..:: Photograph ::..

Allah loves me so much, I know..
And to have a very loving, caring and supportive parents
is one of the best blessing from Allah

They never opposed me to further my study
despite of our unstable financial situation

My mak is very good in words in order to console me

"Sebab kita tak kaya la kita kena belajaq sampai berjaya."

My abah is very cool as ever

"Biaq apa orang nak kata, abah nak anak abah berusaha sungguh-sungguh untuk capai cita-cita."


And whenever Allah gives me hurdle,
They keep remind me of Allah
Hugs me in their dua's
And keep on believe in me


AlhamduLillah for these loves Allah..

But the thing is, I can't resist to feel how useless I am
to be a 26 years old daughter
yet still keep on burdening my parents

Thus, I play my fight song..again

Loving can hurt
Loving can hurt sometimes
But it's the only thing that I know
When it gets hard
You know it can get hard sometimes
It is the only thing that makes us feel alive

To those who affected by my ego for furthering my study 

(especially mak & abah) 

I'm very sorry..

We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
Times forever frozen still

To everyone who accept my decision

and support me

spiritually, mentally, and physically 

Thank you..

Very very much..

So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
'Til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone
Wait for me to come home

You guys will never be forgotten insyaAllah

Loving can heal
Loving can mend your soul
And it's the only thing that I know (know)
I swear it will get easier
Remember that with every piece of ya
And it's the only thing we take with us when we die

To everyone who lend their ears to listen to my whine

who raised their hands and pray to Allah

for that Allah makes everything easy for me

cares and protects me all the way

anytime and anywhere I am

Thank you..

We keep this love in this photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Our hearts were never broken
Times forever frozen still

So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
'Til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone

And if you hurt me
That's OK, baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go

Because the thing that you guys did for me are much more meaningful

And I'm the one who always hurt your feeling

I'm sorry..

Wait for me to come home [4x]

InsyaAllah I will be back with victory

Oh you can fit me
Inside the necklace you got when you were 16
Next to your heartbeat
Where I should be
Keep it deep within your soul

Thank you very much for endless thought and prayers..

And if you hurt me
Well, that's OK, baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go

When I'm away
I will remember how you kissed me
Under the lamppost
Back on 6th street
Hearing you whisper through the phone,
"Wait for me to come home."

For unconditional love

warm hugs and kisses

Thank you mak abah

I'm very grateful to Allah

For lending me such great parents
And for all those loves, tears, sacrifices and difficulties for raising me up till now, 

May Allah grant my wishes to bring my parents to Jannah
Aameen

..:: Dumb ::..

"Sometimes girls are really smart, sometimes they are really dumb."

-Ustaz Nouman Ali Khan

I couldn't agree more with the statement

Dalam hidup ni, kita kena bijak

Nak study kena bijak

Nak habiskan study kena bijak

Nak further study kena bijak

Nak kerja kena bijak
Nak bina ukhwah kena bijak
Nak kawen kena bijak

Nak bina generasi kena bijak

Nak berdakwah kena bijak
Nak istiqomah dengan semua ni pun kena bijak

Pendek kata, kena bijak la semua benda

But, what if tetiba rasa tak bijak or x cukup bijak pandai sana dan sini?

Well, this is where our faith are tested

If we do every single thing and take each little step for the sake of Allah,

no matter how dumb we are

no matter if we failed or not at the end

Allah counts every bit and piece of it insyaAllah

Yeah I write this post to boost my spirit up

To console my fragile heart

To nurture my yazid wa yanqus iman

So to forever twinkling mimiestar,

Shed the tears

Fight the emo

Settle things up

May Allah bless

..:: Happy Korean New Year ::..

Annyeong~~~

Happy Korean New Year to all my imaginary best friends and fellow friends!!

Kepada group best friend aku, 

mohon jangan disband

since la ni dah makin banyak group lama disband due to many reasons

So hampa, please jangan disband

Paling ceroi tunggu sampai aku grad PhD ka haha

Ok pa, ada ja group legend yang dah 18 tahun still active

Aku seriously boleh hidup tak tengok kdrama

Tapi it's kinda tak best tak dak kome

pfft

Seriously la bukan semua orang ada talent & persistence

Dah tu.. teamwork the best kot

Terharu naik jealous aku tengok huhu

Jeles tapi tak mau kome disband

Hahaha

Besala, confusion dengan perempuan mana boleh dipisahkan

Aku teringat conv aku dengan adik lab minggu lepas-lepas

Aku : Kak Mimie tengah sedih. Tengokla group ni. Depa berjuang ramai-ramai.             Bukan sorang-sorang. 

El    : Kak Mimie pi la tubuh band baru. Haha. Kak Mimie kena tengok Siti                    Nurhaliza. Dia takdak band. Dia nyanyi sorang-sorang.

Lulz

Thanks El sebab layan K. Mimie yang 4 tahun lagi tua meroyan

Tapi serious la..

Best apa kalau postgrad boleh buat projek in group

Takdak la kena hadap segala labwork, writing, presentation sorang-sorang 

Pfftttttttt

So kome, hargailah keberadaan member di samping kome

Walau dah muak ka fed up ka 

Sebab kita tak tau sampai bila ja kita boleh hadap muka tu

Selamat makan sedap-sedap di samping family

Aku makan maggi ja kefe tak bukak

..:: My Love (Cover) ::..

