Saturday, June 22, 2013

..:: HambaNya ::..


Pada suatu petang di Kolej Matrikulasi Kedah.

Dua orang pelajar perempuan sedang menapak pulang dari dewan kuliah, menuju ke kefe kolej kediaman.


" Uwaaaahhh.. Sedap giler char kuey teow pok cik & mok cik di kefe Blok B tuh..Aku nak beli 2 bungkus! Satu kerang. Satu ayam. Ohh cucuk-II kat sebelah tu pon sedap! Eh eh.. Burger pon sedap jugak!! "

"Miah, ko nak makan aper senarnye nih? Ko makan jela aper yg ade dekat kefe tu nanti."

"Ala.. aku nak makan semua! Aku nak banyak-II! Aku nak makan semua yg sedap! "

"Miah.. Kiter ni hamba jer tau. Hamba mane boleh demand. Hamba kene berlapang dada. Terima jer aper yang diberi. Sederhana. "


Miah tersentap.
Miah sayang sahabat Miah tu dunia akhirat.





Wednesday, June 19, 2013

..:: Adik ::..


Assyamsyul Amir Bin Azizan

Age : 12 yrs old


Seriously, rasanya ni time dia paling 'cute'.
Yala, balik dr hostel ja tgk,
"whoaa.. adik aku ka nih? pakai uniform prefect."
ehehh.. dia memang cool.

otai-II pun jd prefect waktu kecik-II lg.
x macam kakak dia.
anti jawatan? anti pangkat?
apa-II yg sewaktu dgnnya lah.

kakak dia memang xsuka 'berpolitik' dgn masyarakat sejak kecik. 
xsuka jd public figure. 
pfft.




sungguh.
dia membesar dgn gaya yg tersendiri.
seriously, si kakak respek btoila kt adik.
rumah dgn sekolah menengah tu tak jauh mana.
but still, 'mengikut' jejak langkah si kakak.

ohh adik, kalau sekolah kak tu dekat ja dgn rumah,
I choose to live well with mak & abah.

tabik spring kot part teringin nak berdikari ni.
tu xtermasuk bawa balik nasyid wave lg.

"Kak, besa dengaq lagu Menanti di Alam Barzakh?"

Si kakak buat muka kelam.
Then jawab,

"Tak tau. Lagu Demi ***** **** tau la."

Kesian. Kakak lambat jumpa karya seni yg best.
Sebab dulu si kakak buta seni kut.
Haha



Kakak  tumpang seronok bilang medal-II yg si adik dapat.
xpa, even xdapat p sekolah sukan pun,
you perform very well.

Better than si kakak.
Kaki bangku.
Tangan black board.





Oh ya, sometimes si adik bagitau,

"Kak, tadi lawan dengan budak sekolah *****. 
Nasib ar menang dgn sekolah tu, walau xdapat no 1 pun."

Oh don't worry adik.
Deep down in my heart,
you already be my champion.
:)



tulang besi, urat dawai yang terserlah.




demi menyahut seruan berdikari ke 'maqam' yg lagi tinggi,
si adik bertekad nak bermusafir ke rumah nenda.

memang boleh jadi cucu mithali la kan..
turun berkebun dgn tok.
layan kerenah tok.
jaga tok.
sekolah lg.
sukan lg.

tabik spring lagi~


Well, si kakak pun semakin membesar.
Berpindah randah bak native nomad nak menuntut ilmu.

So adik, I hope you just grow up well.
I pray a lot for Allah to loves you as much as He loves the pious one.
Semoga taufiq & hidayah sentiasa dihadirkan dalam hidup kita.

One of my big dreams ;
to meet you in Jannah as your sister again.




Happy 17th Birthday.

May Allah grant you a blessed, blissful & successful life,
here and hereafter.






Tuesday, June 11, 2013

..:: Le' FYP ::..

Tgh2 buat PYQ boleh pulak terberangan.
Berangan psl FYP.
Berangan psl "kenikmatan"nya.
Terus google search.
Jumpakla bendalah nih..




