浴佛节 （母亲节，慈济日，佛诞日）

最近真的很累
刚从Langkawi回来又要忙着彩排浴佛节
一个字可以形容我的心情-累~

0508
今天是浴佛节也是母亲节
傍晚6点就开始彩排
我们站到脚都酸，累
从6点半站到9点半
我的天啊
脚要断了啦
浴佛完过后就跟dear还有朋友去吃东西....我们饿到~~~~~~~
回到家就睡到像猪酱

050511

hurray~ today after working noon  shift, we all and my dear are heading to LANGKAWI to enjoy our weekend
quite rush actually....but we still enjoy our trip
on the way going to kuala perlis, hui ping's car is in the trouble...the temperature of her car was high....OMG...but luckly, we still can rush for last ferry in 7p.m.
we reach there bout 8....Lira's brother was waiting was at jetty...a rent car with him...
he bring us to our condo...quite nice~
after having our dinner, as Pikun wish, we went to clubbing but we cant found any clubbing or pub...
we found a beach where has a nice view....
next day morning, dear and me are the most latest wake...dear lazy to wake up actually...
our first station of next day morning is Makam Mahsuri....we found that Mahsuri are very beautiful...as a girl i also admire her beautiful.....after the visit to Makam Mahsuri, we went to Pantai Cengah...we play banana boat...this is my frist time play this kind of activities...we enjoy it very much...chocolate hunting after spend 1 and hour beside the beach....we brought a lot of chocolate and wine....it look like all the stuff are FOC, but actually we need to pay....but it was cheaper then our hometown....we going back to Alor Star about 6.30p.m. After reach jetty, Hui Ping's car having problem again....haiiizzzzz......but the main thing is, we enjoy the trip very much....we hope can have another trip again soon~~~~

you better don't try to challenge my patient

arrggghhhh.....this world are full with rubbish human...why got so many fucking bitch human??!!! hate it!!!! this few days got some girls are destroy my mood....

1. hey, you fucking fat and a bitch girl, please open n clean up your ears and listen to what i'm going to tell u now... you have no point to make me jealous you,ok~ just such a small like a nose shit student nurse...i'm not going to jealous to you! why i must jealous to you? you are not a sister in ward~ there are no point to make me jealous..you should jealous to me...because, i have a family that very love and care about me...although i'm be defeated in my study but they still give me fully support...not like you, just know how to action...oh ya, got a thing need to share with u...my grandpa had buy a nissan latio for me to drive to work...hahaha~ do u have that? you didn't have,right? see, my grandpa so sayang me...cum~jealous to me lar...stupid bitch!!! nah...o0o

2. hey you, another fucking fat lame girl...i have a good boyfriend is on of your business,k~ i know u jealous me have many pursuer, but no choice~ the truth is i'm beautiful than u....muahahaha...if u wan to say me fat, then i think u have to buy a mirror to put inside your house or else you will try to imagine that you are thinner than me...but anyway,the truth is, U FATTER THAN ME....si dua pui~~~~say me fat,than you are a king kong...oppppssss....nope~is a super duper hugeness king kong~hiak hiak hiak....muahahahaha....

3. hey my dear ex girlfriend, please lar~if u want to say anythings about me and my dear please come and say it out loudly infront me n my dear....don't do the silly things behind us...you also such a bitch rubbish human...god give you a mouth is to let you eat when u feel hungry and not to talk somethings bad about people...you such a BMW....B stand for BIG...M stand for MOUTH...W stand for woman

真的是   丑人多作怪

love you

140411
it's FRIDAY, guyz
i like friday because i'm having day off every friday
hang out with dear
we had no idea where to go...u know lar~here such a "big" place....wahaha....
actually, dis few days i had DOME FEVER~ hohoho...always asking to get a domo
dear also promise to buy a domo for me...
we went to alor star mall with no others choice...
dear brought a domo for me during windows shopping at there...
thx dear~ love you ^^v
i know i'm a wildness n fierce girlfriend but you try to treat me very well...
k lar~ dont want to talk the stupid geli things...enough~ blekkk....

blah blah blah

yeah...finally,i'm back to my blogging life
currently am busy + lazy + sleepy whole day
running project during working....stupid manager arrange many project for us....we are not multi-task,ok~
hey hey....u u....i hate ur working style lar....such a big fatty....bitch!!!!! stupid ah pui....(our manager)
ehhhh...back to my mood n topic for today....
my purpose of blogging today is to share my life between non-blogging day
ok~story time

010411
is first day of APRIL....APRIL FOOL,guy~
time passing very fast....forth month of dis year ady...hope i can back to my study life ASAP....
dis is my hope of dis month n dis year...reali hope tat i can b a real staff nurse in future....god,bless me,plz~
i hate such bitch people keep show off tat she is a student nurse....aaarrrgggghhhh....seem like wan give her a big SLAP!!!!!
today we had a big family dinner in my grandma's house...all of us cum back n having a lot of fun at tat nite...
grandma's house was full wif laughing soud...haha....we found of childhood's photo....wow~so classical n FUNNY...