Aku selalu dengaq lagu lagha
Selalu sangat
Just because aku suka lagu & lirik dia tak over sangat 
so aku layan berjam-jam
Dan tak terkecuali lagu My Love by Lee Hi
One of the best kdrama ost bagi aku
And once again, Ustaz Adnin buat aku tersentap
Arrange lirik yg deep untuk cover lagu ni

Seriously..

Aku salute dengan usaha-usaha 'nak panggil balik' macam ni





May Allah bless

..:: Charm ::..

Assalamualaikum & hye

If anyone ever asked me what is my charm, my answer would be

"My charm is, I am aware that I have no charm but still I can live gratefully without it."

Lulz

And that doesn't mean that I didn't have to improvise myself either.

I know right...

btw,



Tahniah Faiz Subri!!


You've done your very best. I'm really proud of you!
(Despite all of those people's nagging here and there regarding your speech)
Memang culture 'orang kita' macam tu kan
Senang sangat nak meluat & bash orang
Aku pun meluat dengan orang-orang yang meluat ni haha
But anyway, tahniah sebab berjaya harumkan nama negara
Yes, I am a patriotic person
That's the only reason aku vote pasal bola for the first time ahaha

Even aku lagi into seni muzik bagai but still
Islam tak memperjuangkan muzik
Tambah-tambah kalau yang menyanyi tu perempuan
So pi la ke China ka Hollywood ka
I really.. don't look forward for it
Tapi tula, despite of tengok lopong orang, better tengok lopong sendiri





Hang tu, bila nak bertaubat dari dunia muzik, Mimie?

..:: Under construction ::..

Yes I know to achieve the aim 'PhD for ummah' is not an easy task

Even a master (only) for ummah is just too tiring

But that doesn't meant it is impossible aite?

So dear myself, please keep on focusing to hold the scroll again (insyaAllah)

Keep on running to Allah Mimie

No matter how many times you've fall

No matter how many times you've drowned

Keep on remembering that, this mission is not your life goal

This is only one of the missions for you to accomplished so that eventually you can achieve your ultimate goal

So keep on fighting for your ultimate goal so that at the point of death you can gratefully say

"I succeeded by the Lord of Kaabah."

May Allah bless

..:: Mimie ::..

Assalamualaikum & hye

Mimie tengah hadapi fasa-fasa yang agak mencabar dalam hidup dia. Sebagai seorang perempuan, Mimie pun membenarkan dirinya tenggelam dalam emosi. Kadang-kadang Mimie berjaya menyelamatkan diri, kadang-kadang tidak. Ahahaha. Tapi Mimie sedaq dia kena hadapi segalanya jugak by hook or by crook. Mimie jugak tak lari dari melayan ego. Antara keegoan yang jelas terang dan nyata adalah dia still sambung study despite of her family condition yang takdaklah senang sangat. So bila dia syahdu sorang-sorang dia akan homesick tetiba. Biasalah, manusia berjiwa sentimental memang lagu tu. Nah lagu untuk orang homesick.



                                              

Loving can hurt
Loving can hurt sometimes
But it's the only thing that I know
When it gets hard
You know it can get hard sometimes
It is the only thing that makes us feel alive

We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
Times forever frozen still

So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
'Til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone
Wait for me to come home

Loving can heal
Loving can mend your soul
And it's the only thing that I know (know)
I swear it will get easier
Remember that with every piece of ya
And it's the only thing we take with us when we die

We keep this love in this photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Our hearts were never broken
Times forever frozen still

So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
'Til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone

And if you hurt me
That's OK, baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go

Wait for me to come home [4x]

Oh you can fit me
Inside the necklace you got when you were 16
Next to your heartbeat
Where I should be
Keep it deep within your soul

And if you hurt me
Well, that's OK, baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go

When I'm away
I will remember how you kissed me
Under the lamppost
Back on 6th street
Hearing you whisper through the phone,
"Wait for me to come home."

Mimie jugak mendoakan yang terbaik untuk semua yang tengah berjuang dalam hidup masing-masing.
Selamat berjuang~!

Himnaeseyo~!

May Allah bless

..:: Bromance ::..

Assalamualaikum & hye

So welcome 2017

Ada banyak perkara dah berubah but still satu perkara ni tetap setia di situ

The true friendship that I treasure now and then

Few days lepas aku dalam keadaan emo atas sebab-sebab tertentu

Aku hadapi kelemauan dan kemalasan berpanjangan

Dan aku asyik meroyan dekat Aishah

Aku tengok gambaq boy band yang aku fancy tu buat group hug every year start dari tahun 2011
I was like

...Nak buat group hug dengan old buddies jugak...

Then Allah takdirkan Aniyah kidnap aku keluaq dari pulau

And we were having fun for 2 days and 1 night!

AlhamduLillah for those memories, foods, and everything

They are such a good buddies now and then

Yang paham aku sayang Aishah lebih wakaka

Yang paham aku ni jenih unik sikit

I pray the best for them 

May Allah bless