Tips for FYP Students



This is an entry by request from Wardah Puteh. Although she's currently a third year student who will start the project by next year but she asked me to write this entry for her reference later. However, to all other juniors out there, you may take this entry as your reference also.

Before the project

  1. Set and bear in your mind, it's a 12-credit hour course. Whatever grade you'll get in the end of the project covers both semesters although it's actually divided into 2 parts - FYP I and FYP II. Once you have correctly configured your mindset, you're ready to go.
  2. Search as many as possible journals that would help and support your project. However, you also have to know your own limit. Having said that, it doesn't mean you cannot stop from searching because too much information would cause your time to be wasted whereas you have something else that need more attention than journals.
  3. Ask the lecturer which online database is the best to search for journals related to your project title.
  4. Prepare yourself with some knowledge about statistics. This is most applicable for projects that involve using the statistics for generating results from the data collected.
  5. Of course, most importantly, you must have knowledge and interest about the field that you're going to do research on. Don't just randomly select topic or field that you have no knowledge nor interest at all. You must know what you're about to do, or at least you must have rough idea about what you'll go through throughout the year for completing the project.

Preparation for the project

  1. Arrange your project accordingly and schedule it in a proper table so that your project will run in an organized manner and you know what to do and when to do it.
  2. About booking of chemicals and animals, you must state clearly how much you need and why you need that much. If possible, name also the company you wish the things to be bought from. Don't forget to explain also in written form why you need the things at the expected time (of course since you have your own schedule and the lab management also has theirs).
  3. Always update the status of purchase of your bookings. Therefore, it's advised to keep all documents sent to the management for future reference.

During the project

  1. Follow your schedule accordingly. You have to push yourself because no one would but yourself.
  2. Never expect that you'll get the admired results with only one trial. You may be surprised with the findings.
  3. You may need to reset your procedure or method of your project. Maybe you need to change your project title totally even! This is why it's always best to start the project as soon as possible once you get your equipments, materials, chemicals, animals etc to prepare yourselves for any worst case scenario.
  4. Never forget to update with your supervisor at least once a week and seek for his/her advise regarding your project. Never be malas or malu to do that since they are the ones who propose the titles in the first hand and quite a proportion of the FYP mark comes from them.
  5. Prepare a special log book for your project in which you write everything related to your project.

After the project

  1. When you're done with the lab work/field visit/data analysis, it's time to write the report/thesis. Therefore you have to know the right style for writing a scientific thesis. You may refer from the seniors' thesis or you may ask your supervisor directly. The latter is the best and again don't be malas or malu to do that.
  2. Never expect your draft have everything needed as a great thesis. You're in learning process and making mistakes are common and thus you must learn from it.
  3. Do not be surprised if everytime you see the supervisor he/she'll always make correction again and again and he/she'll add/suggest more and more things to make your thesis better.

Keep on reading this post since I may add new tips from time to time. Should you also have anything to add, leave it in the comment room.


Copied from http://szakif.blogspot.com/2009/08/tips-for-fyp-students.html

Sunday, June 2, 2013

..:: Konayuki ::..

Konayuki bernyanyi di telinga.
Berjalan bersendirian menuju ke kerusi panjang di hadapan tasik.

Ada couple yang tak pasti status halal atau haram sedang bertenggek di tebing tasik.

Kalaulah betul dia orang ni belum bernikah, agak-agak cool tak aku tolak jer masuk dalam tasik tu.

Astaghfirullah. Haishh. Nabi SAW tak ajar umat Baginda menganiyai antara satu sama lain. Bil hikmah Syeer bil hikmah.


Kerusi kosong di hujung jalan menjadi pilihan. Syeer meletakkan beg sandang di sebelah. Headphone di kepala dilurutkan ke tengkuk.

Keindahan alam ciptaan Tuhan sememangnya tak dapat diungkapkan dengan kata-kata.

Subhanallah..

Syeer membuka zip beg. Buku Apa Ertinya Aku Menganut Islam yang Mimie bagi semalam dibuka. Teringat kata-kata Mimie, 

"Syeer, kita ni hidup tak lama.. Kita kena live our life to the fullest in the best way. If kita pilih jalan yang salah, Allah tak akan rugi. Islam tak akan rugi. Yang ruginya kita."