020411
aunt yenchuan cum back from kl for cheng beng
am vomit like hell start from today morning...during cheng beng oso blur blur n not feeling well
but i still having ice-cream wif anut n mummy after cheng beng....haha..i tell mummy i fel lik wanna vomit again before having ice-cream,then mummy say "nvm lar....u will stop vomiting after having ur ice-cream"....sound so funny,rite?
but, unlucky i still vomiting after having ice-cream....omg~
i straight away sleep inside car while they all was cheng beng at other place....
almost faint while reach...my grandma was get shock~i'm fever....almost 39'c
went to c doctor...he gave me 8 type of medication....oh~i seem like very serious~~~~
i was hugging the toilet bowl n keep vomit....even i juz drink water i still keep vomit the water....yiak~~~
went to c doctor again at nite...jiamin vomit related to gastric n fever....(haha....dis is my nursing diagnosis)

030411
MC today
sleep a whole day n cant do anything coz i'm having seriously body pain...
my body pain due to the medication....the medication too strong ady lar....haiyoooo....

040411
back to my working life
wearing my uniform today....
they keep asking me weather i can stand to work or not....
quite touch...
i'm having sob during working

050411
i'm working half day today..
still vomit during working n having cold sweat ++
they ask me to take MC n go back rest....
i call mummy n mummy cm fetch me went to c doctor again...dis is my third time having medical treatment...haizzz.....i lost 1kg after sick....
today,dear cook herba tea for me...touching~
thanks,dear...love u...muack~~~
dis is 1st time receive herba tea from bf in my life...
quite a big bottle of it...mummy n cousin ah quan help me to finish it....
anyway,thx again to my dear~

family meeting

14/3
today we had our family meeting during working
wat is family meeting?
let me tell u...
family meeting is sharing some health education n bout our company information between patients wif us
we had a dance after meeting
patients seem lik very enjoy our show
wat song do we dance?
i had share tat song as my blogger song...enjoy the song~
i lik the meaning of the song

PRAY

i close my eyes n pray
pray for the broken heart~

pray n save our earth

我们的地球怎么了？
天灾不断的发生~
这都是人类自己造的虐
人类不断的制造垃圾，废物，浓烟等等伤害了我们的地球
上人说，大家要忏悔，要觉悟，要虔诚
可是，有多少人能做到？
如果大家能做到天灾就不会不断的发生...
天灾，大家都不想...但，如果没有天灾的发生人类会觉悟吗？
所以，人类需要对自己的所作所为负上最大的责任
醒醒吧，人类~
大家都是地球的孩子
大家都是一家人
大家就只有一个地球

am i a play girl?

sometimes i am asking myself, am i a play girl?
i found the answer is YES....
omg~
dis few days my ex contact back wif me...
actually b4 couple wif dear, i'm still waiting him...waiting him cum back to me...
but now i gt dear ady....
he say he found tat i'm the only one in his heart after couple wif a gal after we break up....
am i chose to believe him?
 i oso dunno...
but the important point is i found back the fel wif him...
shit~ wat can i do now...
i'm too play ady~
i nid to change....

summary of these few dayssss

recently, i'm busy+tired seriously...
busy wif my work....after working still nid 2 stay back n went to patients' house for home visit...
aarrrggghhhh....i didnt hv time to date wif my dear...
almost 1 week we didnt meet up...damn miss him

8/3
today is our 1month anives
we didnt celebrate it~
well, i think dear 4get it ady...nvm lar~ not so important...
after working, i still nid 2 to stay back n we went to home visit
dis week,we went o pak cik shabbudin's house...
wah~tudior~~~~ his house horrible n worst thn i imagine
they help him to clean up his house n dr.chin, ah thing , ah fong n i help his wife doing dressing n some procedure to clean up herself
we spent bout 2 hours to finish our project...

