..::Why do they release Fake Love in Ramadhan::..

Assalamualaikum & hye

Bertemu kita lagi dalam bulan Ramadhan alhamduLillah

Bulan di mana syaitan tak dak

Kalau rasa diri tu asyik tak sabaq diuji, emotional, 

emotionless, ego bagai tu salah hang sendiri

Syaitan tak salah

Kalau rasa nak makan seguni beras setalam lauk

and makan tak pernah kenyang

Tu salah nafsu serakah hang sendiri bukan syaitan

Kalau rasa hidup ini sunyi disebabkan

 tiada irama dan lagu tu masalah jiwa hang

Bukan sebab syaitan hasut suruh rasa sunyi

Haihh

Betulla

Allah turunkan Al Quran sebagai mukjizat zaman Nabi Muhammad saw 

bersesuaian dengan masyarakat Arab time tu yang suka sangat syair

And that preference is evergreen

Orang kita la ni mungkin tak semua suka membaca 

tapi dah terbiasa dengan bait-bait perkataan

Tak suka membaca, suka bercakap, 

Tak suka membawang sekebun bawang, suka menyanyi

Tak suka (or takdak bakat) menyanyi suka mendengaq

Contoh hang yang terpaksa baca and imagine 
dengaq aku dok berletiaq sini haha

Songs speak out loud what's in your heart?

Hang pilih nak dengaq kata hati hang ka

Nak tau apa Allah kata since thousand years ago

Jangan salahkan orang buat comeback waktu bulan posa

Salahkan diri yang overly attached dengan perkara lagha

Last words, happy struggling!

..::Emo::..

Assalamualaikum & hye

Aku emo

And aku nekad nak spill few things here

I know that for my age, it's kinda rare for us to fancy

over those kpop and friendship forever thingy

Because at this age, it's a norm for people 

to start new life with their spouse

Having kids

Secure the financial management

Tapi aku rare

Aku still fancy kpop and bff thingy

In fact, other than songs, I really fancy the friendship 

among those kpop idols

I know it's kinda childish

But I really think that my mental age stop growing since I was 18

So maybe that's why I am the way I am now

There are two couples that I adore their friendship so much

Their friendships really melt my heart

Well some people mistook their brotherhood with homosexuality

But I know that I stan for the right people and right thing

insyaAllah

I always watch their loves in the air footage

And after being drawn into my complicated emotions,

I usually spill to my best friend

She had to bear it all for all these time

And today it happened again

I got emotionally rush since JK dropped another travelogue video last night

This time, he filmed other members apart of JM as well

I was so excited and fluttering for a night since 60% of the video

is JM's part

When I was in the state of euphoria, I found something this afternoon

A fan said that, there's a theory stated that JK gives clue

to JM he got someone else in the video

And I got emotional after that

I know right, that's the most ridiculous things that

I'd take to my heart

I can't watch any of their music videos or others since I want

to sort out my feelings and make up my mind

I can't read the book that I currently read

So I watch a kdrama

Unfortunately, the drama pours the salt to my wound

I kept eating those chocs that my best friend gave me

I just found out that there is something else sticks together with the chocs

And that's the moment when I was at the peak of emotionally rush for today

She really does a lot of thing for me

She really does

I am now in the midst of reflection

Why do I have to be emotional for something that is

100% freaking ridiculous when Allah already plan to shower me His love?

Happy reflecting Mimie

..::Mimiestar in KL::..

Assalamualaikum & hye

This is an appreciation post actually

Aku nak tulis di sini so that in the future aku ingat

perkara-perkara yang aku patut ingat

Mohon jangan lupa diri & sedaq diri selalu

Aku nak buat video macam JK buat G.C.F in Tokyo tu

Tapi, jangan kata nak buat pun tak reti, tak dak camera canggih,

nak amik video masa jalan-jalan pun aku tak berdaya

wakaka

So atas semua alasan-alasan itu makanya

aku up la satu entry pi jalan-jalan jumpa bff aku

Tajuk pun cringe gila konon nak tiru G.C.F in Tokyo

Pfft
Lantakla even aku finally admit to my self about something
Aku sebenaqnya clingy macam JK even from the beginning
aku nak jadi baik macam JM
Double pfft

Tapi seriously gue teringinnn bangett nak buat video macamtu
Bukan saja-saja nak tiru or romanticize things
I really want to compile the memories in the best way

Tapi apakan daya, Allah Maha Adil

Allah tak bagi semua orang ada capability yang sama

Atas banyak sebab yang kita tau & tak tau

So I start with the first night

I really thank Faiz as much as you do

AlhamduLillah we had fun since aku dah lama tak jumpa dia

(Even though tak selama aku tak jumpa ang)

I know you're struggling so much to come to me

Been working for the whole day and presenting yourself in

your company's dinner some more

And then you're running to fetch me up

I know you're tired enough that day

Thank you so much for struggling for me

Thank you for the lovely toto, delicious nasi goreng & spaghetti,

ice cream, yoghurt, chocs, roti, cendol, tealive and all those yummy foods

AlhamduLillah kenyang aku sepanjang stay dengan ang

Thank you bagi pinjam sport shoes even ang tak suka kasut ang masuk pasir

Thank you tolong jemoqkan kasut and 

baju-baju aku yang ang jugak yang basuhkan

Rasa macam kena manja tahap tak berguna pun ada

Thank you includekan aku dalam plan geng Unimas ang nak pi Chiling

Thank you bawa aku pi trekking, mandi ayaq terjun & berkelah situ

Even aku dah selalu masuk hutan masa sampling but

this is totally new experience for me

Chilling at Chiling is daebak

Next time jom redah hutan lagi jom

Thank you bawa aku pi Jalan Tar even baru balik hutan

Thank you belikan parents aku ole-ole

Thank you sebab kotakan janji untuk dating dengan aku pi pesta buku

Thank you layan aku shopping, layan aku starstruck jumpa crush,

amikkan gamaq, tone down aku punya nafsu serakah shopping, belikan aku buku 

Thank you layan aku amik gamaq penuhkan memory space 

untuk tatapan bila rindu

Hiks cheezy I know lulz

I know I have to thank your family too
Thank you so much Pak cik Marzuki sebab terpaksa
amik cuti sebab saya.. Sobs
Thank you so much Mak cik sebab bagi restu!
Thank you brother and sisters for giving us the space
and time to hang out together 

Thank you very much for sacrificing your weekend for me

You've done a lot and everything is perfect for me

I appreciate every single thing that you did for me

I know I can't thank you enough

So I pray that

May Allah reward you and your family
with the goodness in abundance

Ameen 

Last but not least, thank you for coming into my life 

and never gone for these 9 years

"Close friends, that Day, will be enemies to each other, except for the righteous." 

Az zukhruf: 67

May Allah gather us among the righteous

Ameen

May Allah bless

사랑해 친구여!