=) =) =) =) =) =) =) 7 smilies for the 7 hours today, and yet another one for you! =)
it's a strange feeling, really. kinda like nervous and excited, and scared at the same time...and it varies. from just plain worrying to the highest level of hysteria, all over the smallest, seemingly insignificant things. but then something just as small and seemingly insignificant--to the observer, that is--happens and everything changes. you go from anxious to euphoric in a span of about 3 seconds, and somewhere at the back of your head the rational part of you berates you for your insane behaviour. but the whole thing
is insane...it drives you crazy but at the same time, it's not something you would wanna be spared of. because it's a happy kinda crazy. you start walking with a bounce like one of those deranged male mosquitoes hanging on the tree, and the world seems beautiful again. you thank God for the flowers, for the trees, for the sunshine, for the rain, for the stars...for deeming you worthy enough to be blessed with such a wonderful gift. and you pray with all your heart that you don't do something stupid to lose it. in the meantime, you're just living in the clouds, finally coming to realise that hey! maybe life is beautiful afterall. *smiles*
milly at 11:04 PM :: link
Friday, September 24, 2004
ooo i'm so damn happy that prelims are over...FINALLY....most disastrous exam of my entire life!! let's not talk abt it...yay! full-time slacking now man...actually....technically i started slacking since wednesday afternoon but ahh wth...details yeah...hurhur...
so how's everybody doing? fewer ppl coming to my blog these days...it's gonna die soon man...hehheh! why never tag me?! so dao! DAOO!!! ok i'm sorry....a bit high these few days =$ post-traumatic stress disorder...well....partly anw...*grins*
i waaaaaaaant my jars of clay cd!!!! why does hmv have to sell it at 41 bucks?! it's an outrage! and you know what else is an outrage?? that colin and christie didn't win the amazing race!!!! like COME ON!! they're the most deserving team man...even though attitude-wise he can be quite a you-know-what sometimes...BUT STILL!! 1st team in 6 legs of the race??? you can't get any stronger than that! and brandon is so damn sweet to nicole!! so jealous man...hur...actually...maybe i'm not =)
looking forward to next week...slaaaaaaaackkk!!!
milly at 11:42 PM :: link
Sunday, September 19, 2004
the monkeys are gone!! swinging around, breaking branches one day and the next...poof! disappear! hehheh...no more ambushes while walking home now...phew...i swear, my neighbourhood makes the zoo look pathetic....
soon soon!! prelims gonna end soon!! in the meantime it's just like...mugging and more mugging...pray tmr's chem p1 and p2 can help save the oh-so-disastrous p3 (40%!!! screwed lar!)...ugh! i still get nightmares abt it...how tragic is that...
long-dist phone call from aussie...laters darlings....
milly at 1:57 PM :: link
Sunday, September 05, 2004
spilled some of the silver polishing solution thingie on me and now i smell of it...bleah...getting pretty nauseating...*cringe*
anw sermon today was hilarious....Father michael from St. Vincent's came to preach and i couldn't stop laughing...lol! man...wish he'd come over more often...these indian/eurasian priests are really damn good man...
heh! think i've lost the blogging mode...so you'll prob be seeing less of me...plus i've got nothing much to kb abt these days...yes, having to mug is nothing to rejoice about..but! i'm so fantabulously happy that it just eclipses everything...*grins*
may your lives all be as happy as mine is now...all right...feeding time!! cyas
milly at 2:09 PM :: link