9/3
after working, went to jogging wif huiping, lira, thing, chi, pikun, fong n dear
after tat we went to sister helen house to having our dinner...
after tat they talking bout realy ghost story...so scary....hugging dear~~~~
11/3
today is world kidney day...
we went to walkaton at taman golf...
dear promise go wif me...finally, dear didnt break his promise
he reach our house at 6a.m.
tat tima i still sleep wif my housemate
dear wait 4 us bout 1 n a half hour...
meet some of our patients tat day...well, they so sporty~ well done!
after sport, we went to hving our breakfast + lunch together wif them...
after tat, dear bring me back to grandmother house...
went to shopping wif aunt n dear back to work...

my second valentine's day

dis is my second valentine's day
thx 4 dear d present
actually, i'm not celebrate wif dear tat day...
he went out wif his fren n i'm alone at house facing my fb n sleep~
S.O.B.

our memories

13th of jan
went to a.s mall to buy valentine's day gift 4 dear wif fren
brought a perfume 4 dear...it cost rm119~
my wallet "bleeding"
after buy the gift, we went to bali bali hai cafe...
dear cum n meet us...he was drug....he drink a lot wif his fren~
he make me worry...
dear, no more next time,plz~
i'm bagging to u

新年快乐

转眼间，新的一年又到来了
说真的，我一点也感受不到新年的气氛
气氛 一年不如一年啊~

年三十晚和家人吃团圆饭
ekkhhhemmmm....一顿团圆饭 心里尝 数十年温馨都一样 （唱歌ing）

吃饱就回外婆家...冲外婆家回来后就和朋友在taman玩...2点才回家睡觉

大年初一

今天，表哥帮我换了新照型

很多人说我这个照型像洋娃娃 

我无言~ = =

我很喜欢这个照型...

谢谢你，表哥~

初一晚上和一般死党到star box去唱k...突然杀出4个讨厌鬼

我们anti他们

都不懂是谁叫他们来的...还抽烟，弄得乌烟瘴气...讨厌啊~~~~~

当晚我们还蛮high的

我们点了很多英文歌跳sexy dance...wow~

1点才回家~

年初二

又去外婆家拜年

在家闷到.............

从外婆家回来后就去阿辉家...gambling~~~~~

hiak hiak hiak....

我才赢30多块...ok ok nia lar....

晚上不跟他们去gathering了...累~

年初三

一大早就起床准备去外婆家

今天舅公他们一家人来

妈咪等我化妆刚一个小时

气爆他...hahaha....

舅公他们在外婆家赌博，我却在外婆家睡觉~geng~

回家...

北海的亲戚来，晚上跟他们出去外面用餐

人多到.................等了45分钟才有饭吃

吃完后，华来载我去凯的店

那个晚上我遇到了我不喜欢的人....应该是欧巴桑才对

他们跟我平岁，但越看越像老姨 

dear还遇到他的ex gf....

我不妒嫉，我不吃醋~因为我知道：再见大家还是朋友~

dear的ex gf是我的死对头！！！！

无所谓啦~whatever...最重要的是现在

当晚，辉他们10点多才讲要去pub...

我不能去...明天就开工了~

dear丢下我然后自己先去pub了

打给他的时候，他已经在半路了~

可怜的我只好跟华的车回

年初四

开工噜

多不想酱早开工 

一开工就收到红包...不懂哪个师博给的

无所谓啦...有红包那就拿~hahaha...我从不对红包说“不”

今天开工我不在状况...整个人blur blur...站着也会跌倒

terminate病人也会被normal saline敲到头 

哈哈...这些“红包”我不要...

年初五

以放工到家就收到dear的msg

dear讲要跟他的朋友去唱k

我也跟去

一到家就被催去冲凉

11点多才回到家

dear载我跟他的朋友回家后又驾车下a.star meet他的死党（也是我的死党）

我不跟去是因为我隔天有做工 

dear4点才回家

够力~~~~~~~

年初六

放工后阿婷，pikun，阿莲和lira一家人来我家拜年

拜完年后我们去李东煜师博家拜年

我们还在他的家放烟花

过后师博请我们去他租给人的店吃饭 

dear也来meet我们

吃完后我们去阿胜家拜年

dear去gg找朋友

他啊又出到半夜才回....我无言~

年初七

人日

今天很不舒服啦~~~~

又被师博唠叨，又开会~~

啊~~~~~累到

今天迟放工，因为开会

终于可以回家啦

回去还要送货和拿货

任务完成后就就去dear的店找dear一下，哪里知道dear的妈妈还给我红包

不好意思~~~~

回到家就睡觉...我今天真的很很很累

dear也看得出我很累...讲话讲到眼睛都要关

dear讲我像猪酱

晚上跟dear还有朋友出去喝茶聊天

12点妈咪打电话来催我回家

明天morning shift

年初八

今晚晚上拜天宫

很热闹啊~

dear也来我们的taman筹热闹

dear跟晓佳他们来我家玩

很好笑的是，妈咪竟然以为dear是舒宁的男朋友

我笑道蹲在地上

妈咪就怀疑，他就指着我问“是不是他的男朋友？”