Hati terasa sayu tiba-tiba.

Syeer menggenggam buku itu sekuat hati.

Allah masih nak terima aku ke? Aku yang baru nak bertatih. Aku yang baru nak ambil tahu pasal agama sendiri?

Buku dalam pegangan melurut jatuh ke tanah.

Tiba-tiba ada tangan yang menyuakan buku itu.

Mata yang bertakung dengan air itu akhirnya melimpahkan takungannya.

Tangan pantas mengesat air mata.

"Nah. Buku awak terjatuh."

Syeer memandang insan di hadapannya.


"Azwa..Terima kasih.."

Buku disambut.


"Syeer, awak pun baca buku ni?"

Syeer hanya mengangguk. Sambil mengesat saki baki air mata.


Azwa terkial-kial menapak dan mengambil tempat di sebelah Syeer.

"Syeer awak tau, dulu masa mula-mula join usrah, naqibah saya ada bagi tahu pasal buku ni. Then saya pun beli dan baca sampai habis."

Syeer hanya mendengar.

"Lepas tu, baru saya sedar bahawa Islam ini untuk semua. Untuk orang yang sihat tubuh badannya dan juga untuk orang yang istimewa macam saya."

Azwa tersenyum.

"Saya rasa, saya makin istimewa apabila saya berjumpa dengan Islam yang sebenar dan apa tuntutan Islam kepada kita yang mengaku kita ini muslim."

"Kalau dahulu saya rasa sangat susah nak bergerak ke kelas. Saya selalu ditinggalkan kawan-kawan. Saya tak dapat nak buat perkara-perkara yang orang lain dapat buat. Tapi sekarang saya tetap bersyukur dan merasa sangat bahagia. AlhamduLillah.."

Azwa senyum lagi. 

"Sekarang saya tahu Allah rupanya sangat sayang kepada saya. Sebab itu Dia 'ajarkan' saya apa ertinya kehidupan saya yang macam ni. Semua kesusahan itu, kalau saya lalui dengan ikhlas, insyaAllah ada ganjaran dan rahmat dariNya."

"AlhamduLillah.. Allah itu Maha Pengampun. Kasih sayangNya lagi hebat dari dosa-dosa kita. Kalau dahulu kita tak tahu apa yang kita buat itu banyak yang salah, sekarang kita sudah tahu. So, macam lame la if still doing wrong things even we had being told not to do so."

Syeer hanya memandang Azwa.

"Jadi sekarang, saya sangat bersemangat untuk menyambut cinta dariNya. Dan saya tak nak kedekut. Saya nak cuba spread to the max cinta dariNya ini. Sweetkan? Kita bercinta dengan sesuatu yang kita tidak nampak tapi kasih sayangnya bertebaran di atas muka bumi ini. Sangat terasa kasih sayangNya bagi orang-orang yang hatinya ikhlas. Sememangnya tiada paksaan dalam Islam. Dan bagi kita yang sudah merasai kasih sayang itu, tiada alasan untuk kita menolak hidayah yang datang dariNya."

Azwa memegang sisi kerusi. Terketar-ketar dia cuba untuk berdiri. Syeer membantu dari sisi.

Azwa senyum dan menghulurkan tangan.

"Saya nak jalan dahulu. Janji dengan adik-adik usrah nak makan sekali di kefe blok C. Kena gerak awal kalau nak punctual."


Syeer menyambut huluran tangan Azwa.

Azwa senyum. Dan mula menapak ke arah laluan pejalan kaki. Hati dia melangkah dengan keadaan terkial-kial.


Air mata meleleh lagi.

Tiada lagi alasan Syeer.













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credit to her ; a contented slave of Allah, seorang yg sangat tabah, inspire me in every tutor Psikologi Sosial. May Allah strengthen her in this life. 
credit & dedicated to ; us.
credit to ; gambar tasik di UNIMAS. I want to be there even for just a second with my beloved best friend for the sake of Allah.