Thursday, June 11, 2009
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ytd i was rushing the cube thingy and 1 fucking thing happened.. i cant cut my acrylic..
so i actually cant complete my cube !!!
i got the ideas n image of my completed work.. BUT I CANT GET IT DONE..
im got so depressed..
AND to worsen the situation..
i got a sudden sharp back pain .. that really kill me.. its like even im im siting properly or lying down and not moving.. it still hurts..
i control the pain in my mind then force myself to do the work.. but .. i just burst out..
i've got so stressed and weak maybe.. i cry so much nowadays ...
n i hate the fact that i do so.. i just hate to have goldfish eyes..
and i got even seriously depressed..'thanks' to my frens who bluff me about the thing in library..
but im somehow feeling better after my dear frens who cheered me up.. n put that smile on my face..seriously THANK YOU!!!
todayim super glad..i get to aleast things to be fine..
but when i see the actions ,it just look like it was forced out..
something troubling ?
pls gain some weight !!
@.@
i feel so dumb and DEPRESS nowadays ...
miss the smile u had ..
Sunday, June 07, 2009
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i love those actions!
i get surprises now n then.. !!
Very sweet ones.. VS. Fucking sucky ones..
it just gets out of hand.. n i cant control it..
im just so mentally dead .. n breaking up..
@.@
Somedays are just too much for me..
erm.. shall i call it .." discovery channel"(in a bad way)?
i've already got assignments trying to overtake my life..
n now to add to the 'fun',
i've got additional problem+stress..
i just cant ignore it.. (it just makes me.. speech-less)
almost everyday i hear n see things.. im just disturbed..
whatever it is.. i just cant take it anymore..
just to think of it.. my tears just keep flowing down .. cant control at all.
bottled inside me..
maybe i just need something or wadever.. that gets me moving on..
i totally just hope i dun get depression again..
i make sure i stop myself by just smiling everyday..
let tons of happy things get in me..
i just hope to get a smile a day.. if i can.. =)
it just makes alot of difference to me.. !
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
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tdy meet them at yck station..
i was not late ,OKAY!! instead lihui n KaiTing was abit late..
well, ilovewednesday! All i need for the whole week..
i had lecture and lab lesson ..
tdy interact alot!!
was smiling !!
n tt action really surprised me !!
hahaxx!! thanks for being a part of my life.
WELL.. cube. CUBES ASSIGNMENT!! [in process]
i just want to DO WELL and move on !!
just got to Believe i CAN do it !!
WORK HARD YA!!!
*WiNKS