晓佳他们讲“她是我们大家的男朋友”

dear是时候回家拜拜啦

我陪dear回家

回到我家，妈咪就问“刚才那个是不是你的男朋友？”

我就笑笑...妈咪也没说什么~

过关啦~~~~

年初九

今天off day~

昨晚跟dear还有朋友约好今天早上7点要去跑步

昨晚还问dear能不能醒...我还说我要morning call叫他醒

哪里知道，睡不醒的人竟然是 我

dear 6点15分就sms给我，但我6点55分醒的时候才看到

15分钟后dear就来载我

我在车上还想要睡觉

8点多我们去吃早餐

吃了早餐就回家，因为dear要做工

晚上约了dear和朋友去看电影

《我爱香港》

超好笑的

我和dear从头笑到尾

看完电影就回家

还以为今晚dear会乖乖在家

哪里知道还是跟朋友出去了

算了吧~不去计较酱多

他开心就好

31th

今天我们放工后到肾友家去做家访
一路上我们我们有说有笑，很夸张的那一种
完全没有形象
师博也拿我们没办法

今天师博加着我的车载着我们去做家访
第一次去做家访
开心~

很可怜那些穷的肾友

8点才从leave肾友的家
一上车，师博就问我们要去哪里吃东西
师博叫我们开会决定去哪里吃东西
哈哈...去哪里吃东西还要开会

在tol收费站的时候，我们high到~~~~
师博开窗换钱的时候，那个casher被我们吓到，还笑我们
哈哈..难以想象吧~

我们去c kopitiam享用我们的晚餐
师博请客
全部都吃到很饱~
谢谢，师博
啊~不对
是师兄
今晚你请客，我就叫你师兄，让你爽一下~
哈哈

30th

2day we hv a reunion dinner at tzi chi with patient n their family

my family oso went to support me coz i hv a performer on tat day

we had a lot of fun at there~

28th of jan

今天off day
跟妈咪去了外婆家

在外婆家发生了一件趣事

小姨家墙壁的逢有只鸟卡着，飞不动
小姨看到了就跑去外婆家叫外公来就小鸟（小姨家在外公家的隔壁的隔壁）
我也跟去kepo

我站在旁边喊
我geli

小鸟的脚被杂草绑着
外公拿剪刀帮它剪掉
由于外公老了，眼睛有点模糊，把小鸟的脚看成杂草
当他要剪的时候表弟喊他
他才知道原来那个是它的脚
haha...吓到我们

当外公剪好，放它飞
外公说：我就了它，它都不跟我说谢谢就走
我就说：阿公，难道你听得懂鸟话？
哈哈...全部人笑

烦

arrggghhhhh
我讨厌这个家
一个两个烦死人
难道就不能静一静吗？！

my 1st ang bao

wow~
not yet CNY but i get my 1st ang bao ady
i mean ulcer...

gt 2 ulcer in my mouth...
n i'm sick now...
wtf~
damn.....

my mood of 2day

nth special today

CNY is around the corner but i still cant fel the CNY feeling...
haizzz....y so?
i oso dunno...

haizz...now waiting 4 jake chee n wen kai cum back accompany me...
wei~both of u faster cum back~~~~
dis is an order!!!!
faster~~~~~~~

omg

omg~
gt 1 patient gt HIV....
arrrgghhhh
i'm scare~ it was so scary....

i scare to get near to him....
wat can i do?
i not as brave as u think

seriously,i'm sick now

wow~

wow~

19th of jan is my 1st time came back to home at 1a.m.

there r 10 of us

hiak hiak hiak

at nite,we went to pasar mala at alor star mall

we had our window shopping~

there are many pp....the ppl too many till out of my imagine~

hmm....around 11, we went to time cafe

we had our beer at there...

i had drank 3cups of beer~

when we on the ways back,we had done some CARZY thing~

we open the window n shout as loud as possible

they oso on the naza "bumbung" n shout~

wow~ can u imagine tat?

haha...i think u cant imagine tat...

hhmmmm....wish we can hv our another hang out soon

历史的今天

今天的我很开心~

为什么我会酱开心？

吃完午餐后，师博要我进office聊聊天

他说他看到我在这里很开心

他还说全部人都可以接受我

他问我跟病人相处得怎样？他还说这里的病人的生活很苦（这不必他说我也知道）

我就跟他说我前天看到pak cik shabudin一个人大热天走路去巴士站，我觉得很可怜

所以我今天决定了，决定载pak cik shabudin回jitra....由于他的家在changlun所以我就放他在jitra的巴士站，让他塔巴士回...这也许让他方便很多...最重要的是，他不必晒太阳，不必付比较贵的巴士费..

