PISSED!

I don't know what is wrong with blogger, may be they just simply dislike my posts.

First is my blogs HAD been DELETED and now they lock it for author to read only. WTF!

Shall give up blogging over here and move to livejournal FOR GOOD (:

♥ Loves & Kisses

Changi Beach Park.

Firstly, I would like to give a big THANKS and HUGS to those who wishes me Happy Birthday:

Him, EPLG, Elyn, Andrea, Jiali, YeeYen, Pamela, Aidil, Joanne Lee, Oleo, Dhir, May, Jay, Benedict, Willie, Chin, Jerry, Jenny, Shiyun and Sarahjaney who wish me on FRIDAY cause she remembered the wrong day!!

Spend the last day of 19 with him at Changi Beach Park, we camped over there (: Eat, listening to music, singing, word search, NDS, take pictures, went over Changi V, joke, have fun and loving each other more. On sunday we returned to my place, where my mummy start singing birthday song when she woke up.

10 year ago on my 10th birthday, Daddy & Mummy bought me my first necklace - teddybear pendant from Perlini Silver. 10 years later, they bought me my first ever diamond necklace to symbolise me turning 20! Luvy & Boy gave me a box full of My Melody's stuffs and a office skirt.

As for him.. Every pay day of his is like my birthday(: So I DEMANDED no present from him this birthday but keep me accompany and do whatever nonsense together.

1. Insist to go on camping no matter what.
2. It will be standing at the bus stop while the rain is so freaking heavy and lightning is so freaking scary and loud.
3. Run in the rain to find a spot for our tentage.
4. Him pitching the tent while I stand aside, doing nothing.
5. Me sleeping before 12am(8Mar) while he fooling around with his iPhone.
6. Him waking up immediately when I woke up in the middle of the night, just to wish me HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
7. Eat curry rice directly from a 'cooker' together.
8. BBQ marshmallow and enjoy the sweetness together.
9. Waking up LOTSA time in the middle of the night cause of bad sleep.
10. Him packing the tentage ((:
    

I'm glad that I stay STRONG to go for camping instead of hitting some clubs, cause the bond between us is recovering(: Which makes me a happy girl once again.

That friday was tiring. haha! Cause we walked from Far East chit-chatting non-stop to PS then The Cathay then back to Cineleisure for dinner. Most importantly, we didn't catch any movie but just spend time walking around, chit-chatting and gossiping while having dinner. Afterall its great, so I shall make it a point to meet my friends on friday after work. Today is only monday and I'm thinking about Friday meeting Waiwai. =X

Work. Tired. Usual. 6 Weeks and 4 Days to go.

P.s. I Love You

♥ Girls' Day Out

I'm seriously pissed off by that fat bitch ))):

SIGH.. 7 more weeks to go, time please pass faster. I just want to be a student again. There are so much I wanna whine and complain about work but I can't, shall keep it to myself and him - I think he will go crazy again when I start whinning and cursing etc.. hahaha!

Can't wait for the day to end, catching movie with Jiali later. Girls' Day Out(((: Then will be the camp tomorrow, with him till sunday. hehe! *excited*

♥ not giving up, yet (:

Rubbing salt in my wounds
Like it don't hurt, like it don't hurt me
Your sweet bitter love songs
That seduce me with a sinister beat

I'm bringing out the worst in you
It was never my intention to
That was just unfair to do
Salt in my wounds
Getting burned up
With the negative heat

How can I stay mad with you?
When I'm so in love with you

I don't know what we argue about
When all we do is scream and shout
I still believe in our love right now
And its gonna work out some how
You and me we got common ground
I'm not giving up, no

Are you looking for a way out?
Are you looking for an exit?
It seems like all the fuss you're making
Is a sign that you're not quite sure

Well, I don't recommend you to
Coz what we got's to good to lose
And I can tell you know that too
Or is it just aggravation
You're picking on me
You're rubbing salt in my wounds

How can I stay mad with you?
When I'm so in love with you

I don't know what we argue about
When all we do is scream and shout
I still believe in our love right now
And its gonna work out some work
You and me we got common ground
I'm not giving up, no

I don't know what we argue about
When all we do is scream and shout
I still believe in our love right now
And its gonna work out some work
You and me we got common ground
I'm not giving up, no

Maybe just a kind word now and then
Could turn it around and make us a happy end
But if this is it and the moment is gone
Well then I guess I must have just got it wrong

Wise as it sounds it just doesn't make sense
And as long as it takes I'm gonna keep on trying
Coz I'm not giving up on us
I'm not giving up, no

How can I stay mad with you?
I'm not giving up, no
When I'm so in love with you

I don't know what we argue about
When all we do is scream and shout
I still believe in our love right now
And its gonna work out some work
You and me we got common ground
I'm not giving up, no

No way, no way
I'm not giving up, no
No way, no way
I'm not giving up, no

♥ ooooolalalala~

Birthday present? I had a few in mind actually, enough hint? There you go!

Oh my.. Drive me crazy with these:

USD65.63

USD113.92

FAV(: USD165.10
FAV(: USD189.81
USD80.90

♥ Lack of sunshine

Work Work and Work.

That is what occupy me all the time, the whole weekday. Now I've decided that I shall fill up my weekend with SUNSHINE! Sitting the whole day in office with the air-con is making my complexion look real bad and I think that I look like typical OL, the only thing different is I don't really run after train. Besides, I'm dealing with PAPERS most of the time and what I got from that is paper cuts and paper cuts on my finger tips and knuckles. I'm damn serious!

To add on, the food variety is so little that drives me crazy. Imagine that! Oh my god! How can one live without good foods and snacks at affordable prices ): I guess this would explain to the lost in weight recently, on the other side its a good news(: haha!

As I'm blog hopping for sprees, I received a bad news the bloody USD increase! SIGH)): I shouldn't be shopping online but I'm looking for this particular item for my special one, ya still is him(: But I just can't it, I'm getting irritated cause I'm losing out of spree blog to go to.

I'm being very smart today! First is I left my ring in the bathroom, when I open the gate and wanting to take, my uncle being so nice went in to bath. Secondly is I left my water bottle on the sofa, only remember when I once again lock the gate. Thirdly which is the worst, I left the bloody cellphone charging at home and only realise it when I reached Simei MRT station. SIGH... I guess is the bad sleep I had last night.

I didn't sleep well for some weird reason, I keep waking up to check my phone. I think is because it is low batt then I'm afraid that I might over slept. Plus, he told me that he called and SMSes me in the middle of the night. I actually picked up his call and had a conversation, I totally forgot what we talked about.

My memories is getting worst as each day nearer to my 20Th birthday, I don't wanna be old! Thus... I shall keep my 20Th birthday low key and spend only with the specially loved ones - EPLG and him. I planned a little camping at Sentosa/Pasir Ris Park with him but yet to confirm cause I'm going around looking for a tent, and thinking of what other stuffs do I have to bring.

Hmmmmm....

I wish and pray hard that he will be able to tuck me to bed tonight. *cross finger*