常被人差使的人多半无法独当一面
爱以自己的标准改变他人的人多半不尊敬对方
顺着不尊敬自己的人而改变的多半没有主见
社会上的地位或工作不能代表一个人的品格
一个人不因该为社会给的身分而感高尚或次等
只要不做出不仁不道的事人类是平等的
没有谁该消失没有谁比谁重要
人类终究是普通的生命
和其它的生物一样是大自然的奥妙之一...
Tuesday, May 03, 2011
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Out of a sudden, I felt like blogging...So here I am....
I really wanted someone to understand...
When I chose my electives, I spent longer than 2 weeks to think of what to register...I came up with 10 but was granted only 2 electives...Barely the start of 2nd semester, I'm already sick of what the school offers...
I chosed Jap for my elective, hoping to lighten my load...Perhaps, I was itchy fingered, I put up Thai as the 2nd choice after knowing there's only 1 class available while Jap has more than 10 classes...I ended up fated with Thai...Blame myself? I can't drop it because I'm already lacking of at least 1 more electives to clear year 1 requirements...Can anyone understand my pain?
Besides school stuffs, I'm sick of hearing the nags at home...I'm always the one receiving the nags, basically from everyone in my family of 4...How pathetic...
I don't understand why they have to bring all the stress at home and nag at the victim to help them feel better and making me feel worse...my way of relieving my high levels of stress from school is to chat with a friend and tolerate the reminders till I can travel...Travelling relieves my stress at one go...Totally gone unless unexpected issues occur....But as I return to this place, stress will start accumlating...
Whenever I bring up that I'm travelling somewhere, they will question why I have to travel to waste money and not spend for studies...I don't spend on designer labels, I don't splurge on accessories even getting one of my desired gadgets takes me months or even years to decide...I only spend on budget trips, so budget that I usually don't stay in hotels and don't even shop much (handcarry lugguage only to & fro is nothing to me)...I really hope they can understand that I rather die in a plane crash than trapped in this continent...
I'm not a bird...But if I could, I want to be a migrating bird...I don't want to be ignorant...I want to know the world...I know I can't possibly visit everywhere but at least, let me to the places I wish can....School is tying me down...Just because I'm financially handicapped....I'm not handicapped physically but I am mentally...Do anyone know that?
No one is born strong, neither am I....I fell hard so many times before I learned to be stronger...but now, I felt so weak, I cannot defy others because I need their help...I hate to be helpless...here I am being helpless...
This is a lonely long journey...
My travel life, so colourful...I love being at the beach enjoying the glazing sun and falling asleep on the beach chair...I love the sound of the waves, I love the clear blue sky and orange sunsets....I love roaming around the street watching the locals rushing for school or work...I enjoy having a cup of coffee while I look out of the windows or balcony with my brain blank...I am delighted when a local walk over to ofer help when I'm lost...The world is so amazing...I don't want a busy life....I rather do nothing I watch others busy...I always do (since young, I always watch my parent busy working)...
I am living 2 extremes of life now....A lonely long journey and a colour travel pictorial...I feel alive and dead at the same time~
(T.T) (^o^)/
I really wanted someone to understand...
When I chose my electives, I spent longer than 2 weeks to think of what to register...I came up with 10 but was granted only 2 electives...Barely the start of 2nd semester, I'm already sick of what the school offers...
I chosed Jap for my elective, hoping to lighten my load...Perhaps, I was itchy fingered, I put up Thai as the 2nd choice after knowing there's only 1 class available while Jap has more than 10 classes...I ended up fated with Thai...Blame myself? I can't drop it because I'm already lacking of at least 1 more electives to clear year 1 requirements...Can anyone understand my pain?
Besides school stuffs, I'm sick of hearing the nags at home...I'm always the one receiving the nags, basically from everyone in my family of 4...How pathetic...
I don't understand why they have to bring all the stress at home and nag at the victim to help them feel better and making me feel worse...my way of relieving my high levels of stress from school is to chat with a friend and tolerate the reminders till I can travel...Travelling relieves my stress at one go...Totally gone unless unexpected issues occur....But as I return to this place, stress will start accumlating...
Whenever I bring up that I'm travelling somewhere, they will question why I have to travel to waste money and not spend for studies...I don't spend on designer labels, I don't splurge on accessories even getting one of my desired gadgets takes me months or even years to decide...I only spend on budget trips, so budget that I usually don't stay in hotels and don't even shop much (handcarry lugguage only to & fro is nothing to me)...I really hope they can understand that I rather die in a plane crash than trapped in this continent...
I'm not a bird...But if I could, I want to be a migrating bird...I don't want to be ignorant...I want to know the world...I know I can't possibly visit everywhere but at least, let me to the places I wish can....School is tying me down...Just because I'm financially handicapped....I'm not handicapped physically but I am mentally...Do anyone know that?
No one is born strong, neither am I....I fell hard so many times before I learned to be stronger...but now, I felt so weak, I cannot defy others because I need their help...I hate to be helpless...here I am being helpless...
This is a lonely long journey...
My travel life, so colourful...I love being at the beach enjoying the glazing sun and falling asleep on the beach chair...I love the sound of the waves, I love the clear blue sky and orange sunsets....I love roaming around the street watching the locals rushing for school or work...I enjoy having a cup of coffee while I look out of the windows or balcony with my brain blank...I am delighted when a local walk over to ofer help when I'm lost...The world is so amazing...I don't want a busy life....I rather do nothing I watch others busy...I always do (since young, I always watch my parent busy working)...
I am living 2 extremes of life now....A lonely long journey and a colour travel pictorial...I feel alive and dead at the same time~
(T.T) (^o^)/