我开心是因为：

今天师博一直称赞我

说我做的布告栏很美

说我来这里边开朗（大姑也酱认为）

我做了很有意义的事：载pak cik shabudin回

哇~今天好开心啊...

我觉得上人做得很对，他会把每天的“历史”记载下来...所以每年的每天都会变成“历史的今天”

所以，今天也酱变成我第一个“历史的今天”

today

hhmmm....2day we hv a meeting
we discuss bout our CNY HOLIDAY~
yahuuu....
CNY is around the corner....


2day,i suddenly meet u...
we never meet after u stop ur education
hhmmm....reali many ouple of years we never meet
finally,2day we meet


i was speachless+shock
haha....i think tat time u sure dunno who am i...
u sure get shock y i was here,rite?
haha...i'm a staff of there~


anyway,good luck to u n me in our job

since when?

so many days i didnt drop my story in here ady...
dis few dasy i'm LAZY+TIRED
haizzz....
now i CNY mood

hhmmmm....
dis few days i oso face some relationship problem...
i scare i give u wrong information
i scare i'm not ur plate of vegetable
i scare i'm not ready enough


since when u walk into my heat?
since when u serious to me?

haizzz...mayb i nid some time to make decision bout it~

4th day of work

2day is my 4th day of work at tzu chi...
actually i reali fel hapi wif my work...
i enjoy my work...i enjoy talking wif patients...i enjoy joking wif patients....i enjoy all~

i learn to be mature
i learn to be more cheerful
i learn to be more appreciate
i learn many things at there....

onli 1 thing i dislike
u neo wat thing tat i dislike?
the thing i dislike is-MEETING
huhu~when meeting, i fel wanna dig a big hole n jump into the hole....
everyone nid 2 give their opinion during meeting~oh gosh~i dunno wan to say wat....
seriously, i dun like to talk~

i like the stuff at there
i like the oatient at there accept 1....(he such a fussy patient~arrggghhhhhh....)

yesterday, ah theng n me chat wif a patien who name fatimah awang
dis patient such a manja n cute patient...
i think she will bum manja is bcoz seh less care n love from her family coz she say "kat sini boleh sembang dengan kamu semua tapi balik kat rumah duk diam diam aje"
thn they ask her kenape duk diam diam aje? kenapa tak cakap dengan anak?
she say"kalau cakap, anak akan marah"

y i say she cute n funny?
cum,share a joke during ah theng n me chat wif her

a theng very funny 1...she use a pen to "tu" fatimah awang's brests...wahaha
awang ask "kenape cucuk taik saya?"
haha....ah theng say"besar sangat mah"
ah theng told me, b4 dis her brest was vert small thn she go to take a medicine...after taking a medicine,here breast bcum bigger~
wow~awang ask"awat?cembure ye?"
ah theng say "ya lar...u pakai saiz berape?"
awang say"45 atau 46"
ah theng "waw~~~~~"...haha...i start laughing non-stop
awang say "eh...tak lar...macam 55 atau 56"
wahahaaha.....i laugh till stomach pain....ah theng oso laugh at here..."mana ade besar macam ni....kalau besar macam ni tak boleh jalan lur"
awang n me laugh~

they r alot of joke n funny when working at there~

*u wont fall in love wat u study bout, but u will fall in love wat u working about~

i reali fall in love wif this job...

new life

hello~

quite a couple of days i didnt share my feeling even story of my life at here ady...

dis few days i'm quite buzy

hhmmmm....wat am i buzy wif?

i'm buzy to starting my new life...

i start my training on tzu chi dialysis center

i work as dialysis assistant at there...

actually the job at there are very relax n enjoy..

many different from working at the hospital

the staff at there are more friendly thn SN in the hospital...

my 1st wish of 2011 is

hope i can success in my work n study n hope i can slim down my body....

hope i can cheer up my life