Too long a time have I been sitting alone thinking back of what I needed to do about this but in actual fact I already know the answer. But ego and fear blocked my ability to properly devise a plan to carry it out. I was too concerned on the feelings of the people involved when I forget a very important thing. No one would do the same for me. It was such a cruel yet simple truth dangling right in front of me. We are only humans. We lie, we cheat, we sin, we learn, we live. That is why I shall once again take hold of my life and regain the control that I am entitled to.
Looking back, I admit I did meet a lot of friends whom gave me lot's of support. I do not deny that. I appreciate it, but that's it. I need some closure for myself. As I reach the end of the block and am about to turn at the corner, I get more and more nervous of what's going to happen. I can't see where this turning will lead me but I know one thing. If I don't turn, I can't move on in life.
