds of pills with 1 bottle of cough syrup..
feels like 6 dishes with 1 soup..LOL!!
im going mad man....
well, too much of XI DU !!
LOL!!
Friday, November 21, 2008
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still in e surprise mode!
shy shy !
i tot its sunflower !!hahaxx..
hehex!
NEXT coming up is e surprise that ive got at night!!
was meeting tiff ard my hse ard at night(said to be ONLY her!)..
i was called to buy drinks downstairs..
come up my hse n next moving towards my bro's room..
N THERE is POPS!!!
hahaxx..THANKS peeps for e cake ,e surprise and e card !
hahaxx.. LOVE u GUYS man !!
more pics to be uploaded~
POPS @ emilie's hse!
i got 2 cakes!{thanks!}
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tdy is my 18th bday !!
hehexx..
intend to rot at home..n meet lijun for awhile ard 4...
and end up getting a surprise from jean..
@kovan(HK cafe)
Cheeky us !!
E Surprise from her !!
BIG thanks to Jean n Zhi how for this !!
=)
Monday, November 17, 2008
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no $$ left sia..im asked to work..but im so lazy ..
wahkakkaka...
anyway, im meeting POPs this week..
happy ! =)
After all, friends is still e best...
been raining nowadays,dampen my spirits to go out...
ARGH!!
how i wish im still in class with 5B '07..
oh ya..
i miss Jean !!
so Boring~
im bored...
{few days}
♥
im feeling so happy that im not..
cos now i know wad that ass was..
and SORRY does not cure anything..
it just show wad kind of person u are..
oh, well..back to my line..
guys are not reliable..
i was kinda pissed off ytd n felt like scolding him ,which i did..
hahaxx!
just so fucking not worth it..
i've wasted my money when i sms him..
wasted sia..
anyway, fucker.. dont think that u're so gd or wadever..
i'll be so happy if ur gf knows wad u did behind her..hahaxx..
all the best to u lor..hahaxx
i shall open my eyes Wide n see...
u're just a toy, n its a lousy one.
Saturday, November 08, 2008
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this is how i look like after my haircut..
hahaxx..
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
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left with 1 paper ,MCQ science..
WOOhooo!!!
time to SHOP now!! (in need of prom dress)
hmm.. going to get a new haircut..
then i'll dye my hair after 12 /11 ...
do mani n pedi..
finally...
and then execute my plan.. hehexx..
woohoo..then my another one.. =)
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
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Pratical on thur(16/10)..
Actual paper start on mon.(20/10)
thinking of nothing more..
but just want to complete and do well for my art paper 2..so it can sub. my poorer subjects.
revising e work..
studying..
memorising..
AllTheBest to all!!
and me!
Bless my combined subjects..humanties and science!
=)
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Fuck ,it just sux..
u think ppl driving u insane ?
im also going insane too..u dun know wad im feeling about.
all u think is ppl never care about ur feeling..
But u stand in my shoes ?
if u do, u'll know tt i WANT to get out of here when u do those things.
NOT FORETING that you are VERY selective on wad ppl say and its only the bad things that gets in u..
ur actions totally driving me crazy!
wad u do n wad u say is DIFFERENT!
Fuck man ..cant stand it !
had a big Quarrel.
then saw it with my own eyes,
you ,having one leg partially out of the window..
REALLY !
ENough man..Others can stand it doesnt mean i can do it too..
imagine going thru' e same *damn thingS* i get almost everyday..
and im the one getting most of it..just because im always here..
and its just different from what they got..its explosive!
and it just cools down when they're back.
ROAR!!ARGH!! ARRHHHHHHHHHHH!
Fucked UP!
Thursday, September 25, 2008
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O3-4 more weeks to go!
so freaking near..
anyway..sorry poppers..i cant join u guys during weekdays..
i might leave my blog dead for some time..
now also no much diff..
Lolx..
bye to e air!
Friday, September 19, 2008
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tml,im going sentosa..kinda lazy to go..Lol..
gonna go there enjoy e breeze..
im kinda worried abt my Os..haix..
must excute my plan..
gonna mug and drink coffee like water!!LOL!
O is coming in no time!
the little boy is damn cute..
if only he's my son.. LOL!!
Thursday, September 11, 2008
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something to cheer me on~i bought a shades at 2 bucks..
last 2 paper of the exam..
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
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Argh
i cant stand e sound..
i hear glasses breaking..
cant we work it out..
pls stop yelling..
we look pretty happy..lets play pretend like it goes naturally..
feel lyk leaving..
♥
lalala..
3 more papers to go.
mixed emotions..
i dun wanna be in class n start sch, DAMN Sian diao..
time flies when its exam time..argHH..
O levl is coming!
Monday, September 08, 2008
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she changed her blogskin,
deleted her posts,
did what she felt like doing..Prelims We3k{Yucks}
+ Basically, i haven do my art for prelim{Distortion}..really dun feel like doing it..
+ Keep receiving nags..i dun have much time..sounds as if im gonna die..argghhh.. Something happy!
=new pink ipod nano
=new hp after i lost my previous one
=new red billabong pencilcase
=new red hp pouch
well..off to revise n study time !
Emilie's New Year Resolution!
1st,i finished my last one..so i would need Parfumes..
2nd,i wont mind if i can have more collection of make up..
Esp. those glitter ones..hehex..
3rd,i hope e next day i wake up i'll have bigger eyes n longer eyelashes..
5th,all kinds and more shoes for me !!
7th,would want a bigger n nice make up kit..
8th, have new guy for new yr..haha!
9th,travel to some country!
10th,Looking ard for nice tattoos..
still in e surprise mode!
shy shy !
i tot its sunflower !!hahaxx..
hehex!
POPS @ emilie's hse!
i got 2 cakes!{thanks!}
@kovan(HK cafe)
Cheeky us !!
E Surprise from her !!
BIG thanks to Jean n Zhi how for this !!
